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The-AscendunFrom our first moments we have had teachers, and elders, guiding us in our journey. But who is our true teacher? Well, if we consider that, as a human life, we are born with everything we need to make a purposeful journey, we can say that we are our teacher, “we” being our higher self, the aspect that may not be in charge all the time, yet seeks always to guide us as we grow and evolve through our life. And, in our dreams, teachers, and elders, are often popping up to show us this, and those teachers and elders are the voice of our higher self in action. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I think I lost a dream right here, and then the last dream it’s like I’m with you, but you’re my brother, and a woman that’s probably my sister. She’s kind of a little more vague. It’s like we’re in a city, and we visited family. And then we’re going to be staying in the city for the night, but not with the family, because I remember we’re driving.

And you’ve dropped me off somewhere for the night, and then you’ve left. And now I want to get in touch with you, but of course you never carry a cell phone. And I don’t know where, if you two went back to the family, which I doubt, I could call the house. But, if not, and you’ve just gone on to a motel or something, I won’t be able to reach you till the morning – unless you left a number with the family. The most I can think of is that maybe I can call the family.

But I’m frustrated because I’m the only one that seems to have a phone. I want to be in touch, but I don’t really know where you’ve gone. And it’s just a frustrating feeling. So I wake up.

John: So what you’re talking about there is you have a responsibility over the accoutrements, but you don’t have a responsibility over a quality of sight – that’s the masculine principle. So in your overallness that’s spread out, in terms of how it is that you have to encompass things in manifestation, there is the need to know what is going on, or what is meant to be – kind of like a will of things. A greater sense, in other words, than just the atmosphere of the overall.

And that is an aspect of your masculine nature. It’s an aspect of sight. So it’s almost as if this dream is making clear delineations: wherever you put your attention in terms of manifestation, like you have the accoutrements of things, the cell phone, the this, the that, the other, that is something that you have done. And once you have done it, it’s been invoked, and once it’s invoked there is a quality of something missing that is implied.

In other words, in your previous dreams, you were working with an aspect that has, at its essence, a quality of completeness about it, that you are meant to embrace, assist, guide, direct and fulfill. In this dream, as you’re going about this particular process, there is something more that helps you in this process, that helps you zoom in better, that helps you take on a greater, all-encompassing overallness in manifestation, and that is the principle of sight, which is a masculine quality principle.

And so, sight, in a highest, purest way of talking about it, is the responsibility of the teacher. In other words, if you take you go and you do something that causes you to fall into a huge pool of despair, or collapse in some awkward, strange, malingered, out-of-it way, when the teacher has taken you on, the teacher has the responsibility of doing the heavy lifting.

And so you’re meant to be able to keep stretching, and meeting challenges, and whatnot, but when you goof up, is it your fault? Deep down, no, it’s the teachers fault. The teacher needs to figure out, okay, I didn’t thread the needle correctly, and figure out how to thread the needle. Because you have, as the principle, as your essence, you have this completeness about yourself, but in the aspect of bringing something through, which the idea of bringing something of the sun, or from the Godhead, or something down through into life that touches, and shifts, and changes life, that aspect of bringing something through, from inner into outer, that awakening process that breaks one out of a type of density, that’s the responsibility and role of the teacher.

And if you continue to fumble and go off on this tangent, and that tangent, the teacher suffers because he has taken on that responsibility. So it’s an awkward thing, because the teacher chooses those that he’s willing to work with. And then, once he’s done that, he can’t just throw them away. He has to work with guiding them forward. And he has to suffer the price of them when they fumble and stumble, because, somehow or another, he has an adamant quality about himself that is transmitted across into everyone that he works with, in terms of a way in which they are to unfold, they being him and him being them.

And that is a very, very amazing and peculiar chemistry. Now, that happens whenever you get the teacher’s attention, The way the teacher puts it, it’s like something then gets transmitted to God with that look. And once that has happened, I’m the only one that can change that. Unless I do something really radical and wrong, that doesn’t change. The teacher is required to continue.

Now what we’re talking about is basically the masculine principle working with something that is a completeness in manifestation. Because this works slightly differently between the masculine and the feminine in creation. The principle of sight is worked with directly, in terms of the feminine, to awaken a completeness. The principle of a knowingness, or a wisdom, is worked in terms of getting the masculine to catch up with the wisdom of themselves – as they are in creation.

