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Susan Kinsella

How often have we been upset by something, or stressed out by something, and then, at a certain point, have just said, the heck with it, and let it go? In that letting go we always feel a wave of relief, as we release the energetic vibrations that we were holding onto. Vibrations all have their signature, and when we hold onto them, that vibration is dictating what we experience. It is better to let the vibration go; we are designed to process energies, not contain them. We want to always be available for the next vibrational experience, as life unfolds.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: My dreams were so mellow last night, there wasn’t much to them. It felt like I was dreaming about Seattle winning the Super Bowl, except in my dream, it was more like they had won some kind of basketball championship.

And I was following Wilson around to kind of see what was changing when he was with his family. And one of the things that had changed it felt was like they practiced in a special stadium – and that was part of what contributed to them winning. And the stadium was more like a basketball court of some kind, but it had a very mellow energy to it.

And I felt like, as a result of winning, they’d be able to practice in that more, now, or have one of their own that they practiced in. And I was observing that, and then it shifted a little.

And a friend of mine had come in, that I knew from high school. She’s older now and she’s sitting in the bleachers of the stadium, and she’s explaining to someone why she can retire now. And it’s like she can retire because now she can get Social Security, along with some other pension that she had. Or slight disability, or something, because someone’s questioning why she’s retiring now when she hadn’t retired earlier. And it felt like things have finally come together so she can do that.

But all the dreams were just like really mellow, like I was just following around and observing how they were doing things a little differently that it contributed to their winning, and it had to do with a certain kind of smooth energy. Because it was so mellow, it was hard to pull out.

John: It’s a dream in which, yes, the intensity of something is taken out of the equation, the heavy vibratoriness that one imposes. Like when you’re looking at the four archetypes, each of those has a heavy, imposed vibration.

And so the key to letting go, and thus the ability to experience something in a more rhythmic, or balanced, or whole way, is to not be indulgent in the vibratoriness as the end all, be all, but to be able to take that into a stillness.

And when you take that into a stillness, then there is a natural cadence, a natural flow, a natural rhythm. And you, as the person in the dream indicates, that then you’re able to retire yourself from the anxieties and the stresses of having to go back and forth, and up and down, in the intensity of things.

Like I said, it’s an intensity to have to contend with, no matter what door you’re looking at, whether it’s the Thief vibration, Gambler’s vibration, or the Prostitute’s vibration, whatever door it is there’s an intensity of vibration in each of those doors.

And so what you did is you took a quality of focus where there is typically an element of passion, like people who are heavily involved in the Seahawks, and such, epitomize a type of passion that really presses and pushes them. In other words, there’s a heavy vibratoriness that you could get caught up in there. And you saw yourself as being able to bring that to a stillness.

So the theming of the dreaming has been, for some time, this idea of there being a stillness. This has been octaved into another way of portraying it, too, in that that is the only way that you ever reach forgiveness. Because as long as you’re in a vibratoriness you’re still acting out in some fashion and not really forgiving, or letting go, of something. That’s kind of like another higher octave that I had to look at.

But you were looking at it in terms of the release, or letting go, and finding the ease and peace that exists, in terms of not having to be swallowed up with relating to a vibratoriness as a kind of outer contanglement hold.

The heavy vibratoriness is an outer thing, and the inner quality is the letting go. And the letting go is a way of taking and putting that vibratoriness like it’s a type of dust, or something, it’s like being able to put it back into a peace, or quiet, or a stillness in the heart, which is the image of being able to sweep everything, or put everything, into the heart. And when that is done, then there isn’t the acting up, or the diversity of things, in the outer. I mean, it can be there, but that diversity, and that outer, isn’t where your attention is being misconstrued.

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0162adWe’ve all had those moments when we are in the flow of whatever it is we are doing, and suddenly we become conscious of that flow, or our ego flares because of our well being, and we totally lose the connection. It seems an imperceptible shift, yet everything changes. We go from being and doing, in the moment, to trying to be and do. In other words, we get in our own way and limit our possibility. In development, we seek to let go in a way that keeps us connected to the flow, thereby giving us the best potential outcome for any situation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So the meditation dream I have seems to catch up with this kind of slowly, in that I’m beginning to realize that I have to access, vibrationally, a spatiality that is not in the collective consciousness of life.

I mean, this is a little bit like yesterday where I got the first download on this, in which anything that is perceivable has a recognizable reality. And when it is something that is perceivable, then it can’t make much headway.

So, in this dream, it’s like there’s a big football field. And the other team kicks off the ball, and I go in between. I’m supposed to be a blocker that’s supposed to, as they kick to whoever catches the ball on my end, I’m like supposedly a blocker to enable my person to somehow come down the field as best they can.

They kick the ball and it goes to a woman. I turn my back and, as I turn my back, I suddenly could see behind myself all of the areas that are dead spots, that if you can hit those dead spots you’re not going to get tackled. So I turn and I see the woman who’s caught the ball, and I see the fear in her eyes, and I realize: this is the last play, and if we don’t get a touchdown on a runback, it’s hopeless. And yet I can feel all that. I can feel the dead spots with my back turned to it – not indulging in it.

So I go up to her, and she’s glad to hand me the ball, and then I turn around. And, as I turn around, now I’m taking into account the running rushers – and that’s a problem. Before I just could see the blind spots. And so now I’m trying to use my athleticism to race around the end and whatnot, and then I wake up.

And I realize that, somehow or another, in reevaluating and looking at what took place, I had gotten into a set pattern again – just like you and your wallpaper had a certain set pattern, Joan Rivers’ mannerism. And so when I turned around and then started to try to make things happen, in the way that you are able to kind of think that you make things happen, I couldn’t do it.

