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heart66.jpgIt is easy to forget that humans are designed to connect to the guidance they need to be in service to what created them. We may not know exactly what we are doing, but we can connect to things that do. We have all experienced an instant knowing when we are under some sort of pressure, and that type of knowing can be there for us much more of the time. But we have to quiet the noise and distractions, and the emotional yo-yo-ing, to be with it. It is a stress on our entire system when we deny using our faculties the way they were meant to be used. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: My meditation dreams have been miserable for a number of days, but they do set the theme so I have to go along with that. And when I come to sleep I’m always concerned that anything can happen, or if I can even fall asleep or whatever. Last night wasn’t a problem of falling asleep, but the difference in my sleep is I’m hearing cues, and getting kind of directives, even though I’m not very good at paying attention to them, or following them, or holding onto them even.

And, as a consequence, it seems to be like a kind of reverse going on in that my meditation dreams are the epitome of being cut off a little bit; nothing comes through with the kind of clarity or loudness that it used to. It comes through the dreams louder, and it’s as if I have introduced a confusion or discombobulation that I’m having to sort out, and don’t necessarily know how to put my finger on it, but it is getting sorted out.

So in my meditation dream I was looking at ways to better connect. I was trying to feel those means. The idea behind the flow within was to oblige a connection I felt was necessary in order to serve a purpose.

The problem I am having in doing this is when my heart is heavy, like it is now, I am struggling to see anything at all. The significance is I need to have an inner guidance, but dialing this in has its problems. One, if there is a heaviness in my nature I am too groggy and burdened to get it. I do not have the open space in my nature that I need. I am dulled on the burdened heart as a veil, and am not able to pull out clear images.

Two, when I pull out clear images I am struggling, I have the opposite effect, where I can now then go from a denseness to an over transcendent expanse, and so I’m struggling to not be so cavalier and transcendent such that I can’t take the heartfelt meaningfulness needed into life, to change the surrounding, and open up its capacity.

And three, when more internally collected or put together, so to speak, so that I’m able to get it, in other words, first I went to one extreme, and then I went to another extreme, and now I’m kind of going back to kind of a middling. So when I am more internally collected so that I’m able to get it, I am not able to hear this in an interconnected way, in other words, not loud enough in an interconnected way, so that it becomes readily obvious. Things still quibble and fight it in their denseness, and there’s a way of sweeping through and absorbing the denseness.

I have to do it in a way that doesn’t overpower or short others out. I need to better know how to embrace the space within. In other words, this is a quality of the way you carry an exuding auric nature to facilitate, to smooth the ready acceptance and experientiality of the intended touch.

And then four, four goes back to kind of like, okay, if something is still off then you’re not actually physically at ease, which means then that the heart is having trouble embracing the soul in terms of an intended focus, which means that the heart is still overburdened.

For example, in my meditation dream, I wavered about noticing myself sitting there having to struggle to connect to an experiencing from within because a loud body sensation was making it hard to set that effect aside. The process has to do with letting go of the heaviness inside so a remorseful and self-indulgent nature doesn’t get in the way, or overwhelm. There has to be a joy and a grounded optimism going hand in hand, as well as the undifferentiated, intertwined heart. I remain shielded not able yet to properly bridge a gap.

Observation: What I am noticing is that a breakthrough shift involves the in-depthness of a human being. In other words, you don’t do it through skimming along in the outer. You have to do it by having accessed something really deep inside and brought it into a being that aurically transmutes.

The process occurs when a human being sets aside the misaligned impediments, is a way of saying it, so that you don’t have the crisscrosses that short out your effectiveness. It is the sole role of a teacher to provide the space needed for this occur. And see, the interesting thing about it is, this is all the teacher does. The teacher doesn’t go out and make the changes in the world, the teacher makes the changes in the human being because it’s the human being that has to do it, not the teacher.

The teacher must remain somewhere else and cannot come crashing down like a human being. Therefore, when a teacher goes out on a limb trying to influence something in the outer in a subtle way, that is asking for trouble. Most teachers know better than to do that, and those who do do that it’s part of a teaching to get others to try to see something – because the inner teacher reveals in a quiet way that doesn’t violate free will.

So the wish is, hopefully, what I will experience at a program this weekend will bring me back to a heartfelt connection of inner to outer more succinctly. The digressions are exhaustive and violate the connective flow. It is a hard lesson for me to realize that a digression always involves a personal transgression. To realize this appropriately, I must be attuned to a connective process within which keeps me safe and properly aligned.

Again this is a quality that you carry, and it’s really about a type of listening center, and the fact that you’re not quite pulling it in and you have like little deviations one, two, three, and four like I explained. Close, but deviations. In other words, it’s like everything is talking all the time to a human being. They just need to get to the point where they recognize what that is as an energetic that is outside of the mind; and everyone else just hears and sees the basic minutia of things.

