Posts Tagged ‘higher self’

Letting go of our personal psychologies and defense mechanisms is important for a number of reasons. Firstly, they may not be a true representation of who we are, or who we want to be, but are a vestige of a reality that might no longer exist. Second, they often work on an unconscious level, so being aware of their outplay helps us evolve. And thirdly, they often create an inner blockage to other, and greater, possibilities. So while on a subtle level we think we are protecting ourselves, we are also limiting what the future can bring in for us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Another little aspect of the dream that I had was, first of all, of course, I had just remembered the very first part. The second part was that where I was at was something very enticing and soothing and interesting, and I declined that and went back and found these empty rooms, of which there were the babies in them. 

But the very first part, that I forgot about, was that I went off to one side and was told there was a person that was asking about me. And so I was curious. That’s interesting, they’re asking about me. And what they were doing was, they were commenting about the fact that they were overhearing me talking all the time. 

And so this woman that was telling me this was actually telling me this to indicate that it wasn’t that they were asking about me because they were interested in something, they were asking and inquiring about me because they were offended by the fact that, in the atmosphere, I was always talking all the time. 

And then there was another aspect in which there was a process that had to be dealt with, or gone through, in terms of the connectivity. And so it was kind of like what Dean does where he breaks people up into doing practices or something. And so, in this particular case, we were required to break up into groups of three. 

And so I kind of hang back just a second, because my inclination is to break out with people that are interesting, and so I end up in a group where it just kind of fumbles together by accident. And it’s in that group, it’s from the shrediments of this group that there’s the catalytic process that confronts or challenges the manner in which I am striking out too much – which was my very first part. 

And then there was the middle part where I now decline the activities in the area that are interesting to me, that catch my attention. And I go off and back to one side, and, lo and behold, think I’m going into empty rooms, but all of the bedrooms I find back there are full of babies like a nursery. And it’s through that quaint aspect of oneself that one comes to recognize something so much more. 

In other words, I’m describing, in my sleep dream, a system by which you catch up with what the theme of the dreaming was about. And, of course, the theme of the dreaming was about going out and getting away from an aspect of where one’s personal mannerism is out in the open in a personal active way or something, is engaged in some way. And for me, it works by going off to one side.

For you, it works by taking and getting involved in something that moves energy around to the point where the East and the West, and the West and the East suddenly there’s no personal and something can come to you – as opposed to you thinking that you’re going to find it.

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The higher energies are, the more rejecting they are of lower contaminants, because they simply cannot intermix with lower states. The angelic realms are like this: if we want to be with angels, we must grow the angelic aspects of ourselves to create a safe ecology, for them, in us. As humans we will always be amidst the lower, so it is part of our development to not be brought down by the lower, but to avoid it – if we cannot help lift it up. This is the way our development helps us navigate our incarnation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: My dreams last night we’re about this intolerance pushed to an extreme. So, in the meditation dream, I noticed the way the vibrational energetics are when in a collective collaboration. You get to the point where you can see what is collective, and then you could say you know that you have your own way. 

Usually, when a subtle recognition is needed, a person has access as an inner depth of themselves, which is distinct from the overall condition of light and darkness thrown together, rhythm is the name of the game. You house all of these parts, and there’s nothing wrong with the collective if there’s something in the collective that comes up and gets a hold of you, that’s just kind of how it is. But if it gets a hold of you to the point where you can’t come out of it, then there’s a problem. 

Otherwise, it’s just an aspect or part just like you have the angelic part, you can’t park there, or the Jinn part, you can’t park just there, or the shamanistic part, you can’t just try to put the whole world in that. A human being is everything, so much more. 

If you don’t take the wholeness of yourself, and accept the wholeness in every regard, then you’re apt to have a mannerism towards reactive aspects. And when you have that, you tend to cause them to come out. And, when they come out, they destroy a potential awareness from occurring. 

In other words, you manifest what you don’t want to manifest when you push off too hard. You have to have light hands about everything and realize that you are all of the things that are going on. And you can’t steer yourself, try to do spiritual things, thinking that that’s the answer. You are everything. 

So what I am talking about is the general state of things for a person who has a long way to go before they are able to catch subtle nuances. In other words, you have a long way to go if you throw yourself in this motif direction, and that motif direction. The subtle nuances include things that you’re inclined to have a repudiated attitude towards. 

