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lucid-dreamingYesterday the dream image showed us how everything in the outer world vies for our attention, to the detriment of our inner lives. Thankfully, our systems are always working for our benefit, they’re always making quiet suggestions to us on how best to proceed. So here is the next dream in the sequence, and we see that a doctor has been called to help heal a masculine aspect of the dreamer, which will support the needed clarity that is trying to come through into consciousness. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The second dream I had this morning after I fell back asleep. And in this dream you and I are living in a house that seems to be like a two-story house. One story is open to the other though, like you have almost like a balcony area with a dining table on it, and you go down into an entertainment room. And so it’s a kind of large house, but not necessarily grand or anything, but kind of open.

And it feels like we’re getting ready to leave on a trip. We’ll be gone awhile, like it’s fall and all of that. We’ve been doing some things like go to the doctor and do this and that before we leave, but we are in a little bit of a drifting, separated malaise. And I’m noticing that particularly it’s noisy. You’re in one room, and I’m in the other. And then I suddenly turn and look around up on the balcony and you’re sitting down there, and the doctor and one of his assistants have come and they’re sitting down with you.

So once I notice that I turn off everything in the house, so everything gets quiet, and I go up there. I can hear they’ve come out to the house because they’ve come to give you a report that I guess from your exam, that they’ve picked up a tumor or something at your exam. And, on the one hand, I’m looking at you and I can see you’re almost deciding you’re not going to do anything about it.

I’m going over and talking to her. I want to know exactly where this is and what kind of surgery they can do. I want it out. Let’s just get focused on what has to get done here. And it’s like I suddenly get really pinpointed and kind of crystal clear. And so she points out to me, I think it was right here in the solar plexus area near the lungs. So I immediately want to know everything from her exactly, and I’m telling you.

It’s almost like you’re not really having a lot of choice in this. Up to this point I’m telling you that this will be okay. They can do a lot now, but I want to find out exactly how and when, and we were just getting ready to leave. I can tell this is causing us to postpone that, but that’s minor. Anyway, I think that was where I was in the dream when we woke up.

John: So it’s kind of a continuation of the other, in which there’s something more that needs to open up. And everything that’s about is getting in the way. And you have the collective that’s meaningless, that is in the way of something that is really important that needs to open up. That was like your first.

And then what you change or alter about this is that you’ve been worked upon. There’s something that has been worked upon in terms of the clarity of what is meant to come through. That’s why it was the masculine and not necessarily the feminine. It was the clarity coming through from the masculine that’s been worked upon.

And, as a consequence of it being worked upon, it has gotten closer to the doctor, or the doctor is there, too, which means that it’s gotten closer to what is intended and meant to try to come through.

And then your dream proceeds to point out that the area that is ushering it through is coming, being handled, being carried through kind of a solar plexus area, or second chakra zone. And it’s in the second chakra zone that something is able to happen in kind of a major shifted way that is typical of shamanistic behavior. When you look at the zone of the shaman, the shaman is orange.

The shaman is orange and the shifting comes from this solar plexus area. That’s the area that’s the shamanistic zone. That’s where something can be changed and shifted. And so your dream is suggested where one, in terms of how one has to embody or carry that, to recognize that, to adhere to that, that is what it’s going to take.

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Jonathon Rosen

We can see in this how the subconscious presents the idea of different inner aspects in a dream. Here we have a situation where you can travel in a car, or in a stagecoach. And then we have accomplished doctors and sloppy adolescents. Nothing seems to make sense until we remember that we are all the characters in our dreams, and we can see that these are inner elements interacting, trying to find a balance and a speed to move forward together. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Okay my first dream seems to take place, I feel like I’m visiting a western area because sometimes we ride in cars and sometimes we ride in something like a stagecoach.

And I just remember going out and looking at things, but I also have a feeling that maybe sometimes we work on something, because when I come back there’s a group of us that are staying in kind of like the basement bedroom, that maybe also belongs to the adolescent son of whoever owns the house, but it’s a large area and a number of people can stay there.

And there’s even a group of young doctors that suddenly come and they’re going to pair off with some of us for when we go out and work, so we’re all kind of all standing up checking out them as they come in. But then I kind of go over and I’m looking at the basement area, and I kind of lift up the lid on one of the toilets, which is out in the open, and it goes way down actually, but has kind of like a pit under it, and I can see some boy’s underwear down there.

