Give It Time

We all process energy in different ways. For the masculine aspect, within either gender, the challenge is in not reacting too quickly. In other words, life happens in new ways, so we don’t always have the perfect tool in our tool box to “handle” what is unfolding. We may need input from different aspects within before we can make a determination of how to proceed. In this way, we allow a greater wisdom to have time to emerge. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: See, this is the opposite of what I was shown. What I was shown is the vibratory energy coming in brings in a particular kind of state, or quality, or input, or effect. 

And because of how one currently is in manifestation, not as grounded as one needs to be as a masculine, the tendency is to take what one can access and pull it down in an outbreath kind of fashion – as opposed to the rising up of the inbreath – to take that and let it integrate and intertwine with the whole.

To not react over this state that that can throw you in, because you have a propensity of nature that doesn’t have the grounding that comes all the way down, you have the propensity to be overly reactive, or to take it in a way that isn’t as complete and as whole as it needs to be. In other words, this is the opposite of what the feminine is doing in terms of the imbalance in the rising up. In this case, it’s the masculine, opposite theme, in terms of something that comes down. 

And so I was told that each time I’m hit with this, rather than think that I understand it based upon the propensity of something that I’m hit with, to wait to the next day. In other words, allow it to integrate; give it some time to become part of a greater overall intertwined consciousness. But to react to the state, at the time that that state hits, is to keep noodling in states, as opposed to it evolving, integrating, finding its own way as a station. 

Another way to have looked at it is to just notice that I am naturally inclined, being ungrounded and unbalanced, the masculine is naturally inclined to take things in an overly reactive way initially. And that, because it’s like that, a means has been devised to work with that, or to work around that, because it isn’t as grounded as it needs to be. 

And the means that has been devised – and I was told over and over and over again, with every little dream, including the meditation that I had – was to reconcile the two sides, in my particular case in the dream world, was to wait to the next day, which meant let it integrate and intertwine because it’s all part of a fluid flow. Or, otherwise, you’re going to have your tangentiality that is quite common to the masculine. 

And the quality and the trait of the feminine is always noticing this. The masculine has this, and it has this, and has this,and it has that. And that it’s the feminine’s role to pull it through and pull it down. And, in doing so, that causes something to be fed in terms of how the feminine is as a container. And then what rises up in her is something that she then comes to know as her pent-up consciousness awakening, the soul awakening, more from how it is in a manifested wholeness way. 

But in order to catch up with the manifested wholeness way, when she is affected by the energy of the masculine that comes down and touches her in a particular way, she too has to be careful in terms of looking at how that magnetism works because she is held in place by a type of magnetism of how manifestation is. She has to be careful to notice that what rises up also needs to have to be integrated and intertwined with the whole. 

So you have two different ways of working with energy involved. You have it from the standpoint of something that’s created in God’s image, which is manifestation. And what rises up there has to awaken in a certain aligned way, an intertwined way, with the overallness of an aliveness that is, and can’t get thrown this way or that way into an imbalanced state that comes before the feminine, in this regard, that that also intertwines into a greater consciousness. 

Or, in other words, those states become stations, but they do it in a different directive mode than the masculine who has the fire and brimstone seed thought of something that comes down and through that can set off a reaction that, at first glance, is too much and is taken in a bookish way and isn’t yet integrated, isn’t grounded, isn’t intertwined, and, as consequence, isn’t something that you’re able to know as much as you need to be able to know in terms of what is consciously perceivable. 

And so, if you think about it, this predicament is quite a conundrum for the soul to awaken through because it has this huge problem. Like, for example, was I was seeing inside myself it’s got this huge problem of how, when it comes across in a particular way, it is taken in an erroneous way.

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Shoulder the Heavens

As we proceed, we will come to understand the difference between connecting to higher energies and being able to handle higher energies. Sometimes higher energies will just make us feel tired and put us to sleep because they have basically overloaded our circuitry. Other times the energy will course its way through us looking for an outlet, which could look like an outburst of anger, or an inability to sit still, or a scattered thought process. The more time we spend with higher energy the more our system adapts, so that, in time, we can take the inflow and have a great insight, or create something new, or feel an incredible sense of wellbeing. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: What I wrote at the end, instead of writing up the dreams, is that there’s a primary theme that came out of all of last night, and the subsequent dreams that I didn’t write down, and that is, a person has to be solidly grounded in life to embody the vibrational shift. 

Now, it’s spoken of in the masculine as solidly grounded. Spoken of in the feminine in which you release something so that you get out of the emotional aspect of personality, and that other comes out and is the body soul orientation. And for the masculine, the vibrational energies have to be grounded in life, rooted in life, in order for you to have your feet properly on the ground to shoulder the heavens of things. 

