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0834The end of John’s night of dreaming shows that all his dreams were looking at different aspects of the same territory (see Awakening Process and A Systematic Approach). And what they all seem to point to is the idea that connecting to the wholeness, or the oneness, requires letting go of our personalized separateness and embracing the universal. But what is critical to that process is that we access this through the heart. That is what can bring the wholeness together through us, and through our living of it. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And when I went to sleep all of that then jumped to what would be like the third or the fourth.

And in this dream there is a being whose conduct appears to others to be robotic. To me this being seems to be almost okay when I pick it up and carry it close to me. In other words, it’s almost like it’s not quite human. And in the environment I am in, there are things going on around me that, if I indulged and just look at these other things and mannerisms going on around me, there would be the tendency in which I would suffer great harm because I would be affected by those things.

But I sense that, about the environment. But this robotic woman-like thing seems to find a fascination in terms of not doing the typical in terms of the hoodlum, crook, outlaw and whatnot guy that seems to be in the environment too, and there might be more than one of them – to which I am the innocent person.

So it’s like I’m being played with. I’m not harmed by the guy who is out of control. Technically she has got to be careful, too, because she might be all pretense. In other words, she’s doing this stuff, allowing to jump into my arms and to be carried off the ground. And then she goes to this extreme of burying her head into my shoulder.

And out of the corner of my eye I can see this guy smiling because he really knows what she’s really like and that I’m being somehow duped or fooled. But somehow this process of her doing this antic with me is keeping me out of harm’s way, too; otherwise I just probably would have been smashed.

And she keeps doing this because it is soothing. It’s kind of soothing to me and she seems to be really soothed by it, although this guy considers it kind of humorous, that it’s an antic or something. I would have probably been polished off if it hadn’t been for being played with like this. Well, that’s how he sees things, and her antics are just seen as antics. He doesn’t allow such things to touch him, they’re just antics.

As time progresses this woman gets to a point where she is to leave. There is a door there for her to go through. I carry her to the door, but I must set her down as she is to go through the door. I can’t go through the door with her. What I can’t help but notice is that as much as I wanted to continue soothing her, and she enjoyed being soothed, she is able to take that and note that for herself, the soothingness quality, as part of her and go through the door.

And the meaning is, last night the theme of the dreaming was that of looking at the process of how consciousness evolves. First I come to see around me that there is a reason why things are done in the way they are done, that the reason has to do with an unfoldment, an approach that has stood the test of time, that is very productive.

When you get on that vernacular, or into that understanding, or into that unfoldment instead of just being caught up in the day-to-day outer. And then second I come to realize that even though there is this general approach, there are parts of me that require careful and special handling. It is important that all energetic aspects of my being awaken, and every part of who I am is important to the whole.

In the third dream I am shown that the feminine quality of living in the soothingness of the heart is what becomes me naturally. When the time comes that I am able to embody this naturally, I am able to go through the door, which in this case means that I am free of wayward predilections because I embody within that which is real, and what life is about. And it is like a letting go of everything, maybe you could even call it a nothingness, as the essence behind it all.

But it’s not really a nothingness because it’s this heartfelt condition that’s all inclusive. And when in this heartfelt state the mannerisms, ways, patterns, attitudes, or whatever you would call as predilections are now intertwined, meaning absorbed beyond personal recognition, within this soothing heartfelt center.

So my dreams last night portrayed a three, or maybe even call it a four step process if you looked at going through the door and embodying all of that as the last step. And then I wake up from that. What’s interesting about the dreaming is I dream it and see it like this, you dream it as just an overall consequence unfolding dream. You don’t differentiate the bits and the pieces and the components.

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wardenclyffe_towerWhen we make transitions in our lives, we might have originally been motivated by responding to a certain sense of flow, a feeling that we are being guided. But it’s important to not let go of that connection while we make the transition, because being in the flow requires a constant updating of intelligence; what we knew for sure last week may not apply today. That’s why we have to go with the unfolding of life, rather than try to steer it according to some preconceived notion. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I had another little dream I’d almost forgotten. In this dream, I’d been working in a clinic that had kind of like a hospital setting attached, and counseling, but I had been moving on my way out. And as part of the process of moving my way out, I’d moved my office away from the other people and a little bit more off the ward – knowing that your numbers of referrals cut down a little bit because of that, because I was moving on.

Now it feels like I’m not moving on right now, so I’ve gone and I’ve met with an administrator who kind of helps with the flow of referrals because I realized that we’ve got a report and my numbers, or my referrals, are down, and I’m talking with her to try to figure out, what do we do now?

Because I’m unclear at this moment if I’m going to be moving on, or when, or if I’ll be staying. And if I’m staying it doesn’t feel right to go back to an office with all the other therapists, but I do feel if I stay I need maybe to move a little bit closer to where the doctors are because they’re kind of the referral base.

And so we’re trying to sort all of that out because we don’t quite have the timing of it down. She’s not actually worried about the numbers, it’s more like we’re trying to come up with a plan.

John: So what you’re describing is a scenario because there’s no worrying about it necessarily by the scenario that you’re in. In other words, it works, but something is still held back. And what’s held back is you’ve become somewhat set, too, in what works.

