Posts Tagged ‘human purpose and human design’

DNA_Pixar_BayIt’s interesting to consider that everything that lives, everything that we can see with our eyes, or through a telescope, or a microscope, has everything it needs to be born, live, and fulfill its design – inside itself, and within its environment. And that includes humans, except that we have gotten the idea that our fulfillment comes through artificially created structures and societies that have nothing to do with our human purpose. We have put our faith, trust, and belief in anything and everything that is outside of us, external to us, and we suppress what our design is meant to do, and what it tries all the days of our lives to awaken us to. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And then there’s just the final image, and in this final image there’s a picture that is taken of the scenario that I am in. It’s a family picture, and the reason for the family picture is to capture the essence of an intertwined unfoldment designed as an aspect of wholeness. In other words, where it’s at, at that particular point in time. It captures it. I mean you can actually see it. I mean you do it because that’s what you want. So it’s an interesting evening.

Now there is a seed thought that threads through all of this, and the seed thought that threads through all of this, and it’s something that I was noticing that’s kind of like sitting off to one side, and the seed thought is: that in order to handle the polarities, in order to go back and forth, you have to honor the heart. You have to honor the heart so that you follow that, the impulses within it.

Now to begin with, this is kind of scary and dangerous, because you can have a sense that this doesn’t feel right over here, but what if you’ve got some other traumatic quality of a thrown around nature that’s interfering, that’s causing you to draw that conclusion? Instead of it being like a clean impulse.

But the way you catch up with the clean impulses, some used to call them intuition and things like that, that come out of the blue, but they come all the time, synchronized and everything else to who we are, because we are the wholeness. If you pay attention to them, and you catch up with them, you can follow them as a kind of guidance.

To begin with, that’s hard because our mind, in its mannerisms, all take us off to this way and that way, and we don’t trust what we feel, even. And we have good reason not to trust what we feel because a lot of it is twisted in relationship to how our mind and senses have contaminated and cluttered things.

But if you get to a point where you can set aside that, and can go to these extremes, like to the indulgent side, and to the feminine side, and into the greater wholeness, and the aspects of something that is always so much bigger. If you can hear that, if you can see that, and the hearing and the seeing is a quality of the heart, if you can do that, but we don’t have a lot of trust is the problem, because we don’t trust ourselves, we’re bewildered by the variables around us, and that keeps us from acknowledging the impulses of the heart.

So the seed thought is, that if you can take in and respond to how the heart inflects, that is correct, that is the way to be, that knows, more often than not, and it will get better and better and better and better if you do it. But when you doubt it and you distrust it, you’re still yielding then to the mind and the senses and keeping yourself in some sort of bifurcated separate way, as opposed to being in the wholeness.

The heart, the quality, that naturalness, knows, but who can listen to it? That’s the seed thought behind this that causes one to have this to that. I was looking at it trying to fight as if I’m struggling with it all, always in a state of contention with it all.

You were looking at it from the standpoint that you were going back and forth and back and forth and back and forth, and finding something just continually unfolding, which is the nature of how it is meant to be each time you go up, each time you go back, each time you come here. You’re meant to keep doing that. You know, that’s how consciousness expands, and you were doing it at lightening speed, of course, in your dream, showing yourself to be taking on greater dimensions in both directions.

What caused the recognition of the greater dimension in the other place, the inner place, in other words, where you went to the peace, and then the final image where the guy wants to know where it is that he is meant to be buried or die, in other words, what is his true home? That shows the significance of the other, yet it was very significant in manifestation, too, as that kept unfolding.

Now they were interesting dreams, and that worked with the seed thought, too, but it worked with it in a way where it wasn’t having to sort the seed thought out in terms of, in my case, having to try to follow the naturalness that is the heart in a place of balance or wholeness. In your case, you’re just doing it, you’re just doing it. You don’t have the habituations so much that keep you from just going back and forth, and back and forth, and back and forth.

Now, if you had some habituations, if you had some reactions, if there was something that haunted you about all of that, then you would take a step back, then you would stop. But you weren’t doing that. You were going back and forth, and each thing kept unfolding, and everything was accepted. The water could overflow. The clothes and the greater wholeness that could be found here or what is needed here, could be taken back and forth.

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what-arngWhat does it tell us about life that our dreams are always trying to help us – in an impartial way? They don’t scold us, or punish us – the images are neutral to the subject, it is our reactions that we experience – but they do show us where we are and what we are wrestling with inside. It implies that there is some reference point that we are seen as being close to or far away from. And that reference point may have to do with our human possibility and purpose. Our inner life may know more about us than we consciously do. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In the next dream, I’m actually living in the airport, and it feels like I go out into life and come back to the airport a lot. I’m living in the airport with a number of other people.

