A Fleeting Value

tyywA gas station in a desert is an awesome image for the human story, because here we see a dream character trying to economically develop this deserted area, putting lots of energy into it. And here we are, humans born on planet Earth, using all our adult lives in creating things that can’t possibly last because they’re made of matter, and matter always decays or changes form. The only thing that can be built for eternity is our energetic self, and our lives should be spent developing that. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: As soon as I open my eyes I seem to lose my first dream, but I hold onto the second one.

I think at the beginning of the second dream I’m going out into a desert area where we have a ranch, or land. And, initially, when I go out into the land mostly I go to visit a horse that’s in a corral, but it’s like a large corral like on a buff, or a butte, or something.

And then I go from there down to an area on the desert floor where the family has something like a little gas station, you know grocery store hookup, that’s out there in the desert. And then I go to like the main house the family has, and while the rest of us are away that’s being run by a cousin of mine.

But when I go to see what he’s doing, I’m kind of observing at this point, and it feels like it must be a man, I don’t know whether it’s my brother or my husband, whoever is really in charge of everything, but who’s also always away so the cousin’s the one who’s in charge of this particular area. He’s come to kind of see what the cousin’s doing.

What my cousin’s been doing is he’s been really kind of going around a little manically trying to really develop this land in the desert and grow the buildings and buildup the structures where the gas station and other things are, and has a garage going, and this and that, and plans for more. And it’s like we’re actually trying to talk to him to back down or mellow out because I realize that the family member that actually owns all the property doesn’t want to see it developed, wants it kind of left as it is.

And so I’m kind of observing my cousin’s motivation, and it feels like maybe he’s being pushed by his wife’s family or somebody else to develop something and put his mark on it, but he’s just working all these hours in an area that’s not really that supportive of the efforts, and is not even really what we want done with the property but he can’t seem to hear it. You almost feel like he’d fight you, or knock you over the head to go do it.

And I’m trying to wonder what I need to do to get him to where he can actually hear, because I can see that in the long run he’s going to wear himself down and, you know, I’m trying to do something to even make him a little unconscious for a few minutes so that maybe he can actually hear or see what he’s doing where he’s just kind of going at this manic pace creating things. And that he needs to just stop and see what he’s doing to himself with all that.

John: In this particular case, you’re working with two zones of your being. And the one zone enables you to catch up more with the other zone, has to do with inner power – and that’s where you deal with the horse.You visited it in the overall, and so you had some insight then as to what that was all about, in terms of the power behind everything that exists.

And then when you take and you go with that kind of as part of your being, which gives you a certain kind of clarity, and that’s a clarity that comes, because when you pick up speed, when you pick up power, when you pick up proper inner power, you also pick up insight or light, a knowingness that’s within the light.

And so when you then come back into the basics of the energetics that we’re inclined to deal with, in terms of the way the world functions with gravity, so you have expansion and contraction, and so then that power gets transformed. A person takes a component, or portion, of that and spins it in the outer. And the connection, or the means, or the basis for being able to do that is the subrogation of the true power into, in the image of the dream, the gas station, which is an energetic form that has a viability to it.

You know, it can feel things, it can sustain things, but only so far. And when it is doing that, in an outer capacity, it is actually an abuse of the energy. And so from the inner side of yourself you’re able to talk to this outer motif of one’s self, and say that this can’t continue, because this is on a tangent, and this is taking the viable energy and power that you need, that is you, from deep within, and that opens up for you to some degree in the outer – instead of bringing even more of it through, by taking and expending it in terms of stretching out in the environment of manifestation.

From the perspective that you have on the inner, I mean this is just a wide open plane, and there’s the wonderful horse in the overall, and then in manifestation it’s like a little enclave in a desert area. You know, it’s basically empty, and the only value that exists, which is a fleeting value, is the value that this person is making out of this place with the gas station as his basic means and connection to something that is able to feel the viability, but only up to a point, because it’s a misuse, and misappropriation, on this side, of that energy that is available in a more overall way on the soul level.

So that’s what’s kind of going on.

