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light being2The exploration of the role humans are designed to play in the evolution of creation is shown here through a very simple image. As has been the theme recently, a human being is meant to be available to the energetic processes in creation. But that requires that we let go of our focus on our own world, and align ourselves to the purposes of what is higher. Otherwise, we cause ourselves needless suffering – by being out of alignment with everything else. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: The schematic and theme, the subject matter, is what I ended up having to dream, and to begin with, you would have hardly guessed that this is what I was dreaming at the beginning. And so then I had to have a symbolic follow up dream to portray what I described. Because how you would arrive or catch up with it from just this is almost impossible to denote, because all that I’m doing is I’m just looking at a number of reservations.

Reservations mean limitations and whatnot. I’m looking at the whole schematic, and the number of reservations that a person can possibly have in a given chain of title. In other words, if you own a piece of property, of which we all own everything in life, you know, we are that piece of property so to speak, and you have all these various phases of ownership. 

You have the surface ownership, you have the mineral ownership, you have the timber ownership, there are the water rights, certain surface uses that are possible, some that might not be. And so what all the various reservations are, I’m taking and compiling an understanding of, as I look at that in relationship to a deed that I hold, noticing that it is not subject to any of those reservations. 

So when I am able to appreciate that I’m not subject to any of those reservations, I’m not negating something then. As a result I can tell that something in life is really ready to blow, meaning to explode, to go forward, to shift, to make a breakthrough. And so to denote this better, a person says, “This is really going to blow,” meaning it’s going to go up, it’s going to take off.

And then this has me pondering inside, how it is that I should ride the situation? In other words, to what degree can I expand some more then, or safely expand some more, without getting myself lost, or confused, or overweighted?

To write this up, I write it up as the vibration. I’m feeling within the energetic flow that is unfolding in life, and I align myself to feeling that vibration as a relationship to how it is that various levels within are aligned. 

How it is that I see this affecting various levels of awareness within, is important to what I feel I am compelled to do next. In other words, this is the connection. This is the connection that one has to make to the inner, so to speak, too.

What I am seeking to do is establish a flow and open movement, which can exist without the collective limitations that exist with other people who are caught up in dense reflections. I’m able to know that I am linked to a way that cuts through the maze, by feeling the sensation as it seems to have this quality that penetrates on every way that I can feel the sensation, which means it’s penetrating on lots of levels.

Then, you know, you’re never quite sure because it’s happening in kind of a resonation inside, so when you open your mouth you hear it in your voice. And when it is like that as well, you know that you’re carrying the penetration very deeply. You’re carrying it very deeply on the inner, and you’re penetrating it back into the outer, so you’re doing “above and below” almost in whiplash, or a split second kind of correspondence.

Ordinarily we suffer and suffer, typically in a state of bewilderment, not realizing that the reason for this is that we are seeking to bring through a vibration which shifts things in life. That’s why we suffer, that’s why we have the bewilderment, and it’s important that we have to go through that phase apparently because that is the shake out process.

The means to do this are bestowed upon a human being. In other words, the means to bring the vibration through, are bestowed upon a human being who aligns to the inner need, and catches up with the flow that comes both into and from creation. In other words, like I mentioned earlier, this is how a shift is made possible upon level after level, levels that we do not even necessarily know about.

It becomes possible on those levels as well, and we feel that as a sensation in which the heart dances with joy. When the heart isn’t able to blissfully rejoice, that is when the outer conditions predominate, which means of course you have the confusion on the inner as well. And when it’s like that, things are kept from rising up from creation to meet the light coming down.

A human being is meant to hear this, as well, as a note, as an organic revelation, which penetrates through and through from inner to outer and back. That’s kind of a masculine thing to hear it as a note, which becomes part of the voice. Initially you’re recognizing it as an awakening of something hidden in a sensation fashion.