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Dance-of-Life-2

Kathy Hatt

When a particular human shows themselves to be gifted in a certain way, we tend to view that as the luck of the draw. But it’s closer to the truth to understand that we are all fully gifted, and that all things are available to us, because it’s all an aspect of our human design. What is different is the connections individuals have, some are more natural than others – they haven’t been veiled to a skill or ability. It is, however, our bad luck to have been born into a world that discourages this truth in us, making it a much more difficult journey to connect with our naturalness. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, I had one main dream, and in this dream it feels like back in time because we’re all living in these caves. They don’t feel primitive though. They’re like huge rocks, and you feel like there’s probably desert nearby.


And I must have come more to the caves and there’s a man that reminds me a little of you but he kind of watches. I go into an area of the cave, it’s like a series of caves. They’re very huge, you know, and it’s like I go into an area of cave around some boulders which is where he was, and he has this big lion that walks near him which scares people.

But I go over there because I’m kind of attracted to that because I have the sense the lion will look after me in a way, so whenever I’m in the cave I’m always going over to where the lion is, or wondering where the lion is, or sleeping over near there where the lion is – because I have the sense the lion watches… you know, I’m safe when the lion’s around. And it was just kind of a neat feeling.

John: What the lion typified, and what the lion represented, was a vibration of oneness. In other words, the cave setting is a setting that stripped out the complexity of things, because outside of the cave there was nothing but a kind of desert, or an expanse of nothing.

And in the cave you had a masculine, and you had a feminine, but the masculine and feminine have one thing in common. They both appreciated or worked with the lion and, in that sense, that lion came together to symbolize and represent a singularity or a oneness.

That’s how you imaged it as an image of which there is a lot of deeper meaning behind it because in the oneness, in the coming together, that whole aspect of the lion was just a presence, just a simplistic thing. There was nothing to do. I suppose you could have the hunter gatherer mentality, but the lion embodied it all as a vibration.

And so the beginning and the end were captured in the essence of this lion. And so, as a consequence, the soul of it all was best represented in this image as the lion. And so the feminine trait and the masculine trait all came together in this oneness as a lion.

And so if the full meaning of something like this little simple dream were to be probed out and stated directly, it would not make any sense to what you see functioning currently. In other words, the lion as a completeness and as a wholeness, as an innerness, in a place in which if there’s an outerness it’s an emptiness because this does it, it represents, it has reached a wholeness that, without there being a wholeness, you would still have the issue of beginning and end, in other words what to do? It’s in between.

But as a wholeness there is no drama, there is no play, it all comes together, and the epitome of that is the lion. It all comes together. You’re caught up with all of the power or all of whatever it is that brings it all together, which if you were to have broken a feminine trait off of that you would say that it is coming into its full over sweeping of things in life, emanation in life. And if you were to talk about the masculine as if you could break that away from the lion, you would be talking about it carrying the seed of all there is in its being.

So the two come together as one, so that is why the journey, as it’s described in terms of the process of going to a consciousness is really an alone to alone, which is the same thing as saying that, in the end, you find out that the beginning and the end are one and the same.

So that means that the journey is an illusion that you take. So what prompts this illusion? Well, it is because somehow or another you’re not outside of the chains of density, or magnetism, that creates and facilitates the senses and the mind’s way of trying to grasp things, all of this leading then to a thread of trying to go between two points, beginning and end, or to try to reconcile masculine and feminine, or to try to reconcile expanse and contraction, or to try to reconcile inner and outer, when ultimately there is nothing going on, when ultimately it all comes together as a completeness and as a wholeness from the very, very beginning.

It births that way, it can birth that way, and therefore what it serves or does is free of any veils. If it’s fully birthed without the veils, without the dance, without the variances, without the karmic overtone and overload that comes in that has to do with bloodlines and the way things are thrown around in terms of how the outer is, if it’s free of that, then it’s automatically in a oneness. And so then it would be the epitome of the idea without having to be clothed in any fashion right from the get go, which might have been, might have been, the essence of the Garden of Eden before the deviations started playing out that created the veil.

Everything would have been just in its full naturalness, a naturalness that was provided for at every turn as a wholeness; the beginning and the end would be there. There would be no birthing, there would be no deathing, birthing and service in a sense are kind of the flip sides of the same coin in that there is an action, and then a reaction, as a consequence of the two that play in between the beginning and the end.

When the end is towards doing something, that you would call a service, that’s marching towards an end to reach a completion. And the birthing is a beginning, you take both of those out and you have the oneness in which nothing exists, nothing is going on.

So what you did in your dream is you visualized the lion as the representative of that which cannot be talked about because we don’t perceive things like that. We perceive things as some sort of awakening to a consciousness, instead of realizing that it is all here. But I guess you would have to say that it has to awaken because we have gotten to the point where we are not being who we are, and haven’t been who we are, and there’s no way for us to be who we are as a divine entity coming into life because things were skewered, skewered in terms of bloodline synapses that have issues that have to be gone through, skewered by the outer senses that depict something that throws a doubt on what is really real.

