Posts Tagged ‘dreaming into knowing’

auras-humanIf we were able to see all the energies surrounding us, and, of course, some people can, it would be easier to understand how, when we move, we create energetic ripples into the surrounding environment. It is a fact, whether we acknowledge it or not. As we make our spiritual journey, we seek to connect more and more deeply with the energies that are in our environment, because they are filled with information and intelligence about the “other” effects going on around us. When we do connect, we are closer to the flow of things, and are working with the energies at play in a given moment. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in the meditation dream, there is the sense that a particular effect has occurred. So I go over to where it was to have happened, and the effect is not there; but the object, or whatever it is, is very loud as if it is set forth in another spot.

So, you know, this is a tough image and whatnot to understand in that, usually, the way your mind works is your mind looks at something in a black-and-white way. But then, when you’re affected by being able to hold onto a magnetic energy, then you can deal with things that are more translucent – and it could be over here, it could be over there. It doesn’t have to be any black-and-white, controlled way.

That’s kind of what this is talking about, but the meaning I wrote up is: in the dream there is the sense that an effect that has occurred, and if I follow my heart to see where it is directing my attention to be placed, I will notice that the effect occurred, but not where I expected, and that, as a result, there was the surprise in terms of where to look. And I’m able to follow, and handle, the effect when my heart remains attentive upon sustaining the net effect.

Basically, what is the net effect? Well, the net effect is this huge overallness. And actually the word “net” is probably the wrong word, because it’s inclined to look at things as if you are compacting to a particular point. But maybe overall effect is the word, because when you sustain the overall effect the location of that is there is no location of it – and yet it’s all taken into account. And there’s a vibratoriness, you know, like the dhikr vibration, or the light vibration, or something that somehow or another is able to accommodate all of that. But, in terms of it being meaningful, it has to keep being grounded.

The plane of sound and such that the Chistis work with is trying to figure this out by a rising up of the energy, as opposed to something that is coming down, as a light coming down. They have the light rising up, and they’re trying to look at it equivocating that way, but I struggle with that because in the world soul of things that’s on life support, so to speak, it requires something more.

It requires something of a greater all-encompassingness that comes through, and that can’t come through because our nature is inclined, like what you were trying to do, it’s inclined to try to put it within parameters – and it can’t. It has to take it as it is in this, and to be able to take it as it is, it has to ground it, has to make it ground.

So the dream is indicating that there are an extreme degree of outer variables capable of causing one’s mind to go askew. But in the dream, when I hold onto a net effect vibration, or a magnetized part of myself, as a result of holding onto that, I’m able to follow the effect through, because you’re not having to steer it, or be attached, or whatever, for it to be defined.

Because the variables are more than I am capable of taking into account, I must learn to maintain the inner power essence behind the breath, which is what designs as the situation requires. The net effect is shaped by the heart, and not by my ideas, in terms of what is important. I need to trust in this net effect, or overall effect, whatever you want to call it, as being how I am meant to be.

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233gesWe process energy, every moment of our lives. Some of it is for maintenance, like food, and air. Some of it is just in the dealing with other people’s energies, which we also need to process and let go of. And some of it is our own energies in reaction to, or relation to, what is occurring in our life. But the higher aspect of a human processing energy is to take a higher energy and bring it into the physical world. We see this when musicians connect to something and make beautiful music, or when a writer captures a universal moment in a poem. And, as humans, we can make ourselves available to manifest such energies in many forms, as compassion or kindness, or just a better way to resolve a conflict. In these ways, we manifest the higher into the lower, which allows everything to benefit from it. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: The way I experienced it, first from the meditation dream, is I realized that I am able to denote, vibrationally, inner forces in life before there is an interconnected intertwining.

So what is it that I’m trying to say? I could tell when in the state of oneness, or inner state, or however you want to call it, if the ethers, that are an overall vibrational atmosphere, in other words just like there are ethers that are an overall vibrational atmosphere…

In other words, you have the outer, you have the inner, and yet then there is something more, and if the outer configuration of a dense quality nature is able to let go, so that what is going on in the overall atmosphere is able to touch, can come in, it’s like an inner coming into the outer. I’m talking about an aliveness from within that is at home; that can find itself at home in the outer.

In other words, it can touch the outer, and thus able to bring about change from within, or bring about change, in that it makes the outer which is in a bewilderment make sense, in terms of what it’s floundering about, how it’s floundering about, it pulls it together. If it doesn’t, then the vibration that one can note, or denote, inside themselves, will just kind of eventually shut down. It’ll have to go bye-bye. It can’t just keep doing what it’s doing to a person, if the person can’t handle it, or accept it, or focalize it.

