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what-arngWhat does it tell us about life that our dreams are always trying to help us – in an impartial way? They don’t scold us, or punish us – the images are neutral to the subject, it is our reactions that we experience – but they do show us where we are and what we are wrestling with inside. It implies that there is some reference point that we are seen as being close to or far away from. And that reference point may have to do with our human possibility and purpose. Our inner life may know more about us than we consciously do. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In the next dream, I’m actually living in the airport, and it feels like I go out into life and come back to the airport a lot. I’m living in the airport with a number of other people.

And then there’s a point when it feels like we’re going to have some downtime, and I’m kind of observing what different people want to do. And I’ve gone out at one point and I realized I wanted to go across kind of a chasm, and there is a railroad track to my right that goes across, like a railroad bridge. And then where I am I could actually take a board that goes down into the chasm and kind of ride it, almost like a swing, to the other side and then it will swing back. You know, it sways to one side and the other.

But I realize it’s so far across that, although I could do it, I even have the sense I’ve done it before, it isn’t really the wisest way for other people to get across that space. So I kind of drop that idea, and then I have several men that seem to want to go spend some time with me; they’re going to take me out with their car because we have this downtime.

And then I’m observing one man who actually wants to go hang glide, and I’m telling him a place to go hang glide off Nova Scotia where it feels like I even know people who’ve done it in the past, or there was a point in time when I could do it. And then although I’m going to go out with someone later, it feels like I’ve taken someone else’s car for a minute and want to go down to a spot, but it’s a pickup.

When I get into it I don’t have a key, but I seem to be able to get it to start anyway. Then I go down the road and I kind of go down a hill at one point to almost like a picnic area, and I want to turn around and come back because I have a date for later, but I can’t get the pickup to run anymore, but I do get back somehow. I don’t know if I get back with the pickup.

Now that I’m back, and I have a date in awhile, I start talking to a couple of women in the house because I notice I have this problem with the heels of my feet, and the heels have suddenly become like a lot of little layers of skin that have become completely mushy. And I can even pull off one layer and underneath it it’s going to be very mushy, but I realize this is a condition that actually has a name, and one of the other people in the house that hasn’t left yet, or in the airport, is a nurse, and because it’s a condition that has a name I know I can kind of go to the nurse and probably figure out how to fix it but I have to go do that before I can go out on my date.

So I’m going off to find the nurse and I think that’s when I woke up.

John: So the best way to understand this dream is to look at the saying, that one of the definitions of God is: God exists between the perineum and the heart.

And so what you’re using for your in-between condition is living at the airport. And so when you then go out of the airport, initially you can take a little light with you and start a vehicle. But then that light quickly dissipates when you go away from yourself into the outer, and then the vehicle won’t run anymore.

And so you’re finding yourself… you have your notions as to what it is that is drawing your attention in the outer, but you’re meant to be at this in-between zone at the airport. And when you sit in this in-between zone, when you’re able to be in this in-between zone, you instead of mixing it up in life and getting involved in the activities of this, that, or the other kind of in this no man’s land, actually not really existing. You’re not able to actually exist in terms of a persona. You have to invisiblize yourself, or become empty.

When you’re able to do that you find something of value. You come back to this because there’s something of value there, and you’re not meant to go wandering off trying to do this, that, or the other. Your feet aren’t designed for that. I mean, yes, they’re designed to be caught in the illusion of wandering around in the outer, but just like you lose your light, that breaks down doesn’t it? Things break down for you, and you come back to this zone in order to get healed up again.

It’s an unusual dream in that you have to now put this together in relationship to the other dream. In the second dream you’re kind of like using the airport scenario as this emptiness place. In the prior dream you’re using the scenario between the airport and the airplane as the emptiness place. So when you put the two together, the zone between the plane and the actual airport is the place where you need to hold onto an invisibleness, or an emptiness, so that you’re not seen in some capacity that affects the well being of anyone, so they actually then have no problem looking at something about you, and seeing something about your light that they like, and you’re not going around trying to make the light glow because you’ve taken yourself out of the equation. You’re not pushing anything.

And so they then can easily come across and, to the degree to which there’s something about you that affects or touches them, to the degree that there is somehow a reflective process, that process, that quality, that aspect is really said as they being able to be in your heart. And that the experience is not one of trying to perceive outwardly, but the experience is one to reach a point where someone can actually be in your heart. You are such a non-threat or factor that they can abide in that, in terms of themselves, and that is what causes a coming to know something to happen.

But then you’re in the airport, and so in the airport you’re kind of on the cusp of this deeper awareness. And then in the airport where you’re coming and going and beating yourself up, tearing your feet apart, tearing your feet up, kind of knowing it doesn’t work that way, but not completely – as opposed to on the tarmac where your focus and attention is on avoiding the process of having to be something in terms of acceptance and relatability.

