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512c5Spiritual development is an incremental process. Awakening implies that new energies have been triggered or connected to, and that almost always requires an adjustment to the new aspects. This dream shows that process in terms of personal relationships: one relationship (state) feels disinterested and lacking energy, and another is more compelling and intriguing. Yet as soon as the new energy is sought out, an internal fear arises in the form of losing control. But this is really the way we gain new territory in our journey into unknown depths. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So in the one dream I pulled out, I’m in a city where it feels like we live in brownstones, that’s a certain type of housing you see more back east, and I almost feel like I’m even visiting the city, and I’m staying in a room in a brownstone.

And it feels like there’s maybe an old boyfriend that stays with me, and I’m visiting some other people there, and we’ve gone to a party someplace else. And as I’m mingling around at the party there’s this one man, who I think teaches somewhere, and he showed me this book. I think it’s even a book that may have been about the Third Reich, but it’s a thin little green book and some things even seem to be underlined in it.

And he’s mentioned some things about it, about why I should read it and what’s in it, that I really find intriguing. And he even tells me his name, and I actually find him kind of intriguing. And then he and his roommates leave and I go back to the room I’m sharing with this guy, and it seems like it’s the next day or something, and I feel like the guy I’m with seems kind of indifferent to me. But he’s already talking as we’re going to do this or that, but I’m thinking about the book and the guy I met at the party.

So before I feel all trapped in whatever the person I’m with who’s quite indifferent has set up, I decide to go out. It feels like I go out once and I find the brownstone where this guy lives, but he’s not home right then. It feels like I talk to his roommates and maybe I get a glimpse of the book, but I’m not sure I see it right then. Then maybe I think I’ve gone back and that’s when I feel like my partner is all indifferent.

So I go out again, and this time I go knock on the door where they’re staying. I thought I’d go borrow the book, and the guy actually comes to the door. I think he doesn’t have a shirt on initially, so he shuts the door and he comes back out. And actually this time he doesn’t have his shirt on, but where he’d had a bathrobe on before he’s at least dressed, except for no shirt.

And he had recognized me, and he comes out with the book, and it’s like he wants to read it to me. And he takes me around to the side to a little alcove where it feels like there’s just a little cot you sit on or something. I sat there and he sat beside me, although now he’s kind of leaning over me and he’s reading to me from the book. And it feels terribly intimate, but it’s also a little overwhelming because, you know, it’s all happening fast, or I’m not really sure about all of this.

And as he’s reading to me from the book, then it feels like somebody else comes up and that they are supporting my being with him, because he’s really kind of leaning or lying over me almost. So I step aside for a minute and it’s like I’ve been handed this bowl. And this bowl looks like some inner woven wires, almost in a pattern like on a little grid, but maybe about four inches square, and some other wires and things. And then there’s a liquid that’s put in the bowl and, as I swish the bowl around, what must have been dirt and stuff on the wires falls off and I realize that all these pieces of what looked like wires or little patterns in the bowl are actually all gold that’s been all polished now.

And at the same time I’m looking to the side where this guy is, and where the men that were with him, and I realize that I don’t really know the rules here. For all I know they could go behead my ex and marry me off to this guy, because there is something that’s happening but I haven’t a clue about what it means in the place where I am, that there’s just no way I understand the rules. So I wake up.

John: The theme of the dreaming last night was the process and means by which one gains access to a different part of themselves, or to a part of themselves in which they’re meant to gain access and, in doing so, a shift occurs.

In other words, it’s not like you’re on the way or aspiring even. It’s like you’re gaining the information you need and then, in so doing, it’s as if a shift naturally occurs. And in the first part of the dream, you find yourself in a scenario in which some things are kind of blasé, in which you can denote inside that something more needs to be, because the sense of the environment that you’re in is something that no longer has the catalytic, or feeds you, in a capacity in which you need to be fed in order to grow like you need to grow.

And this becomes obvious to you when there is something that happens, in terms of a book so to speak, or an aspect of accessed information, that opens up inside of you, that creates an intense longing for more that is possible from this place. And, until that happens, it was almost as if you hadn’t realized, or it just hadn’t occurred to you, or it hadn’t opened up yet, or you weren’t ready yet for this something more to spring forth anew.

And so the dream is portraying this in a manner in which your attention is inclined to work, in terms of trying to access and assimilate that which is meant, and is quickening in its awakening inside of you. So you use a dream process that has a thread that is a lot like what you might imagine, or contrive, in terms of outward mental kind of directed, or directing, of one’s self type orientation.

However, the dream is just using that as a symbolic reference, and so you look at the symbolic reference, you notice what is important in the symbolic reference. It is not the guy, per se, that is important. It is something that is able to be revealed or quickened inside of you that is important, that has been sitting dormant for a long time. And that when that is quickened and enlivened inside of you, something changes, in which you are now shifted in a whole new capacity.

And to denote that you’ve been shifted is that you suddenly see that, as you are now observing the new energy lines of things, that there is this golden result. And you still carry a quality, because this was a dream that is portraying using outer imagery in order to reference something that is changed, you’re still carrying, based upon the fabric of the imagery, you’re still carrying some stigma or quality yet with you, and thus there is the sense that something can take a step back or that something could get imposed upon you against your will. That you could get married off to this guy, or that there are new rules here that you need to be afraid of or something that could still happen – which was the case in the previous place that you were at before something awakened inside of you, or was awakened inside of you.

In that place, what had happened had put you into a kind of blasé kind of reference, in terms of yourself, that you were lucky to find out that there was so much more that was possible. And you were grateful that that suddenly opened up as a means by which you could now access it and, in so doing, shift.

