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Mario Duguay

We know that there is energy in all things. And the more condensed these energies are, the slower the energies move. So all matter, from dirt to humans, has a speed associated with it. And the higher we go in our development, the more we are able to relate to the energies at higher speeds, because higher, faster energies are less condensed. So even though we are in a physical body, we are designed, as humans, to connect to the higher energies in life. And higher energies are, by definition, closer to the purer realms of human purpose and causation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in my dream, one of the things is that sometimes I seem to slip between being the man in the dream, and sometimes the woman. It’s kind of confusing that way. But, initially, when the dream starts out, it’s like in a city like New York where they have a lot of brownstone apartments, and it seems like I have a room on one side of town, but on the other side of town I’m visiting a family.

It’s a Filipino family and they seem to take care of the people that live in that building. And they have a daughter about my age that I’m interested in, and we’re going to go out somewhere, but when we go out into the city I take her into an area of the city that’s opposite of where she lives. But I know she wants to go on her own back to the apartment, but I’m concerned about her getting taken advantage of by someone there. But it’s because she wants to go into that area of the city, I go with her; but then we seem to overshoot the area.

We end up instead on some land that goes out into the water. There’s a whole little village there, but it’s kind of cut off by more water from the area of the city that we wanted to be in. So we try heading in the right direction, but we end up on a log in the river. We kind of get dunked and wet, but then we get the log upright and it feels like we’re almost like wanting to paddle to catch up to a little boat that would take us to the shore, or maybe we’re just going to go there on a log.

That part I wasn’t sure how we did it, but I have the impression that, in that process, we get together. In the next scene in the dream, she’s gone back to visit her family in the city, but now she has a 1-year-old baby with her, a little boy.

Then I’m coming to see the family, but I’m having a little apprehension that they’re going to be upset that I’m the father of the boy, because I think because they’re Filipino or something maybe they see us as not appropriate to get together. Plus we haven’t been married, but we had been someplace where there was some kind of a ceremony. It wasn’t quite a marriage, but it was like some kind of a promise ceremony. That’s all I remember of the dream.

John: So the thing to note in this dream, that every part that you could remember of this dream, had a sadness to it.

And there’s a reason for the sadness, and the sadness is that you’re catching up with a recognition, you’re catching up with a knowing, a knowing that is based upon being able to see how something is in matter, as matter, but as matter in terms of sound.

Everything that you dreamt was a rising up of a vibration, and the recognition of that vibration, this time, was such that you had to look at it and experience it as something that wasn’t a letting go. You had to experience it as a type of manifestation, or flow, or unfoldment. And the reason why this was a manifestation and unfoldment that you could see, in a black-and-white way, in a denser way, is that you’re closing in on an aspect of manifestation that is based on sound.

In other words, when you go about and you see yourself as separate, and you’re functioning in some way that just goes this way and that way, you can look at that as an ambivalency, in an ambivalent state. But when you get to a point when you can’t look at anything ambivalently, because you’re causing it, and you’re causing it based upon a type of catching up with the heartfulness.

And you’re catching up with the heartfulness, but you’re catching up to it as something that is caused by sound. First of all, everything is created out of sound, and when you catch up with the fact that you are playing with sound, on a very, very subtle level, you’re going about and your consciousness is catching up with the recognition of something as sound.

The reason why you can remember a dream is that you can hear it. This is funny. This is really funny what we’re describing here. Is yes, you have the ability to have an inflection of sight that causes you to see the thing, and that is like coming from somewhere now as an aspect of unfoldment that is very, very, very fast – and faster than what you can catch up with. But what you can catch up with, and that you can feel in depth, what touches you, what has a heartfulness, is sound.

Sound has a heartfulness, and sound is what creates in this manifestation, and so the reason why the dream had all these little sensations of pain is because you may not know this, or may not realize this, but you have caught up with it understanding, of a heartfelt understanding, because you’re catching up with the responsibility of sound. Very, very peculiar kind of thing.

What that means is, if you were to take and if you’re able to look at everything in a black-and-white and separate way, you veil your heart from having to experience it, experience the flow of sound. So what is given into life is man’s ability to catch up with a flow and, in that flow, is it’s a water element and that water element, that water element of a flow has behind it the ability to hear the sound of the universe – and when you speed up, that sound rings in your ears.

What you don’t know, or what you’re now coming to know, is that if you really could take in that sound in a way in which you see it for what it is, that that sound is your creative ability. And if you were to peel back just that ringing sound, were to peel that back… in other words, people go on a spiritual path and they get to a point where as you get stiller and stiller and quieter and quieter certain things open up, a certain recognitional vibration permeates through all things, and within that permeating through all things there are qualities of that vibration.

