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Almost everyone who has embarked, seriously, on a spiritual path has felt the energetic uplift of that decision. Why would that be? Because the universe supports, energetically, everything that is trying to contribute to the overall purpose. To have such energetic support doesn’t mean the work is done, yet if we continue to try in that same direction, the support can grow and build. By the same token, if we abandon our spiritual pursuit, after some time, we may experience the grief of losing that energetic support; we’ll feel more alone, and empty. Which is, actually, further proof that the universe will be there for us, if we are here for It. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I just remember part of one dream, and, in this dream, I know at some point I was feeling chased when I was outside, like there was a river, and I was trying to stay ahead of somebody.

But then it feels like I’m observing this couple, it’s a married couple, that have gone to… it’s kind of like a… it’s not a brothel, but it’s a house that people can visit and have sex anonymously with other people, some kind of a sex club or something. And I’ve kind of observed that they’ve gone there.

And then when I observe this couple, I don’t really see them hook up with other partners there, but I do see that they’re there and they’re wandering around this club. And then it feels like they’ve left, and I’m outside, but then I go to the club, but I go there to see this woman that’s actually like a physician that runs a club.

And I wander through, and then I go outside the club. I notice there’s a river nearby and there seems to be snow on the ground. Again, I have this feeling that there’s people I’m trying to stay ahead of, or not get caught.

And then I’m next to the physician and she’s carrying me, because she’s told me that I have this cancer, and I have to have a hysterectomy, but she feels like it’s good, in a sense, that I seem to be living in a town where they have a really good doctor that does some kind of special procedure. But I’m still upset by that, and she’s carrying me back in the direction of the club. And I’ve gotten up, and I’m walking by some people on the steps to go inside, because I guess that’s where she has her office. And that’s when I wake up.

John: What happened, in terms of the energetic, is that a kind of inner bootstrap grace, or a connection to a greater magnetized quality from within, slowly ebbed out and lost a lot of its effect – whereby one holds onto the recognition of a quality of their beingness on the inner, like the inner breath that is magnetized, and that quality touches the heart.

And when one loses that, the result is trying to make due, or to figure things out, in relationship to where one is at. And, when you’re like that, you do that with thought-upon-thought ideas. And the dilemma that you’re having, in the dream, is that this isn’t working out for you.

And that when you have caught up with a certain kind of inner sense of how things should be, in terms of connecting to a quality of a higher-self beingness that takes you outside of the thought-upon-thought plane of manifestation, whereby you can be in manifestation but you’re not caught in the thought-upon-thought of it that keeps the collective of that going, and going, and going.

What is revealing is that this is not able to work out for you, is the fact that you are having to be carried back somewhere, as if you haven’t quite done this, yet, but you’re in this state of distress. And to be able to be allowed to be carried back, to let go, to have the idea of a hysterectomy and have to be carried back, and to have an image of letting go of having to accept the consequences – because you can’t really identify like you used to be able to, to the thoughts-upon-thoughts of a manifestation, is a hint to yourself that you still have a recognition of something more, at some deep inner level, but you aren’t able to access it as you would like.

Maybe another way of saying it is that, it is said that when a person has a certain level of realization inside, and then they take and they go back to the thought-upon-thought aspects of the outer world, it just doesn’t work out for them. And some part of you knows better, and so you created an image in which you proceed into life, and things are topsy-turvy, and the best you can do to let go is to be carried back – as if you have a hysterectomy, or some other disastrous aspect there – and yet you don’t really have the letting go. You don’t really have any relief. You’re kind of caught in-between.

It is often said that a person shouldn’t begin on a spiritual path if they’re going to, at some point, wander off of it. And, of course, you’re always wandering off of it. And, as you do, you get hit with these images; you get hit with an energetic kind of amnesia, which is not a complete amnesia, but enough of an amnesia to realize that everything is askew.

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