So it’s kind of like the teenagers that actually live in the place, the sons of whoever owns it, I realize that even though they and their friends may do fine when they go out and are working, they’re really kind of slobs around their home, you know, like we’re going to have to unplug that to get everything working again. That’s all I remember of that first dream.

John: I was beginning to think I wasn’t going to know what this meant. The stagecoach versus cars has a certain energetic vibration. In other words, the dream is compelling you to assimilate the two speeds, the car and the stagecoach. The reason it’s causing you to have to assimilate that is that, unless you do, you’re not going to be able to see, or take on properly, the two sides of a complexity in life.

In other words, there are the doctors and then there are the boys, and the doctors have a certain acuity, and you might even say a certain speed to have become doctors, to have been successful. And the boys have a certain adolescent quality that is still raw, but still in the stagecoach phase. And one has to be attentive to the rawness of life in order to be able to bring the two together.

In other words, there’s something quaint and something nice about the stagecoach. A part of you senses that in the beginning part of the dream. Sometimes you’re in a car, sometimes you’re in a stagecoach. You have to be natural, in either a car or a stagecoach, all the way through, in a complete way, so that the doctor side of yourself and the adolescent boys, the raw energy side of yourself, can come into a balance.

The underlying issue is a kundalini issue. In other words, there’s a part of you… In other words, another aspect of kundalini energy is you learn to handle it by developing certain parameters upon which you allow yourself to be exposed. And kundalini energy, in and of itself, is a type of energy that can be inclined that force you to have, if you can’t handle it, force you to have to have defense barriers in order to be able to function or process. And when you establish these barriers to where you can keep it from being over the top, you can create a blindside.

It’s essential that you have the kundalini energy available to you in order to be able to go to a depth in yourself, but you can also refine yourself to a point where you seemingly make your life more balanced, but that you do damage to yourself in doing so because you control, or are able to not fully come to grips with a certain quality of this raw kundalini energy that throws things around, that’s disruptive.

Your dream is intended to cause you to recognize how you are able to handle this sort of thing, otherwise there will be a disturbance, otherwise there will be something that gets thrown away, that shouldn’t be thrown away, otherwise there is a depth that you aren’t able and aren’t properly reconciling in terms of pulling something together.

The way to understand this dream you almost have to know what the theme is right from the beginning, and the theme at the very beginning is, how do you quiet something in a way so that it is all there as an inner presence? And you do not quell it by suppressing it, or by hiding it. You have to let it be there, and at the same time be able to turn it off. This is where words become difficult because it is not actually a turning off, it’s assimilating. It’s like a turning off, but it’s an ability to assimilate just like at the very beginning, there’s something quaint, there is something possible with being able to use sometimes a car and sometimes a stagecoach – and yet there’s something bizarre about that.

In other words, that seems to be possible, but then when you take it in to real life where you have an environment in which there is the speeding up, and then there is the backwardation, and then there’s the raw energy, you find yourself then in terms of the raw energy that may not have the acuity of a car, is the stagecoach modality. You have to be able to bring the two together in order to not have something that remains amiss, or disjointed.

It’s a very subtle training. In other words, what is bringing something like this up maybe is the better way of looking at it? What is bringing this up? Something has disturbed you. In other words, maybe it’s the idea – just to make something up – maybe there’s a subtle reaction in you having to bite the bullet, and you see yourself doing that, you’re able to drive a car, and you were able to drive a car. However, you would have rather stayed in the stagecoach in that instance, and so there’s a certain… there’s both a relief in terms of doing it, but then there was an agitation or a nuisance about it in terms of contemplating it.

And those two sides of yourself, the relief is a breakthrough. It enables you to feel something wonderful. It’s not as dependent as you would want to define things in terms of ordering life in a certain way, and by doing that you cleared something up or otherwise there would be like a rubbish, an energetic rubbish, that would remain, that would have been a source of uneasiness because things wouldn’t have been kosher, and wouldn’t have been right, and it would have been left in an irresponsibility – just like the adolescent boys with their socks down a deep toilet type pit hole, or not their socks their underwear or whatever, is an image of something that needs to be in another state of attention.

The issue has to do with understanding these states of attention. I guess we can take and look at the Kundalini energy as states of attention. The state of attention in which something isn’t getting done, or is dragging or malingering, has this whole kind of image of the underwear at a depth in a pit hole. The contrast of where something is taken on and you push through it is where the car speeds up, is where you can now use the car, as opposed to something that’s more limited, in which you’re keeping yourself more limited – and okay with being limited, too.