In other words, then, that means that the way we take it in, in terms of our outer collective, is as if there is this part of ourselves that’s out of place, or inappropriate, in some manner, and like too speeded up or whatever, or not holding a direction conducive in manifestation – in relationship to this – because we can’t pull the two together, the subtleness from within, discernable somehow in its subtleness, as making sense in terms of our outer capacity.

I can tell if an inner intertwined aliveness of my innerness is embracing the outer. You can tell, in other words, if it is, because all of a sudden you get it. All of a sudden it’s like a light bulb moment as to what’s going on – and everything feels and makes sense. Otherwise there’s always something noodling. It’s almost as if there is no place in an outer substance way for an inner substance unfoldment to go, when you first notice this, and so it’s almost like this is an imagination, or craziness, or a kundalini thing; it’s too great a speeding up,

It can be the launching of things that are really jarring, and yet there is a way that one can assimilate that, and has to learn to assimilate that, because it’s what’s behind the denseness. It was out of an aspect of light, converted to a type of sound, that manifestation was created, and it is this substance, it is this quality, that is firing up trying to come into a manifested form.

So vibrations are an aliveness. The outer is this aliveness made manifest, in other words, to whatever degree that one is able to catch up with. Of course, it’s an aliveness made manifest on a sense level, and yet you need to have an aliveness made manifest on a level of light.

A human being is able to denote an inner aliveness trying to find the outer manifest and place to abide. You can do this, but you have to stop approaching things in this motif of senses only, outer senses only. In other words, if not embraced in this fashion, the vibrational inner aliveness remains veiled from the outer consciousness, and thus an inner/outer intertwinement in this shaping way, it gets missed.

Consciousness evokes accessing vibrations that seek recognition in an outer manifested modality. If denied entry, the vibration will go away, or float around, in the ethers. In other words eventually subsides. You might be kundalini crazy for a while, or speeded up crazy, floats around not yet born into manifestation. A human being is a conduit in which unmanifested vibrations are made manifest, and thus take on a way of being.

And so, in my sleep, I’m trying to explain this. I’m trying to figure out another way to explain something that can’t be said, that can’t be literally put down. And so in my sleep there was a whole other way that came about to explain this. And so these vibrations that have to come through and find themselves in the outer, that ground into the outer, are called the terrible 13 vibrations, just like teenage hormones, and they throw you around. That was interesting. I had the terrible 13s as they were called. How do you contend with the terrible 13s?

As I found myself writing all this up, they’re like the teenage years where one is afflicted by hormones that they have to learn how to handle in a non-crazed way. In this case, it is the kundalini energy coming through into creation, finding its home in creation. It is where the inner comes into the outer and, in this case, we are talking about a kind of secret substance. It is a vibration, the secret substance is, that needs to come home. A home, however, that is in the outer, not just in the innerness that’s intangible and unreachable, unassailable, in its expanse or something.

So to try and say this more clearly is to talk about something the senses don’t really perceive, but the higher self of one’s nature does. This is when you look at a vibration and realize that it can be made tangible, even though it’s intangible, and it’s intangible when it’s not able to be grounded in the outer.

From the kundalini energy standard, or standing out, it seems like it is something that’s just out of control, and intangible. When it gets grounded in the physical it causes the shift, because in the outer a slower denseness is kind of like in a different state of orientation, as if it’s just of a sound correlation, slowed and densed down, not quite light, in other words, or the memo is not there in a way that it needs to be, or in a way that can be seen.

Thus the challenge, how do you handle that which you can’t see? Or this inner kundalini energy that flares up, and can drive a person crazy, causing them not to be able to let go, or sleep, as this churns away trying to ground itself in the greater substance of manifestation.

When the kundalini energy is blasting the beingness, there is no reprieve in the denseness of the outer. Typically a person just endures this, and notices it, and notices how it throws them around, initially speaking, into imaginative warpage and just fit-to-be-tied conditions. Eventually you notice that the outer, and the condition that you’re in, is something that has a pain upon the heart. It hurts the heart because you’re meant to be a more inclusive, not just of a separate exclusive nature.

So this energetic innerness comes more and more into focus, and it does this in a way in which the higher-self way of being touches the heart in a way of making the one-to-one inner/outer correspondence, which has the sense of a relief. It’s as if the denser outerness notices the heart, so to speak, as this vibrational inner energetic makes sense in coming into the denser outer that is in its abstracted sort of way.

