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Levels of Stillness

meditativeThis dream elicited an excellent description of how the feminine principle works – in a natural way. And we can see in the world how that principle has been lost and subverted, but it is good to understand anew how the roles of the masculine and feminine principles are critical to the evolution and unfolding of life. This also shows a deeper level of what it means for a human to improve life on behalf of creation – a very high service indeed! (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I think like I have three dreams, but I lost the first one.

In the second dream, it feels like I’m helping take place in a race. I think about it more like a horse race, but I seem to have these small animals or people or something that race for me, but they’ll only really do well, or race well, if I have some kind of a playful interaction with them – like you just have to be in a certain space or it doesn’t work.

And at first I’m not quite enough in that space for them to do well in the race, but then it feels like we shift and we’re going to another race track, and I actually get involved in helping the other people that are running, or involved in, races and what they’re doing. And in the process of helping them with what they’re doing, it feels like I kind of get into the right space to then start rounding out my little runners.

And I feel like they’ll do well in the race, but it’s almost like I can just see occasional interactions with them because I’m kind of involved in helping everything happen. And, once I’m kind of in that space where it feels like they can have this kind of happy or playful race, I’ve gone around to see what else is happening where I am.

And I know I walk by one area, and it feels like the women there have gone to an area behind a stage and they’ve put on chadors, kind of almost like thin silk chadors, and then they go out on this platform and they all dance in a circle, and then they go back and they put the coverings, you know, down again. And, again, it was fairly light.

There’s other events going on all the time, but I’m going to leave this area now and what could almost seem like another dream is actually a continuation of this dream at this point, where as I go with a couple of the men and I leave the area, and it’s like I want to go to the ocean and they’re going with me, and this is an ocean that’s in an area of huge rocks. At one point we have to even scoot down for a long ways over a rock fall. It’s like I kind of like run down that on my own to get to a base, and then, as I go over, I find an area that I want to explore where I actually go to the water.

But I only want one of the men to go with me there, and I go over and it’s this deep blue-green water, and I am thinking about going in but I realize I’d even get my shoes, and things wet plus you have the sense that this is an ocean that’s really deep, and not entirely safe, but I find that kind of exciting but I just kind of like mark the location. I don’t think I get wet.

I go back. I’m still with just one of the men. I think there’s actually two men I’m with, but I’m only with one of them right now, and I suddenly see this strange house built into the rocks. So I go over to the house and I go in, and I’m by myself at first, and I go into this one room and I suddenly find that this room can shift and a musical instrument will just spring up and start playing music, or the room will shift almost like a puzzle box, and suddenly that room has become something else. And I’m totally intrigued.

At one point I’m even kind of about to open a door, and then I find myself hanging onto that doorknob because the floor of the room has disappeared, and as I look down another room opens up and I see a musical instrument, and then that shuffles and closes and changes and I see a place where the floor opens up to the ocean, and then it shifts and changes again and maybe I’m back to the original room where I can put my feet down. And then I go over to my left and up a bit almost like opening a door to an attic room, it looks like it’s going to be just a little room but, instead of opening up like into a cupboard, it suddenly opens up into a room where the owner of the house and three other men are, and they’re kind of like working at tables or a desk or things.

And I go in there and the owner starts communicating with me, but he has to do it mostly with his eyes or his hands because he can’t speak, he’s mute, but we have this connection anyway. But there’s one of his guards that can talk to me. Then the guard and I and I think the owner we begin to go about the house, and I take them down to a room near the bottom of the house, and I very gingerly take them in to meet the two men that came with me.

And I realize I have to do this gingerly because the men that came with me I realize work like for the Secret Service and some other organization like that, like the FBI, and the men that work for him work for something like the CIA – so you know that none of them trust anybody else. So I have to very gingerly introduce them, and then it feels like as I’ve introduced them that I kind of back off a bit. It’s like I want interaction more with the owner, and I also want something that opens up more to the ocean again.

