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What Beckons

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There is a time when the bird needs to leave the nest. However we make our journey, on whatever path, there will come a moment where no teacher or elder can help us, we must forge a pathway on our own. Because we are all unique individuals, there cannot be a cookie-cutter repetition of someone else’s journey. We can follow them for a while to gain understanding and wisdom, but that knowledge can only be applied to our path by us. And there are no shortcuts around this – if we want to go further. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, this is the next one: there is work being done in the corridor outside of the condo unit. The work has the invisible effect of somehow affecting things on the other side of the wall. 

The first time it happens I just treat it as an anomaly. The second time it chews up a chart that I made in terms of taxation. This makes me livid; I wanted to keep this chart. I go over to Dan to complain. I’m in my robe. I disturb him as he is coming out of a shower. He puts on a robe; our probes are identical. He says there is another way to look at or approach things, so this is not that big of an issue. 

Meaning: when affected by what is going on in an inner into outer way, I am being shown and told to learn to pay attention to what is behind it all. There is more intertwining than that which seems apparent. I must maintain a balanced demeanor to face this. If balanced, I will come to see and know more of what I am meant to see and know.

In other words, you’ll do it from yet another level, instead of just the trance, or the mannerism. 

The next one is, I’m explaining to a person that I learned to go into areas, like a vault in a courthouse, and locate things there – that is not ordinarily done. Upon learning how to do this, I was sent off by the teacher that showed me how to do this to be on my own. I felt badly about that at the time. I viewed this teacher as being like a second father. He made something up that wasn’t true and sent me away. 

What was going on? This is how the training is designed to be most effective when the time has come for a step on another level to be made. This part can’t be done by the teacher. This is up to each of us to find, if we’re able. In other words to start shifting to other levels. That happened when I was really young. That was amazing.

And in this one I go into a bedroom and notice something amiss about the bed. I see toys sticking out from under the covers that should be put away. As I begin to pick them up to put them away, suddenly I see little hands. There’s a little boy secretively playing on his laptop computer under the covers where he thinks he is hidden. 


Meaning: to experience what is hidden opens up other levels of potential awareness discreetly hidden from view. This is an unfoldment that awakens on its own. To leave it alone is best. In other words, it hears what is beckoning and this should unfold quietly.

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Lost Rooms

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We see how our dreams describe our interior life like a house: sometimes there is a basement, or multiple floors, or dusty attics. Sometimes they show one-room apartments and sometimes huge mansions, elegant or even ramshackle. Today we see a lost and neglected room being rediscovered by the dreamer. Why would that be? Our interior rooms could be neglected because of fears, because of wounds, or even because we no longer have the key to access the space. That key might even be an aspect of our higher self awaiting our arrival at a new level. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Now, there’s one thing that isn’t clear about that. So I had to have a room dream in order to make it clear that there’s something more. 

And so this starts off where I’ve walked into this room that I hadn’t been in for ever and ever; didn’t even really know that it existed before. And in this room is a guy that I employ that’s kind of a strange kind of person: he stutters, he slurs, he’s not really with the program. 

I had hired this guy to put in the wood flooring in this bedroom, and it’s a bedroom that’s just all in an upheaval, but wood floors are going to bring it around. And it’s like, even as I walk in there, it’s like I haven’t really paid any attention to before as if it doesn’t exist, or is extraneous in some fashion. 

And so I trust the guy that’s in there, he knows what he’s doing, even though he is an odd-type person, appearance-wise. And that kind of saddens me that it’s like that for him in life. So I take out a tape measure – I’ve got to take possession is my concept, I guess, of whatever it is, and however it is that you are, or what you have or whatever that is I take out a tape measure to measure the size of the room. He says, why bother? It is not necessary. I say, I’m just interested to see what it is. So I stretch my tape out to 25 feet and it’s still a couple feet on one side. 

And it’s at that moment I stop and say, you’re right, it doesn’t matter. I just didn’t want to go to the trouble to make the mental notes of it because it was chopped into little spots here and there and whatnot. Plus my tape measure, I had to add and I had to make it more complicated as opposed to just see it and accept it. 

So, the meaning is, I do not need any information to access the more of myself that I am. In other words, like why would you take a tape measure of it? To take possession I just need to let it happen. 

What I am doing is not for personal reasons. In other words, you don’t do this to go somewhere for personal edification; that sort of thing is kind of irrelevant. If something more can be there, great. But, if you try to think about it, that’s where you get your priorities twisted. 

So, in the dream, I am realizing that the reason I didn’t know about or take care of this before is I forgot how to reach this part of myself. That’s kind of like, maybe it’s more important: not trying to take and incorporate that in terms of some sort of detail or whatever. Yes, to look at it, to see it – because I can still see it. To look at it, and to see it. But, again, I took too much of a headiness about it is not important. It is that sort of thing that a less sophisticated side of myself is just fine. 