So I’m talking about a person who is able to recognize the subtle distinctions, but is not able to carry the pristineness of their being into the collective consciousness with dignity. In other words, we have the gross, we have the dense, we have to take it all on. 

So what is going on? I am talking about the capability of knowing the distinctions from a person who has yet to reach various points. Knowing the distinctions; don’t take and push off something that is haywire, there’s always something about it that’s significant, that’s important.

And we do this in relationship to how we see others, and we do this in terms of how we tend to catch up with what we think we know that we see in terms of ourselves. So in terms of a person capable of knowing the subtle inner and outer distinctions, I am noticing that when they are a person who is still intolerant of others because of an inner wound in the way, a clash occurs.

What occurs when a person who has a long way to go before they are able to be conscious, in terms of inner and outer, matches up with a person with an intolerance wound afflicting their heart, which is a series of reactions that don’t go anywhere. 

So, essentially, the meaning of this is a human being is a tangled mess that is always in need of sorting out, sorting things out from the malaise. The malaise includes everything, positive and negative. We don’t know what’s negative; we think we know what’s negative. And we find a lot of agreement in terms of what we think we know. But, none of that matters. That’s the problem: holding on to any of that gets us into a dilemma.

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Roberto Weigand

There are certain changes that are subtle and incremental, such that we’re almost unaware that they’re happening. Other changes, however, are more dramatic and we know we’ll never be the same again. If we think of this in esoteric terms, we might say that the incremental changes are all the things that happen to us at a particular frequency or vibration. When something monumental happens, it might be coming from a different and higher octave. At first we just get a glimpse, but then a shift happens and we are moving toward a new level. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So in the meditation dream a change is needed in life, and the change has to do with two people. And it’s between two people. And the way that the two people work together to affect something that is possible on a larger scale. 

So the two people are probably my shadow and myself, the shadow being the part that I fight things with, or maybe even the truth, and the other part I fight some part that has to be resolved and pulled together. So as one of the two, I say, I will go all the way; you decide, there’s nothing to hold me back. 

Because the unfoldment is in manifestation, the tendency is to think about the need in terms of not being an unlimited overall, but in terms of a constant percent that is like an interest rate. In other words, what I mean by this is I start off seeing this as knowing that I have this sense of something that just completely obliterates everything, in terms of it being a quality that just sweeps everything up. But I don’t see that. Instead, what I see, or first learn, which is to my surprise, about how things change in terms of the capacity for change, is that if I am willing to let go then something sets up to what the other part of myself wants. 

And so it starts off with just working with it in a small capacity way in which the person can let go to say 10%. In other words, they can allow something to happen, without having to question it, or think about it, or quibble with it, they can separate that 10% from maybe the other 90% of their nature and just let this 10% flow. 

And what I see is that this 10%, as a freeness, even has a quality of light about it; it’s a really, really bright light. This 10% is like an octave that is like a prism of myself. That part gets really really bright to almost it’s an invisible light. And it exudes. And, as a light like that, you know that nothing can touch it. The other colors of myself are still affected by things. 

And so when I come to grips with that, whatever that emptiness is, is a merged change. It’s automatic because there’s nothing else visible, or involved anymore, it’s gone. Yet at the same time, I can see a contraction because the darker part of myself still is there. In other words, part of the other 90% going to various degrees of getting darker. The light permeates almost like the sweeping in toward the center where the 10% is invisible light, like on the heart center. But then the rest of it gets darker and darker as it goes to the outer. 

And that’s where I see a contraction yet in which there is a set way and a protectiveness by the personal. So, what I come to know as possible is dependent on what the other person can let go and do. Some part of myself is observing this, whether the shadow observing it in me, or me observing it in the shadow. And when the 10% comes into being, the other part of myself has to go into the 10%. 

The change is dependent upon this effect coming through. There is no equivocating with this kind of light, it automatically is so. Or, to put this another way, because a true letting go is seen as a brightness of light, this being I am fluid in letting go until nothing remains on the physical plane. 

So this meditation dream points out that a newness between beings is based upon that coming together of light as the physical density that exudes its limitation falls away. But the deeper meaning is that objects are a hint in terms of how it is we are able to become a receptive tool to note kind of the light of our greater beingness, and to do it naturally.

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