We don’t often acknowledge the aspect of healing needed before something new can happen. Anything that is out of its natural state is a blockage of some kind, or a lack of flow. In the healing, that flow is restored, and, just like blood flow to a sleeping limb, the natural state begins to return. Letting go can be a part of that healing, or just an energetic state of connection and oneness. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: So this is going to take some time to integrate, because in this meditation dream, from within, in other words from inside of myself, this starts out with having to go through an energetic alignment. And it’s a realignment; you go through an energetic realignment.
I was worn out and had to be reconnected. In other words, I was frustrated energetically. So you have to fix that by a type of healing. I had reached the point where I had the whole putting-together sensation.
Now that’s just the start. In other words, the thing to recognize is where something is out of whack, and something is fixing, something is correcting. I’ve seen this happen before, In other words, I walked into a room once and I was out of whack and just the well of presence feeding back to me just fixed it. So that’s how this is: initially I’m being fixed in my meditation dream.
And, as a consequence of getting fixed, I notice this to be delicate and slow to begin with; in other words, I’m noticing the motion. At first there was a connecting that had the feeling of a one-to-one correspondence being reestablished; in other words, reestablished in terms of just being able to deal with things. That’s almost like a sense orientation, you don’t have a lot of depth to it. This effect and that effect; in other words, just to be able to handle that rather than something being too much.
And then a point was reached, where my consciousness just suddenly took off. In other words, once something got more or less situated and aligned it could blast off. And, as this occurred, my auric presence in the surrounding atmosphere, having been repressed and compressed, started to expand; if it took off, that automatically goes with it.
So I saw myself coming together by way of being like a narrow box. In other words, not a regular square box, but a narrow, very narrow box that goes up in the air. And then, suddenly I’m told that the narrow box is a reflection of an overall essence within the 40% zone – as I found myself trying to relate to an energetic flow within, as if there is a condition in which I reach more towards a level of completeness or something.
I no more than think that, and I’m getting a handle on that, when the inner letting go releases, it almost explodes like a Big Bang, as if it just takes on such a huge auric overallness that it’s like 40,000 times larger and still picking up speed, or scope. Maybe speed isn’t the right word, maybe it’s just scope. I went from being able to barely see one picture to a sensation that it all was picture upon picture within.
And then I had to drop those pictures upon pictures within, which is like as I tried to pinpoint an energetic spaciousness and containment whereabouts, I experienced blasting through every receptacle that I, in my ignorance, would have settled for.
The imposed personal imaginative collapse led to a beyond graspability setting-asideness. Traveling within was like a Big Bang expansiveness of stupendous proportions. Any idea of there being a walled-in proportionality was gone as well.
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