And then there’s a point when it feels like we’re going to have some downtime, and I’m kind of observing what different people want to do. And I’ve gone out at one point and I realized I wanted to go across kind of a chasm, and there is a railroad track to my right that goes across, like a railroad bridge. And then where I am I could actually take a board that goes down into the chasm and kind of ride it, almost like a swing, to the other side and then it will swing back. You know, it sways to one side and the other.

But I realize it’s so far across that, although I could do it, I even have the sense I’ve done it before, it isn’t really the wisest way for other people to get across that space. So I kind of drop that idea, and then I have several men that seem to want to go spend some time with me; they’re going to take me out with their car because we have this downtime.

And then I’m observing one man who actually wants to go hang glide, and I’m telling him a place to go hang glide off Nova Scotia where it feels like I even know people who’ve done it in the past, or there was a point in time when I could do it. And then although I’m going to go out with someone later, it feels like I’ve taken someone else’s car for a minute and want to go down to a spot, but it’s a pickup.

When I get into it I don’t have a key, but I seem to be able to get it to start anyway. Then I go down the road and I kind of go down a hill at one point to almost like a picnic area, and I want to turn around and come back because I have a date for later, but I can’t get the pickup to run anymore, but I do get back somehow. I don’t know if I get back with the pickup.

Now that I’m back, and I have a date in awhile, I start talking to a couple of women in the house because I notice I have this problem with the heels of my feet, and the heels have suddenly become like a lot of little layers of skin that have become completely mushy. And I can even pull off one layer and underneath it it’s going to be very mushy, but I realize this is a condition that actually has a name, and one of the other people in the house that hasn’t left yet, or in the airport, is a nurse, and because it’s a condition that has a name I know I can kind of go to the nurse and probably figure out how to fix it but I have to go do that before I can go out on my date.

So I’m going off to find the nurse and I think that’s when I woke up.

John: So the best way to understand this dream is to look at the saying, that one of the definitions of God is: God exists between the perineum and the heart.

And so what you’re using for your in-between condition is living at the airport. And so when you then go out of the airport, initially you can take a little light with you and start a vehicle. But then that light quickly dissipates when you go away from yourself into the outer, and then the vehicle won’t run anymore.

And so you’re finding yourself… you have your notions as to what it is that is drawing your attention in the outer, but you’re meant to be at this in-between zone at the airport. And when you sit in this in-between zone, when you’re able to be in this in-between zone, you instead of mixing it up in life and getting involved in the activities of this, that, or the other kind of in this no man’s land, actually not really existing. You’re not able to actually exist in terms of a persona. You have to invisiblize yourself, or become empty.

When you’re able to do that you find something of value. You come back to this because there’s something of value there, and you’re not meant to go wandering off trying to do this, that, or the other. Your feet aren’t designed for that. I mean, yes, they’re designed to be caught in the illusion of wandering around in the outer, but just like you lose your light, that breaks down doesn’t it? Things break down for you, and you come back to this zone in order to get healed up again.

It’s an unusual dream in that you have to now put this together in relationship to the other dream. In the second dream you’re kind of like using the airport scenario as this emptiness place. In the prior dream you’re using the scenario between the airport and the airplane as the emptiness place. So when you put the two together, the zone between the plane and the actual airport is the place where you need to hold onto an invisibleness, or an emptiness, so that you’re not seen in some capacity that affects the well being of anyone, so they actually then have no problem looking at something about you, and seeing something about your light that they like, and you’re not going around trying to make the light glow because you’ve taken yourself out of the equation. You’re not pushing anything.

And so they then can easily come across and, to the degree to which there’s something about you that affects or touches them, to the degree that there is somehow a reflective process, that process, that quality, that aspect is really said as they being able to be in your heart. And that the experience is not one of trying to perceive outwardly, but the experience is one to reach a point where someone can actually be in your heart. You are such a non-threat or factor that they can abide in that, in terms of themselves, and that is what causes a coming to know something to happen.

But then you’re in the airport, and so in the airport you’re kind of on the cusp of this deeper awareness. And then in the airport where you’re coming and going and beating yourself up, tearing your feet apart, tearing your feet up, kind of knowing it doesn’t work that way, but not completely – as opposed to on the tarmac where your focus and attention is on avoiding the process of having to be something in terms of acceptance and relatability.

So the importance of the dream is to understand where this quality that flickers around in you is aiming at and coming from. So when you go around and you feel that deep down you really don’t want to relate to this, or get involved in that, and you want to feel more alone, where is that space coming from? That’s a vibration. That vibration is kind of coming from the fact that you know that what is best is when you don’t have to act out in any capacity one way or another. You don’t have to be on cue, because that is not what I’m about; I need a greater quietness, a greater silence.

For you to see yourself like that means that you’re going to be immediately exhausted and drained and confused and out of touch with yourself. So when you feel that kind of quality of a vibration inside of yourself, it is like a tuning fork inside of yourself. It’s like an echo of something seeking you, trying to access, trying to reach you. It’s like a quality, it’s like a hint in terms of how to be.