So it is fascinating to denote that when it aligns the sensation then will come right into the voice as well. First it sifts and bleeds through via dreams, inflections, and symbolic dream-like images. There can be synchronicities in the outer, and all kinds of things like that in which it’s subtle.

Eventually, the vibrations become so sensationally loud, that when you open your mouth and speak you can hear it echoing in the voice, and know its truth by the blissful heartfelt note echoing therein as well.

That may seem to have been a bit much, you know, describing what was just a way of working beyond the reservations, and if one could say okay, maybe one needed a dream that had the symbolic inferences that portray all of this, and so then I have this dream.

In this dream, I’m finding an inner gorge of pure water, kind of like you might find in an Indiana Jones movie, where you go and all of a sudden you’re in this strange cavern and whatnot, and then there are the depths of water, which is trapped in there amongst the salt domes or whatever it is that holds it there. And how that water got there, well, that’s a mystery, too, but it’s pure water, and it doesn’t get any better than that kind of water. 

So I’m finding this within, which has reached through what was, as I was going through it, an arduous process. In other words, it wasn’t easy to get there. It was an arduous process and suddenly I’m there, and suddenly there’s that pure water. 

Now that I found the pure gorge of water, there’s a resonation that rises within, that fills me up with wonder as my heart sings to have discovered this. What I find amazing is this pure water is protected by the cavern, which it is located within, and even more surprising is that the salty ocean is nearby, but has not affected this pure water. 

The pure water accumulated over a long, long period of time by the rain water, representing grace, which fell from above, which imperceptibly seeped its way, and seemed to reach this contained cavern vessel that is reachable only when the time is right – or in the fullness of time.

All I wrote for a meaning was, this is very similar to the prior revelation that I was presenting, or laying out, except this dream provides the symbolic images for the inflection, from the heartfelt knowingness.

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Maelstrom-ClarkeFollowing Jeane’s dreams from the same night (see Ride the Tiger and Closing the Distance), John has a disturbing scenario that finds him in a cesspool in his own bathroom. What is fascinating, is how this imagery was triggered by a legal battle in real life, yet leads us to a view of the current human predicament and how we, as a species, are missing the point of our role in creation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Mine seems to be different from that. It will be interesting to see if there’s a way of seeing how it comes together.

In my dream there’s a problem that seems to exist in terms of things able to happen, and so I have a dream in terms of what that is like for me inside. And then I can see the scenario of that as it relates to my life, and then I can see how that is, in relationship to the outer world, which everyone is confronted with, but few are looking at. 

First of all, in my dream, and this was a very awkward and hard dream for me to pull out. In fact I thought I wasn’t going to be able to catch up with it because I actually woke up with my heart racing, and shortness of breath, and it was because of the intensity of the situation being so bizarre.

Jeane: I could hear you breathing real heavy and stuff right before you woke up.

John: The part that came back to me as I wrote up the part that was obviously shocking, the part that came back to me, is probably the best place to begin. And that is that I’m kind of in a bedroom, and I’m convinced that I can figure out how I can relieve myself in the bedroom. But there’s no means to do that, and it’s all dark and whatnot, and so it’s very confusing and I’m in a complete delirium. 

Then I finally am able to somehow get to where the bathroom is at. Well, in the bathroom… I don’t use this bathroom in the way that you would use a bathroom, where you go up to a toilet. No, there’s a spot that I remember where you piss on the floor and it absorbs it. And I’m asking questions, even of you from the bedroom, where this is at. I can’t find it. 

I think I can see something that’s like a wet spot. I’m wondering how that absorbs it, and then I see something that is like a cesspool. It’s not a toilet, but it’s like a pool of filth, a puddle, only more than a puddle, it’s a hole.  

And in this hole, I’m appalled, having a memory of just being filthy there, and it’s just all mucky and uhhhh, you know, you just cringe at it. I’m trying to figure out if there’s a way that that can be flushed, but I don’t know how you flush it because it’s not a toilet. 