But it all is the working of a higher order of oneself, which is considered the teacher, or the principles that work with us from that higher self, or other side, that has to break itself out of its trance and nausea.

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swad4If we are looking for a job, we are usually hired to fill the need of some corporate situation; i.e., we are the answer to that need. So, when we ask ourselves the question: why am I here?, we can say the same thing. We are the answer to a need of the universe at this time. We may not know exactly what that means, or entails, but, if we stay open in our lives, we will listen to the urges and feel the nudges that can take us to where we need to be – and are meant to be. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So this is going on, with its complexities, because sometimes you don’t move all in one direction, you can go other directions. But sometimes, as I said, you don’t move or get involved at all. And then just about near the end of the day, when I think it’s time to go home, I notice my dad has gone into it looks like an agency that has a casting call for people for parts. And that’s what it feels like sometimes we’re doing is it’s like we get calls for things.

So I’m surprised to see dad do that. So I want to make sure what that agency’s like, and then I suddenly hear that that agency, if you go in there and you get a call, you don’t get to go home or anything, they just send you right off. And apparently they picked dad as one of the people, they’re going to be sending him to Japan.

Well, even though the agency maybe is closed, but I walk through the door and they seem to let me, and whoever’s ever with me, in. I guess they’ll talk to us for some parts they have, too. It gives me a second to just check in with dad. But he says he’s always wanted to revisit Japan.

But I noticed somebody that’s with that group, they kind of fall down a hill as they’re taking them down to put them on a bus or something. A few people go over to help him. I’m not sure about it, but I realize I just have to respect that if he wants to go to Japan, but I’m still interested in checking out what’s happening with the agency. So I’m staying in the waiting room to see if I get a call to check them out. Anyway, that was when I woke up.

John: So your dad in this example represents the higher self, represents an energy coming into life, that in the totality of whatever it is that is needing to wake up in life has no idea what that is, necessarily, other than the fact that he is coming into life.

So, he goes to an agency to see what what it is that is there for him, and he has his ideas about how to act out, perhaps, but when he goes into the agency none of that works out quite like he might have imagined. Because it is recognized, and he has to recognize, that he has chosen to come to the agency to be placed, in life, not according to his personal predilections, but in relationship to whatever the need might be.

Now, deep down, his needs is the agency’s need, he just doesn’t know that. And so, when he comes to the agency, the need is for him to go and awaken something in the east. In other words, to open something up so that something more can transpire.

So all of that is part of you, and you see this going on, and you have your focus and attention on things that have to do with your dad, the nobility of something that is necessary and needed in life. And so you yourself are sitting there saying, okay, my turn. In other words, you get the hint – aha – you’re looking to follow traditional things as well.

So let’s put that in relationship to three ways of acting. There are those those that come into life and try to figure out what their piece of the action is. And so they’re trying to look and see what’s going on, and how they can carve that out – uniquely for themselves – in the most personal way. In other words, they think that they’re acting on the problem before it had become a problem, that way they are able to act in the hiddenness as if they’re hiding a piece of the action, and being able to develop a personal.

And then there are those who come into life and they’re not necessarily sure what they want to do. But as they look around, and are affected by the ups and downs of things happening in manifestation, they figure out a way of acting in accordance with that. Those can be interesting and very good people, but their appeal, in terms of their attention, only goes so far. It is only something that is recognized and seen by those who have the same similitude with them, that function in life in that same regard.

Then there’s a third type that comes down into life, and this third type is purposely veiled, so that they don’t even know they’re in an amnesia. And they’re wandering around, pondering how it is that they’re supposed to be. And, as circumstances would have it, something is pent up inside of them. Something is latent.

So when they go into the agency of things they get sent, or commissioned, to do this, that, or the other only to find out that what awakens there is something that isn’t what they, deep down, find that they really kind of would have liked to have done. They just didn’t quite get it at the time that they came down. They didn’t realize that there was that importance, latent and hidden.

And so, when they act, they are acting in the midst of things that is already all askew, and all astir. They’ve come down to the agency, and instead of having their idea of how to contend with things, the overall effect of it all is already in full swing. And so they get placed where they’re neither east nor west, where they take in the beginning and the end, simultaneously, and that’s what they really wanted to do all along.

