Vibrational Imbalance

imatWhen we begin to deal with life from an energetic perspective, instead of from the perspective of the world of matter and physical things, we have to become more sensitive with, and listen to, the whole of our systems, because they are designed to read the subtleties of energies, whereas our brain is not. And it’s important to be able to read the energies so that we can give an appropriate response to them. In the dream, a baby needs to be cared for; in the physical we know the responsibility and requirement of caring for another life. But, our energies need care and feeding, too, so we have to become sensitive to those needs through our journey. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In this next dream, the parts I remember it felt like in order to get something, and record something, I have to go up on stage where a play is going on. You’re down in the audience.

When I need something, I need someone to bring me something, the curtain’s gone down. It feels like my sister is bringing it to me, but she’s trying to get up on the stage, I just hear some scratching, I finally find that she is trying to come through almost like a radiator or something, so I have to tell her, that’s not big enough. She has to go back and come up another way.

And then the scene just shifts, and I’m meeting you at someone’s apartment where we’re going to be doing some recording, but you’ve hooked up the recorder in some kind of really weird way, that’s more complex, that has all these things attached to it. So I’m unattaching those so we can just have the recorder work so that it’s more simple.

And when I look up on the wall I also see that, as far as broadcasting, we’ve got some kind of new setup that I think either broadcasts or receives sound better from the distance, but the recorder itself I have to simplify because you’ve made it kind of complex.

Then I step outside for a minute, and it’s almost like I go to the car and I come back and we have a baby. It’s like I’m carrying the baby, and she’s all bundled up, and so I’ve kind of removed the bundle a little bit so that when I hold her up it’s like I’m looking right into her eyes. She has these really sweet eyes.

And then I’m bringing her back into the apartment where we were meeting with the other people and doing the recording, but there’s like a blind or something over the door, so when I first try to get through I realize it’s too wide, and that it’s going to be awkward because my focus is really on the baby and I don’t want us covered with this cloth, or whatever it is.

And so I pause for a minute because I realize, instead of trying to work through it myself, I should wait until they just pull it apart because my focus should just be on keeping the baby okay.

John: So you have three images going on there, and all of the images are designed to give you information – in terms of the theme of the dreaming – which has to do with working with vibration. It’s almost like the first dream that you had set the stage for what then became images to give you additional information.

The first dream set the stage, even though it seemed pretty hard to pull out, because often times you can be in a deeper space. The first dream actually has a deeper quality to it. I was looking at it as if it was a state, and yet it wasn’t quite a state, and yet it was a state – but it was just a deeper quality in which it was showing a pattern of how energy is. But the images that you have all depict states. In other words, it’s almost as if that primary image then is not quite in sync with a way of being; and that’s what those images are.

So the first image, in which you have something that rises up through something, like feminine energy, or the energy rising up to how you are on a stage, is imbalanced, because the feminine energy stays and holds a rootedness, holds itself in the manifestation, doesn’t rise up. And the image of you being on a stage is out of balance, too, because now you’re elevated.

If this were a masculine dream, which it’s not, the image would be of the masculine having to recognize something that causes it to pull down, which would have to do with kind of getting grounded, and rooted, in order to catch up with something which would be of the feminine completeness, a light imbedded in the matter.

But the way this image works is that something has become unnerved, or disassociated, and thus there is that as a problem. And then it falls into the second aspect, in which the sound that’s coming out, or the broadcasting and such that’s happening, there’s something about that that just isn’t effectual.

And then what’s interesting is the dream throws you on the other side a little bit now, almost as if, okay, you have seen how this kind of is an impingement, and can you recognize that there is a certain care that needs to be upheld as a stillness, instead of a referencing, a vibrational referencing, and that stillness, like being on the other side of a door that you seem to be veiled from – because yourself on the flip side has this vibrational imbalance – but on the other side the responsibility that you have for something that’s more precious is something that’s innocent and still.

And so somehow this is supposed to enable you to recognize, in a reflective capacity way, the way you are imbalanced vibratorally; or not necessarily you’re imbalanced vibratorally because deep down you never are. I mean you’re bifurcated based upon ignorance, but you yourself have the thread of something deeper that is just fine.

So you have created a contrast in order to come to a better understanding about vibration. And what’s interesting is your essential understanding is one towards an innocence, and stillness, like the baby that is just there to be held, or to be nurtured, to be maintained as a quality. And that quality is maintained in the breath, and not in the other where the vibration is askew.

And by having the images, so to speak, thrown at you this way, you’re able to denote something that apparently you need to denote. So it’s interesting how the theme worked, isn’t it? That was the theme of the evening, had to do with recognizing vibratory imbalances.

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Recognizing the Whole

In dreams, generally all the characters that appear are aspects of ourselves, whether masculine or feminine, young or old. In today’s dream, John is with his father and mother and a new baby brother who shows a wisdom beyond his years. What unfolds is an image that describes the dilemma of all human beings, as we separate ourselves out from the Whole, thinking the detail, or even the passing moment, is more important the the Wholeness that gave it rise. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So I’ve come home and I’m standing off to one side, and first there’s a kind of a baby that’s laying a little bit on the bed, and then all of a sudden it’s on the edge corner of the bed, which is a bad place to place a baby because it could roll over and fall off.