Is there a way of releasing this cesspool? And so I sit and I ponder it. Then all of a sudden I kind of realize that there’s a toilet there, a conventional, normal, ordinary toilet. I had to look and look, and it’s like I kind of knew that, but I was refusing to use that because I felt I was limited by the cesspool of things. 

I’m trying to apply this strange energy. I’m caught in this spin, with this strange use of energy, as if I’m going to make it work that way, which is totally irrational, totally bizarre, when all of that can be dropped because there’s just this simple process that’s there, if I would just let go of the whole cesspool of things that I seem to be preoccupied with, which is all around me.

The meaning of this has a number of levels. In other words, first of all I keep dwelling upon cesspool activity. I’m not letting go of a negative energy that is still there. The filth may not be as intense as it used to be, but it is still there. I’m not able to simply let go of this, so it remains at some level in my system of being.

I know there is a simpler approach, and a more naturally-defined approach, that is available for a person who has let go of things, to use, but I am not ready to utilize that. I keep trying to figure out how, in some backward way, I can find a means to relieve myself. It doesn’t have to be this way.

I’m caught in a recurring memory pattern, as if this is how it is. I mean, what this is like is, it’s like we all wake up, we carry moods, we carry mannerisms that just stand out as imprints in our nature that get in the way. 

And you can know that you’re feeling awkward or out of place or out of sorts, and it’s this thing that prevents you from seeing and being in a simpler mode of yourself, but nevertheless, when you’re feeling that, you’re dwelling upon it, and you’re going around and around in that, and so you’re in the cesspool of that mannerism. 

When you’re like that you’re not recognizing the simple and the obvious. You’re not, in other words, allowing yourself to let go the quality of the bathroom. But letting go is not easy, too, because some people can’t even get to the bathroom. At least I’m in the bathroom.

The reason my heart started beating so hard was, for a while, I was trying to figure out how to relieve myself in the bedroom, which is all dark. It was very confusing, because I had no sight at all in that regard. At least I could see a cesspool, or a possibility, whether it works that way or not. Who knows?

So, the deeper meaning is, this is a dream about letting go. Deep down I do not know how to do that. Deep down, and how I’m struggling in the dream, I do not know how to do that. But I do know how to do that, actually, because I do sense a sense of letting go when I finally accept that there is a toilet there, but for the longest time I wasn’t willing to even find it.

So I’m noticing that I’m not letting go, shaking off, or absorbing a vibratory spin that has me spiraling out of control, unable to embrace the simple. So there’s a scenario. You can look at scenarios, and first of all, I believe that the underlying issue is triggered by something that is happening in the outer, which is not going away. 

First of all, I look at this from the standpoint of something directly affecting me in the personal. And I actually believe that the settlement agreement, which has to do with a piece of property that was in litigation, is so flagrantly flawed in how it was put together, in terms of the demeanor that it carries, but the defendants and even plaintiff attorneys abuse it at will.

For example, everyone wants the plaintiffs to give up every form of access – sign it away immediately – yet the defendants themselves violate the settlement terms, which remain in effect for three years, thus the document is unconscionable.

It is a cesspool that just doesn’t stop percolating crap to the surface whenever the defendants want to stir things up. A settlement agreement is supposed to establish a live and let live scenario. The disconnect creates a continuous piling on that is, from the standpoint of the defendants, not something that they’re willing to let go of, which means the ruse is that they are pretending that they’re going to allow the plaintiffs to be able to find alternative access, but they keep acting in ways and doing things to prevent that.

I am pointing out the scenario because the dream symbolically portrays that I am seeking to relieve myself, yet am caught in a set of facilities that, like a bathroom setting, that I’m not able to utilize in their ordinary capacity.

To my psyche, the ordinary capacity, or the simplistic way that this makes sense, does not seem to exist. There is one thing after another that is getting in the way, where the whole thing is all stirred up, and how do you flush that? This is also true in the world. Such a mess has been created that simple solutions no longer are on the horizon, just a cesspool of things.