So, if not grounded, there is a problem in accessing the knowingness that is infused, that can be just naturally there as if infused. It is this knowingness this that is most essential. It comes up naturally and requires a rootedness in life for it to emerge. When there are still pursuit dreams, a groundedness is lacking, and the sight for a knowingness remains elusive. 

When pursuit dreams prevail, it is as if a raw energy hasn’t fully incarnated. A person and those on the warrior path – if they aren’t swallowed up by dense, monster-like vibrations, in terms of how they are in the raw energy force – hold the continuity needed to ground the subtle expansiveness, and access the infused natural knowingness.

There is a form of Chi that is eluded when the overall life force is dissipated by nuances and mannerisms that keep a person repressed.

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Into the Center

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Gisela Zimmermann

Higher energy is often shown in dreams as some form of money, which is a good analogy for the process of learning to be with higher things. We have all heard the stories of lottery winners going off the rails with their newfound wealth, and that’s because they are unable to ground that kind of “energy” in their being; they can’t control it, so it controls them. This dream shows that scenario in a different way, but the principle is the same: more energy just powers who we are, so if we don’t have solid inner principles, our weaknesses will be powered and we will spiral out of control. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in this dream, I’m like the lady that’s the secretary of state on the Madam Secretary TV program. So I’m her, and so I’m newly elected in office, and sometimes in addition to everything that the work demands of me I have to go out and campaign.

Well, in the process of going out and campaigning on my own, I guess I had gone into this one store run by these guys who are having a pretty good time and partying. There’s something about them I like, but I never tell my actual staff, or people at home, or anyone that I’m starting to spend some time with them. It’s almost like I act like I’m going out shopping, but then I go visit these guys who are always partying.

Well, as I come back to the office, that even though I bring back some shopping, I suddenly notice, for instance, that there’s a spike hammer hidden in one wall, and so in spite of the fact that maybe people are going to figure out what I’m doing, now I’m sneaking over to these guys’ houses when they’re partying, maybe I’m even drinking.

And there are people that are beginning to come to visit them, or spy on them, and their house is even shut down one time because it has bugs or something, has an inspection notice on the door. So I’m sneaking in a window to see them. And I know things are out of control, but it feels like I can’t seem to stop myself.

And then I have a boyfriend that comes and visits me, but it feels like I can’t make love with him because I’m feeling too shut down, physically, and I don’t have any control over it. And then there are people that are spying on me, and I know that everything will come out at some point, but, again, I can’t seem to stop how I’m behaving. So everything just feels out of control, and I think that was when the phone rang and I woke up.

John: Well, the thing that you’re going over, and over and over again, is kind of a sensation that something is affecting how it is that you’re able to experience things.

In other words, in a real open state you can experience all kinds of more things than you normally would experience, and you would then be taking into account a greater, and greater, and greater wholeness. And that what you’re contending with is, as you look at that wholeness, you’re contending with how it is that you can control it, or contain it, package it, hold onto it.

And to the degree to which you look at the variables that are happening in a greater context way, and attempt to put them within parameters, is the degree to which you then hurt your heart. And so what the dream is saying is, the dream is saying that what is lacking here is your inability to take this greater overall wholeness, which is more like in the plane of light, and grounding it.

In other words, taking it down into the center of a wholeness, of the Earth quality. And that the dream is indicating that you are affected by this kind of quickened energy, and that it is keeping you from being your natural self, which is grounded. That’s why you can’t make love, or something like that, is because you’re finding yourself affected by more.

Now what is it pointing to? There is one way that enables you to handle this greater overall moreness, and letting go, and that is the quality that magnetizes it and puts it into a vibration like the dhikr. When you’re doing that, you can’t be thinking, and pondering, and looking this way and looking that way, and yet at the same time, when you’re in that, you’re in a greater vibration, more like a light energy, and thus you’re able to take into account more that’s going on – without having to necessarily think about it. The images, the inflections, just come to you naturally.

There’s a certain flushness, or highness, that you feel when it just comes to you naturally. And there is a certain cluttered awkwardness, or tightness, that you feel when you’re all bound up trying to sort something out, trying to understand something, trying to make something happen.

So it’s a roundabout way of you pointing out, to yourself, that the way that you are, and the condition to the way that you’re carrying yourself, is a condition that you’re coming to find is stifling. You know, you can’t expand out, you can’t contract back. What is needed is a greater magnetizing of yourself in a grounded capacity way, and the magnifying, the magnetizing that you’re doing is of kind of a greater overallness, a greater oneness, or the light energy.

That was a complicated dream. I almost wasn’t sure if I could get to it.

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