Posts Tagged ‘dreams and human purpose’

0498We have come to understand how we process food: some find they have intolerances to gluten, or peanuts, or dairy. If we indulge in what we are intolerant to, we won’t feel well. It is the same with higher energies in spiritual development. At first, we aren’t used to them, and we can’t be with them for long. Over time, and repetition, we develop an ability to handle more and more higher energies, and, in the doing, learn how to translate their intelligences. Once we are more developed, it is the lower energies that we will find ourselves intolerant to: such as judgment, criticism, and other types of coarseness that we no longer want to be around. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So it felt like I had a dream, and then it felt like there was a shift where I was trying to be a little more in the body. And then I would lose the dream because I was trying to figure out something that worked both for being in the body, and for being wherever I was on the other side.

And then I would have this struggle. I’d have to throw away some things I was doing here, or else what I was doing there, because it didn’t work once you were more in the body. And I was trying to figure out what actually did work, for when you were in the body, and to pull things from there, you know, and so it was kind of a struggle because then I would forget the dream because what was involved with this struggle was trying to get something to work both places.

John: Yeah, that was the theme of the dreaming, last night, was how it’s possible to take and be in a place which is in both places simultaneously, in other words, on an unrestricted, unlimited, all-encompassing, omniscient everywhere. And yet, at the same time, how does that work in relationship to when you’re in the body, in your five senses, working on a plane of sound; condensed energy that comes across as a form of sound?

How does that work in relationship to something that’s on a plane of light? And then how does all of that work in relationship to something that goes both beyond the light, and beyond any condensed qualities of sound, that is just a stillness that is all-pervasive? How can you have action and inaction simultaneously?

That was pretty much the theme of the dreaming last night, and that’s what you were playing with, in the sense that you could, in your sleep, you could see something that was like this, which was quite soothing and quite naturally intertwined, and yet you can’t bring it back in terms of waking up to this in a physical manifestation orientation.

And so you’re left with a bit of a puzzle. How is it that you comport what you can catch up with, in a deep, deep sleep, that makes no sense in terms of the way things are in a denser physical state of sound? How is that to work? Right?

Jeane: And it felt like whatever was working on the other side, if I tried to do that here, it lacked integrity for the body. In other words, you have to have a certain integrity with the body for it to work in both places.

John: That’s correct, because you can’t travel light-upon-light in manifestation like you can on the other side. And so, on this side, you are caught in a loci in which things work with sound, and your body is designed to work with sound. In other words, you have condensed molecular tissue, and synapses and everything, that have absorbed a sound-oriented loci.

And it takes a lot more to access and open up the embedded light behind all of that. As a consequence, when you’re in a loci, which is one of sound, and you have adopted a way of bicycling around in dealing with that in a sound-oriented way, and you have impressed those conditionings upon your psyche, upon your molecular structure, it’s unhealthy for you to try to get too conscious, to try to access light in too direct a way, because your condensed, molecular, cellular manifestation of sound nature is impacted – and you are not a light-upon-light schematic of being.

You’re lower-self here, you’re not the higher self. And so, as you attempt to bring through what you can see on the other side, which might be the light-upon-light, you’re going to have these limitations.

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diverged-road-1Sometimes a shift can be gradual, other times things need to be pulled apart before they can be put back together – and healed in the process. For us as individuals, and for us as a species, we have reached the latter phase. There is very little in the outer world that supports a meaningful life journey, so we must reform ourselves in spite of that situation. In doing so, there is a healing as we align to what we are meant to do, and be, and we also make a path for others to find, and follow, should they choose. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And so there’s a lot in here to sort out, and so now I start sorting it out.

In my dream I’m realizing that it is nearly impossible to stop what I am doing, to turn around, to go back down the steps I have come up, and climbed with great effort, thinking it was important but it’s not important. Yet, in the dream, I’m being directed to do just that, to catch up with that which got lost. In other words, to turn around and go backwards, not keep trying to go forwards.

And then the meditation dream continues, in that the vehicle we all drive must receive what is called a death certification. Moke is the last to receive that stamp. He drives it to the spot, which is an area over some red soil, where he then has to get the car approved. And you’re supposed to stay in the car and get it approved, and then you move on.

But I also realize, as the vehicle is approved, that there’s something else that has to happen, or it’ll never happen. And so I pull Moke from the car and race him to the hospital to see Joe before he goes. In other words, it’s something where if he doesn’t see Joe at this instant, he’ll never see him again. So this may be breaking protocol, but it is the only way this intertwining can happen because Joe is to be wheeled away. He will only be able to see Joe for an instant, for a split second. Better for an instant, to complete a needed relational, inter-connective intertwinement, than never at all.

So I wasn’t sure if this was going to ever be possible, but it worked out. I had to break from standard protocol by pushing the envelope a bit, and when Moke comes back to move the vehicle he will get chewed out – but that will be okay. He was able to make the necessary connective bonding that intertwined the bloodline flow as needed.

And the meaning is that the first part of the dream, in which the first shall be last, and the last shall be first, has progressed, and also a continuation of that which is meek shall inherit the Earth, that which is in a state of power and control should be meaningless in such an unfoldment.

That, then, in this dream is tweaked, in which the connection and alignment of that which has been torn asunder, and shattered, over time, from coming together, which is kind of like what you had, the police and the charitable. This being able to be so completes an intended linkage, as ordained, deep within, like a bloodline connection so that in life there is a needed relational awakening made possible for all of manifestation.