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Shaking it Through

consciousness1216We’re all familiar with the concept of the unconscious, semi-conscious, and the conscious levels of our inner selves. But how does that show itself in our lives? On a spiritual journey, our systems get information first on an unconscious level, then it can move to the semi-conscious and, if we listen and can pick up on it, that information can become conscious in us. That’s part of what it means to bring things from the inner into the outer. If we don’t bring it into consciousness, it is lost to us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, the only dream I remember, I was on the grounds of where they run the Kentucky Derby. First I’m in one of the business offices meeting with a man who’s involved in the handicapping, and he also has a horse who’s running in the Derby.

And then when I go from his office, I’m actually sometimes driving and sometimes my car turns into my horse, but sometimes it’s a car. I’m kind of driving around the area to find a place to park, and it has to be a little ways out. It’s in a circle, but it’s a ways out because my horse is also going to be running, but not in the Derby because it’s running in one of the other races. I have to park it a little ways further out and again, like I said, sometimes I’m driving my car and sometimes it turns into my horse that’s going to be running in the race.

And as I get closer to where I park, and I’m trying to find the right place to park, I’m studying the whole idea of how the horses are handicapped for how much weight they’ll carry and such and, and how they run in the race, and everything seems to be represented by these lines that go back towards the wall where I’m studying where to park, and sometimes they link from where I’m going back to the office of the man who’s in charge.

And I’m just trying to find the right place where I’m supposed to park before I go about what I’m supposed to do next, as I kind of study the energy lines, too, that go back and forth, that represent how all of that works there.

John: The oddity of your dream is that, it’s as if when you go to a depth inside, because you’re naturally in manifestation, you go to kind of a place where there’s just the energetic. In other words, it’s kind of like you’re playing with the displacement of energy.

In other words, in the outer, the energetic that is at hand takes and unfolds in a particular way. And on the inner, there’s just the energetic that is in existence, that is in place, and it can be displaced at a deep enough level in the inner, it’s displaced from an outer consequence, or unfoldment.

So I guess this is your way of seeing how it is, that the way that you somehow see yourself, or perceive yourself, or understand vibrations of yourself, that what it is that you’re about can be looked at in an inner way as just vibrations and energy lines. You might say, without the outer, they can kind of even sit latent – or do they sit latent?

Is the outer just the illusionary reflection for those vibrations to unfold, and that otherwise they are there but sit in maybe some sort of imaginal or something, that can’t run its course? Well, it just shows that there has to be many, many levels to things that, at the highest self of one’s self, you can be in just the overall energetic in a larger wholeness capacity – that’s the macrocosm. At the microcosm of yourself ,it unfolds as an aspect of manifestation.

Interesting how you did this displacement. The dream is told it had the displacement in it. In other words, you’re on the grounds of the Kentucky Derby, and you were actually, in a roundabout way, by being on the grounds there was something intended to happen, but it wasn’t readily apparent. What was readily apparent was whatever you were doing with regards to the owner of the stable, or the grounds, had something to do with the horse, but that horse not necessarily being you, or your horse. But then, ultimately, being your horse and car and the whole works as well.

And then even that gets displaced again by the fact that then there’s all these energy lines that portray what is an intentionality that’s meant to be. If you were to break it down, you could chop things into layers, or levels, a level in which you’re the overall equation, a level in which there is a latent energy that is out of touch, so to speak, but you’re in the vicinity of it, the level in which whatever that energy is, is you, an energy in which it unfolds as both being a horse or as a car, in other words a vehicle that drives or something that takes on motion, a quality level in which you can go back to a stillness and just portray the energy lines of what can be.

That would be like taking and going back inside of one’s self with something that is already, potentiality-wise, on a number of these other levels unfolded, but now back to the energy lines as if you’re still holding onto it in some capacity. It’s like what you’re doing can seem very odd without recognizing what the theme of the dreaming was, and the theme had to do with shaking things through into a conscious clarity from some depth deep within.

What you did is you found yourself kind of like, plop, in all of it, so that you had a bit of a piece of yourself like this, and a bit of a piece of yourself like that, and a bit of a piece of yourself like that, of which it all could be aligned into an unfoldment. It’s kind of like snapshots that can pull together and appear to be a motion picture – and yet each snapshot can appear to be something that is separate in a process, as opposed to an aspect that is intertwined and flowing from beginning to end.