So the importance of the dream is to understand where this quality that flickers around in you is aiming at and coming from. So when you go around and you feel that deep down you really don’t want to relate to this, or get involved in that, and you want to feel more alone, where is that space coming from? That’s a vibration. That vibration is kind of coming from the fact that you know that what is best is when you don’t have to act out in any capacity one way or another. You don’t have to be on cue, because that is not what I’m about; I need a greater quietness, a greater silence.

For you to see yourself like that means that you’re going to be immediately exhausted and drained and confused and out of touch with yourself. So when you feel that kind of quality of a vibration inside of yourself, it is like a tuning fork inside of yourself. It’s like an echo of something seeking you, trying to access, trying to reach you. It’s like a quality, it’s like a hint in terms of how to be.

So that’s the importance of a dream like that is it tunes you in to kind of the energetic vibration that makes more sense than the vibration that’s always looking outward and trying to feel itself in relationship to the outer. That’s quite a dream. Gosh, it’s amazing that these dreams can be like this.

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Top-10-eWe are born into this world for a purpose, and that purpose has to do with the capabilities of our human design. Yet before we have a chance to awaken to that potential, we are educated to be a part of the culture. We are not designed to fit in here, on planet Earth, we are born here to learn how to fit into the universe. So, for ourselves and others, we make our spiritual journey as an example of the true possibility for a human life. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well I’m continuing to have trouble pulling out my dreams, but I seem to be more alert in them, so that at least I’m pulling out a scene or two.

I know that my dream when I woke up about 2:00 in the morning, I was at an airport. I almost feel like I’m a criminal or someone in this dream, and I’m on a plane on the tarmac. And there are people going back and forth, like between the plane and the airport, and going into the airport.

But it’s like I’m trying to do something to either distract, or blind, or get by authorities to get in the airport with a certain amount of energy, or a certain amount of something, but it’s like I have to do some kind of hoodwinking to do that. But it’s working with energy lines in a way when you do that, so that I can get in the airport and have more time as well.

And I’m trying to pull that off, and I’m not sure I do. But I’m trying.

John: The theme of the dreaming has to do with what is intended, or meant, to evolve or to come through, in terms of an awareness, a consciousness, that you’re able to have in life – or in manifestation.

How you’re to have that is not directed or explained in the dream. Instead, what the dream is just doing is looking at the amnesic condition. And I guess that kind of is interesting in terms of that being a good way for the feminine to function in terms of the overall. The masculine is always going to have to try to figure out the details of it, but for the feminine, you just are trying to figure out how to cover this overall space

And so in the dream, you’re seeing the distance, or what is involved to switch, or the changes, the adjustments that you have to make in order to be able to bring that across into the present, to go from the plane or tarmac into where everybody is at. In other words, how do you make that anew?

For you it’s about that transition. It’s kind of like saying that you’ve come here, meaning the plane, or whatever the quality is, like a soul coming down and taking on a physical body. I mean when you come here you’re kind of aloof or removed yet because you haven’t figured out how to intertwine, or to blend, or how to be.

The reason why the dream is saying it that way is that if you take and come from the tarmac to where they’re at, and figure out how to be in relationship to how they are, to adjust according to how they are, which is what everybody is trying to do, that that’s not quite right. Instead you have to come across in such a way so that how they all are… you’ve invisiblized yourself, but the activity and presence that they have is still somehow or another quickened, or enlivened, because you’re able to take it in to the heart.

In other words, you don’t take and go across from the tarmac to where they’re at having to figure out where they’re all coming from. In the dream you are recognizing that this is going to be awkward for you to come off the tarmac and have to make the accommodations and adjustments to relate to those who are inside the building. That means you’re going to have to have a certain persona, you’re going to have to have a certain demeanor, you’re going to have to make that work in relationship to how everybody else is. In other words, you’ve got to come down to their conditionality, their collective mannerism, so that you are able to be an acceptable component in that conditioned mannerism.

What the dream is saying is that the way you do that is you, instead of getting into the indulgence, of how you have to shift or change to bring that across, which means that involves having to play in a world of duality and see what is different over there so that you can then comport, instead you hold that empty space that you’re meant to have. In other words, your soul yet hasn’t taken in the conditions of the place. You are to hold that virginity, or that divinity, of yourself because you haven’t gone to the effort to incorporate or intertwine yourself with them and then therefore it be acceptable in the eyes of them.

Instead what you’ve figured out how to do is hold a quality, or to carry a quality, of emptiness in terms of yourself so that as you come into the hall you are natural to how they are. In other words, you’re natural to the higher self of their own being, and you’re natural to the higher self of the beingness of all that there is because you’re not there, and therefore they can be inside of you. In other words, they can see themselves better. You become a person by which others are able to see something.

