Posts Tagged ‘healing in a dream’

i908sWe all know that when we have a young baby, or child, in our home, we must take certain measures to keep the young ones from hurting themselves. We do this to provide a safe environment, a safe ecology, for a vulnerable life. And when we see a baby, or a young child, in a dream, we can also understand that that is a newly emerging aspect of us, and it also needs our help, protection, and a safe ecology to grow in – which is us, in our life, in our decisions, in our intentions, and in our choices. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In the last dream, which is a little less clear to me, there’s a friend of mine that I really regard highly, in the outer, very smart, very together family. And, in this case, even though she’s been living with her husband and at least one child, the child is suddenly very young, like an infant. And there’s some problem.

And she can’t seem to heal it by staying in the family, so she’s come to the house, where I am, with the baby. And it feels like I really recognize this dilemma that she has to leave. The only way she’s really going to heal what’s going on with a baby, it seems like, is to leave the marriage and be with the baby, somewhere, for a period of time.

And so she’s come to my house because it feels like I understand this. And I’m trying to do something about it, I think, when the alarm went off.

John: So that dream was very much like the one that I told at the very, very beginning, in that it starts with a collective situation, like in my case there were three of us as an atmosphere. And in that atmosphere something is insipid, or isn’t possible, because of the effect of that atmosphere.

And, in this particular case, the atmosphere that you’re in was such that how you’re able to be with regards to a little baby isn’t possible, in terms of the needs of that baby. So you have to rise beyond that atmosphere.

It’s all within this theme of letting go, because you don’t get beyond an atmosphere, and the effect of the way it throws you around, and causes you to be infected, or diseased. You don’t get beyond that without a deeper stillness inside of yourself.

And so, you’re being shown how you go to a greater depth. But, in that greater depth, when you leave that atmosphere in order to take care of that baby, what you’re doing, that isn’t noticeable to those in the atmosphere that they are in. Those that are in that atmosphere, that you moved away from to a greater stillness, are still impacted by the collective consciousness conditioning, and have the ideas that arise from that sort of thing, which would be unhealthy towards what it is that you have to reach, or find, inside of yourself, which is depicted as having to take care of this something.

So when you go into a greater stillness, you go into a greater invisibility. And so what I projected, when I was doing that in my dream, is I just took it to the next step, and the next step, and the next step. You just keep letting go, and keep letting go, and keep letting go. And you just kind of disappear yourself, so to speak, in terms of how you are actually able to be perceived by others – who don’t know these other levels of possibility because they are caught in the modality the presides, at a given point of denseness, in which there is a time and space orientation.

They don’t know how to let go of that. And, when you let go of that, you have actually brought a stillness into the aspect of something that is action. And that stillness calms it enough so that you have a timing, then, that can touch that, because you’ve broken the time and space.

And so, how you’re able to be, and where you’re able to be, is not really reportable. It mirrors to the degree to which someone else can catch the hint of it. But that’s about as good as it gets. It keeps getting deeper and deeper and deeper, to where, how can the hint even begin to be caught?

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143329bIt can appear to us that we are at the mercy of events in our lives, always reacting to what happens and doing the best we can. But there is also another aspect of the way things unfold, and that has to do with our energetic effect on things. For instance, if we are not judgmental of others, that will give them a freedom to be more themselves when they are around us. If we are accepting of others, that can cause them to feel safe when they are around us. In these subtle ways we effect the world around us, yet we can also be conscious of this possibility and offer something good into life. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: All I remember of the dreaming last night is it felt more energetic, in the sense that it was like you and I were in bed here, and I think we were wearing like blue hospital scrubs. And my impression was that there were some men that had been surgically altered, like maybe they had their penises taken off, but something else surgically removed, too.

And then what I would do is I was laying down in bed kind of laying into you, and just working on the energy of healing whatever was being changed, or altered. And so it just felt like that just went on. You know, there would be people that were surgically altered. I was wearing this blue, and I think you were wearing, blue scrubs, too, and it’s like I would just kind of try to lay evenly into your back or something, and then I’m working on healing. And that’s all I remember of the dreaming.

John: That’s the nature of what it’s like to work in the outer reflective, without being able to recognize, or see, the inner pure light that is coming from inner into outer as a change agent, or means upon which life is able to flow.

This is like an inner will, and it’s always at play in physical manifestation. In other words, it’s like out of an essence of whatever is the everything, or the wholeness, or oneness of it all, there is an inner flow that is reflective within outer appearances.

You are saying that, as a person who has a responsibility over manifestation, that the things that are going on, from within, are not something that you are finding yourself denoting, or pinpointing, or trying to put your finger on per se – like the masculine feels that it has to do, in terms of having to perceive what is going on.

