Posts Tagged ‘balancing masculine and feminine’

votxWe have been discussing the nature of staying with the energetic changes that are onsetting, rather than holding on to what is no longer energetically supported. That means both in the world that is external to us, and in our inner lives. Spiritual growth requires personal responsibility, and in these times that means we must uphold in ourselves the qualities that are worth keeping, and let all the things that don’t work, or are wrong, fade away because they no longer get our support. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I have to get the focus of where the knowingness needs to come through, the knowingness being the strongest trait of the masculine.

Now, here is how I see it: what I see is energetic columns. In the first column, what I see is kind of like natural ordered conclusions of life. It’s okay, I don’t need to pay any attention to this first column. This is just part of the fabric of things, and I see that. In other words, there’s no issue in the natural order of things, it’s part of the design and it is part of how things… it’s the basic format that you have in front of you.

And it’s like distinct columns, then there’s a space of vacuous emptiness in between, and then there’s the second column (there’s actually a third column that I can’t get any information out of yet, but I do see the second column). And in the second column, the energy that’s there is depicting the outer directions of things, or the outer possibilities of things.

In other words, within that is things that have been in place in more of a temporal nature that has to do with the economic systems, and social order, and collective flow that people have and all of that. But it also includes some of the negatives of all of that, that have gotten putrefied. In other words, it includes some of the dire events that could happen such as the nuclear reactive thing, and certain chaos in certain parts of the world, that it’s important to put one’s attention upon. Certain things are needing to be supported, but how and what needs to be supported is what’s important.

There are things that I know that need to breakdown, and my confusion is I’m inclined to think that they don’t need to breakdown because I’ve gotten attached to them, or adapted to them, and my focus, and action, and energy needs to be placed on things that are important to be changed, that got caught and are in the vortex of that which is negatively defined.

In other words, you have a general energy that has a certain vibration to it, and it’s like if you live in a place like this where you have currencies, and you have this, and you have that in terms of a social order, you have a particular vibration that runs through that. And within that vibration you can have a certain ignorance, and a certain density. And if you learn to let go of that so that that doesn’t have an effect, or an importance, upon you, then you could kind of see something that does have an importance – and a bigger importance – in terms of the effect of things in the outer, which also reaches all the way into the inner, but we have to start with the life that we are in.

We have to work with the blood of things as they are. When we catch up to that, that’s where our attention needs to be. But we can’t keep supporting what is dead. If the hope extends to what is dead, then the energy that’s needed to facilitate what is important gets lost or skewered.

In other words, it doesn’t come where it is needed.

In other words, within this vortex of energy of the second column of energy, there are things in this condition which include the established order that has gone over the edge and can’t be sustained any longer. There’s that, and then there is the focus of what needs to benefit from the chaos. And then that which has gone over the edge and can’t be sustained any longer, if that’s where one is lost in, and is caught in, personally, then the focus doesn’t benefit what is important.

And that chaos, everything feeds off of that chaos, and then something important gets torn up, too, and the rug has been pulled out from under that which isn’t meant to be sustained any longer. In other words the currencies are going to collapse, the debt crisis is going to implode, there’s going to be a lot of confusion. And if you’re caught in this confusion and you’re caught up in this, then you can’t have any proper effect. The required necessary effect that is needed to put one’s attention to where something is imperative – in terms of what needs to transition or change, in order to support something from top to bottom.

Now, what needs to possibly be introduced at this particular point is that a teacher comes in. The teacher has its foot on the other side. It really can’t quite come into life. It knows life, but it can’t come into the physical creation. And so the way that it does, is it comes into life through the particles and the particles.

Wherever the teacher goes it enlivens everything, wherever it goes. I mean it enlivens everything in the environment. But when the teacher leaves all of that dries out, with the exception of one thing, the crown of creation, the human being. And the teacher somehow or another leaves some essence from the other side in the human being that is here, and it extends all the way to the point of bringing in the knowingness, too, in other words the memo; it brings that through.

In our tradition that answer hasn’t been given yet. In other words, what is the role of the masculine? The role of the masculine is to bring in that sight, that wisdom. The role of the feminine is to know it when it hears it, and is able then to usher forth and help disseminate that into what is important.

The masculine struggles because it’s so off the ground. The feminine energy helps it a bit, just a tiny bit, but it’s more than just a tiny bit because the feminine needs to catch up with this to help effectuate it in life. It’s the sorrow of the feminine that cries out the loudest in terms of the need for a change to occur. It’s the feminine cry that occurred first.