John: The dream has a central thing that goes through it that is kind of like a description, a depiction, of the underlying aspect that is going on all the time in your dream. An underlying aspect is that the feminine is in touch with vibrations. In other words, manifestation is a reflection of vibrations. In other words, things rise up and come into existence and live themselves out as a vibrational flow – and the principle is channeled through the feminine. Everything is channeled through the feminine way because the feminine embodies matter and, if there is an imbalance in any regard, the feminine carries it, she reflects it. A feminine will continue to reflect the imbalance if she doesn’t reach a quality inside of herself of being able to take a vibration back to a stillness, because she carries that stillness, too, but that stillness gets repressed because she has no choice but to reflect vibrations.

Now what is a vibration, actually? It’s a kind of a flow. It’s kind of something coming out of a stillness and put into motion. In a roundabout way, you could say that it’s the input of the masculine, even, the masculine bringing the seed thought through and the feminine being the receptacle vehicle that receives it. And, in receiving this vibration, in taking in the vibration, because the feminine’s nature is such that she has to experience something, whether it’s divine in terms of a purity or not, her nature is such that she has to experience what there is. She has no choice in that matter. She is subjective in terms of her general overall nature.

And so, in that regard, that’s why she’s the container and the overallness. Now the feminine can declare war on being the container and, if she does, then she shuts herself off from a connection to the stillness. Now stillness is a very complicated word because there are levels of stillness, and there are degrees of stillness, and the first level of stillness that you went through was the level in which there was, at the very beginning of the dream, where there was something that just wasn’t right and there was a tone and a mood. And somehow or another you were able to bring a levity or a joy into that, and change it, so that it wasn’t as dour or as weighty in terms of its mood or its tone.

And then once you were able to do that, then you were able to go over a rock and in the Bible a mountain is described as obstacles, as an obstacle. Well, something that’s a rock carries a memory-type vibration. In other words, it’s very, very still and yet compact, and it carries a vibration that isn’t necessarily readily at flow in life. In other words, the feminine feels whatever’s at flow in life and goes along with that, and is actually part of the problem because she’s designed for purposes of being the receptacle that channels things through her. And it’s important for her to be that way as a wholeness because it is part of the procreation cycle.

She also channels all this other through her. She can try to declare war on that, which is what happens if she takes and attempts to act as if the function of the masculine is the problem and chooses to stiff arm and take on a demeanor and attitude against it. But when she does that, she just channels another mood – and that is not one of stillness. That is a mood of abstraction, and in the abstraction she is then repressing the vibration. In other words, the whole humor of all of this is that the vibrational feature is kind of like, because the masculine carries the seed thoughts, is kind of like a misaligned aspect of of the out-breath of the nature that comes down into manifestation. What it finds in manifestation as the home is the feminine, which then has to receive what is here and goes through and experiences that as the makeup of her domain, and channels what is readily there that readily comes in.

She knows that there is a difference somewhere deep within, because of her wholeness she knows that things aren’t quite right. She can hear the truth, but she cannot keep from taking in what is brought before her in terms of her nature. And so the whole resolution to this is in finding the space that doesn’t bite, you know, doesn’t react, that basically can take something back to the emptiness, because as long as it is a flow, a vibrational flow, it takes and goes on and on and on in terms of affecting things in a maintaining of the outer.

That is the readily apparent way of things, and in the readily apparent way of things in the lower-self aspect of that you have the moods, you have the disposition that just doesn’t quite feel right, there’s the whole orientation to whatever is the little shifts and changes that are occurring that have a quality of coming in as a kind of subtle flow. That’s the lower-self way of just being kind of a creature of one’s environment. Very much oriented in a way to the way animals function, where they just adapt and adjust and react to their environment.