You instead feel that within the outer and the reflective outer that is you and, in a sense, all around you, but you embody something that is more than that reflective outer, that that which you embody, which is natural to yourself, you’re able to work with that in terms of healing, and fixing, and transforming what is going on around you.

So the attention is slightly different. In other words, it’s not like in the masculine which is trying to portray, reveal, discern, describe. In your case it’s simply a matter that you’re in the myriad of it all, and are able, from some sense of overall, general, natural beingness, to know how and what is required, or needed, to transform or touch what is going on, in a redeeming and healing way. The poor masculine can’t say it that way.

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1-abriefhistorWe have said many times that our dreams are trying to help us. They help us clean up what is no longer needed, they help us make inner connections between different aspects of our inner lives that have become estranged, and they let us see what is holding us back and where our resistance is. And they do this work in the most direct way possible: from us, to us, in the unconscious realms where we don’t have the same barriers up to get in the way. And our dreams can accomplish all of these things in a fraction of the time it might take us to wrestle with these issues in our waking life. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In my dream it started off in the meditation dream, and the meditation has a bit of a kind of disaster, in which I didn’t think I was going to have anything going on at all, because I came out of the meditation in such a steep grog that to write it up would have been difficult, miserable in fact, because I was so groggy.

So I laid down thinking that the grog would lift a little bit and, probably a couple hours later, I come out of it and I have nothing, nothing. And so I came to bed, convinced that the condition I’m in is too far out, and I question if I’m going to be able to dream. And I was aware that I lacked a flow that would bring something into an acuity from within

But I could feel the pain, a subtle deep, deep inner pain, but it was so far removed that I couldn’t pull anything out of that. It was like a deep, deep wound, but I couldn’t touch that or pull anything out of. It was so far in that I couldn’t bring anything from that; couldn’t find a flow through that to bring to the surface.

So, as I laid here, then I merged with something just enough to be able to better sum up my plight, and found myself in an inner discussion, in terms of this deeper aliveness, and was told that it is all about airflow.

So by that what I mean is, this was about being able to go beyond the dense outer setness, to go beyond a density, and come to terms with accessing this deep whole within, to do so to any degree would bring me near the inner connection behind the outer stagnation.

And, in the dream, I notice that I have no trouble pacifying dangerous animals. I have a way of working with them that nobody else works with them, and I can cause them to just kind of lay back and be fine, and I’m actually concerned that what I can do with them might actually set something off, in terms of instinct and whatnot, where they could still react, but I can even handle that so that they surrender and lay back.

And I’m also, in the dream, able to work with something that goes to a deeper connective depth transmission, in other words, the energies of a father or something that has a quality that looks through as a bigger aspected process. But there is something though that doesn’t quite work yet with what is an emotional wound, a type of emotional wound, something that I hadn’t paid any attention to. And that what I have done is I have done things to myself to stab that wound, and cause that to have a bit of a demoralizing effect.

So, in terms of the big picture, I am told that this is a good time for a transition, that what is needed is not a temporary teacher to myself anymore, but a permanent teacher. And so I agree. And, of course, in working with the father all of that is pacified. Just like with the animals, everything there is very smooth, and quiet, and in a cadence.

So one realizes that one is just dealing with this singular issue. Now this part of myself that’s emotionally wounded has gone off into another room, and I get it, and so rather than leave I have to go and let this person know – this part of myself, now – that a more committed demeanor is needed, and that a stepping away is required, which will I know look like a letdown, or an abandonment, and maybe even have a bit of a demoralizing effect, but it’s important to the process and it will pass.

It’s as if I know a price has to be paid, in terms of and based upon what has happened, to where this inner depth pain needs to somehow or another be dealt with a little differently. And to continue to continue in the same motif doesn’t quite reach this inner pain. I mean it has dealt with all of this other; it doesn’t quite reach this inner pain. And, now that it has been noted, it has to be worked with in a slightly different, shifted way.

And so I say to the father, “I’m going to where he is at and establish a closure.” It is understood that if this is done right, the transition, then, will evolve in a slightly different and yet natural way, as needed, even though that might be a shock, initially, and I cannot predict how that will be, or what will be, I just know that this is a time in which that gap can be filled.

So what is going on is the process has reached the point where denser, more animalistic energies have already been pacified and the focus from above is in order. What is left, to bring the connection from an embedded emotional wound into a natural outer flow, requires a full-time commitment or a shift, in terms of which the temporary teacher to myself needs to be a more permanent teacher to myself, for the inner entrenched that’s in a subtle pain state to flow into the outer with its healing effect.

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