And because you use the symbolic imagery of something that is of a denser quality nature, within that denser quality imagery is stigmatic energy, a fear in which you, in this new place that you’ve been shifted to, could be affected or impacted in some way, against your will, almost as if what is happening is too fast, too overwhelming, or outside of what you are accustomed to as comfortable.

So the dream is a dream in which it not only shows a change that is occurring, and a shift that is there, but it also shows the potential issues and negative effect that yet remain in terms of the shift.

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book-of-life-kariroseIn John’s dream, he is working with two different books, one is a template and the other is a guide book. The guide book is like an instruction manual for the lower self, the aspect of us that deals with the outer world. The template book is for the higher self, the connective, inner aspect of us that is entwined with the purposes of creation. The scenario shows him able to put down, or let go of, the guide book, because if we follow our higher self, the guide book no longer applies. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So the difference in my dream compared to yours where you have to establish the overall space because that’s what’s important, is the dynamic from which you then are able to function and work and extend and reach out and come down into life – inner into outer.

My dynamic works more with the aspect of something that has to have the note, or the message, or the memo, or the octave set to it.

So in my dream, I’m in a place where I feel that a transition is imminent. In other words, I can just feel that it’s coming. And feeling it, and memorializing it, or having the clarity of it are two different things. 

I mean, you can feel certain things, but how do you sort that out? I feel that I need to retain and preserve a reference guide. I’ve done my best to gather up the information that I consider as needed for the future. I’ve gathered it up, but it’s a little here, and it’s a little there, and some parts replicate and things like that, and none of it’s been really put together. 

In other words, it’s kind of disjointed. At first inflection, I’m thinking that it has to be presented in disjointed books, or manuscripts, or however that gets put together. And at first I’m thinking it needs to be three of them, in which no one book is greater than two chapters – or at most three chapters.

But then all of a sudden I kind of flash back and I realize: this isn’t going to be complete. If you’re going to make a book, the book needs to be complete. It needs to contain all five chapters. Well, it might be too big, because this person is showing me how this needs to be bound as a format, and I’m thinking there’s too much material to put into that format.

But then I realize, yes, it can be done, and that all five chapters, some of it replicates but there’s only one version. There’s only one straightforward, the others have been replicated. They need to come together as a template, as a guide.

And I suddenly realize that it’s possible for one book to be complete. There may still be a second, but it is kind of a precursor. It’s not going to be the A-to-Z of life. It will be like just chapter three, or maybe one other chapter with it. 

So this is going to be a larger book than imagined, and so I say to the person who is pushing me to do this, “There will only be this one complete book, so it will have to be treated, handled, preserved or however you would say that, in other words, guarded very carefully.” 

Because it’s so important, and I can feel the importance, you know, I’m so surprised that it can come together as five chapters, and I don’t know that it’s possible to ever do this again, so I repeat, as if to drill in the importance, even as I’m surprised that it’s possible, “It’s just going to be this one book in which it’s all together.” 

The book is such a template that just the putting of it together, and rounding up of the essential chapters, has changed me in terms of what I hold onto.

So I have an example of that. In this, I’m in a nearly empty room, and I’m clearing out just about everything in this room as part of letting go, and therefore hitting some sort of space and freedom inside. 

Off to one side I glanced at it, and ignored it, and left it yet, and glanced at it, and still ignored it, and left it yet, and still not sure – one part of me could throw it away, and the next part still feels it might be important to keep – is this very large manual. 

I realize that, depending upon which state I’m in, as to whether or not I feel it’s still important. This is a manual that’s a guideline regarding the real estate system, which seems to be more or less the system of the outer, and has been designed and put together as a blueprint of the powers that be. 

I refer to it as having in it everything that the big boys follow as their game plan. So in the dream, after having established for posterity a blueprint for all of life going forward, to look at this game plan manual for the powers that be suddenly strikes me to be a bit confining: do I really need it? 

Because when I really feel the vibration of the other five chapters that were put together this pales by comparison. It’s trite. It would take me away from those five chapters, which means that when I’m in that space even this can go, but when I’m thinking I may need to bone up on what the lower-self faculties are up to in their limited perspective way, that is when I think I may want to set this aside as well.

But deep down I know that I’m not going to refer to it. I’ve actually gotten to a point where I’ve gone beyond this. I’m more in the right space than I am in that, so I can’t keep punishing myself with just that, so adhering to that, which isn’t important, is going away from resonating with the five chapter book – and I know better than that now.  

In fact, I know better to the point that whatever is important about it is simply going to be there for me as needed. In other words, I understand it. I don’t need to noodle on it and study it or hold onto it or refer back to it. 

I actually understand it from the overallness, the greater scope of this five chapter book because in other words this is a fractured energetic, which is taken into account, and one doesn’t have to indulge upon it when one has the Book of Life, and is able to let that flow, and be there inside one’s self, and be the template going forward, which means that I will have to hold the space as a reflective example. 

That’s what the five chapters do. And to do that, I have to clear out the space of this other because the resonation of the five chapters is all that I need. 

The meaning of this is that rising up from within is a sense of how to be in a sorted-out way in existence. The five chapter book represents this alignment. Without such an alignment energetically, on all five levels, I would remain inclined to dwell, on this or that, as important understanding guidelines as propounded by the outer world. 

The dream is indicating that deep down I know all about that sort of thing, and no longer need to retain such inhibitions about this being what life is about. I have an A-to-Z guidebook to all there is, of which this separate vibration is captured in a huge manuscript, which is disposable, because the manuscript is just a separate component that is no longer relevant when you have the Wholeness, when you have the big picture, and that’s just a tiny, tiny little quality in it.

And it’s a deviated quality at that, so it’s no longer something of value because of the big picture of life that I am in touch with. And it is still there, but this effect of the big boys is on its way out.

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