So the deeper meaning is it’s about the part of myself that has been unconsciously neglected for so long that I have lost touch. I am being shown that the access to this part of myself is what is important. Details in terms of size and shape just get me twisted up again. 

The theme of the dreaming last night was, you’re coming into looking at something, but you’re tending to look at it in terms of some sort of bias, or mannerism, demeanor, attitudes, whatever that you’ve adopted that keeps you from actually seeing it for what it really is.

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Draining the Account

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When we feel tired we tend to blame ourselves or our immediate surroundings: we stayed up too late, we got up too early, the dog started barking, we’ve got a lot on our minds. But the energy of our higher self also gets drained by the emotional entanglements we feel when we get personally involved in events around us, or from interactions with others. Each of these is like a detour that makes our journey longer – and the longer our journey the more fuel we require. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in my earliest dream, I’m living in a house and it feels like a two- or three-storey house. And I have one bedroom on an upper layer, maybe just above that is a room where a little man lives that’s been teaching me some martial arts. He’s almost in the attic, I think. 

And he just has a certain time of day or night that he’ll pick and I meet him, and then he’s giving me lessons. But he may pick some really odd times, and then I have to do something like go through these drawers and find something to wear. And sometimes the drawers I’m looking through are on the floor I’m on, and sometimes they’re down on the ground floor in another room where a cousin comes and stays – because I know going into the room once and trying not to wake up my cousin while I found a drawer and opened up two or three drawers trying to find something I could wear for the lesson.

At some point, some kind of ruffian-type people that know this guy come to the house, and they do something to drive him out. And, while they’re gone, one of them is up in his room stealing stuff and having people wire him money orders that are essentially stealing my teacher’s money. And he even has a woman up there who’s helping him. And he has one or two friends that are in the house that are trying to intimidate everybody while he’s up there doing that. And I get really furious about this, I’m not going to allow him to do it – everybody else just seems to be letting it happen. 

And I go up and I think I kind of bully the woman out. I see that they have these like money orders that have been wired into the room. This is the form they’re taking stealing from him. As soon as they get them all gathered up, they’re going to leave. So I pick these transfers of money or whatever they are up and tear them up, which makes this guy want to come after me now, and I go down to the ground level floor where I feel I might have a little more protection. But I seem kind of adamant that I’m not going to let them get away with it and don’t understand why everybody else is. 

John: So they’re draining his account and your whole scenario was the various types of clothes that you kept in different areas of the house for whatever area you’d be doing the tai chi in. So you had to have the clothes ready all the time. 

So you basically had clothes to wear on every level, and he lived at the very top of the house. And so now they’re trying to drain the money from the top of the house. So the money represents psyche, and the various clothes that you wear, that are part of being impacted for these classes, that’s the matter that is being affected by the psyche. And so on all of these different levels you’re having to contend with the way the psyche affects the matter. 

In other words, you have to wear these clothes to be energized to do this sort of thing. He brings this down from a high level, but somehow or another that’s being drained. Why is it being drained? 

If you take psyche energy and it goes out there and doesn’t affect matter, it doesn’t have a rapport with matter, in other words it’s not sustainable or maintainable, then it gets drained. It’s like if you’re trying to talk to someone who is really, really dense, and you’re talking to them in a way that is stirring a lot of energy and they keep blowing it and shorting out, they’re going to drain you. I mean, that’s how that would be in an active sense, but this is something in an inner sense with you. 

So you’re affected by psyche energy that’s affecting the matter of things, but yet something is still happening that’s causing you to get drained. Something is taking the energy or usurping the energy, that you need, in order to pull the inner into the outer – or the psyche into matter – in order to maintain a proper rapport. It’s not a dialogue, it’s a rapport; it’s a connective rapport. 

And so you have to look at that. Like during the day you’re coming and you’re hitting exhaustion levels sooner than you should be hitting them; you’re feeling drained. And, occasionally, you’re almost like acting like you need something to pull that back together. But then when you take and you go and you do the tai chi, your focus and your attention in terms of doing all of that, and working with this guy, is an affliction. It’s a process by which something is being enhanced, is being filled, is catching the chi, or the psyche energy, even, if you want to call it that. 

But then something occurs in which you’re not able to maintain, you’re not holding on to it, you’re getting drained, which means you’ve got something askew in terms of the relatability. 

So your dream is portraying where you’re at in terms of a process. It means that you are developing access and qualities that are opening up on many different levels. But, at the top level, where it really counts, and where it has to continue to be maintained and sustained, there’s a dissipation going on. So that level is a level that you haven’t quite ca

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