So that’s the importance of a dream like that is it tunes you in to kind of the energetic vibration that makes more sense than the vibration that’s always looking outward and trying to feel itself in relationship to the outer. That’s quite a dream. Gosh, it’s amazing that these dreams can be like this.

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Top-10-eWe are born into this world for a purpose, and that purpose has to do with the capabilities of our human design. Yet before we have a chance to awaken to that potential, we are educated to be a part of the culture. We are not designed to fit in here, on planet Earth, we are born here to learn how to fit into the universe. So, for ourselves and others, we make our spiritual journey as an example of the true possibility for a human life. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well I’m continuing to have trouble pulling out my dreams, but I seem to be more alert in them, so that at least I’m pulling out a scene or two.

I know that my dream when I woke up about 2:00 in the morning, I was at an airport. I almost feel like I’m a criminal or someone in this dream, and I’m on a plane on the tarmac. And there are people going back and forth, like between the plane and the airport, and going into the airport.

But it’s like I’m trying to do something to either distract, or blind, or get by authorities to get in the airport with a certain amount of energy, or a certain amount of something, but it’s like I have to do some kind of hoodwinking to do that. But it’s working with energy lines in a way when you do that, so that I can get in the airport and have more time as well.

And I’m trying to pull that off, and I’m not sure I do. But I’m trying.

John: The theme of the dreaming has to do with what is intended, or meant, to evolve or to come through, in terms of an awareness, a consciousness, that you’re able to have in life – or in manifestation.

How you’re to have that is not directed or explained in the dream. Instead, what the dream is just doing is looking at the amnesic condition. And I guess that kind of is interesting in terms of that being a good way for the feminine to function in terms of the overall. The masculine is always going to have to try to figure out the details of it, but for the feminine, you just are trying to figure out how to cover this overall space

And so in the dream, you’re seeing the distance, or what is involved to switch, or the changes, the adjustments that you have to make in order to be able to bring that across into the present, to go from the plane or tarmac into where everybody is at. In other words, how do you make that anew?

For you it’s about that transition. It’s kind of like saying that you’ve come here, meaning the plane, or whatever the quality is, like a soul coming down and taking on a physical body. I mean when you come here you’re kind of aloof or removed yet because you haven’t figured out how to intertwine, or to blend, or how to be.

The reason why the dream is saying it that way is that if you take and come from the tarmac to where they’re at, and figure out how to be in relationship to how they are, to adjust according to how they are, which is what everybody is trying to do, that that’s not quite right. Instead you have to come across in such a way so that how they all are… you’ve invisiblized yourself, but the activity and presence that they have is still somehow or another quickened, or enlivened, because you’re able to take it in to the heart.

In other words, you don’t take and go across from the tarmac to where they’re at having to figure out where they’re all coming from. In the dream you are recognizing that this is going to be awkward for you to come off the tarmac and have to make the accommodations and adjustments to relate to those who are inside the building. That means you’re going to have to have a certain persona, you’re going to have to have a certain demeanor, you’re going to have to make that work in relationship to how everybody else is. In other words, you’ve got to come down to their conditionality, their collective mannerism, so that you are able to be an acceptable component in that conditioned mannerism.

What the dream is saying is that the way you do that is you, instead of getting into the indulgence, of how you have to shift or change to bring that across, which means that involves having to play in a world of duality and see what is different over there so that you can then comport, instead you hold that empty space that you’re meant to have. In other words, your soul yet hasn’t taken in the conditions of the place. You are to hold that virginity, or that divinity, of yourself because you haven’t gone to the effort to incorporate or intertwine yourself with them and then therefore it be acceptable in the eyes of them.

Instead what you’ve figured out how to do is hold a quality, or to carry a quality, of emptiness in terms of yourself so that as you come into the hall you are natural to how they are. In other words, you’re natural to the higher self of their own being, and you’re natural to the higher self of the beingness of all that there is because you’re not there, and therefore they can be inside of you. In other words, they can see themselves better. You become a person by which others are able to see something.

Now you’re not the type of person that thinks that others can see by virtue of what it is, how it is, that you have to be. No, you don’t exist in that sense. The whole game of life is about something needing to see itself, and so it has to see itself in manifestation. Well it can’t see itself in manifestation if the manifestation goes around sucking it up and acting like a big shot. For something to be able to see itself in manifestation it has to become empty. It has to die before it dies. It has to take itself out of the equation to quit the dialogue, the internal dialogue, to stop the story of self.

And then everything else that’s going on, that still has the story of self or this, that, or the other, can get glimpses when it needs to, as it needs to, as it’s capable of doing, as it is in the progression to the emptiness, it can get that because you’re not pushing off, you’re not creating barriers. And so it can actually partake a bit of the essence, and it does that by being in your heart, and your heart can take on all that there is.

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