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Angelic_moversWe all know that the moon can affect us, whether it is in terms of our mental, emotional, or physical state. Now, of course, it affects the plants and animals as well, but we can choose to be conscious of exactly what the effects are. And it is the same for sun spots. And it is the same for all astrological influences. We may understand these things because there is a long history and record of the way these celestial objects affect us, but in truth we can understand them directly, through our own faculties – it’s just a matter of training our systems. It’s not magic, or the capability of “special” people, it’s an aspect of our design that we have left dormant – but can awaken at any time. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So to talk about my meditation dream is often like trying to tell a new guy about what is going on. And, to do so, I communicate in a non-reflective way. In other words, for it to be non-reflective means that it has to be relatable to the soul, in a oneness, beyond current sense awareness. Or, otherwise, how do you relate, to someone, what is going on?

Because you can’t just define the outer because that’s just an understanding, that’s not describing, or telling a person, what is really going on. So, if what I say is definable, in some outer-awareness sense, then it is something that is grasped by the sense-oriented mind – and it is not an all-pervasive knowingness, and, therefore, the heart is left askew.

A stillness can be so deep within that my overall beingness can’t function in outer way anymore. So now this is the opposite. I’m noticing this other because I’m noticing that there is such a letting go. For example, I saw myself trying to turn off a manmade light in the outer, this being a light that reaches the physical senses. And what I found was that I was unable to bring my beingness into manifestation to turn off such a light.

Yet I am aware, however, the hopeless condition of not being able, in terms of physical nature as an outer stupor, not able to contend with it because I’m in such a deep inner space. And then, all of a sudden, that gap is bridged when I’m kissed on the cheek from a place within that permeates from the here to the beyond.

The significance: to think that I can bring this inner abiding beingness to where it touches vibrations directly goes beyond the physical state. The result is a frustration that is a trying to penetrate a bifurcated outer way, with an all-pervading inner overallness. In other words, projecting that way, which is an outward trying to incorporate a letting-go stillness, and yet it’s an inner stillness. It’s the absorbing of things and putting everything in the heart. That is what is the unexplainable mystery to the physical senses. Otherwise the physical senses are just there, trying to do what they do.

So then I go through various placements in which you could draw a conclusion in relationship to your senses, which you would perceive with your senses, and whether you still are having to sort out in that regard.

So, in this dream, I am in a large hall. There are windows along the right side. I have a ticket, in the hall, that seems somewhere near the back on the right side. But when I pause to appreciate where I find myself at, in the pausing I seem to see my whereabouts as near a window. And I’m excited about that; kind of desirable to sit near a window. 

And, in this dream, like I say, it’s exhilarating. And I’m excited because even though I am near the window, on the right side, I feel that my connection isn’t limited in terms of a vision, or a way of being, that goes from the very back to the front.

So, in describing where I’m at, I’m in the back row, in which there are just three seats, and then the row in front extends longer in front of where I’m at, and there’s just three seats behind that. And my seat is along the aisle there. I’m excited about placement, because I’m not affected at all in terms of my connection to the front, even though it’s not a complete row, behind a row which is much longer.

And, in this dream, first of all, I’m just in this natural state of knowingness, but then I am shown that you could look at it in its nuances if you wanted to. And in looking at it in its nuances, where one could react, or be shocked or something, by how far back it was, because that wasn’t the sensation because my connection was fine. I remember walking down the aisle from the front and was surprised at how far I had to walk to get to this back, back seat. Other than that extended image of coming down to the last row, far from the front, the sensation I had was as being wonderfully placed in terms of my orientation, in regards to both the window and my sight.

And, of course, if you look at it rationally, if I was off to one side there would have been heads in front of me. But it didn’t affect the sight, in terms of how the sight needed to be – apparently, in terms of a letting-go-ness within. Or, as the meaning goes, there are no inner/outer limitations, no time and space concerns for a heart able to truly let go and take in all there is – from however and wherever one is positioned. You just hold it all. You contain it all; it’s not a conditional thing.

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