But then the feminine can make this shift to another level of stillness, and you make this shift in your dream when you jump over this rock. Now like I mentioned, a mountain is considered an obstacle, but the deeper sense of how this is to be is understandable is that back to a stillness, and levels of stillness, there is a quality of something imbedded in the makeup of a hard, dense rock that’s very still, but yet still has the makeup of physicality because repressed within it is a vibration that is barely accessible if you can access it in a rock, which is what shamans try to do.

And when you access it in a rock, you are catching up with the future because that’s a vibration that hasn’t quickened itself. It becomes quickened like water eventually when it breaks down. It can break down eventually to a flow that can be in life. But if you’re able to take something and move it through its stages from a density, in other words bring it to a present, an aliveness in the present, but an aliveness as a stillness into the present, not an aliveness that is holding onto a mood or a tone or something repressed therein, but the idea of taking the future and bringing it to the present then puts you in touch with a higher consciousness, or a consciousness of the design – the feminine catches up with this design by this quality, this aspect of stillness.

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Tear in the Fabric

EntanglementIt’s getting more clear every day that this current batch of humans is not capable of fixing what is wrong in the world – mostly because they’re either invested in it staying the same, or they’re living in denial about the state of things. One thing seems certain: the only solutions for the problems of today need to be spiritual solutions. This mean that human life and its designed purposes are what the society as a whole supports. When there is a problem or a question, it gets resolved from the perspective of what is best in keeping with higher purposes. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I dreamt the accentuation of the masculine that is looking at things in a masculine way, and how dire that is if you really, really do admit just what it is that’s behind it.

And then I dreamt how that has to succumb to an inner divine principle, that is imbedded, and is at the depths of all that there is. And that it is the rising up of this that is the transformative and intertwining way to enable a oneness to come back into manifestation – to be awakened from the depths already embedded, but hidden and repressed, that lies in manifestation

And the degree of things, to keep that from happening, and how anything that contends with that, that tries to offset that, or compete with that, or contend with that, are everything that is in that same motif in some way, shape, or form as an outer reflective appearance, in other words, of an outer flow way, is doomed and destined to collapse.

In other words, no matter how secretive, or hidden, or cute it is, or how well intentioned it is, anything in that direction is destined to go nowhere. And so, if your perspective is of that, then it’s hopeless.

And so the interesting thing about a dream like this is it’s re-accentuating the significance and importance of the feminine principle that has gotten cut off from its way of being, in terms of the intertwined flow, in terms of the breath even. You know, the inner breath is just taken for granted. The out-breath is what people pay attention to. The inner breath is just subjectively inflective. You know, it’s kind of like if your tendency is to acknowledge the outer breath, and not the inner breath.

I remember when I first came before the teacher he was stressing the importance of the inner breath, and I went up to him and I said I don’t know what that is, I don’t experience that, I just notice the dynamic behind the outer breath. And he indicated, oh, that’s okay – meaning okay for now, but eventually, of course, the inner breath is what has to awaken because it’s the outer breath that has the masculine quality trait that is only cycling in an outer motif way. It is that which has, no matter how educated, clever, or even seemingly conscious it gets, it can’t change anything.

And it is this principle that occurs all the time, when a person has a problem in their life, they typically don’t know how to ask for help from within, and they tend to try to rearrange the deck chairs of things in the outer – as if that’s going to resolve or satisfy things. And, up to a degree, one should say that has been allowed to work like that in intermittent ways in the past, but now it’s gotten to the point where everything has gotten so speeded up or whatever, or come to such a focal point, that nothing works, so you can’t deceive yourself that way anymore if you’re truly honest. You have to admit that, whatever you do in that regard, is wrong as far as what is the inner divine design. You know, it’s estranged from that.

In the meditation dream, I looked at what I am describing to be a breakdown, tear in the fabric of life, and that this breakdown tear of the fabric of life is responsible for what is occurring and is imminent. The effect of the tear has two sides to it.

