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It is often said that the full journey of a human being is to return to its maker. But, most visions of the afterlife don’t bring us that far back, they seem more of an interim place, or state. Yet if we consider that the whole of the universe is in process, and is in evolution, and is refining as it goes, the return of the human to its maker would be as a pure energetic state with the distillation of all it has learned. And if everything returns to the source of its arising, we will all get there in the end. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So I am shown, in the meditation, that there is a way of dreaming, in the outer, to a recognition of a greater consciousness that is able to be reached within when one stops identifying with external projections.

This virtue is recognizable in that it is not a foreign projection. So it’s recognized as being possible, even though we are in manifestation and our real essence is a higher self that is on the other side. 

So, to be more specific, mankind is able to relate to the principle of timelessness and spaciousness as being important. In other words, this is something that can be understood. I mean, you could say that a good Christian aspires to this in the afterlife. In other words, we all have a sense of something that’s outside of the modality that we exist in. I mean, there are things to talk about this being like a dense plane, and that when we get beyond whatever it is that impacts us, we find a higher and deeper quality of our own being. 

But there’s something missing. There’s something missing. In other words, what I’m saying is that you can have this whole sense of a timelessness and a spaciousness and I think you can have this as a part of what is noodling around at a depth inside of ourselves. And it is something that has been aspired to forever and ever by man. And that’s what these religions are all about. They all look to this sort of thing as the end all, be all to some sort of process. 

But they miss a step. They miss the next step afterwards. In other words, it’s as if mankind evolves one baby step at a time. And this step is closer at hand, but that means then that there’s the next step that’s opening up. And that step one didn’t have much information about; one can see this step, but one can’t see the next step. 

And so all I can say is that this next step in consciousness – it remains kind of hidden. It’s not possible to talk about it, or to take and denote it and give it more consciousness. The reason why we can tell that there is a timelessness and a spaciousness is we can see a certain actionability. We don’t know how to sit in the stillness with that. 

We find that, in terms of everything resonating against the heart, that we come to a point where we can function with a sensitized heart that takes in more, and more, and more of a wholeness, we learn to deal with time, which is thoughts, and spaciousness, which is matter, which is the parameters of things, the container energy, which is manifestation. We learn to work with that in a way that doesn’t impinge the heart. 

And the way that we try to work with it so that it doesn’t impinge the heart is we try to work with it in an actionable sense. And thus the heart notices it, but isn’t, because something about the way we are approaching it is empty enough or something, the heart doesn’t feel any pangs, or remorse, or moods or something. That’s how we try to sort this out, which is to say that a human being can accept the principle of timelessness and spaciousness, and seems to incorporate various conceptual tools, such as forgiveness, in order to drop the clutches that we may have that are too dense in the time and space, or the recognition that there is a redemption through grace or something that kind of takes us out of our spell that we’re living out.

Or, to use another way of exampling it, a Christian is able to know that there is an afterlife and aspires to this as being accessible upon going to heaven. The idea of salvation is deemed to exist when a human being accepts God, as a home within, beyond the plane of human existence. Or to put this in other words, to talk about an actionable consciousness, free from the chains of human existence, is not a foreign principle to mankind. 

A human being has a sense of the existence of a greater omniscience and omnipresence of a creator. The one word that is fouling all of this up is “actionable,” you know, doing something, a doingness. I mean you can have a certain kind of doingness in a timelessness and a spaciousness – I saw that a few nights ago – and that the heart can accept that. But that has to go, too; there’s something about that. 

When that goes, that’s the next step in consciousness. This is not really understandable yet because there isn’t a frame of relatable reference for this to be identified. In other words, you can actually kind of see yourself in a timelessness and spaciousness in an actionable way, but take the actionable way out then what do you have? Because you can’t make something experienceable for understandable purposes. 

So in the timelessness or/and spaciousness of the higher self, there is still an actionability we hold on to for identification purposes. And the step to so much more, beyond timelessness and spaciousness and the actual vibrational manner we still hold on to is a foreign idea to our consciousness at this time. 

To endorse this next step we must drop all actionability to have a relationship to the stillness. We don’t know how to do this because we do not have tools to discern stillness, which is deemed by a human being as intangible – and we work with something that’s always tangible. 

Emptiness, non being, nothingness, just falls into this intangible area, so that therefore it’s kind of unfathomable. Even though the concept of a timelessness or spaciousness of the soul is something we can note. The principle of stillness, a whole way of referencing it, is as an emptiness, or a nothingness, is foreign because we see ourselves in existence as something that is actionable. Thus the idea that there is an afterlife, which takes us out of our conundrum, into a home where we belong.