There are some children for example that actually see their guiding angels or whatever it is, that quality of themselves, that is not affected by things, that is kind of protected. But the density of things says that that’s all malarky, and when the child gets beyond a certain age, if it was a type of child that had an awareness of something like that, then it all disappears, it all goes away.

Then you have a certain Indigo children that can do certain things as if somehow or another the illusion didn’t quite get fully pulled through. You know like you’ve got the boy, the Indigo child, that grew up south of Livingston that used to wander the hills and imagine this and imagine that by feeling something over and above and beyond, and whatever he depicted or wrote down in his imagination then was full of symbolism because he was really more attuned to what was real, and so his stories of the dragons and stuff like that was full of meaning.

You have people who can take and let’s say do a speed reading course with Evelyn Woods and suddenly realize that they go ten times faster, which makes no sense to anybody else, because they’re reading to remember because they know everything already. In other words, there isn’t this journey that they have to take. The beginning and the end of all that there is, in every regard, is something is quickened in them.

You’ve got people who break the gravity of time and space and can go back and can tell you, if you give them a date, what day of the week it is. That’s not possible. It can do mathematical things that defy common sense, or can repeat sequence of numbers in such an extreme, or do mathematics to such a degree, that there’s no way that you could have the limitations of the mind working off of senses at play.

In other words, the middle of things has somehow or another, in that regard, is not sitting there as a veil. You have people who can take and can sense through matter, can reach through matter. This is like a big, big subject in terms of a way of being that is meant to be, that is a destiny and potentiality for the human race. And if a oneness is truly given into mankind, this is where we’re going, is to a place in which the fullness is just there.

And so this idea of having to do anything, or to have to be in any particular way, or to have to overcome something, is all a song and a dance that doesn’t have to be there when one is able to fully be in what and how they are naturally.

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spaces_dlIf we think about the areas where fresh-water rivers meet the tides of saltwater seas, we can begin to understand the relationship we, as humans, must form with the higher energetic realms. What we seek to connect to is a finer energy than human life, but it cannot change itself to merge with us, only humans can change themselves to meet with things higher. That is one of the great gifts of human life. But it means we have to be right for them, not the other way around. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In my dream I have a distinct realization that I am returning to a place in which women affect and influence the atmosphere of the place. The sensation is that I am in some other zone, and then there’s this whole spatiality, or spirit energy, in between, and that spirit energy in between is like the stuff that kind of gets thrown out this way, and that way, and has to be sorted out. And if you collapse that, then you bring something from there into something here.

And so I have a lot of speeded up energy in my nature and find myself having to apologize for having been too flippant as I come into this place where the human energy holds a certain quality, a certain overall space. And being speeded up I say something that actually is deemed to be “No, that is not what you really mean.” And so you have to apologize because it’s not in honor with the space that the women are holding.

By doing that I close the gap of being so weak with my energy because of the distance of the in-between spirit nature. In other words, I’m from something else, then there’s this energy in between, and then there’s the feminine energy zone. And it’s this energy in-between that keeps this and the other from connecting, and it’s that that creates the commotion and stuff that creates the imbalance.

When I bring the energy back down to close the gap from being somewhere else, and using this gap in between as a veil or sifter, when I do this, this is when I have the memory of having been here before. And in this memory of having been here before, I realize that at that time I maintained this energetic in between and it didn’t quite feel right, but it was really wonderful if I could have maintained it, but I could remember it.

This time I’m able to let go of it. So, as I said, my problem then was that there was a part of myself that could see how it was to be in this place but only if I was able to keep the energetic veil that I carried as an in between transmitted vibratoriness. So, this vibratoriness kept me from letting go in this place to appreciate the beauty and wonder that is here.

But in all instances, including in this instance, I am welcomed, not rejected. My problem is in accepting the invitation. To do that I cannot relate from the energetic space, or the in-between that is, that I think I need to hold onto. And so when I do I insult the naturalness of the place and, like it or not, need to apologize for my behavior.

In the dream, apologizing is hard to do because there is a way of looking at how I am and liking this part of myself as I am, but when I pause and feel what it is truly like to be here in this place I notice how much I have suffered rationalizing this in-betweenness, which is kind of the zone in which you sort things out and figure things out – as if that was all controlling, but all that it does is try to establish particularities and patterns and such.

So if I bring this to this place I cannot be really here unless I am kind of aloof in this otherness energetic in between. So if I drop that, then there is this amazing cohesiveness that’s natural.

It is kind of like a dream of inner coming into outer, is what it kind of is, with this other that has got this whole dance in between of the mannerism between the two suddenly just dropping away, not having to be there. In other words, it’s a dream in which you feel the sensation of this in-between vibratory speeded energy. You see how that can go and have its way that is too much for something that is in the outer, and needs to be softened or turned in a way so that you pull right into the outer, so that it communes right into the outer.

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