On the one hand, there is more havoc and mayhem, and on the other hand the access to the inner design behind creation is easier to access. It’s kind of like maybe a grace principle to try to contend with things. The current state of things outwardly is on shaky grounds. However, the inner experiences that probe more deeply behind the mask is there as a possibility for those who seek to break out of their amnesic trance. It is as if the principle of the hidden wholeness has lost its temper. The fabric is torn and cannot be fixed.

There is no answer for this in terms of an economic system in life, which is dysfunctional, and so in other words if you follow that through the economic wobbly countries are going to go over an edge, and this is going to affect the most sophisticated outer systems as a domino effect occurs. Nobody wants to accept that this is inevitable. Everyone wants to believe that there’s a fix that is possible, but we are a global society moving towards oneness, so the breakdown, in other words, the flip side of the movement without the divine, in other words, everything is moving to coming together as a type of oneness, like one world order and all of this kind of stuff, so the flip side, the negative side of this one and the one in the hands of the powers that be that are in the outer will make the breakdown infectious.

Deep within there are those who are able to look at the situation straightaway and see it for what it is. Other individuals approach this in another way. In other words, what I just described is a way of seeing things as it is just using the outer, just looking at the outer and seeing, you know, this can’t continue. And then there are other individuals that approach this in another way, such as being aware of the plight of Mother Earth and noticing that a shift in our habitat is coming. But, what is even more interesting, is that some are able to look at the crack in the fabric of life and see the inner imprint behind the chaos and, in doing so, go within even deeper and look at the inner unfoldment.

Instead of dwelling upon the problem that is going to disrupt and disturb, there is the solution on the inner, in that it has a soothing comfort zone that is quiet and dormant. Some individuals, I mean those that are on a path, can see the inner situation design, you know almost unwaveringly, and know that on the inner all is well.

It is not well, however, in terms of any expectations in which a happy outer ending is possible. The disruption and disturbances from the fabric crack in the outer are not fixable in terms of the outer, and the outer chaos and breakdown that is sitting there kind of on the verge of going over further edges, is inevitable. But from a solution-oriented inner, there is a soothing relief for those who are able to go along with the flow without cracking up in some outer way or another.

Those who are solution oriented cannot have any attachment, not even an attachment to an outer quality of life, personal well being, and, to put it bluntly, any crutches to lean upon, because everything is, from an outer perspective way of seeing things, going to get torn askew. Our idea of an aliveness and safety net, or out clause, is no longer a viable option for positioning purposes. No one can get out of this.

The shift that is coming is taking life as we know it to a whole other place. No one knows what that is going to be like because it has never occurred in an outer-context way before. In other words, this is the first time that mankind has done things to destroy it all. There is one comfort or solace to lean upon, and that rule of life is on a divine lens and level of wholeness which embraces the fact that energy is neither created nor destroyed but just transformed into another state. What that will be like, on an experiential level, is an unanswerable outer mystery.

So, what this meditation dream is doing, because it is going back and forth with kind of the literalness of what is visible in the outer, and taking that in as a kind of shock, and, at the same time, knowing that there is an inner enlightenment where that’s accentuated at this period of time.

When things get really dire it seems like something within also gets easier and closer to the veils between the two places, between that inner now, gets thinner as well. Yet in terms of the outer loudness of things, it seems like it’s on an impossible to fix collision course.

And so a dream like this points to what we know as life perhaps changing to something that we had no cognition of at this time. You know, maybe we become beings of light or maybe, you know, everything in terms of manifestation goes through a process in which it’s not what we are accustomed to thinking, and that we are something entirely different when this is over. That’s what a dream like this is inclined to think. In other words, giving the outer, and what it is representing, giving it a lot more due than perhaps it should be getting.