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life-cycle-pictureBecause of the way the world is, and the culture is, we find ourselves always looking at our experiences as winning, or losing, events in our lives. But that isn’t the way of life at all: everything is in process, and, in the end, all that matters is how well we managed the processes we experienced. In every process there is new knowledge, as we navigate our way. That’s what we want, and what the universe wants, and that’s why everything has been set in motion. When we embrace the process, rather than the outcome, things will begin to take care of themselves. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So then I recounted a scenario. I have been wondering if I should make the adventure to India easier by helping to facilitate helicopters as part of the package, so that one doesn’t have to suffer the long drives, and horrible roads, and switch backs, and all that.

But then, there is something about that, where a person, when they get there, they do appreciate the arrival, having gone through the heat and travail of the day. And so if you were to take that away, would they still have the proper appreciation?

So it’s like my understanding of the dream has to do with, where’s the fine line in terms of interfering with the process, the inner process, that is designed with the best interests of the heart and mind?

The next dream starts off with a song. And this is a song that was played at the very, very beginning. And now it’s being played at the very, very end of the game. This song is sung by an auctioneer.

Now, initially, you start off life, and you come and you observe – this is an auction-type setting – where the whole thing starts off, like life starts off, you come and you observe what’s available. And so there’s the preview.

And so all kinds of people come to the preview to see if there’s anything there of interest in this big auction house. And so as I come there, to my surprise, the guy that’s the curator of that, who is also the auctioneer, he sings this song right at the very beginning. And I go, what the heck, we’re here to see this stuff. We’re here to preview this. What is he doing singing this song?

So we preview it, and then comes the day of the auction. Now, there are people that are coming to the auction that are serious about that. I’m one of those. I’m interested in buying what there is there, that is important. And then there are others that are coming just to watch.

And we take our seats, it’s a smaller group now that has come that’s actually into consummating something now. And, I’ll be darned, the auctioneer sits in one of the seats and stares out at it all, and he goes: “Here I watch the children that play, as they dance away their lives. Every day is a story,” and goes etcetera, etcetera.

I listen to the whole thing, the beginning and the end, but remembering it. What a wonderful melody it was, too. And so that was that dream.

And so, then there’s another dream in which it’s kind of like I go back into the meditation dream, in other words, where you’re dealing with an inner and an outer, but I want to do this over now. I mean, the first time I went into the inner, got the 3% and blew it. So I want a do-over.

So, in this dream, in order to pull inner into outer, there’s a certification that’s required. So on the inner, when I went into the inner to where this was at, I used a notary who had indicated that they were who they said they were; in other words, they were able to acknowledge what needed to be.

And so they notarize that document. But then I have them notarize this as an event in the outer, and that didn’t happen, that didn’t get completed. That fell askew. So now I’m back in front of another notary because the primary thing didn’t get notarized. I’d left, or gotten thrown out, or, as you can see, the 3% got taken away.

And now I’m back kind of in front of a notary that notarizes on this side. And I have in my hand the primary thing to be notarized. But I also have in my hand the other document that was notarized on the other side. And I’ve got a copy of that. And I’m not sure how this is going to work out. And I’m kind of almost trying to hide this other, because if there are two steps, how can you have two different notaries? It’s as if you have to put the two together; you have to close the gap.

So how do I do that? And so that’s where that was left.

And, of course, now you put the meaning of both of those together. In this dream, I am back to complete what was started long ago. In other words, I accessed something from the inner, brought it in, it brought across something, but then I utilized the energetic in some capacity that was inappropriate, seemed to then, as a consequence, lose the thrust of the inner coming into the outer, the vibration of the 3% that was so transformative into the outer got lost – too much personal got involved.

So I’m back now to complete what got started. And I’m picking up my memories at a point where I left off long ago. Appearances about things may seem different, but, in the energetic reality, nothing has really changed.

And in the prior dream, I caught up with the humor of the prior manifestation where everything gets lost when it goes into the reflective seriousness. I reviewed the outer as if I am required to take a position. In other words, that’s how I was reviewing it. I came to view it all seriously. And then this auctioneer goes singing this goofy song. And then when he’s the auctioneer, instead of holding the auction, he sits down, he’s like a comedian, and starts singing the song again, instead of getting on with it.