And that is what is going on in life right now, in terms of how things are shifting. That’s how the shift is occurring. And that’s why hardly anybody notices it, or sees it, because they’re inclined to work in either the first way, or the second way.

The first way is the most personal, that’s where you are carving out your piece of the action. The second way is in-between, where you’re doing your concept of spiritual things. You have your idea of why you came here, and what you’re going to do, and what you’re not going to do – and so you’re bicycling about.

And the third way is, deep down, you really don’t want any of it; you want something else. But you don’t know what it is that you want. And so that pent-up quality, then, is something that shakes, and comes in, whether you want to call it a type of longing, however you want to call it, and, as a result, what ends up opening up is something that can effectually do the work. And it is hidden, and it is protected. And when it surfaces and gets placed, it is what you really wanted to do and didn’t know it.

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1211Our dreams offer us an opportunity to communicate with all the different aspects of ourselves: the masculine and the feminine, the fearful and the adventurous, the extrovert and the introvert. And those communications are designed for one reason: to help bring those aspects into alignment so that we can have the most important inner communication, which is between our higher self and our lower self. This is the path that leads us to the true meaning of “know thyself.” (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, the earliest dream I remember, it was like I was a fairly small person in this bed, like just a foot or so high, and then there was this taller person, that’s maybe four feet or so tall, that’s sitting up on that side of the bed.

And I feel like there’s a mirror of him on this side of the bed, and the thing about him is that he has like a swath of almost looks like stardust or something, that kind of goes through one eye, and comes up, and swirls over the other eye. It has like this wave pattern.

So my sense is I can take, with the person on the left here, it’s almost like I can be down here like he’s sitting up in the bed, and I can be right below him, and do something, kind of climb up a bit, and do something that changes that stardust wave in his eyes from a gold to like a silver color.

But when I go over to that side of the bed, and try to work with that kind of wave of stardust, I can’t seem to shift the color. So it’s like I think that’s why I wake up, because there’s this frustration of something that I’m trying to shift there, that I can’t quite shift.

John: That’s another way of portraying the dilemma in life, in which, in manifestation, things have developed a certain quality by which they function. In other words, a set of values, which is represented by the person on your left, and then you having a relationship with those set of values – to whatever degree you have that relationship – is you in a smaller capacity in the outer.

But in order for something more profound to open up, there has to be the acknowledgement, the recognition, of the other levels of yourself that aren’t just this little kind of balancing act collage, between the left and then yourself. They also have to include that quality on the right; and the quality on the right is connected to an aspect of light – and they don’t come together.

What does come together is some semblance that seems palpable, in terms of the quality on the left, and yourself, but the other part that is sitting in kind of a stardust capacity, or in other realms, that need is not being brought through. And that is a need, even though you could describe that need as a catching up with qualities of a greater wholeness of yourself. And you could call that something that exists on the vibratory level of your beingness, that’s where your need is at, and you can even depict it as other levels, or other beingnesses, of yourself. That’s what that stardust quality is.

But you have caught up with what you are able to cope with, between that aspect that’s kind of a shadow part of it, and yourself. You’ve caught up with enough of it in order to cope, but then there still is this so much more. And the dilemma is the so much more, just like it has to come into your being, it also has to come into the being of the world. And it’s not coming into the being of the world.

And when you take and you agitate this quality, to try to see if you can simulate it into the being of the world, you’re apt to cause collateral damage. The dilemma that Lewin has created off of the first day is he actually shook things to a depth, even though he said that it would be nice to go into the light and all this, that, and the other, beings of light, which is the way we would be you know in another loci, he simulated something fairly close. And, just like he indicated, that if he was to do something like that now it would drive everybody crazy.

It can’t be done yet. He did to a certain degree, and whenever you take and you affect the outer by something that is a little more than what it’s willing to take in, or ready to take in, you set off a reverb in the opposite direction. You set off a type of defense mechanism. And after his talk he set off a defense mechanism, and now he’s going to have to solve it. It doesn’t appear to be that way. Everybody relates to this as a very, very high thing that happened, and they were really blown away and whatnot, but he set in motion something that’s a recoil. Can you feel the recoil?

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