And sure enough the baby does that, and tumbles off the bed. Mom picks him up, and it’s almost like what looked like a baby suddenly has bright eyes and talks. And he seems to understand a lot, but yet he still looks like a little baby. He’s not very old, so I’m surprised; he even has opinions about things!

He comments about how Dad is acting in a certain way and saying certain things that he finds humorous, because Dad’s inferring that he’s going to have to be put on welfare and he finds that humorous as an absurdity.

After that, because I have come back to this place from somewhere else, he has never seen me before, nor have I seen him. He then asks, “Who are you?” I say, “I am your older brother.” He says, “Are you the oldest brother?” I say, “Yes.”

In this dream I seem to be about 40 years old and there’s no mention of another brother. I try to think of another one but can’t recall one.

The meaning of this dream is: I’m intertwined and connected more magnetically than I know. There is no real presence of time, just the veils and illusions of being distant and separate.

To not know this, is to be in a distant state of poverty. To break the barrier I need to go beyond the appearances and take in the energy of how I can be in a more complete state, which is in everyone I see.

Of course it’s more easily recognized when you put it into a family mode, because you’re more apt to recognize that, just like you put it in with the little girl and yourself (see The Game of Life).

I have to be able to mail myself back (this is from a dream in which there was a mailman who had returned for a package of stamps or something [see Caught Between Two Worlds]). To do that there needs to be a realized union of one being as an energetic.

To not notice this is to sustain an unconsciousness that has veiled appearances. When one holds onto an unconscious mannerism that is when the frustration sets in and this is a frustration in which – it’s actually a feminine frustration, because the feminine can sense that there has to be so much more, and is seeking so much more, and is trying to twine and connect to so much more.

And in that state, the natural knowingness then falls away. And the natural knowingness is the masculine’s side of things. And so you have this gap, that is a kind of amnesia, and as an amnesia, it’s a veiling. As the masculine sight comes back out, like a type of touching, something rises up as if always present – so then you break the separation like that.

So what we’re describing is, we’re just describing energy now, basically, and this is how energy works. In science, they’ve discovered this with airwave frequencies: everything always is in a state of a type of sound, because it’s sound that created everything. And so then you could take and you can streamline that as frequencies, and in those frequencies you can have a general sound and then that general sound can have a multiplicity of uses, but it’s kind of broad.

Then you can streamline that again to where it can be a very specific frequency for a very specific transmission note, very limited in terms of its use again. And therefore when you streamline it like that it transmits at a faster rate; it can become a type of higher frequency instead of in a general frequency.

So you have, in a sense, heightened it, or so it appears, but at the same time you’ve limited it because it cannot function in the outer with the same degree and propensity that it could before.

Then you could take what you’ve accomplished there and say ahh, this is really important stuff, this is data, this is information. So then you could streamline it yet again, almost into a packet of light, and microwave it back into a central terminal to which it can then be distributed more succinctly.

Just the way science is unfolding this is almost the same humor that exists in terms of the human being. The human being is created out of a general sound, spoken into existence. And then the human being takes and, instead of staying in the essence of the overall, the human being starts streamlining, and streamlining, and streamlining.

And you have people that have all of these different idiosyncrasies and traits that they’ve found to be important, and they see themselves as more acute as a consequence of having developed this kind of sight and understanding, and they see someone else who doesn’t have that as being out of it.

And, little do they know, that if you were to go back beyond all of that there is a central vibration, that hasn’t been streamlined, that takes all of it in. But how do you see something like that? How do you proceed from something like that?

It’s easier to take the frequency, break it from analog to digital to microwave to all of that sort of stuff, thinking that you have a handle on something, but the handle that you’ve established has let go of something in terms of the overall. And that’s the consequence.

So in my dream that is what I have done as well. I have taken and lost the recognition. I have used an element where I took something and streamlined it out, and pretended that there was time and age and everything like that, and lost the whole connection of myself, and the baby that was in a state of another kind of essence, laughing about everything.

And when it jokes about the father putting it on welfare, it’s a pun upon how I am. I’m actually on a kind of welfare when I adopt a streamline mannerism upon which I approach life – as opposed to being able to hold onto the general overall essence that is both conscious and unconscious simultaneously. That is everything.

But we think we have to be this, and we think we have to be that, and therefore every step we take takes us away, further and further and further away. That’s why we think we need motion, we have to move about, we have to do this, we have to do that, and stillness is where it’s all at.

That’s why one can actually experience things inside, not necessarily the love principle even, but you just will naturally experience something inside if you can sit totally still to the point where everything lets go and stops. You will experience something that way. It’s because everything is orbiting out trying to find a piece of the piece, an inner thread, instead of sustaining itself and holding itself to the Whole.

The dreams we had last night more or less took and threw, in you, a couple of fairly strange, almost ghoulish-like images that actually had the flip side to them for you to recognize that you created that ghoulish image – because you streamlined something to be like this, through a type of inflection.