The masculine is the last to get the memo, but then when it gets the memo it has to bring it through and work through the mood, or the sorrow. And it works through, it creates a kind of awakening upon which then the feminine is able to touch what needs to be touched in terms of life.

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pylons2This dream uses the imagery of finding the best part of a city to live in as a way of speaking about connecting to the inner power and knowing that lives within each of us. Yes, there are distractions – in the form of other suburbs to choose from, and parts of the dreamer are still asleep, as seen in the couple who are found still in bed. So this is a process of awakening, and connecting, and it requires both the masculine and the feminine aspects of us to be in greater balance. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In the second dream, I’m in a city that maybe I haven’t visited for awhile and I’m going to look for a place to live again. There are areas of the city that I’m very familiar with.

Well, because of how rents have gone up in the city, a person wants me to look in an area that I would normally consider outside of the central energy that you’d want to be in. It’s been renovated and she takes and shows me, and I see the new buildings because supposedly this area still seems quite expensive to me but is more affordable than like downtown in the city is.

So I go in and I look at an apartment with her and when we go in there, I see it would be an apartment I would share with several other people. And she’s looking around. It is renovated, it is quite nice, and while she’s showing a certain room, because there’s somebody else with me, I go and I peek in one doorway and I see a couple in bed there.

And I realize that this must be a couple that’s living there, and that meant that there’d be a number of us that would live together. But I’m still dubious because there’s something about living outside the central energy of the city that just doesn’t quite feel right to me yet. There’s something about the suburbs that still feel like the suburb – even if they say they’re kind of part of the city now.

John: That’s a very deep dream. What you’re doing is you’re dreaming ahead of something that’s going to be covered today. You’re dreaming about what’s needed, and what’s necessary, and is the hardest part for the feminine’s soul to catch up with – and that’s the sense of knowing.

In other words, there were five elements. There was life, and that’s what I had to deal with. That was a big theme for me. The big theme for you is the knowing. How do you catch up with the knowing?

And so the dream shows you in this malaise of trying to reestablish your barriers kind of in this overall flip flop sense. I went through this knowing phase. I know what it feels like. That’s right, I realize how it can be overwhelming, and you can you can be baffled, and kind of confused. What happens is you can really get, at least for the masculine, can get really, really self-conscious and feel out of place about things, we can’t just sit and be settled with whatever the environment is in, and it’s always kind of having to grope out of confusion when something doesn’t quite twang right. That’s a knowing imbalance.

In your particular case, you’re starting off needing to access the knowing. You’re in New York and you’re trying to determine this, that, or the other in terms of where you’re staying, and how you are situated, and how the whole thing needs to be in the overall. And you’re shown an aspect of a bit of a knowing problem that you have, in that you have your attention in terms of a certain magnetic way in which you need that magnetic energy, which is an aspect of power. You need that in order to catch up with a natural knowing, that also resides inside of you, but you have left a crack of the door open.

And so the crack of the door that’s left open, what’s interesting is one finds out that it knows that that’s an aspect of power now coming in, that’s necessary to help awaken the knowing, because you find out that that’s the bedroom, and there’s a person asleep; that sort of thing intrigues you because you haven’t quite pulled all of that through like you need to.

So your dreaming has to do with a lot of what we would call a type of prostitute energy influence where you’re always looking at the sexuality of something, the aspect of that as a need. And it’s true, it is kind of a need, but a need in what way? In what capacity is that important for you?

And it’s important for you to catch up with retaining, or maintaining, or finding your own sense of power. That’s why it’s important. And when you find your own sense of power, you also get comfortable with what you know – and it can come out. But if your power is unbalanced, then your knowing can’t quite get on track – and you generally don’t have any trouble if those two things come together because you’re able to bring something into life more readily.

My problem is I do not bring something into life real readily, which obviously has to do maybe with an imbalance or herky jerkiness of power or something, although I have glimpses of the knowing and the sight.

I now know an important question, or a useful question, to ask the teacher is: what’s the role of the masculine in relationship to life, and the feminine? You mentioned for example that such and such a teacher only had women and didn’t have any guys, and realize that there was an importance of something that had to come down through and be introduced in to life through the feminine.