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A Magical Way

hqdefw3ault copyWe’ve spoken before about the concept of humans being capable of effecting their environment energetically. And it has to do with a person’s inner location when something is happening. We so often get caught up in our personal responses that we lose sight of the bigger picture, and the bigger picture is that humans can bring improvement to everything. If we choose that inner location – on a repetitive basis – it allows higher connections to join and support our efforts. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, in one dream, I’ve gone to visit some people that own this house, and the thing about this house is it used to be in the city, and it used to be like an apartment house, and it was always being remodeled, and it was a place maybe where in the past I could sometimes stay.

But now it’s located out in the country, and it’s being used as a place where women can go who kind of need like a halfway house, you know, like maybe they’ve been abused and they’re getting back on their feet or something like that. And I’ve gone there to visit one woman, and she seems to kind of be upset. Actually I have two reasons why I’m there, one is to visit this woman who is somewhat upset because she… I don’t know, I think she’s wanting some attention from someone that didn’t come, or they’re not spending as much time with her so she kind of hides out in her room.

And then I’m not putting up with a lot of that mood. It’s like I’m trying to get her to understand that there’s only so much time that she actually is going to have with anyone, and she kind of has to come out of her room, and she has to do it in a kind of structured way because she’s only going to get a certain amount of time with any of us. She’s having a bit of a fit about that.

So there’s that dynamic going on, and the second dynamic that’s going on and it’s almost even like a second dream, is that I’m looking at the house to see whether or not I want to buy it. But as I visit with the people that are running the house I kind of get the sense that they either don’t have it priced right, they don’t know its worth exactly, there’s something there that feels to me like it would not be a good thing to buy it. I just don’t like the information that I have.

So I’m doing two things in that dream, and one of them is kind of keeping my visits with the one woman really structured with just what I see that she needs, and the other is I’m assessing whether or not to buy the house.

When I don’t buy the house, it’s like I go out into the countryside, and it feels like I’m seeking out another house, and it’s more a further distance away from that house, and I don’t remember as much quite about that.

John: So you took the dream, you dreamt it in a feminine way, and in a feminine way there is a way that things can work out. In a masculine way of dreaming it, there’s the tendency of getting caught up in the outer and trying to understand, or resolve, something in an outer motif sense.

From a feminine way of dreaming it, there never are two choices; in other words, two opposing choices. In other words, it’s a distinguishing between working with something, in other words, the woman that is out of balance or whatever, that stays in this place. It’s a matter of working with that principle to create an alignment or whatever to try to bring something back into a natural way of being.

Or the alternative is to affect the environment, to change the environment, in an inner way, so that as the environment is changed in an inner way, because of the way the feminine principle works, then what will reflect will cause the natural transformation and alignment. That’s how you dreamt that.

The masculine way of looking at it is, they have to find with inside of themselves the depths of where there’s a potentiality, because the masculine, if it doesn’t connect to the inner in the depths of manifestation, the masculine is inclined to be on a path in which all alternatives are dire, and cause things to continue to fall apart.

The way of the masculine that does not have the energetic connecting to an awakening and working with the principle of the divine inner flow imbedded in life, is actually, maybe not realizing it or knowing it, is working against the divine principle, is bringing in ideas and things that are divorced from that divine inner principle. And, therefore, if it really takes and looks at what is possible in that way of being, it will conclude that no matter what it does everything is going to collapse, it’s going to fall apart on every level. That’s how the masculine has to see it if it doesn’t have a connection, a linkage, an intertwining that works in conjunction with the divine principle.

And the divine principle only looks at things, only looks at a solution, does not get caught up in the ideation of things from which, you might say, is the same line that created the problem, only looks at what it feels, and has, and carries with inside of itself that is the imbedded quality that sits as the essence to all that there is.

It either works towards facilitating an alignment through a reflective inner means of the way that it carries itself, in other words, coming into this place where there’s the deranged person, the way you carry yourself or conduct yourself, the way that that naturally inflects in kind of a subjective way, the mirroring of what is the aligned inner essence that can be quickened, or you transform everything, almost like in a magical way, that is in the outer such that the reflections, the dreamlike reflections of the outer, portray again the inner divine.

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