Posts Tagged ‘in prison in a dream’

There are many things to break free from during the course of a life: limitations of the past, fears, psychologies, and many more. But the fundamental process for breaking free is that we are not our bodies, we are spiritual beings in a physical body – and that understanding makes all the difference. And, like everything else that lives, everything we need to know about what we are, and what we are here to do, is encoded into us, for us to discover along the way. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in my meditation dream, I see myself as being a prisoner, in kind of a prison camp, in which I have a cell that I can actually step out of. It has a little corridor to the cell. As long as you don’t go too much beyond the corridor, no one really kind of notices you – which is not being able to move around very much – but you can step out of the cell. If you’re careful; if you don’t push it too far. 

But, even so, there is nowhere to go. The prison itself is located in the middle of nowhere, even if you were to push it, so what? So what this does is it causes you to look at your resolve to break free, in order to try to shift this into something more than what is self-deceptive, and kind of an imagining, that isn’t real. In other words, imagining that you might escape or something. 

And, also in this dream, there is also a prisoner in this prison cell that acts more like an emissary, kind of can go back and forth. So as I’m kind of in this little corridor area, suddenly he comes around one of the corners, sees me outside of the cell, and kind of pushes me back into the cell – for my own overall well being. He tells us, because he’s like the emissary that can go back and forth, he tells us that there is something about to happen that will involve us, and it comes as a bit of a surprise because how can we be involved when we’re in a prison cell? 

He says that the allies are going to drop bombs, and that the difference this time, in terms of the bombing, is that included in the bombs, or amidst the bombs, or somehow or another, part of the bombing is a code that’s being dropped for us to find. In other words, the act of bombing is an event that, this time, has something to do with us. In other words, it’s different than bombing and being in a helpless condition from whatever it is happening around one. It’s a little different this time because there’s this code that is for us to find.

I don’t know how we’re going to find it because we are in jail and everything. So the emissary doesn’t explain that part, because it’s obvious from where we stand: we’re out of the loop, and we’re away from everything, unable to contend with what is actually going on in the bigger picture. 

So the purpose of the dream is, even when ideas reach out in a deep-down way, as a hope, that fact held within isn’t necessarily a waste of time, in spite of outer appearances, because deep within us is a hidden code, embedded, that reveals what everything is all about.

Or, another way of saying it, it is possible to be in a cell, or, in other words, out of the loop, and have access within to an effect that is able to reach somewhere. And this inner unfoldment is depicted as being an invisible code that is able to exist somehow; the best word I can use is etherically – because how else do I get it? – from a repressed spaciality I find myself trapped in.

What I’m saying is, from within a confinement, it is possible to access something more. Although this can sound absurd, it is possible if I am able to probe within the confines of my being whether this can go anywhere. In other words, “what do you do with it?” is a big question because, under current circumstances, that which is within, that is percolating like a hidden inner code that one can access, upon doing so, when you look about, wherever I look, there is no way to bring this out in any regard – because you’re in prison; you’re confined. Or, you could say that this could be describing a stage of where a person is at, on a path, where a coming out into the outer, or into the open, is a step that has yet to be revealed.

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MandalaEarthHere we have a prison break, and a sense of being followed. To flee or not to flee? In this dream scenario, the prison break is an opening up of deeper, inner access. But the urge to flee may be more about perpetuating an old, and no longer useful, way of feeling safe, rather than protecting what has been gained. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I had just started reading a mystery book in which the lead character is this very bright, successful man who gets framed and is in prison, and then forms some kind of alliance with this woman psychiatrist in prison. 

And that seems to be where my dream takes off, because it’s like I’m this man and I’ve been broken out of prison by the woman, and I’ve gone to live with her in her house. It feels like initially it’s kind of this very intensely sexual relationship, where we’re even making love standing up outside in front of her house, and then on the side of the house, and then we go in the house.

I always have a little bit more apprehension that we should be doing something about the people that framed me than she does. It’s like she’s kind of happy to live a little more domestic life, but I remember one scene where we’ve even gone to a cemetery for some reason, and we have this very long, old fashioned car and it feels like driving around the cemetery and leaving I still have this sense like someone’s after us, but I can’t see anybody yet. 

Then after we’ve been back at the house a little bit, and we have a dog, I think a bulldog, kind of a cute… well, it’s kind of big but cute, and I’m suddenly feeling this intense apprehension and I finally convince her that we need to leave the house, even if it’s only overnight, that we have to get out right now.

And it’s like I’m pretty sure someone’s coming and they’re after us, even though I don’t see any evidence to that, like when we see the neighbors for a minute. They’re just playing, they’re just being normal.

