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Everything evolves. So, is it possible that the goal of human life and purpose also evolves? Could a cave man have been able to do the same for God and Creation that 21st Century man could potentially do? In this we may see that what was required from us 1000 years ago is different now, and we need to discover what that is and adapt to it. As anything evolves it becomes capable of more, and the universe is the beneficiary of that return. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in the meditation dream, I’m looking for a position I’m able to adopt that is sustainable no matter what happens. In other words, I have the sense that what exists is temporal; it has become temporal in its nature. Maybe it may have a long tradition to it, and a whole system to it, but I don’t see it as sustainable. I see things as braking down with this approach. 

So, in the dream, I see myself in a state of being that is able to withstand a main outer thrust – it’s like a projection – to withstand that outer thrust that is designed to tear away my beingness. In other words, what is my beingness, I guess?

What I noticed is that a motif must change, with the environmental condition, in order for life, or something, to stay relevant. So what is being projected is tearing away at a greater beingness, now. It may have been important up to a particular point, the idea of believing in this and following that, and looking for something so much more on the other side, and a hierarchy of things, that may have been important, but that actually tears away, weakens a person, in terms of their true beingness.

The flexibility to shift is a problem I notice in terms of inner conscious evolution; in other words, people like to have a way to go, as opposed to being left in a vacuum – a vacuum of total responsibility, that is. I notice that a transition is possible when there is an actionable stillness. This is what’s perceivable that one can catch up with now. They can recognize a stillness, but one that’s actionable. That’s why you have ceremonies and all kinds of stuff, you put an action into it for symbolic purposes. 

What I notice is that an initial motif is able to contend with the general outer conditions in life, initial motif meaning the ceremonies, the ideas of a hierarchy and afterlife, all of that. That’s the initial motif, that’s not necessarily where you’re going. It portrays something, but doesn’t open you up to it completely. 

However, the same approach is not there when needed for contending with the shift to stillness that is reached, that are as reachable. In other words, you come to know that there’s a distinction, yet, of something more. I notice that an actionable letting go stillness resolves the dilemma; resolves dilemmas in the outer. But the question of where this is going after the actionable component falls away remains a question. 

So what I keep pointing out is that there is something more. The thing that I’m reacting to is all of the aspects that are hung on this idea of consciousness, the dhikrs, all the stuff that’s hung on them. And it really gets all the way down to the fact that the breath is even hung on this whole process. 

The meaning is, I went into meditation with a question bothering me in terms of the tradition on the spiritual path. I’ve noticed that the tradition loses relevancy after the unfoldment process is progressed. In other words, it’s relevant all the way up to the shifting and all of that sort of stuff. But when you get into the actionable, you can get lost in the actionable, then it stops; it modifies itself. It’s not relevant because human beings are not meant to figure out how to tackle things in an actionable way, in an actionable kind of trying to be still way at the same time. They kind of contradict each other. 

And of course, you will know that if you watch the heart, but people don’t watch the heart and they have all kinds of rationalizations that something’s being trained there, or it’s just hard and it’s meant to be that way. That’s just a bunch of malarkey in terms of not recognizing that there’s only a oneness, and that if the heart is haywire, then it’s outside of the oneness.

So in this area there is a mixed bag way of responding to what has evolved. I notice that in this mixed approach is where we are at now. So, basically, we’re on the cusp for the next stage of consciousness where another step in the process is needed. What I’m seeing for cope-ability purposes is an actionable of stillness. That’s what I’m seeing currently exists for cope-ability purposes. In other words, that’s not the next step. The actionable is what the idea of doingness is what keeps things in the way of something more. 

The actionable stillness is seemingly responsive when under a given scenario, but this too will be obsolete when the actionable is no longer called for. Whenever you sense something, you know that whatever it is that you sense is like the actionable one, you recognize that, you realize that it’s in the place of something more. 

I’m feeling that this is the situation in terms of consciousness now. The modality that has been effective for thousands of years, a modality in which there is an inner hierarchy way to access to see us through the outer unfoldment phase, must shift. In order for our beingness to be relevant to a quickened and more inclusive involvement of consciousness or oneness as an all-pervasive stillness is the essence for all there is, we must embrace this principle on an inner consciousness level. In other words, bring it through instead of trying to work towards it by changing things, actionably, in the world, or something.

For there to be elders, or a spiritual hierarchy, at this stage gets in the way of the oneness of beingness. Under a oneness there is no God but God. The hierarchical order is a bifurcation of this greater principle and holds the unfoldment process back. The reason is to embrace a hierarchical beingness is to believe in an actionable stillness, with the actionable aspect invoked by way of a hierarchical vibration from within.