I couldn’t, in other words, hit this Michael Jordan zone, as he used to hit in basketball, whereby everything just parted. Instead, I was taking into account everything about what was in front of me, and I was going to get tackled as a consequence, because I was still now trying to function with the same mindset that was in front of me – and you have to learn to just let go of it.

And so, the meaning is, a couple days ago I learned that as long as I had a bias, between right and wrong, I undermine the letting go flow. And then, yesterday, I saw an inner vibratory reality that shifted through the collective nuances about things.

This was a sight that I knew, like an inner light inside, because it wasn’t present in the outer, that I knew was faster than a set-and-defined outer. What I saw was not visible in the outer. I mean it was visible to me in the inner, but the outer was relating to things differently, in a more set and established way. And so it was like an energetic, and because it wasn’t visible in the outer but something I could see in the inner, it was like a type of substance, because if you could bring it through then it could affect the outer. If you could shift something in manifestation, if you could affect something in manifestation, then you were obviously playing with a secret substance that could do that sort of thing.

In other words, you weren’t limited by something; this intangible could affect the tangible. So, in this dream, if I get out of trying to finesse, or cope, with projections, I can know naturally where the empty space is at. When I just hold that space within, I can get it. When I turn and try to use this as if it’s a type of consciousness that you can grab a hold of, that’s when I’m set up to fail again. In other words, that’s when I fall back into the outer dynamics.

The meditation dream last night is telling me that to go beyond collective conditioning in life I must let go of my outer sense projections that we function with, you know, because we’re constantly thinking we’re in a bifurcated world. That is impossible to let go because, when you see limitations, you are in limitations, instead of an intertwining. And thus there will be definitions, and those definitions will keep you lost.

So I can reach beyond limitations when I place my inner beingness into an intangible vibratory state that I have no need to control. If I see it, and I focus upon it, in other words, you’re trying to do some sort of control and whatnot, you contaminate it. But if you’re able to simply access the vibration, and nothing more, and hold to just that, you won’t be setting up resistances because you wont be trying to perceive things this way, and that way. And, thus, you’ll leave the heart free to be in the overallness, without any stigmatic fetters, or spells, from the outer and its collective. That’s the meditation dream.

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WavyEvery so often we experience a moment where we haven’t done something yet, but we can still see the outcome – as if it is a foregone conclusion. This is the sense of being in the flow. When it happens to us we may not know why, or how, it happened, but it feels like something else was in charge and we were just following along. On our spiritual journey, this is the type of flow that we can experience and align ourselves with, so that we are not fighting the unfolding of events, but rather riding along with them as they unfold. When we become conscious of this, we can begin to be with this flow more and more often. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In the meditation dream I am looking, from within, at an awareness that does not exist from the perspective of the outer. The reason it is like this is because, as I become more conscious, the barrier between inner and outer becomes less and less. It becomes less and less. I’m aware of it, but I haven’t pulled it into the outer. Yet I’m aware that it is affecting the outer, which is a big step. It’s more than just saying the inner and the outer come together. It’s a big step; I’m actually having a sense of the effect.

So, in my dream, I’m looking at a time when I will catch up with the deeper inner knowingness that exists in my deep sleep. The sense I have, of something to come, is from this inner plane that is outside of a kind of time and space orientation that is what you deal with in the outer.

So what is interesting, in my dream, is I found that I know about what is going on now, that somehow deep inside I know what is going on now, but when I see it from deep inside I’m not appalled. But when I see it in the outer, I might be. So I am able to accept what I see, and be okay when I open my eyes, because the inner and outer make sense in terms of what I perceive as unfolding.

What I’m saying is, I had a dream in which I took in an inner unfoldment awareness that, to some greater and greater degree, makes sense for me when I open my eyes. In other words, the degree to which I’m catching up with this innerness. I saw myself at a point, from an inner awareness coming into the outer, that I could work with the innerness.

I’m able to do this because I know what is to be, on a vibrational level, and thus go into such a vibration with a greater and greater inner into outer ease. Or, in other words, I should say bring the vibration from the inner into the outer. Basically they’re one and the same because everything is vibration, even though it appears dense as a time and space kind of appearance or mannerism.

So this is becoming a knowingness that is attuned to a play within, as if I am in a football game and am able to design the last play to accommodate the vibration. In other words, that image was, it’s like the end of the game. Everything is kind of hopeless. You have one play, just like if you’re watching a football game and the ball’s kicked off, and there’s six seconds left, and the game’s basically over; what can you do in six seconds when you catch the ball? And what you can do is you don’t try to run it back, you save the six seconds, and you have one play. And so you have one play and you’ve got to go the length of the field.

How do you go the length of the field? You have to have a certain vibration, that you can get into, that can will it to be – that can just make that happen. And so I’m looking and seeing how that vibration can be.

I’m designing and sensing the vibration that can make all of that Hail-Maryism possible. Isn’t that interesting? That’s what actually separates a good player from… you have two good players, but that’s the intangible. They can be equally good, but some can just will something in.

So anyway that’s what this image is: how you do this. Or, to put it another way, from a vibrational knowingness of the within, I am able to accommodate how I am in the outer from there to here, or however you’d say that.

So I’m not sure if the meaning makes much sense because I was in such a groggy space with this meditation dream. The inner and the outer are vibrationally intertwined, and I am able to see how this is, and let the unfoldment flow. When I am reactive, and distraught, it’s because I am not in conjunction with the unfoldment.

What I am finding to be interesting is the flow may be better accommodated, timing wise, if I access the inner into outer, and adjust accordingly. I may sense it, but can I do it?Or am I always to some degree on the fritz? If a violation of the process exists, my heart will suffer because I am not functioning in conjunction to the unfoldment process of the whole.

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