In other words, the levels can seem disjointed, and an unfoldment, or awakening process, can, from the perspective of a person caught in the outer, working with the five senses and their idea of wanting to see something happen, conceptually that is, there can appear to be large veils that sit in between the knowingness.

And yet the theme of the dreaming is showing that it all shakes through in its own way, over time it shakes through. But at any given moment in time, when you are caught up in something, it can appear to be awkward.

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A Bonded Connection

1fa19fHere’s a dream that sets a scene straight out of a romance novel, and yet it is pointing to some of the great fundamentals in dreams and in spiritual journeys. The scene: a woman on horseback, eluding a pursuer, trying to find her way in the fog. And it speaks of the need to trust an inner power when dealing the the trials and tribulations of outer life. When we finally do trust that inner power, we are well on our way out of the fog of life. It is also a good example of how all the elements in a dream are aspects of our inner lives. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In this next dream it’s like I’m trying to get back home, or get somewhere. I’ve got a horse. I think the horse is white, and the dogs seem like they are white, too, and I’m being pursued by someone that’s trying to stop me – that even shoots at me sometimes, and so we have to get off the normal trail.

Sometimes we end up in somebody’s house and we don’t know if they’re going to treat us like an intruder, or help us and show us where we can cut across their lawn. And I finally, after several days, get to the last stretch of road and it’s foggy out. The horse is tired and its head is kind of droopy, and the dog is tired, too, so I pick it up and get on the horse.

I’m going to carry the dog for awhile, and we have to go through the fog, and we don’t know where the man that shoots at us is. I just feel like I’m talking to the horse now, and I just feel like the horse knows its way home. So we’re just going to have to trust it as we go this last little bit because it’s so foggy out you really can’t see.

John: What an interesting dream of taking and intertwining. You’re using the characteristics and traits in which things in manifestation, to which you’re connected, to help to facilitate the unfoldment. The dog is your friend, and the horse is a power that attempts to know what is going on, and attempts to then coordinate itself accordingly.

A horse is something that seems to, you might say, because it’s always trying to figure out what man wants, seems to have somehow gotten the memo that man’s kind of like the crown of creation, and so a horse is exalted if it figures out how to accommodate that, to conduct itself accordingly.

And the trouble that a horse has is because it represents the power and it is being compelled and pressed to do something, that it can get twisted and then react – and that’s when you have the bucking horse and all of that business that goes on. But once the horse has figured out how to flow with what it is that the human being wants, the horse then is in seventh heaven doing that, and the more it can figure it out the more the horse preens in terms of its natural being.

It’s amazing when you can come across a horse that will open gates, instead of the man having to get off of the horse to open the gate, and the horse is trained to open gates. And it’s also amazing for a horse that knows how to feel a human being to such a degree that it will help them in a time of distress. And an owner of a horse, those who are really, really good with horses, know that the final training is to get the horse to the point where when you really need the horse to take over, and know naturally what it is that’s required, and you’re in no condition for whatever reasons, you’re injured or something has happened, that the horse will take over and naturally know what you require to get yourself out of a situation.

Well, in your dream, you’re working with this quality. In other words, you have conditions in the outer in which you’re affected in ways that you have to contend with, and you have a way that you need to intertwine. And these conditions in the outer are keeping you from intertwining. So, at your disposal, you have access to a friend, the dog, and a horse, a power that serves, and the combination of those two you’re using to try to work yourself through the veils of things – which is the fog – in order to go somewhere.

So the theme of the dreaming, of course, at the very beginning when you look at your very first dream, is that you’re trying to find that which is natural for yourself. And what you’re adding in this dream is that you use the faculties in creation around you, the energetics that are naturally provided in life for a human being to connect with and to use. You’re using those qualities and those traits. You are forming a relationship and a bonded connection so that you accentuate how it is that you’re able to be by using those qualities and traits to further the natural understanding of things that you’re meant to find.

And those natural understandings of things are something that has to be sorted out and, I came to find out that it’s going to be energetically the same, so to speak, in terms of a general overall, but it will be, in terms of the intertwining, in terms of the relatability that we each have, that might be slightly different. It will have a different way of tweaking the outer from the natural intertwiningness, that is energetic, that one can come to find and identify with as a similitude. Did you like that dream? That was pretty good.

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