In a oneness all vibrations are in the heart and there is no emissarial unfoldment. What I am describing is a responsibility and a deeper stillness that we are needing to reach and cannot do so when we remain in an actionable hierarchical paradigm.

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It has often been described that great athletes have an ability to “slow the game down,” meaning that they are so in the flow of things that they can see more and have more time to react. In our journey, we can often feel speeded up when we are connected to higher energies, and this can disconnect us from the slow pace of mundane things: we might feel a bit more clumsy, or we forget the order of the very procedure that we do every day. That is the sign of a transition – we’re not in the higher yet, but we’re also not fully in the lower aspect either. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So if I do the dream that was kind of like yours, it goes something like this: I know that everyone is connected to all there is in their heart, but not necessarily with the same general acuity. I may be a genius in a particular way, but veiled in another. It is for this reason that we need each other, so to speak, even in a oneness. 

For example, to go home, I am unable to go to where my car is parked, nor do I know what color it is. I lack a sensation function, in the outer, that’s very developed in most people. I can see and experience occasions of vibration in a very highly developed way. But when it comes to something simple like recognizing my whereabouts in a linear setting, such as finding a car everyone knows about but me, I can be blind, so to speak, as this part of my sensation function in this area is not grabbing the attention away from this other area of vibrational acuity. 

I’m able to access vibrations in a memorable way with an acuteness in the heart that transcends the denser aspects of time and space of manifestation. However, in doing so, I lack the faculties, in many instances, to a denser time and space orientation. 

So what is going on is, in both the meditation dream and sleep dream, I am reporting upon a condition of consciousness that is speeded up from general outer conditions that are more natural to others. It is like another stream of evolution, so to speak, because I am not immersed in a denser orientation as associated with most human beings. They have found this to be more so for them, the denser orientation, and I have found this other, in terms of the heart, to be of a different significance that I put my attention to. 

And then there are other parts of the heart that I don’t, that aren’t quickened. So to put the observation into blunt terms, this is how things have evolved. This has nothing to do with anything other than that. The idea of there being entities of vibrational existence, outside of oneself, is a convenient way of playing dumb from what one has accessed, in a responsible way, in a certain modality within themselves. 

From this dream, the absurdity of deferring consciousness to spiritual elders outside of ourselves is made laughable – when you can look at something mundane like that, as if now you need the help of the spiritual elders. And, of course, I see a lot of confusion in that because oftentimes the teacher will describe it as if climbing a ladder, so to speak, where you drop one thing in order to gain access to another. You go through doors or something. 

Because, in my case, if that were true, in terms of there being something else going on, I would need the hierarchy to help me find a colored car, that everyone already knows about but me, in a common parking lot. 

So, does it work only one way? Or does it work both ways? I mean, there’s kind of a common joke, in terms of trying to portray this, that some people have a phone line that works in both directions with God. Well, when it works in both directions with God, then they can be the overallness, I suppose, too. They’re aspiring to be the perfect human being, and that perfect human being is connected to everything in life, everything vibrational in life. 

Or be more of a perfect human being, or more connected to a hierarchy? See, this is a good way of trying to… it’s a false humility is what it really is, because it either evolves like this or it doesn’t evolve like this, and we have nobody to blame, or to look to, but ourselves in terms of how something evolves. And we like to think that we are children, I guess.

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internet-connnect-map-fractalIt may seem a contradiction: to let go, yet also to become responsible in our development journeys. It’s not, however, because we do need to become conscious of our energetic affect on people and things – in terms of what we think, how we act, and what we do. Yet we also need to let go of our personal viewpoint, and also the idea that we know better than the universe how things should unfold. For the universe to make use of us, we have to be able to listen and respond to what It wants. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So in the next dream I’ve gotten into a pickup with you, and you’re in the front seat with another guy, and at some point there’s another woman who joins us – but I don’t know if she’s in the back seat with me or not, but it’s one of those bigger pickups that has that kind of half passenger seat in the back.

So, you seem to have almost driven it right up and into a building that reminds me a bit of a hospital, and we’re going to do something there. I don’t remember what it is, but I’ve gone away from you for a few minutes.

I come back to where you guys are to see if you’ve done what we’d come there to do and it hasn’t happened. It seems like what I get focused on is I have this large shawl that’s more like the size of the tablecloth and I’m trying to get it folded right – and that seems important. It has embroidery on it and certain bright colors in some areas.