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42sswTo put things in a stark contrast, either everything matters, or nothing matters. If we believe that everything is energetically interconnected, then our intentions matter as much as our acts. Even to sit in silent judgment of another is to energetically alter the situation. That has important implications, for those on a journey, because it comes with a sense of responsibility for what we add to the wholeness, while also letting us know that how it unfolds isn’t really up to us. What we must decide is, whether or not we want to be a part of what It is doing. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: First of all, in the meditation dream, I’m seeking to determine if conditions in the outer are on the verge of shifting. In other words, there’s a part of me that believes that something that exists at present cannot continue – and that it has to shift.

So whether that’s a correct belief, or not a correct belief, who’s to say, in terms of the sequentialization of time? I could be correct in terms of the fullness of time, but, in terms of what is going on now, that’s not necessarily the case because I can see the Will of God, for example, but I don’t necessarily have access to how it is directed – unless one gets really, really purified inside so that the one and the two become one and the same.

So, where I’m at, it is my opinion that, from an inner way of looking at the conditions, I’m trying to tell myself that there is a shift, and it’s in the making. In other words, I’m sitting on the cusp of it, or on the verge of it, you know, which may or may not be true. I mean it’s pretty much a guess, because I’m not connected to the pure light, so to speak; when one is indulged in the outer, or finds themselves in an outer, one can only sense this sort of stuff in terms of a degree of connection that they have with the heart, in an intertwined way, that has at their disposal a flow.

So I’m looking to see if this inner is touching the outer to effectuate the shift. I mean I spent most of the dream going back and forth trying to see if I could impose my whim, and way, and belief, and I was unable to see it to be so. In other words, at least in my sleep I’m able to be a realistic as to whether it is; in the outer I can get to the point where I just believe that how it is that I perceive something has to be so because the other may make no sense at all. But in the fullness of time I could be correct, but not necessarily in the unfoldment as it exists.

So I notice this bias that I have that a change is coming, so that leaves me wanting to break the conditions that prevent the change from coming into place. But from what I am able to see, there is no way I can say, at this time, or conclude, that a change in the outer is imminent. In other words, I could see it in the inner, but I can’t see how it touches the outer. And so if I can’t see how it’s touching the outer, and the outer seems to be doing another kind of dance, then I can’t just go around automatically saying that such and such, and so and so, is going to take place.

When one is in sync with it, you don’t say, you just stand back, and watch, and observe. When one is in a state of frustration, wanting something to be so that isn’t necessarily so, then you’re kind of a crusader, or a martyr, even.

So this is pointing out how a human being can access something, but they have to really take a look at what they are accessing, in relationship to inner and outer, and how that, as the Crown of Creation, works.

So I can see a hope, but I can’t see where that hope isn’t being dashed in the near future. In spite of how I might like it to be, I can’t say where it won’t be dashed in the near future. And you can actually become a bit sacrificial and say, okay, I’ll let it be dashed in the near future because, ultimately, it’s going to be shifting shortly. Gosh, that’s pretty reckless, too.

So to arrive at this inner into outer opinion, in other words, to try to sort this out, I was reverbing back and forth over and over in terms of what was being suggested, as if I’m able to take the suggestion and play with the time of it. And I was doing my best to give it a positive spin to denote change is afoot. I couldn’t make this next step, which is the coming into the outer, a vibrational unfoldment – or a viable unfoldment.

In other words, there’s a way you can feel about something that, when you catch up with that feel, it will work, things will change, things will happen, but until you catch up with that, if you still have some part of yourself that has a waywardness about it, that waywardness will keep it from happening. It will prevail, because you do measure, inside your heart, your ability to take into account a greater overall wholeness and, if the collective is such that dictates more than what you’re able to, with heart energy, effuse and infuse and swallow, and take in, then the tone, or the mood, or the mannerism you have sits there, in a bifurcated way, and complains. You’re actually complaining when you’re in a mood, or a mannerism, or an attitude, and you’re suffering in that mood, or mannerism, or attitude. You don’t hit the elation of something that breaks through.

You can hit that vibration that breaks through. There is a certain kind of sweeping through that has taken place, that is taking into account the bigger picture, when before it was just enforcing what it could enforce. And so, how do you catch up with what is possible? I guess this is the theme, and you can catch up with it when you hit a certain state inside.

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