I’m the man in the whole dream. So I’m convincing her we have to get out of there even though she’s reluctant, and we have to leave. I’m in such a hurry, like I open a closet and I just see a half open piece of luggage of some kind. I open it up, just look around for something to throw in. 

I could only find kind of like a black-and-white top and black-and-white pants. They contrast a little. One seems to be made out of silk and the other is made out of a kind of plaid fabric, and it would be an odd combination to wear but it actually works. 

I just toss that in there and then I kind of feel like I don’t have time to find anything else. I go upstairs with her, and upstairs there’s kind of a foyer that’s carpeted and all the furniture seems to be gone. 

And suddenly these three men have come in the door carrying this huge hose and they’re claiming they’re from a TV station. We’ve won some kind of a contest and they’re going to start cleaning the carpet, and I can see the carpet needs cleaning, but at the same time I felt this apprehension that she and I need to get out of there because I’m convinced they’re part of the plot against us.

And that’s when I wake up.

John: It’s like dredging and delving into kind of like a karmic, overall mannerism, or behavior that exists, which comes from a dimension that’s out of your control.

In other words, first of all, you’re in a certain jail, and that something has to be done in order to get you out of this strange condition or state in which nothing can happen, you just remain trapped.

And so, when you’re broken free of this you don’t really for a while know where your bearings are. In other words, having been pent up in jail for so long you’re a bit out of control, you energetically are out of control, and you need to go into the depths of yourself.

In other words, it’s one thing to be in a state in which you’re totally lost, and then suddenly when you’re freed from that, you’re out of control, and you need to delve more deeply inside yourself, and when you delve more deeply inside yourself you find that you’re in a house.

Well, when you’re in a house, and you’re looking now at the qualities of yourself, in other words probing some sort of depth of yourself, you come to grips more with what is bothering you, as if there is something trying to awaken or come through. And, generally, the first impression of that sort of thing is that it’s going to affect, or destroy, or change the way you relate to yourself.

So you think you need to escape. So, fortunately, something holds you back so that you’re able to observe that rather than going and racing out in the outer, where you lose your sensibilities again because, within the house, you’re actually forced to have to confront things.

Fortunately, before you actually are able to effectuate an escape, it’s like something comes into the house with, what was it, a thing to clean everything, a vacuum cleaner? In other words, if you sit in the house where everything can be absorbed or absolved, do you still want to get out of the way from all of that?

And so this is a bit much, because that sort of thing will empty the room, and leave you in a state of emptiness, and can you sit in this state of emptiness? Or do you still need to have something to contend with, to react about or to react towards, or to in some fashion, which continues perpetuating yourself in some sort of outer context way, as opposed to an inner space in which there’s nothing going on? It’s an emptiness.

So you have, more or less, in this dream portrayed the journey of the soul, starting from a condition in which it is completely lost and nothing can happen, to where something breaks it out of that state as a type of grace.

But because you’ve been out of it so long, you don’t know how to handle it, and so you are all over the place, but then eventually you ground out sufficiently enough to go inside of the house, but that involves having to deal with a lot of issues that are at the depth of your being, which have to come out, and should that come out it aims and points itself to a type of emptiness where everything gets cleaned out.

And so you want to alter the scenario before it goes too far, but instead it’s like you don’t act succinctly, and that’s actually probably good that you don’t act succinctly because then something more is able to reveal itself to you.

And you have, then, this quality that can vacuum up the dust of things in the world, but at the same time you do not know where you fit in relationship to what is transpiring there, and this is threatening in some fashion because of the intensity and the over-the-topness of this energetic – or so it seems to you because it was able to respond without the usual substance gravitational limitations.

And so you find yourself ending up with being portrayed in this dream where you’re currently at, and so you’re currently at a particular state in relationship to what? And I think this “what” has to do with a chamber that opens up, in which the energy that unfolds is a type of energy that you don’t directly feel that you have a right, on an individual, personal level, to channel this into the world around you – as if the world is one thing and you are separate.

You haven’t yet gotten to the point where you realize that none of this is actually going on, and that everything that is happening around you is a flicker, a reflective flicker, in a manifestation way of vibrations having dropped to their lower note.

Therefore there’s a density that gets constellated in creation that changes very slowly. You kind of need a little of that yet, or otherwise you would have been able to sit in the empty space and let everything get vacuumed up so that there were no karmic quality traits that yet existed to kind of keep you from reaching the depth of yourself, the true depth of yourself, which is an emptiness where nothing is going on, and it’s pre-manifestation.

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