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iesIf you’ve ever tried to drive with a full cup of coffee you will understand this dream, because, when you try to do that, you suddenly become aware of a hundred bumps on the road that you were never aware existed. For the purposes of the dream, the dreamer is trying to keep an innerness intact, but everything around it, front and back, is trying to disrupt that inner state, all while the inner state is trying to impose itself on the outer situations. This is the struggle of trying to bring our inner life into the everyday of what we do. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: My earliest dreams seemed to be more about almost like just forms, and it was like they come together and they shift. I can’t remember that much more about them. It wasn’t like anything was happening as far as people. It just was forms and shifting.

In the second dream, it’s like I’m looking for someone, and I go into an old theater building. I have to go down into the basement and through this kind of maze of rooms, and then I keep going past people but I can’t find the person that I want. I come out the other side, and I decide I have to go over to the next town.

And so I hitch up a horse to a wagon, a horse and a buggy kind of arrangement, and I head over there. And I have somebody else with me now, but then I get distracted, or not distracted, I’m going there, but there’s a man that is behind me that’s trying to pass me, also with a horse and buggy, but he’s trying to make his horse go too fast, and is kind of in that sense abusing the horse.

So I’m trying to get my wagon to block that so that he can’t go so fast that he wears out his horse, or abuses it. And then there’s another horse and buggy that comes in front of me which means I have to slow down a bit, too. That’s okay because I’m trying to get the guy behind me to slow down and even to get him to stop and ride with us, or go at a different pace, because his pace is way off in terms of how he’s pushing the horse. That’s all I remember. It was just a night when the dreams were kind of jumbled.

John: The theme of the dreaming had to do with being able to pull and integrate into a wholeness, into a oneness, all aspects of inner into outer, and the outer effect being recognized as a quality coming from an innerness.

And when you were like looking at that, or contending with that, or in the swirl of something like that not having pulled it through with a clear-cut understanding of where this was all at, what it all meant because you were, in terms of the fact that to properly do this you have to let go of everything, and you weren’t able to let go of everything, because you were affected by the horse, meaning a sense of power in the buggy or whatever, you know one behind going at a peculiar pace, one in front going at a faster pace, you in the middle. In other words, whatever all that dynamic was, and how you were having to cope and relate back and forth to the tug-o-war of something like that, you were not sorting out what that really meant. However, it is better, that’s a better image than sitting completely in an amnesia as if there’s nothing going on.

That image of being kind of in-between things, and frustrated by being in-between things, and it’s almost as if when you’re in that it’s a frustration that seems to have an outer vibrational effect because the buggy in the front’s not acting right in relationship to the buggy in the back.

Take that image, add this following image to it. Let’s say you have a house, and the house has an outer area that is exposed to the public. In other words, it’s what the public can see. The public can’t see the inner sanctums of the house.

So if you have a family in the house that’s protected because something sits in this outer area and is able to contend with the forces of things in this zone in the outer part of the house, and is able to somehow or another sustain its ability to do that, that means that on the deepest of the inner levels everything can appear to be okay.

But what if that outer level gets broken into from the collective on the outer, of which something can be sitting in that outer room that is all properly barricaded and whatnot, and protected, so that the innerness is secluded from it from happening?

See, you with the carriage with something in the back and something in the front, you are in that outer room. Now if the outer room breaks down… First of all, what is this outer room? What is this carriage that is caught by something in the front and something in the back? Essentially this is a zone that you could describe as a place where the dynamic is being played out between the forces of vibration and energy that have penetrated the lower levels of the inner plane, in other words, because you can have a place of a greater quietness.

Now what’s happening, the mistake that’s being made in consciousness, is that a person can go into this place, can be really soothed in this place, and can thereby pull themselves into this greater level or degree of isolation, or a greater inner level. Yet you’re still going to have this outer level, of which there’s an innerness having penetrated it, that is able to keep things hidden. If it’s effective enough it can keep things hidden. So you can have the buggy that’s not right in the front, and you’ve got something pushing from the back, and sitting in between you have an energetic that holds the line.

These shapes all have to come together, and so you have that as your schematic, and then you go into a dream in which what you have as a consequence is this area in-between in which there is a dynamic going on so that the buggy in the front and the buggy in the back, there’s kind of a veiling as a result of the buggy in the middle.

So this leads to a confusion. See, where your dream left off is you saw what it’s like to be in this in-between, but your image wasn’t enough to show that this in-between is a lot like an extension to a house, an extension that is out there in which if anything goes on it goes on against this extension, this kind of zone, and that on the inner of that even is a quietness, is a peace.