There’s qualities of light, there’s qualities of sound, there’s even a quality of taste. And when you just start looking at the quality of sound, you’re looking at the quality of something that can leave this heart really, really, really sad, really sad.

So let’s say that a person goes about and they take and they do things that completely are unsettled to them, and hurt the heart or whatever, because they’ve gone off askew in terms of their bouncing around – of which they have no idea that they’re bouncing around in terms of flipping sound energy this way and that way. And so they’re exhausted. And so what they do then is they try to go and they have to try to soothe their way out of that.

And so if you can catch up with the idea that sound can soothe you, you can actually take and you can listen to the sound of the universe, so to speak, the sound behind your ears, the sound that you can hear just as an aspect of a quality of stillness. And then you realize that goes nowhere.

You don’t understand it. It goes nowhere. To actually go to where you can catch up then with the inflections of light, of a sight and a light, you come to a point where you can kind of let the sound go for a little bit. It’s there, but you don’t dwell on it. So you actually are going to a type of stillness so that something even faster can happen.

And when you go to a stillness so something even faster can happen, that’s where you get the inflections of light. And that’s where you get the images that are your dream images.

When you’re looking at sound and your perception of the sound is such that it’s just a day-to-day thing, that’s not too bad as a dumbness to carry around, you can handle that. But what if you catch up with the sound where, as you’re going through something in life, what if you suddenly have a light bulb moment, so to speak, where you realize that everything you do, and how you are, is sound oriented. And if you could set aside that sound, you can stop the reverb of a pattern of your beingness. And that we grow by being able to change the note, change the vibration.

Well, initially what happens is this: In your dream, you get to where there’s a part of you that you can’t bring back to this side, but that you can see where maybe you’re a man or a woman, or a this or a that doing this or that or the other, in the dream – but it doesn’t pull through, it doesn’t pull back in terms of what’s going on.

If you get to the point where it pulls back to this side to where, okay, you all of a sudden see what’s going on, that seeing what’s going on has to do with a reconciliation of the energy, a taking account of a responsibility on a vibratory level.

So this whole idea that a human being is something that is causing everything in the environment, and everything in existence, and all to be as it is, when you fall back and feel the vibration of that, when you reconcile that quality, it’s a hard one on the heart.

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im222sIt seems that everyone, at some point in their life, asks the question: Is there more to life? And, of course, religions and spiritual paths are all about that “something more.” But it is really a question that is fundamental to our humanness, because it is preordained in us that we can make this life about something more, about the everything that the universe is trying to do. But that is a life in service to the purposes of the whole, not in service to our personal agendas. That is how our freedom of choice determines our destiny. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I think I had two dreams, but the earliest one popped out. But the second one, I’m in high school and it feels like several years before that there was a boy I was really interested in and wanted to get together with. And we tried to get together one night at the school and his father separated us, and they’ve been gone several years.

Well now they’re back, and so the family still seemed to want to keep us apart, but all of the kids seemed to conspiring with us to get us together. And there’s some big event at the school, so when we go to this event at the school, and we ride on the bus, it’s almost like everybody on the bus is doing what they can so he and I can be together.

But they’re also, I think, smoking pot or something, so everybody is slightly stoned as well. And when we leave the bus, and go into the school, it’s like he and I go into a room in the school where we can be alone, and we realize in a way the family didn’t want us getting together earlier because they were afraid we’d have a baby. And I’m sitting there thinking about all this, even though I’m kind of a little out of it, and I’m thinking about we would’ve done okay, actually, with a baby. We would’ve taken care of it.

On the other hand, do I want a baby now? So I’ve kind of paused with the way the whole thing is going and have kind of put myself a little aside so I can start processing all of this, rather than just go along with the way we’re being kind of pushed by the kids, or separated by the family. That was that dream.

John: So the key here is to identify where this flow is at, in terms of the breath. So, initially, it was something that had an access that was taken for granted, and then that access went away. So, if it was an access that was taken for granted, that was there, that was kind of natural, then it would have been something in the order of an awakening that resulted in a kind of balance – which is similar to the way the out-breath comes down, touches something in manifestation, and awakens it.

But then because it went away, or moved away, the result of something like that requires a kind of responsibility to have to be taken into account, because when something is awakened, or when something like that happens, it results in a kind of connection in which there is a coming together.

And the coming together that is difficult to contend with has a feeling about it that is actually more light, more in-breath. And so on a cheerleader level, inside of yourself, there’s the idea that you’re entitled to that expansive lightness. But then in terms of a copability level inside of yourself in manifestation, there’s a lot to have to consider here.