We will continue this exploration tomorrow, and see how this disturbing image has echoes at much bigger levels, in A Spark from the Human.

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enegeticsThis dream followed Jeane’s first dream, described yesterday in Knowing How To Wait. The imagery has changed and she finds herself needing chemotherapy treatments following by a steam bath. This idea may seem unsettling to the dreamer, but in this case it is about resolving a problem, a matter of habits and patterns, that allows for a higher octave of consciousness to be reached. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Then I had a dream in which I have a friend who has found out she has to go get chemotherapy, and the way she will have to do it is you go get the chemotherapy and then you like go and spend some time in a steam room, and you have to do it every day right in the beginning.

And she has to go from one town that’s about 40 miles away, to the other town to do this, so I have offered to give her a ride every day for that. When I take her there, I suddenly discover that I have to get the same chemotherapy, so she gets her treatment, and I get mine, and then we go and we do the steam room and we sit in the steam room.

And then it seems like we go out into the forest for a while. Then comes the second day when I go down and I get the treatment, and I go to the steam room, and then I realize that for some reason I forgot to give her a ride. It’s almost like I thought she was already with me.

So now I realize I’m going to have to go pick her up for the third day. Actually, I go back up there that day to bring her down, because I can’t figure out how it was I forgot to pick her up. It was confusing to me. It’s like I thought she was with me, and she wasn’t because I’d forgotten, and so I go back and I get her, wondering if she will have gotten there on her own, or do I go get her?

It’s a little confusing because at that point the dream shifts, and I’m back in the forest where we would sit after we had done our steam bath, and I’m talking to a guy from my high school about a change he’s making in his life, and he’s a little annoyed because a change is actually going to cause him to sell off a property he didn’t really want to sell off.

And I even feel he should keep it, but I realize that from the irritation in his voice, it might be an issue where he can’t quite afford to make both choices, so to support the choice he’s made, he’s going to have to sell off this vacation property even if he doesn’t sell it off 100%, so I don’t think he should. I realize I have to be kind of gentle or careful how I bring it up so he doesn’t feel badly about it.

Then it feels like all of us are at a restaurant and I go up to the counter to select what I want for dinner, and they serve different kinds of fish that they fix in kind of an exotic way, and also you can go across that restaurant. I do it on my own, and there’s a resort there that if you go into the basement, and they have like several tiled rooms, and then they have a steam room, and treatment room.

And it feels like when I first look at it, because we’re having dinner, it’s like after hours but I know where it is, and then I have gone back to the restaurant and I have selected the fish I want. But suddenly it feels like I feel like I really need to go back over and get one of those treatments even if the spa is closed. I can still go down to the basement and figure out if I can still do a steam treatment.

So I go over there because it’s kind of deserted, and I know I go into one tiled room that’s bare and then I want to go from there and find my way to wherever they do the steam rooms, but that’s when I wake up.

John: This dream actually builds on the other dream in that you start off where your nature is such that it has to go through a particular issue, or dilemma, in terms of how you have to relate to things, and then you have to give yourself some time and some space.

The steam room is like the relief from it. In other words, you make a decision, and you do something, and then after you make the decision, in order to give yourself some space, you have to go to the steam room, and then you have to change the atmosphere, and maybe take a walk in the woods. And you have come to recognize that this works well for you as a pattern, so you have this pattern, this energetic pattern in life, that whenever you make a decision you then have to do something that enables you to settle back and relax.

It’s like reading, like you do, does that. Then you have to take a walk or do something again to stimulate energy in another way, and all of it then causes things to be able to shift, and adjust, and equalize, or normalize so that you don’t get too intensely caught up in the decision, or the manner in which you have decided to do something.