And I carried on all the way to the end, when I can came to now, like at the beginning, an energetic unfoldment, like a play, is such in which the higher self, inner beingness observes it all as if a movie. A play in which the song at the beginning and the song at the end are one and the same; nothing changes. Nothing has changed, there’s just a subrogation of the energy, only the energetic appearances can seem different, in terms of a density, in terms of physical senses. But, actually, that’s not so. It’s more like, as Einstein said, energy is neither created nor destroyed, it just changes form.

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21VAs a rule we take our lives very seriously – but not in the right way. We think that we need this or that, and we want this or that, and, if those things are unfulfilled, we feel that our life is a failure. But our life here is really a venue for something else; we are here to make ourselves available and useful to the universe, which means the particulars of the theater that we play out isn’t important. What is important is who we are and what we choose to become during the outplay of our life. And that is based on the purposes and principles against which we make our choices. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: The next dream starts off with a song, and this is a song that was played at the very, very beginning, and now is being played at the very, very end of the game. This song is sung by an auctioneer. Now initially you start off life and you come and you observe, it’s like an auction-type setting where the whole thing starts off, like life starts off, and you come and you observe what’s available.

And so there’s the preview, and so all kinds of people come to the preview to see if there’s anything there of interest in this big auction house. And so as I come there, to my surprise, the guy that is the curator of that, who is also the auctioneer, he sings this song right at the very beginning.

And I go, what the heck? We’re here to see this stuff, we’re here to preview this. What is he doing singing this song? So we preview it, and then comes the day of the auction. Now there are people that are coming to the auction that are serious about that. I’m one of those. I’m interested in buying what there is there that is important. And then there are others that are coming just to watch. And we take our seats.

It’s a smaller group now that has come that’s actually into consummating something now, and I’ll be darned, the auctioneer sits in one of the seats and stares out at it all, and he goes, “Here I watch the children at play, as they dance away their lives. Everyday is a story,” and goes etc. etc. I listen to the whole thing, the beginning and the end, remembering it. What a wonderful melody it was, too. And so it is being sung by the auctioneer and, of course, I’ve already recounted it so I don’t have to repeat all of that. And so that was that dream.

And so then there’s another dream, in which it’s kind of like I go back into the meditation dream, in other words where you’re dealing with an inner and an outer, but I want to do this over now. I mean the first time I went into the inner, got the 3%, and blew it, so now I want a do over.

So, in this dream, in order to pull inner into outer there is a certification that’s required, so on the inner, when I went into the inner to where this is at, I used a notary who had indicated that they were who they said they were or, in other words, they were able to acknowledge what needed to be.

And so they notarized that document, but then they had to notarize this as an event in the outer – and that didn’t happen, it didn’t get completed, that fell askew. So now I’m back in front of another notary because the primary thing didn’t get notarized. I had left, got thrown out or, as you could see, the 3% got taken away. And now I’m back kind of in front of a notary that notarizes on this side, and I have in my hand the primary thing to be notarized. But I also have in my hand the other document that was notarized on the other side, and I’ve got a copy of that.

I’m not sure how this is going to work out, and I’m kind of almost trying to hide this other because if there are two steps, how can you have two different notaries? And it’s as if you have to put the two together. You have to close the gap. So how do I do that? And so that’s where that was left.

And, of course, now you put the meaning of both of those together. In this dream, I am back to complete what was started long ago. In other words, I accessed something from the inner, brought it in, brought across something, but then I utilized the energetic in some capacity that was inappropriate, seemed to, then, as a consequence lose the thrust of the inner coming into the outer, the vibration of the 3% that was so transformative into the outer got lost, too much personal got involved.

So I’m back now to complete what got started, and I’m picking up my memories at a point where I left off long ago. Appearances about things may seem different, but in the energetic reality nothing has really changed.

And in the prior dream I caught up with the humor of the prior manifestation where everything gets lost when it goes into the reflective seriousness. I reviewed the outer as if I am required to take a position. In other words, that’s how I was reviewing it. I came to view it all seriously, and then this auctioneer goes singing this goofy song. And then when he’s the auctioneer, instead of holding the auction, he sits down and goes doofus like a comedian, and starts singing the song again instead of getting on with it.

And I carried on all the way to the end when I came to know, like at the beginning, an energetic unfoldment, like a play, it is such in which the higher-self inner beingness observes it all as if a movie. A play in which the song at the beginning, and the song at the end, are one and the same. That nothing changes, nothing has changed. There’s just the subrogation of the energy. Only the energetic appearances can seem different, in terms of a density, in terms of physical senses. But actually that’s not so. It’s more like as Einstein said, “Energy is neither created nor destroyed, it just changes form.”

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