Posts Tagged ‘finding oneness’

ego_deathWhen we are in our personalized view of life, we generally have a dozen or more things we have to do, or that need to happen, and when they don’t unfold according to plan we find ourselves upset and knocked off our normal state of being. Yet if we have let go of that control, have instead surrendered to the universal way of things, we really can’t know exactly what to do next – because it’s a flow. So in our surrender, our “need” becomes more potent. And when our need becomes more potent, it calls in support from the universe to help us navigate the flow of the unknown. That’s when we begin to hear our intuition, and our other instinctual guidance systems, which will help us on our way.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I, too, was reverbing back and forth in a state that wasn’t settled, and wasn’t at rest like it could be in terms of a greater expansive – but I can’t hold the greater expansive very well. For some reason there’s something that I don’t understand in that regard, so I’m subjected to delusional effects, and I’m not even capable of understanding the opposite of the delusional effect, meaning able to be linked to the expansive, because I still have my perceptions that get in the way, that clog my sight to the natural inkling that it can have, to that which is the positive, or expansive wholeness, or oneness, that permeates through everything all around me, that is in tune with this One Mind, or void, that is everything. Or, as they would say, nothing but nothingness.

And that in the contractive I still ponder what appears to be a something, which is just the illusion upon which I suffer. So I experienced this, but didn’t pull it out, and speak of it as in a dream per se. Instead I just have the meditation dream.

So in the meditation dream, I am shown that there are different protocols that are followed for passengers who fly about in life. For example, those who have no exposure in a particular area, in other words, one particular area meaning in the overallness, do not have the direct potential for not contaminating, in other words, struggle with the awakening, whatever the case may be in terms of this kind of yo-yoing back and forth, in that there is a diminution, or taking away of what is intertwinedly evolved.

You have to be concerned about what appears to be a taking away from that, because that’s caused by an aspect in which there is the ego, or the mind that is of the heretic ego, and the taking away is as a consequence of not being able to recognize the linkage that one has in a wholeness, or overall, way. And when one does, that’s an awakened state because that’s when one is experiencing the connection to the wholeness.

So what is different with those who have this connection to an awakening, or an involvement, is that they link to the need to know. So, in other words, if you go along and you just try to experience things in kind of a free flow way it won’t work that way, because you have to do this in relationship to the oneness that threads through everything, that is in the expanse. And to do that is awkward and challenging because it shakes up the personal contractive aspect of your nature, causes you to have to reconcile that to the oneness, the all-pervading mind of things.

And if you don’t do that, you don’t really awaken. And you can have kind of a quality of wisdom, or knowledge, of being but it’s one more bounded in one’s holding onto some definition or something, a duality, and in that they suffer. And each person generally then, that you see suffering, is suffering in slightly different ways based upon some predilection that they still sustain and maintain in terms of what they consider as important in terms of their idea of reality. And that is the heretic’s mind ego.

So once you let go of something like this, the contractive, there’s no longer the sheltering that exists, and the conscious level of an overallness is being tweaked. You can’t grasp anything in that regard. You can only experience it in terms of in the moment – and it is different.

So the meaningfulness is, though everything is intertwined and part of the One Mind, the relationship to awakening arises. And those who have exposure to life in ways that others have not, are treated differently from those who are in a different phase of the inner awakening. Such people who have lived a life of direct involvement are, generally speaking, further along in the process of awakening because they are required to go through circumstances in the outer life which is different from those who are at a lesser point in the atonement.

In other words, those who are kind of just free flowing and don’t allow anything to touch them regarding things that happen, that come in and impact, or affect, from the oneness that permeates through life as part of the overall design, those who somehow or another try to hold onto it in kind of a total subjective way end up being in a condition where they have to contend with their moods, but their moods then are more of a nature of a type of pain, a type of pain in relationship to that which throws them outside of a center.

Now the idea that they have of a center is correct, but they have to include this other component in order to awaken because that is what leads to the consciousness. And if they don’t include this other center, then they are acting in a way that deviates then from what is going on in the overallness.

Those who are more naturally intertwined in the atonement, have knocked upon the door and have a need to know. In other words, the greater you suffer, the more you have the need to know. And, of course, you can try to avoid that, which means you’re trying to hold onto some sense, or aspect, or wisp of things. But you can’t hold onto the wisp of things. What is missing in all of this, that functions like that, is the recognition of a connective intertwinement and, in that, the connection being so much so of the heart.

And so when one is trying to be in a particular way in the outer, in which you’re more contracted from the expansiveness of your overall being, you are projecting a quality of duality yet upon which you suffer.

But if you get set in a particular way strong enough, then what you do is you can react violently and shut out a listening that is capable of taking in anything and everything that is around you because you know the illusion of all projections, because you somewhere are always feeling the atonement or attunement that is intertwined. And if you’re holding onto something, then you’re going to react. And when you react, you’re going to suffer in the heart.

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