And now something seems to be a little different where the energetic of something raw, as well, needs to be introduced, that comes in as an insight that may be unbalanced. So now I’m actually answering my own question, aren’t I? It would be nice to hear what the teacher would have to say about that.

The teacher we tend to pay attention to has basically just roughed it off by saying, well you had your chance. Okay, but the feminine can’t do it because it has got to get the memo. And if there isn’t the language coming across and coming through, then you get into this malaise like we saw in the dream group where everything gets… well, as you would say, didn’t have a clarity or a focus of direction – which is a statement about the life element was missing.

It swooned a bit, which means that, from my perspective, it had gotten lost in terms of the connection, which has to do with a knowingness. And it malaised about, and floundered about, and there was a clear absence of a certain kind of power that was needed, and there wasn’t any joy. It needed to have joy. How do you ever catch up with peace, then?

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eyldThings are changing, we can see that in the world. And what is important in this time is to put our energies (literally) into the things we are champions of, rather than expend our energy fixing things that are floundering and unable to adjust to the change. And so it is in our personal journey as well, because we can’t fix our past, we must instead put our focus and intention on what we want to uphold in this life and let the old patterns fade away. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The very first dream I had I forgot, but what I remember about it is it’s almost like there was a series of structures in a circular pattern, and they have a lot of light on them. And they seemed to move around, but I couldn’t really hold onto that dream.

John: That isn’t your problem there. That’s an issue in which you see the light on certain structures and certain qualities of things in creation naturally. You see the energy lay lines and stuff like that. You can catch up with all of that.

But as part of catching up with that, what’s required here is in order for you to flow with that, in order for you to know what is meaningful about that, it requires a connection or a linkage from the masculine to bring through the memo upon that which you are able then to awaken.

In other words, there is actually a quality of the masculine that can set back and can tell with a type of knowingness what is kind of unfolding. What it’s able to tell is something like this. It can see where the energy is dead, and where something that is still alive or appears in an outer fashion to be still carrying on in the outer, but knows that it will run its course.

For example, I know that the economic system is about to go down, and will go down, and even though something is changing for the better the energetic flow that has to come through the masculine there’s such a need that it only is able to address, or bring through, or connect with the divine… in other words, it has to have a clarity in such a way so that it facilitates what’s meant to be – and doesn’t use up its energy, or get distorted, or distracted by having to support or carry on that which is dead energy that is going to change.

As an additional example, let’s say that for example that the economic system and the currencies and all of that, and the social order of things, is about to go through a major upheaval – as if the energy of that has been withdrawn.

But then there are also dilemmas, too, like what if the world is on the verge of being destroyed based upon things that man has done? And let’s just use the example of the nuclear reactor in Japan, which some are saying if it breaks loose, the containment field is already shattered, if the structure that is holding things back takes and crumbles then all of that gets released into the atmosphere. It’s already at a point where they don’t know how to fix that, and so it’s just sitting there waiting for some exogenous event and then it gets released into the atmosphere; it’s going to have some sort of untold consequence on the whole world.

How does that get fixed? Well, I don’t get the sense that that’s unfixable. I get the sense that that can be fixed. In other words, the breakdown had an element of darkness confusion that permeated out, and it almost like had a life of its own in terms of its waywardness. And because the attention of man was distorted and confused, now that the clarity is coming back there is so much need that you have to be very precise with where you apply that need – and you have to know that that is a need that has to be applied.

You can’t go trying to, for example, mess with the economic system, or try to cater to something that is meant to go down, because it is part of the tools in the trade of a putrefied expression – and it has to be destroyed. And you have to be clear enough to know that that has to go, as something else has to be observed and sustained.

So what you dreamt was you saw this light, or this lightness of things, and what you needed to be able to see with that is the memo. In other words, so that that could open up, and that could be part of a natural evolved flow for you. Because you do have the ability to know what it is that needs to be effectuated as a change.

The masculine could bring in the memo, the masculine could have all of the ideas, but what is appropriate and timely and suits the need of the imperative, and doesn’t have any waywardness or distraction to it, the feminine knows that, not the masculine.

The masculine can get clearer and clearer in terms of the input, but the implementation is the feminine, and in the implementation all that process awakens something so that it sparks the stuff so it flows and comes through more clearly. And that’s what is important, and that’s what’s getting lost. There is the failure of the linkage to the language of the soul – and it was very, very sad because that’s what the dream group portrayed.

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