In other words, you can be in the stagecoach. In fact, that’s a choice that you have made of being in the stagecoach, but then you’re saying that you’re not limited to the stagecoach. You can also have the car. You can go either or as the situation dictates. You can realize the doctor side of yourself, or the adolescent side of yourself. You can go either or, but you can’t make a decision one way or the other. You have to have the fluidity of both.

So in a roundabout way this is even a subset of a deeper subject which has to do with the integration of inner and outer, of in-breath and out-breath. I mean it’s a subset of all of that, and this is a component, this is an aspect of handling that. And the way this comes across like this is that if it bothers you for example that something is sitting in remiss and isn’t getting handled or done or is not appropriate, the thought that you have sends an energetic flicker that affects the breath, even as you’re breathing. For a split second maybe there is a very subtle reaction and your breath varies just a little bit to accommodate the flinch, or the reaction or the uneasiness about how it is that you’re feeling something.

Now if you integrate both the in-breath and the out-breath you develop a rhythm, a cadence, and an auric vibrational clarity and presence that effuses out. But when you don’t, then you have this distraction or commotion from within, because you’re misaligned so to speak and not taking in both directions, both qualities, that you can do. You may not want to do them, you may not think that you can do them, but you can do them, and you can do them in such a way so that the degrees, or the extremes, are pulled together into a balance.

Do you see how that is? It’s a very a complicated dream.

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theology-spirituality-and-cancerIn this image, Jeane is working with an inexperienced woman therapist and realizes that she will need more training than originally thought. In dreams, as in life, everything requires its time to grow, develop, and strengthen. Here we see that process on the inner levels, where it’s just as important for new connections to be given the energetic support needed for them to form a permanent connection into life. Such support comes from the conscious confirmation of the intentions that opened up the new energy to begin with. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In the next image, it’s like I’ve gone to work as a therapist and I’m working affiliated with a medical center so we have some ground level offices. There are about three of them and then outside our area is an area where the doctors do their work.

And then there’s a door through to a room where it’s like a break room for the doctors and my friend is one of the doctors that’s working there. Well, my initial focus is in these therapy rooms.

There’s a young woman we’ve hired that’s fairly new, and I’ve kind of gone into her office to see what’s going on, and I realize in talking to her and seeing what she’s doing that she’s good, but she’s young yet.

She still has things to learn, but I like her energy and her enthusiasm. I can see she’ll develop, but if I had any thoughts that I could back out, let’s say, or ease off soon, I realize that, no, I can’t because it’s actually going to take a while before she has some of the experience that you need that comes over time.

And I realize the doctors are feeling really swamped with people and we can help out there. So I go next door to see my friend and she’s out of sight right now. There are some other doctors sitting around. One’s a doctor who I try to talk to, but it looks like he’s kind of comatose right now. He either doesn’t speak much English, or he’s just tired; he’s not talking.

And then I talk to one of the other doctors who seems a little snippy at first because they’re overwhelmed, but I say that actually I have figured out that there’s a way that we can offer some extra support, or they can access us a little more readily, but I need to talk to my friend about it.

So then they get my friend because I have figured out there’s a way that we can kind of more quickly signal if we actually do have space to see someone without going through some of the rigamarole of referral processes that you have there.

Of course, after I’ve made that decision, I realize that sometimes we do need that time, too, for paperwork, but I think that was more of a waking thought. In my dream level it felt like I was just trying to do something so that we could take some pressure off and make things happen faster and a little more smoothly.

John: So what you did is you brought back the hope again in terms of the fact that it’s going to take time for part of yourself to catch up. In other words, to catch up with how it is able to take on its role, or responsibility, in the overall.

And that you’re going at it as best you can because you realize that the doctors, or the masculine element that has to contend with the peculiarities of the process of how things are destined to unfold, has to bring all of that down and bring it across so that it can then be released into life.

And it gets released into life through the feminine principle that knows how to take and ameliorate what is, you know, to handle, to take on an overallness with what is propounded before it. It seeks to try to do that, but there’s a young quality inside of yourself that’s just going to require more time and training before that can happen.

So meanwhile everything sits in a type of overwhelm, where the principles of things coming this way and that way are out of control. And the degree to which they can be taken in and modified to a wholeness, into an overall cadence of balance, that’s not quite possible yet, either. There’s still more training and time involved.

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