And the other woman even tries to help me, but I have to kind of wave her off because there’s something wrong that I just can’t get it where it will fold in the right places. And I finally figure out that maybe somewhere it’s been stitched together, but I have a feeling like if I can get this folded right and wear it right it seems like it would help us with the process.

But I’m frustrated. There’re even some doctors that are having a meeting that come and wander through at one point in this whole process, but I just note them in the background. And then it feels like the dream just shifts.

John: So what this dream is doing is it’s indicating that a lot of your problem in terms of being succinctly aware of what needs to be, has to do with the acceptance of letting yourself be directed in terms of how it is things unfold. It has a sense of almost an easygoing relaxation to kind of go with the flow like that.

However, this isn’t appropriate, or getting the job done, in terms of how it is that you need to be in terms of your role with yourself – with who you are, and how you are able and meant to be. In other words, something can bring you to a point but, nevertheless, after being brought to that point you have a responsibility to take and step forward and see how something is folded, and put together, and packaged and such. Or otherwise, if you stay in the malaise, you stay in a mood or in a tone in which something just isn’t quite right in terms of what it is that you’re meant to access, and experience, and touch, and know in terms of yourself.

In other words, you can’t live a life that is based upon a submission or bifurcation that goes through the eyes of someone else. You can do that up to a degree. You can catch the ride like that up to a degree, but you have to fill in the blanks, and bring about a balance and an order, and proper packaged unfoldment. You have to do that – as being true to yourself. You can’t just let that sort of thing hang out on its own – as if it will figure itself out that way.

Jeane: Then you and I seem to have gone back in time. We seem to be almost in a foreign land in kind of a little village square area, or more like an old time city area I would guess because there are shops and everything around us but it seems kind of foreign.

There’s still another woman with us and we go into an area where we’re going to eat. We sit down around a round table; there seems to be a Chinese man serving the food. The woman disappears for a moment into more of an inner area, so I get up. I think I’ve taken just a bite or something out of some fish, and I get up to go get her, or bring her back to eat, but when I step through the doorway I can’t see where she’s gone.

So I wander there a little bit to look, but since I can’t find her I come back to the table. It feels like you’ve eaten, and I look around to see where my plate is and I do see that there’s a cooked fish still there, and I’m going to look to put a certain sauce on it. And then the Chinese man who served us kind of indicates to me that, no, I need to taste the sauce that’s already on the fish, that it’s going to be the right one.

John: So, you’re taking and you’re describing, in the first part of the dream, what it is and how it is that you’re meant to be in order to bring something forward through yourself as a knowingness – and that you won’t catch up with that knowingness if you just sit back in a submissive way.

And then when you shift and seem to go somewhere, what you’re actually doing is this is not a traveling per se, in a physical sense that is. It is instead a reverting to a way of perceiving, inside of yourself. In other words, this other process brought you to a point where it causes you to shake yourself out into perceiving more directly, internally. And that’s important for you to be able to recognize the unseen, a language that works in that capacity.

You don’t quite pull it off. I mean there’s a walking through a doorway and all of this stuff that occurs, but you don’t have the instantaneous visualization of what that is like. But you’re getting closer. You’re still cluttering something up in terms of its real subtle quality that speaks in this nonverbal instantaneous knowing way. You’re still apt, when left to your own devices, to mess up the naturalness of it, but at least you’re starting to try to settle back and give it a chance; in other words, realize that the sauce is unfolding for a reason, or it has a reason to taste it, to recognize that first. In other words, note the difference between what is provided in a natural language inner unfoldment way, versus what it is that you are still inclined to do.

What you’re talking about is something that in my dreams I go into quite a bit of depth about, especially the initial dream. I too do not handle this, naturally, very well. However, I shake closer to it because it’s more of a masculine kind of energy way.

And you come closer to it by seeing how you are situated naturally already, and have to honor the naturalness that already exists in the environment that you’re in, and that this is your way that may look a little more indirect, but it is your way in which you catch up with that language.

I catch up with the language by way of overtly dealing with it in kind of a way that connects. In other words, I move the force or something around, and it kind of then comes and finds itself via inflections that spring out from kind of going through a heart center. And because the heart is connected to everything that exists, I find that intertwining, I recognize that intertwining, and am able to speak vibrationally to that – and in that way am able to find a nonverbal language that, when properly and completely and readily done in this way, causes things to shift, change, and unfold because we’re all on the same page. There’s no diversion.

That’s kind of how I do it, and you can come to know it by how whatever it is that’s unfolding is unbalanced and that there is a more natural way that it needs to be twined and folded for it to more succinctly link. You come to know that through allowing yourself to recognize that which you are able to naturally feel when you are yourself, in other words, not affected by influences around you.

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