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Ross Zietz

Human beings have the capability to connect to everything in the universe. That may sound like a lovely concept, but it’s actually true – we just rarely understand what that implies. Think of compassion, for example, which is an energy of a certain vibration. A person who practices compassion can generate that energy inside themselves. If they do so consistently, that energetic vibration will attract the same energy from outside of the person – because the energy exists everywhere. It’s a universal law of attraction that like frequencies go to like frequencies; birds of a feather, so to speak. So, what does our generation attract to us? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So in this dream, I have created a mechanical bird that looks and acts like the real thing. It flies like it is real, goes up and down and around and about, simulating an aliveness and sensitivity. I enjoy playing with it as if an aliveness, that I imagine, can become possible for this mechanical bird.

Just to be able to act like this, and my action to manifest into that which is almost free, in other words, it’s just lacking the essence of actual aliveness, is incredible. And now, with this approach where something is able to fill a gap, I note that this awareness yearns, and it yearns to fill a need. And of course what manifested as this need was this mechanical bird, that was seemingly real in appearance, but lacked a certain instilled essence to get its soul or something.

But then suddenly I take a step even further. I recognize that, among the birds, that there is a species, there’s something that needs to be in between this and that, almost like a species is missing – and that species is a vibration. A signature note species then is created.

Because a need existed for there to be this particular beingness in manifestation, that’s the reason why it was created. And I seem to have something to do with this. To manufacture and create such an energetic in the physical world completes what I could tell was a missing link. This missing link fills a gap in consciousness in the outer.

Without this quality in life, a shift that it needs to happen isn’t possible. As a result, in its place there is an anger from deep within. In other words, you’ve got the two parts, the two species of birds, but they don’t come together, and there’s kind of an anger or gap, an anger that represents this gap. The anger is there because this gap was a stage that mankind requires in order to be complete again. The anger covers up an important step in consciousness. Without this awareness, which is an aliveness, being there energetically, a shift of a higher consciousness in the world is missing.

In the dream, I became aware of this missing link and created a mechanical species of bird to fill this gap. The species of bird lacked a soul and a means to propagate. My hope was by simulating the missing gap energy that this would be enough for mankind to realize their need, and go inside themselves and build the missing bird, upon the soul level. If this missing inner link in consciousness were to come alive in the reflective outer, this would be co-creation.

And so the significance in the process of what’s going on here is the inner and the outer – you start off with the understanding that the inner and the outer are intertwined – and a quality of beingness that once upon a time had existed in manifestation as an important reflective to an essence to it all has gone extinct, extinct, that is, in the outer. Without this echo reflection in manifestation, a gap exists.

In this gap what exists to fill that void, that is kind of an emptiness, but an emptiness represented now as a latent anger. This latent anger exists because in an intertwined world of oneness, I’m able to denote that something is missing. I am able to denote the gap or void.

The angerness is what keeps track of that, I guess, a gap and void that needs to be filled in order for my beingness to shift from a latent underlying anger. In other words, I’m not able to flow with that there. Something’s got to be reunited, intertwined. The place of oneness requires such a consciousness to be awakened within and instilled back into life anew.

The image of a new species that touches reflectively this missing link for mankind is, on a dream level, an attempt to go back to my true all-encompassing essence. Such an awakening and endeavor is like the co-creative process that requires a human being, who is created out of the essence of all there ever was, to reclaim within those ancient latent roots and awaken quickened into matter that which is needed.

Isn’t that amazing? And then the epiphany is, this seeing dream explains why there are magical creatures like the unicorn lying dormant in our beingness. This is true of other species, as well. Although in physical manifestation they may no longer be an evidence with their being, within a human being however the energetic resides, maybe hidden, maybe dormant, maybe veiled, maybe you can’t quite touch it, you can’t even quite get to the reflection in the outer anymore. What may have died in terms of the outer form exists on the inner plane of consciousness as an energetic which can be brought forth again in a co-creative way. What that will look like remains to be seen. Our conceptualization of the physical world being all there is that is real is evolving. What that means is not knowable to the mind.

Now as a meaning, the access to the species and their beingness and what they represent energetically that may be extinct on the physical plane, still exists on the inner plane. Energy is neither created, nor destroyed. It resides always. It remains for a human being who is created out of everything that exists, or ever existed, upon an inner plane level to find. Access to this inner plane essence is what co-creation is all about.

What this actually means remains to be seen. I say this because manifestation is a reflective process that on an outer level is dying daily, denoted by the destruction and extinctions of the species of Mother Earth. The energetic of that which was on the outer physical plane, in a reflective way, must now be accessed more directly on the inner plane. And in accessing that, it’s part of a shift to something different.

In other words, it’s not happening in the old way. Didn’t know that, did we? Had no idea. In other words, you can get all caught up in the direness of things and think, oh my goodness, oh my goodness, it’s hopeless, mankind is destroying Mother Earth and all of these species are dying out, and you’re reaching a point where you’re losing the cellular makeup of the aliveness of which you’re part and, therefore, how can there possibly be a shift in manifestation? And in that regard, that’s true. You can’t shift manifestation anymore because it’s on its way out. It’s losing the species and whatnot. What’s on its way in is a human being that is learning to catch up with all of the aspects of everything that, almost in a Big Bang way, has been thrown into all that there is in manifestation of which man is all of that.