So what your dream has done, is it’s taken and it’s shown that the timing, the idea of working with time, has other qualities to it and one of the qualities is the steam room, and then the walk in the forest, and whatnot, all to help to ameliorate the intense decision that you have done that you feel is important for your well being, the cancer treatment, to resolve a problem.

Then you suddenly realize that this is a pattern that you are doing, over and over again, and it’s like the pattern is creating a problem because you need to shift. You need to figure out how to take and carry it to the next level. How do you let go of this?

And so that’s your dilemma. So in between this letting go shows itself in terms of you still having the habit, more as a reflective thing, but you’re no longer doing it cohesively with the other person. That denotes where it’s starting to shift.

And then how does it shift? Well, it shifts to a higher octave, a different energetic. Instead of the routine, and the pattern, it’s shifting to something in which there is a change in the consciousness, and fish represent consciousness, and so you find yourself now going into a place where you can have a meal with fish, where you have now changed the environment, you’ve changed the scenario, and you can take in a greater consciousness.

And with that greater consciousness, you realize that the way that you can soothe and relax yourself, and settle yourself out, in this kind of peculiar twist on time, is that there is a sauna in this place. But now as another element of time, you know that it’s there, you know that it’s part of this consciousness, but it hasn’t yet opened up for you.

So you actually have traveled quite a bit in the one dream. A way of saying it now is, you started off having to deal with something that had a responsibility, and a type of aggravation, and even a type of ill effect upon your nature that you were committed to doing, and as part of doing that, and making it all work, you had other things that you had substituted in, your ability to take the sauna and then go into the woods, and all of that pattern, made it all workable.

And what you do in the outer is, you can read your book, and then you can go to your exercise class or some other thing, or take a walk, or go to a movie or something, and all of that then kind of normalizes everything.

So the thing that I have to wonder in terms of what is the outer event, if I was to point to and wonder, what is the outer event that has a cancerous effect of a commitment to it, as part of a pattern, what is the outer event that you’re contending with, that you then have to equalize and normalize?

It makes me wonder, is doing the dream work, and doing all of that, that you then relax away from by reading, and then taking walks, and doing a workout group, or going to movies, is that part of it? Well, if it is, that’s okay because what’s interesting is it shows that there is a shift coming, and the shift coming is that this whole process that you do, that you find yourself doing, is shifting to a greater consciousness, and in that greater consciousness then the means by which you stroke yourself, or feel yourself, like the process of reading we’ll say, is something like that. It takes on a different quality of meaningfulness.

In other words, all of that other led to, and was important to, leading to a shift in which you now transition into a greater consciousness in which in this greater consciousness, it too has its octave of the steam room, or the mode of relaxation, but in this greater consciousness you have to wait to see how that is going to open up and work because it’s currently not open – only you know that it’s available too.

This is a dream denoting how your energy is shifting.

Your first dream, the first aspect toward the understanding of this, is how do you bring something through in relationship to an overall collective, and that you have a focus that’s going to persevere it through. And it will, because as you hold to the focus, you keep the creative element going, and you have an alignment as such that you have more power with your focus than you did before because you’re not as thrown around, or caught up in the collective of things, and so over the course of time you’re going to be able to bring this about.

You might say that, over the course of time, you could say that the dream work and stuff that we do is like that, and then with that has come certain patterns and habits, and those patterns and habits have been important to lead to a point where it now shifts to another level of consciousness, of which, in that level of consciousness, is its own pause for relief. In other words, it’s a shift, to a shift, to a shift.

The first dream is like a shift showing that you can work with, and go through, and wait, to the point with your focus and attention, to where something is shaped and shifted, and you can get that consciousness to work through.

And in your second dream, you’re showing that with that comes mannerisms and habits and patterns, in terms of what you have been able to cause to shift and shape through, and those mannerisms and patterns and habits then, at some particular point you’re able to shift from them to yet a greater consciousness that then has its level of relief.

It’s showing a progress, an energetic progression, as a type of journeying that you’re doing as you’re growing.

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