And so to try to discern this, you take a look at the result and potential resulting effect. And the resulting effect is that the coming together of an energy like this, that awakens something, results in a birth – much like the in-breath takes something back to the home at the top, the deemed home of the innerness. To do that, and the idea of doing that, is a lot to consider, because if that’s all that there is, then it kind of seems like everything is all mapped out then.

And so part of you ponders that. In other words, yes, you could take care of it if it were to happen, you feel you could take care of it, but do you need to? Things are pushing you to go in this direction of easibility and comfortibility, but there’s something about the lightness of that, and the way that it removes itself out of the mix of things; it awakens itself and gives birth to something. In other words, it kind of becomes an end of the story kind of event where it becomes the end all means in and of itself. Yes, you look after the baby and whatnot, and is that all there is to life?

And so there’s a lot to consider there, whether one just draws up a script like this and leaves it at that, which is what people do. In other words, people take and they’re caught in a world in which they have their notionalities, their ideas that come down. They have to align those ideas in some way that causes something to make sense for them. However it is that they awaken something, generally speaking, it is of a defining way. What they define they attempt to make feel good as best they can, in terms of giving back, or producing something that seems to have merit or value. And what they come up with that they produce, or the result of all of that, becomes a definition, becomes a way of being, becomes something that is set in a particular modality and, as far as the way things work in a plane of density where there is these epiphanies, they seem to be as good as it gets – but you’re not so sure.

You seem to realize that there’s not necessarily any set thing, or any set appearance, or mannerism, no matter how good it looks to the cheerleaders. And what is the cheerleader energy inside of you? Well, the cheerleader energy inside of you is a feeling of okayism. It’s a lightness that you feel in terms of kind of an overall cadence. It’s almost like blasé.

And what does this do to you when you feel this? Well, it kind of makes you a little ungrounded. It kind of puts you on cloud nine. It kind of enables you just to kind of skate by, and to rationalize why it’s okay to skate by like that.

So the consequence, taking the dream and relating it all to an aspect of the understanding of what you’re doing with the breath, the understanding is that you don’t then just take and birth something and be done with it just as if you’re a crop product, you know, that has its season and that is it. That you hold and maintain in terms of the overall of manifestation and, when you do that, then you stay in the moment, then you stay viable, then you get outside of the clutches of time and space. You break the seasonality of the nature where everything has its moment and its time.

You break that because you find yourself having to stay relevant to the whole. Well, when you find yourself having to stay relevant to the whole, and you don’t just get into an accepted mode, two things happen. The in-breath quality enables you to open other levels and see things past, present, and future, whatever. It all becomes there because it is meant to be there. It’s not just a seasonality thing.

And the out-breath quality of your nature causes you to continue to conduct the play, and be in the play, of the outer in an ever present way. Well, you’re talking about a dichotomy that almost doesn’t make sense, and almost doesn’t seem possible to exist. In other words, you’re willing to be sacrificial. People in life crack to a point where at some point they get sacrificial, they’re willing to do something and do it for sake of what seems to make sense as a beingness. In other words, they give birth to something and be done with it, and let go of it, and say, okay, that’s their statement in life.

Just about everyone around you does that, and so they all have a season in their nature, you know a beginning going to an end. But a person who takes and recognizes that it doesn’t have to be that way is able to transcend the barriers between time and space, and they are able to be in a moment, ever present in a moment, with all that there is past, present, and future, a stillness.

In other words, they are a force of nature, they are nature, they are not something that comes and goes within nature. There’s not the amnesic effect. The average person goes back to dust, and goes back to losing all sense of a consciousness in this birth/death cycle. But that which holds onto a presence that awakens, and holds onto it in relationship to all of the planes including, and most significantly, in terms of the plain of manifestation, doesn’t just render something up and be done with it. That particular person stays ever present. They never really die.

It’s funny how you would dream something like that. If you just render something up, you have the baby that you know that you can take care of, that you can make this in this sacrificial expression, you see this going on all around you. This is what everybody does.

This is like a woman in life comes in and thinks that she can get married, that everything is hunky dory, and it’s the end all be all. And then she has a family and there’s still something missing, and it’s an intangible thing, but at this point in time she basically has to let go of it, she has to suppress that, because she doesn’t know that there is something more.

That something more is a huge leap. It’s a leap outside of this idea of birth and death. It’s a leap into a wholeness that never dies. It’s a leap into a oneness. It’s a proper and complete pulling together and merging of inner and outer, and of beginning and end, in-breath and out-breath. So it’s a big subject.

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