And it’s kind of acceptable in the collective like this, but there’s also the recognition that it can exude out more. And this exuding out more, in which you take an awareness that comes and touches you, like a spirit energy, and it awakens something inside of you so that you then are able to function freely.

In other words, that which touches inside comes alive and, instead of trying to control it, it’s able to then throw it out – just like in the second dream where you’re able to send it to the guy in Japan or wherever else. You’re doing this in terms of a letting go process. You’re not leaving yourself combobulated and tied tight in terms of trying to sustain, and maintain, as if you need that for security.

You’re able to just release it and that’s called, in your dream, referrals, you’re able to just reference that out into the whole. The problem that exists is that a person over a course of time gets comfortable with the scenario and situation that they’re in, and so it takes a lot to carry on this dynamic that isn’t personalized or controlled, and when you do take on a dynamic like this where you only work within certain parameters, then your referrals are going to… what you reference out into life is going to be cut back.

What this dream is doing is it’s kind of portraying a dynamic energetic that you experience yourself as being so that you can see yourself as being like this, and that some part of you will recognize that the greatest liberated energetic state would be where everything can just be referenced out into life, just released out into life.

But in this dream you’re seeing you can’t quite do that, and although the hints are there that you need to be able to do this, and you have space being provided, in other words, a type of timing is provided where okay it’s okay, but you do need to recognize that your referrals are down, in other words you’re getting overly established instead of an open free flow.

Just remember the image that you once had of yourself where you were standing with your arms out, your feet out, stretched out, and you were able to transmit vibrational energy east, west, north, south, up, down, however, through you. And how wonderful that was – and none of it stuck.

The degree to which you’re unable to do that completely and unequivocally, in this dream the degree to which you are holding a density yet, or a mode or a modality about yourself, you can sense and see that as a direct consequence of a shutting down, or a quality in which the flow of referrals diminishes. And when the exuding out accentuates, the joyousness comes into that, too, because that’s how you want to be, something that is all encompassing in the whole.

That’s a pretty deep dream.

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2803770This dream snippet triggers the concept of what a human being is truly capable of and, if taken to heart, will show us how we sell ourselves short in terms of our possibility. Because, as John points out, we are designed to, and have the capability to, connect to everything that exists in the universe. But we can only do that when we begin to vibrate at the frequency of those universal things. Of course, that’s not possible when we’re self-involved about everything because that’s not a vibration that the universe recognizes. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I couldn’t pull out my dream that well. I can just give a little bit of an impression of it, which was that there was a group of us living in a house, and then it feels like there’s a group of men and boys who live in another house. And when they come over to visit us, it’s like they’re looking for things from us that would add a little more protection to the place where they live.

That’s the best way I can describe it because I can’t remember the details.

John: You’re feeling it as a protection because that’s kind of the bias or nature that the feminine has in terms of it sorts its world in terms of a type of security.

With the masculine it has a bias of having to permeate this out across, where it takes and goes and this sort of thing then is disseminated across, or effectuated through an action so that it comes out and comes across. For the feminine it is something in which if you come into the presence of the feminine you’re supposed to be able to feel it, or recognize it.

So, what is it that one has to feel, or one has to recognize, or that one has to take – if you’re the masculine – and permeate it across? Well, it’s not an attitude, or a notion, or a mannerism that one carries in this dense life. It’s something that one accesses through them, that comes through you. And in order for it to come through you, you have to get away from that which carries a more dominant energetic projection.

You have to drop all of those personal elongations that get in the way of something that is natural, that sits in the background, that is meant to come through you, or have access, or be present through you. And so, in the feminine way of perceiving it, when something then comes over they are able to then recognize or appreciate or to see that memorability that permeates and is natural to each and all of us.

They’re able to get a sense of that, so that is able to come across in terms of how it is and who it is that they are. And they aren’t the ideas that they may have come over with because they are receiving something, and what they are receiving is the recognition of something deeper about themselves that everyone has in common.

In other words, we’re all designed and meant, because we are connected to everything that there is in life, we’re all designed and meant to be able to hear the music of the universe, so to speak. In other words, it’s like as something is intended or is unfolding we’re able to pick up on that. And we can’t pick up on that if we have our own mannerism and our own projections that we are holding onto as if that is what is going on.

In other words, we tend to orient our attention to that which we see, or deem, to be important that is a loudness that is going on in our life. When we quit doing that, and if we stop doing that, then our attention reaches and rises up, or catches up one might say, to a language and a flow that is always there, that comes and is alive and awakened and intertwined through us – because we are aspected to everything that exists. So whatever is going on, in some capacity is the communication of that which is going on, is integrated and taken in in terms of the whole to which we are connected.

So it’s a true, so to speak, communion that doesn’t have the bifurcations that take and throw one off into a personal tangential nature. To the degree to which we buy into anything as an idea, or as a perception, of how something is that gets in the way of this natural overallness that we are able to hear, and recognize, and take into account – and it’s huge.

This sort of thing is huge because what we’re taking into account is everything that is going on everywhere, vibrationally. We actually have that capacity to take all of that on, and this is the oneness that is alive throughout all of life, and we relate, and we flow, and we are connected to that – and that is what is real, not the individual neurosis and mannerisms that octave off of that that, we go into as our predilection.

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