And yet at the same time, because you didn’t totally buy into what you streamlined, the darn thing gets up and walks around. That’s magic. When put in that context you almost begin to wonder if magic isn’t a misuse of the overall energy, because in the overall energy you wouldn’t have that going on either. You’d have both conscious and unconscious and you’d sit simultaneous in that, much like the Yogi sitting under a banyan tree and then the other part of itself acting itself out in the outer – and yet the two are intertwined.

What is going on there? Nothing is really going on. The two states make up the whole, the whole of Creation and Creator. Time and space disappear in that. You could just as well say that the Yogi sitting under the banyan tree meditating is like this baby child sitting in the essence of something, not yet sophisticated, in your case to even know how to ride a bike.

And yet you in your sophistication can do all these things in the outer, and you’re working with the components of the outer, a density of the outer that reflects the industrial nature of one’s self, which is copper. And you’ve developed quite a scientific skill, but have you gone anywhere?

That’s why a mockery is almost made, by certain spiritual teachers, of the progress that we’ve made because that tends to take us away from the Wholeness, or the overall, and tends to create very specific things that we latch onto.

This kind of dreaming is an awkward kind of dreaming because it stretches the realm. It walks very close to the realm of sanity and insanity, because try convincing somebody that it exists like this and they will definitely think that you’ve cracked up.
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A Profound Step

Today we continue our look at the dreams Jeane described in The Unawakened.

John: So, the first dream began in a dark and desolate place, with you driving around in circles, not getting anywhere. In the second image we see that something has awakened, which is depicted as the baby, and you can either get closer to that or not.

We humans have that freedom of choice. This image is showing that, imbedded deep within you, an aspect of you knows that there’s something more to life than the surface reality. And something has awakened that knowing. Then, the question becomes, will you respond to it, i.e., will you keep this newborn baby?

Humans aren’t required to respond to the call of Creation. If we were, we’d be no better off than programmed robots. So we are given the right to choose to be a part of what is ongoing, or not. In the dream, you’re wrestling with this decision.

Interestingly, in the first image you were driving in circles in a dark landscape, which depicts a robotic life as well. In trying to decide, you begin to deal with a person who is like a robot, assembled of different parts and who needs to be put back together, right?

Jeane: He’s recently been put back together and I’m helping to stabilize things.

John: This deeper part of you has awakened to the fact that the situation around you is not what it appears – it’s a wholeness, not a separation. You realize that you’ve lost a natural connection, so you’re trying to use your limited faculties, plus this quality of the heart that you’ve reached, in order to sort things out, in order to stabilize something or bring something back to life.

So, you’re clawing your way back through the illusion that, in and of itself, is like something that’s desolate and dark, in which you had few faculties with which to deal with it. You were living a robotic-type life.

Suddenly you developed some faculties of an aliveness within, and from that aliveness you’ve come to have realizations that can regain wholeness from separation. You’re on the verge of turning the mechanical man back into a human being (getting him dressed and ready for the outside world). That’s what happens when we choose to honor our human purpose in life: we shift from a robotic, animal-level existence, up to a true human existence.

Of course, that’s where the dream stops. But, if you continue this whole process, you’ll come to link up with an energetic flow that’s behind everything that exists.

It’s the flow that’s real, and in connecting to it, you begin to find out who you really are. I suppose you’re given this opportunity as a way to see just how miserable it is when you don’t have this connection to the aliveness in all of life.

When it’s awakened and alive, then everything can be understood for how it is, as opposed to it being dark and cold as an image that’s devoid of any inner meaning. But you’ve found the depth of the inner meaning and from that you’re able to hear and to listen to that which is meant to be, or to that which is real.

You could say that this is a dream that points out that you’re more than what you think you are. At one point in time you may not have been aware that you had this inner connection and linkage to all that there is, from which you then could nurture or give birth or create or bring about changes in life.

You learn to find the bits and pieces of what is real, you learn to sense the inflections, the hints. To begin with they’re just little bitty inflections and little bitty insights, little flashes or something that hits, because the rest of the time the senses kind of keep you disoriented in terms of an identification with the outer.

Of course, if all you’re capable of doing is identifying yourself in the outer world and you have none of this other awakened inside, i.e., you choose to give up the baby, you’d be back to the very beginning in which something is inanimate in terms of its realness; it’s desolate and dark.

Isn’t that an interesting dream?

Essentially what your dream is telling you is that if we don’t have that cognition inside, how is it possible for us to really understand anything? Otherwise, we just identify with something that’s empty and devoid of meaning.

Unfortunately, this is kind of true for most people out there in life, although they usually have some inkling that there’s something more and, from this something more, they rally around religions and whatnot.

But they do so in a way that has the meaningfulness of the religion conceptualized, and they can actually become dangerous because, if you throw something at them that disorients them from their concepts, they’ll have to fight. They’ll have to crusade. They’ll have to do something to maintain their power and control over their concepts.

You’ve got people like that, who have such a faint, faint echo of light inside them, but that’s the best that they can get. In your particular case though, this has taken on an aliveness so you’re able to work with the whole of things, because of this ability to link to this part deep inside, and that’s a pretty profound step to take.