Or, to put it another way, what happened as being an irreparable wound is healed, and the benefits to the overall, that would have been left suffering from that wound, and stayed in an unintended consequence, have come together.

Now there’s still more. In the final image, of the initial meditation dream, I go across the street to a very rich person who’s in a wheelchair. I apologize for not being able to get with him sooner, in a timely and conducive way, and assure him that in the fullness of time that which is needed to be will come together.

I say to him, “I know that it looks impossible at this time, based upon the fact that I slighted you,” and of course I made him mad, “but the imbalance that angered you had to occur like this and, in the near future, this will all be understandable.”

Meaning: I am making the necessary connection for an inner into outer flow and meant-to-be transitional shift. To begin with, there had to be some havoc to create an accentuation important to the process – in a flip side sort of way. Had I got lost in a woundology, that was on the apparent horizon, if you didn’t look closely, the final linkage would not have been possible.

And then there’s a very, very final image. And in the very final image, a baby is in a hospital bed – and it isn’t as all alone as everyone was expecting. First of all, they were excited to see the baby. I mean that was a big step. And, in seeing the baby, they suddenly to their shock and surprise noticed another baby in the next bed. No one expected that.

Meaning: This is an image that fulfilled an unexpected that no one saw, or anticipated, as possible. See, all this pulls together. That’s why the intertwining is something you can never, never realize just to what degree it can all come together; something so, so, so, so big in such a peculiar playground that we live in.

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nrur1We’ve had the experience that when we feel tired, or overstretched, normal procedures become more difficult. Energetically, it means our normal energetic shield, which protects us, is weak. That makes us susceptible to any and all energies around us, which could mean lower emotions, or moods, or even colds. And rather than us being in the oneness of ourselves, in our strength, we are scattered and no single part of us is in charge. That means any part of us can take over, and then anything can happen. If we recognize this happening, we can make an intention to proceed carefully, while we reconnect to the things that are important to us to re-arm our shield.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So that’s the meditation stuff in which there was something about my nature that was all too catatonic yesterday, and all askew. And so when I come to bed, it’s rather late, and so I have a sequence of dreams that have to do with there being bits and pieces out of place. And I kept throwing it off, and throwing it off, until one of them seems like more important to maybe try to discuss, or look at, and so write it up.

And what is happening in this image is, it’s like I’ve initially walked into like a catalytic area, like a cafeteria, and then I realize the person I am with is interested in getting something to eat, or I’m suddenly with someone and if they’re interested in getting something to eat. I don’t need anything to eat because I’m not really hungry, but it seems to be part of the protocol to have to be part of all of this environment.

So I go and I get some soup. It’s a little awkward even for me to go and get soup because I’m not really in that condition, either. And so, because I didn’t want much, I turn away from this food counter area quicker and look back into the dining room. And there seem to be teenagers at every table, which means that I’m kind of in a daze as to where to sit. In other words, this is a reflection of my parts scattered all over the place.

And suddenly I notice my friend is behind me, he’s gotten something, whatever it is, and he’s just kind of waiting to see what table I select. I don’t really care what table I get. I just don’t see a table, and there’s no space that opens up for me because, somehow or another, my parts are still scattered all over the place, which means I don’t feel comfortable in the area. Nor do I know how to select a table now.

And so, I’m at an impasse, with no opinion one way or another. But I would normally have an opinion if I was grounded; but I’m not grounded. My parts are too scattered around that I’m kind of demasculated or washed out.

In other words, this is something that, in what is occurring, is the opposite of before where I had kind of a loud and outspoken mannerism. Now it’s more like I’ve stopped, or exhausted, myself, and now where do I stand? Where do I pick up the pieces again?

So it’s a dream that indicates that, when I wear myself out, I go the other extreme and let go of a semblance of balance of self, so I do not know how to conduct myself. And what happens is, when in an extreme, I don’t realize either that I’m not conducting myself in the ordinary environment; just taking into account everything that happens in the environment in an ordinary way.

And so then when I settle back I’m also out of balance, in terms of the equanimity of my being, as well, so I need to find the attentitiveness that is meant to be, for myself and others, where there is a letting go of indulgences. Which means, again, this is a quality in which you’re holding a space is what you really are. You’re able to hold a space, and you don’t hold the space by being overt about it, nor do you hold the space by totally going insipid, getting washed out.

So if you’re too loud about something, in a way it’s okay to be loud about something if that’s what’s necessary to cause an attention – but can you stop? You have to at some particular point completely unplug. You have to be able to be in a way so that the situations of life, that are unfolding around you, remain, and can stay, in their natural order. But if you go off in any kind of way you’re not necessarily taking into account the position of things.

So anyway, it’s another kind of letting go, rather than trying to figure out what is going on. That’s very interesting. Under a similar token, the way the dreams were meant to be, is I am meant to notice the tea leaves as well, but it’s the tea leaves in terms of visibility. When the visibility is there, let go of it. Let it sort itself out. If it doesn’t sort itself out like it should, it’s not meant to short itself out the way I see it to have to be. And consciousness isn’t there for it to be like that. And if it’s a bastardization yet, then it’s a bastardization yet; but that’s as good as it gets.

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