Posts Tagged ‘gemstones in a dream’

In our naturalness, we are all hidden gems – just needing some polishing to truly shine. In our life, we are designed to do that polishing to a high luster. But, mostly, our experiences cause psychologies and defense mechanisms that further dull and hide our shine and beauty. Being conscious of when these psychologies arise allows us to name them and then let them go. This is not accomplished in one go, but by gentle and consistent reminders – until only the gem is left. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So I remember two things from dreaming last night. In one dream, I think my dad is standing somewhere behind me, and you’re there. 

And, for some reason, I’ve decided that I want a ring. I already have the gold band, and I know that you have some uncut stones, uncut gems. And so I’ve had you go get your gems and there’s this kind of a long, jagged, red ruby, and I’ve picked that out because I know it can be polished up and it’ll make a really pretty stone to set into the ring. 

You’re surprised that I even want this, but you seem to be going along with it. That was the first dream.

John: So what the dream is doing is the dream is creating a scenario in which there is embedded a vibration; some aspect on the breath that may be dormant, or hidden, or out of any present equation – that is still sitting there harboring something.

Whenever there is an aspect on the breath that is still harboring something it gets in the way of the heart’s overallness – because the heart has a natural overallness that encompasses all things. And that harboring, that when it surfaces throws you back into kind of a type of remembering of something traumatic. 

Because when something is kind of carried in one’s nature in a secondary channel in the background, it’s kind of a shadow dynamic or something. And when it doesn’t go away, it just looks for the situation, or the circumstances, or an inflection upon which it can come back out to occupy one’s psyche

When something like that happens, meaning when something like that is carried kind of on a secondary channel, as a shadow dynamic, it has a latency that is not necessarily readily obvious to one’s sight, or a way of being in the free-flow of the overall outer, yet it is still part of one’s, for lack of a better word, embedded nature or psyche. 

And when it’s like that, it falls into the world of the archetypes. And so things shape and change and alter around you to where this sort of thing ultimately comes out because it’s still kept on some level of being harbored on the breath, and, when it comes out, it comes out with a lot of energy. That’s an archetypal of force. 

And you are affected by archetypal of forces when you haven’t completely gone into a true empty space, when you are repressing something, or holding some quality of a kind of pain that hasn’t been let go of, or forgiven. Because the heart only knows one thing, and, what it knows is that it is intertwined and connected and is an all-pervasive essence. And that there are these bifurcations. 

And memories of these bifurcations have various degrees about them to which they carry a loudness. There are those that you’re doing and going through directly, in the outer, that come up on a day to day basis. And then there are those that are pent up, or harbored, kind of in a shadow dynamic, and they come out when the situation of the outer shifts in a particular way to where that vibration is more readily accommodated from its usual hidden capacity. 

So you’re looking at this, again, it’s still within the schematic of the dreaming and the recognition that how we are, in terms of functionality in an outer capacity, is, to a large degree, influenced robotically, or archetypally, or however you want to say it, by conditions that are harbored upon the in-breath or the out-breath. And that only when there’s a true letting go, or true self-forgiveness, and an adoption of the heart’s overall intertwined essence, only when you are able to be that, are you able to be, so to speak, real.

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234gesWe all know the feeling of being in chaos in our lives, and we all have baggage from the arc of our experiences. What happens to them? And why does time heal our profound hurts? At one level, it is because we have processed the intensity of that energy through our systems so that it no longer has a hold on us. And that healing always comes from within. In this dream we can see the mechanic of it, where the dreamer finds herself in chaos, and literally engulfed in luggage. Yet she is able to find the part of herself that can absorb and process the heaviness out. We all have that in us, but sometimes it can be difficult to let go and allow the process to work. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Carol: The third one is really short, and it seemed like the whole dream was very confused, like just kind of jumbled up in a way. So I was staying in a hotel, with my sister again, and a friend of hers. And my sister’s friend’s relative just died, so we were in this hotel and I think it was a resort place.

We had like tons of luggage. We took over the whole hotel room with luggage, and like our clothes were everywhere, and it was kind of chaotic. And then, at some point, I go off to adopt a cat because I found this cat, and this was so beautiful. It had pink eyes, almost like pink diamonds. It was very unworldly again, a very unworldly color, and very shiny, and very much like a gemstone; less like an eye than a gemstone.

John: So let me try this out. So the pinkness in the eyes with the quality of this cat, this cat had the ability to absorb something. And the general aspect of the dream is a weightiness with luggage and something has died.

Does the dream have a quality of a little bit of grief, to which the cat has an ability to, in its way of throwing something out, but then also in its way of having the quality of something in its eyes able to absorb, heal by an absorbing?

Carol: Yeah, absolutely. Absolutely.

John: Is that the vibration?

Carol: That’s it, yes.

John: Wow. See, that’s like a progression, isn’t it? You could see how that progressed from the first dream. That’s a tool.

That quality in its highest manifestation, meaning, like I guess however you’d say it, in terms of it being in the outer, where the eyes can be like that and, at the same time, it is an aspect of precociousness carried to a higher degree of a freedom aloofness – but not an aloofness that goes into a transcendence that doesn’t do anything for life – but it’s in life, but not necessarily touched or affected by it.

In other words, you can kick a dog and whatnot and its loyalty will always be there, but with a cat you know it’s going to hold, it’s not going to demean itself. And yet, at the same time, it rises above the demeaning aspect of energy in life, forgives in a way, so that it can absorb. And so with the light, that light, with the color of the eyes it takes something in.

Now the highest expression of that, it is said, that a teacher who can see and can touch, on a level of the soul, with that kind of quality, sends something straight to God. Now that’s a funny way of saying it, but that’s how it’s said.

And so, let me make up a manufactured image of this happening in kind of its… we’ll call it a trite way. Let’s say you’re going about and you’re profoundly touched by something, someone does something that really touches the heart. And so a certain quality comes to the eyes even when its deeply touched by that, and that communication seen as an effect that touches another, or another corresponds to that, creates a kind of interesting transporting or movement to somewhere very nice, and deep, and sweet and healing – on a consciousness level.

It’s that kind of cat, isn’t it? Wow. More information isn’t it? That’s a big marching order to catch up with something like that because most people always have some holdout aspect of themselves that shows, that’s part of their demeanor, that’s how they have to consider themselves in a separate capacity. But to have eyes like that puts you into the vacuum of a wholeness. That’s like transported to God, and can, if really, fully developed, transport in the environment that that can rest upon, and penetrate, can affect that in the same way.

It is said that just being in the atmosphere of a teacher creates interesting transformative effects. And the light of the soul is considered something that is seen in the eyes, that causes the connectivity to that, like a transporting.

In other words, if you were to take and substitute the word God in for soul it would be like that. That’s a very interesting thing because you actually do something like this invisibly. When you’re touched by things you’re just touched by things and, at the same time, you just being yourself don’t think anything of it. That has an effect that touches things around it. You just being how you are, you being like that softens heavy energy.

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