Now you’re not the type of person that thinks that others can see by virtue of what it is, how it is, that you have to be. No, you don’t exist in that sense. The whole game of life is about something needing to see itself, and so it has to see itself in manifestation. Well it can’t see itself in manifestation if the manifestation goes around sucking it up and acting like a big shot. For something to be able to see itself in manifestation it has to become empty. It has to die before it dies. It has to take itself out of the equation to quit the dialogue, the internal dialogue, to stop the story of self.

And then everything else that’s going on, that still has the story of self or this, that, or the other, can get glimpses when it needs to, as it needs to, as it’s capable of doing, as it is in the progression to the emptiness, it can get that because you’re not pushing off, you’re not creating barriers. And so it can actually partake a bit of the essence, and it does that by being in your heart, and your heart can take on all that there is.

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3333nloadWhat is a spiritual journey? Before one makes it, it can seem that it’s just living life with a deeper consciousness – which is true. But it also entails continual change and letting go, so that all the aspects of a life that are not in alignment with the universal purpose are set aside. This is how a life connects to the whole, and also how it gains the intelligence to proceed because the process is incremental and we need inner guidance all along the way. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: My last two dreams dealt with what you dreamt with, but the precursor dream to all of that, the meditation dream, is quite interesting in terms of the journey of the human being.

The meditation dream kind of sets the table of it all, or the consequence of it all, in that I was shown last night in the meditation dream the way the underlying essence dynamic, how this underlying essence affects manifestation – kind of how it works, in other words.

The process refines a human being into intertwining with manifestation. The inner essence vibration goes into physical existence, in other words, that’s how the intertwined essence comes to pass is it goes from inner into outer, eventually. The more a human being is consciously aware of his role as the Crown of Creation, the more readily and succinctly this works. But that’s not how it is to begin with.

To begin with in life, a human being sees everything as separate. Chance and nature are deemed to be in control. What happens is deemed to be unpredictable and generally disconcerting, so you’re always on guard, because a human being who is unconscious sees himself as separate from his environment, and sees himself to be kind of a victim of circumstances.

Slowly this changes. To begin with, the effect seems more coincidental, that you get a break or something, that something happens that seems to go along with how you are, or something. In other words, little by little a human being begins to see themselves intertwined with life in some mysterious way.

And then, eventually, you come to recognize and learn that this connection seems to stem from the heart, not from the mind, because a heart that is awakened is able to touch life, while the mind, which is a function of understanding, is based upon input such as the five senses that interact with manifestation. That way of being is seen to be a shallow, lower-self awareness.

The higher self opens up as the heart center intertwines, and, to begin with, that intertwining is seen as something that has kind of a type of natural and instinctual quality, much like animals, to it, and over time this awareness deepens and is able to touch and affect even dense outer objects.

And as man becomes more aware of how the principle of oneness exists, the alignment through the heart deepens. When the heart opens up the brain, a knowingness from deep within awakens simultaneously. The insights flash automatically. There is a sense of being able to operate outside of time.

This occurs initially as a split second, in a split second kind of thing, in which you are both inside and outside of time. In such a moment a person is able to see vibrational outcomes. You have a sense of what’s going to unfold for the future, bringing the future to the present, in other words. This insight happens so quickly that, to begin with, the human being calls it a flash of intuition. Until a human being is able to realize that they are able to affect manifestation continuously, they explain the instantaneous inflective knowingness as an accident, or as a type of intuition, or as something that varies and sometimes comes together as a meaningful coincidence or synchronicity.

As the separateness caused by the mind ego is even further set aside, or let go of, in terms of the need to control the physical environment, and the need of seeing manifestation as being separate from them, the inner into outer relationship awakens. I believe that the veil that separates mankind from arriving at this conclusion is getting thinner and thinner. I believe that there are souls born into this world who, at a very young age, already understand the principle of life deep within. For such a person who is born this way, the awakening process is just a matter of alignment.

In the dream, I saw myself affect an outer event. What happened took me by surprise. I also noticed that the effect could arrest the flow, just from the way an inner presence was able to emanate. What I saw is that I have a huge responsibility in that the changes that are effectuated need to be positive or, in other words, the effect is to an overall well being consciousness.

I also notice that the intertwined simultaneous effect arose from another level of my being, in other words, not the one that’s associated with the mind, and the senses, and the ego. For lack of a better word, I am caught in this connection to the world soul and, as a human being caught up with a Crown of Creation flow, the transformation comes from deep within into life. When this is possible, the outer is seen as being an extension of the inner. When this is natural, the differences between inner and outer fall away.

As this further evolves consciously, time and space fall away as the essence for all there is opens up. It is hard to believe, from our mind ego senses that keep pointing out separation, that when the separation goes away, time and space dissolves, and it is as if nothing is going on. The closer we come to this consciously, the more we are able to see that everything that our mind perceives to be separate is but an illusion.

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