And the thing is, is because manifestation is changing or evolving or actually falling away, as the earth is having its problems, as species are dying out based upon an action towards an extinction as manmade created, everything falls within a divine plan. And so this manmade way that things are unfolding towards an extinction, it’s basically a dying or a dropping away of the rudimentary recognition, in terms of manifestations and its communication to a human being.

Instead a human being is being required to catch up with the essence of it all, of which they are created in the image of, housed deep inside of them. You know, if you go back to the Adam and Eve story, I’m not even sure at that point in time, it being kind of many, many Adam’s and Eve’s and a retrial of things, I’m not even sure you had a unicorn world there, but even in the seeds of Adam and Eve there’s kind of a unicorn imagery, of people that sense and can see in some sort of mind’s eye, a unicorn. And all of that is important as an aspect of aliveness, and as an essence that we are able to find within ourselves, and no longer need to be dependent upon the outer because we’re that asleep. We can find it within.

And so what you have here is, you know that everything comes from inner into outer, but you also know that the outer and the inner are one and the same. And so, as part of being able to understand this, if knowing that the outer and the inner are one in the same, you know then that because something awakens on the inner does that necessarily mean that it’s going to come back into life on the outer? No, not necessarily. In other words, energy’s neither created nor destroyed. It’s just in various different levels or forms, and so it doesn’t mean that it has to come back out in its dense way. It just means that it has its aliveness, and its aliveness is on a whole other less dense level. You know, to begin with in the unfoldment of human consciousness, they were like children and they had to have all of these reflections to be very, very vivid all around them in order for them to kind of keep up with the sacred essence of life.

But now all of that is pulled away and a human being is required to find it within. So it’s not destroyed or anything. It’s just findable in this whole other shifted way of being. That’s quite a discovery. It kind of takes and, if anything, it becomes an answer, a solution I should say, to the idea that mankind’s on its way out because it’s destroying itself. It kind of becomes a solution from the standpoint that not necessarily so. Mankind is evolving, but not necessarily destroying themselves – because how can you destroy something that can never be destroyed? It can only go into another form. It can only come about in a whole other way. That’s quite a dream, huh?

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ChaosThe dream yesterday began with an inner perspective, but then it shifted to dealing with events in the outer world (see A Visionary Effect). And, just as in waking life, when we are faced with what is unfolding in the outer, things begin to get chaotic. Nothing works quite right, and more and more detours are required to handle everything. It’s interesting to see our dreams in this light: are things unraveling, or are things working out? This can tell us where we are in our struggle. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So when I go to the outside again there’s a lot of people, and some of the first people that you run into, of course, are the people that you wouldn’t let into the inside before. But I just seem to kind of ignore them. And I’m walking around the lawn and exploring the area, and there’s a woman who wears white, an older woman who wears white, that I see as owns the area, or it’s her area anyway. And at one point, then, you’re there, and then I think of her as your mother.

You and I decide to go on a hike up the side of the hill and, as we go up the hill, it’s very muddy and there’s kind of like a stream beside it that has pooled up in different places. And as we’re about some distance up there, then you notice a place where it’s almost like a pool with some steam coming off of it has pooled among the rocks. And you want to go in the water.

I don’t really want you to go in the water because I feel like we can’t tell how hot it is. It might be quite volcanic, or it might just be like a hot pool. I just don’t know, but you just jump in. But when you do that, it’s like part of the side breaks down and it sweeps you down the mountain a little ways and you get all muddy.

So you kind of holler at me and I have to come and pull you out and back up onto the trail. And then we have to go down to the house because you have to go change clothes or whatever, get the mud off you.

When we’re down there, it’s like your mother really wants me to leave. There’s also been an Indian man that I feel like was wanting to be in a relationship with her, or someone there, and he’s left.

Before I can leave, I’m looking around for some things that need to be done, and then a little spider lands on my glasses. You know, I don’t like spiders near my hair or anything, so I kind of take off the glasses and ask you to help get the spider out, shake my head. That’s just kind of disturbing.

And then she seems to have left for a few minutes and you’ve gone to clean up and, because she wants me to leave and it’s her house, I feel like I’m going to have to – but I make a phone call. It must be about a cab or something. And when I make that phone call, somehow I get hooked up to the house of the Indian man and I find out he has a wife, even though he’d been there trying to maybe have a relationship with your mother or someone else.

So that was kind of like information that we didn’t know that I know it might even upset her, but at least I’ve got the information. Also, before I leave I see these white clothes all around, and I’m picking them up, and I feel like they need to be washed before I go. And as she comes and she’s gathering up some of the white clothes, too, I’m trying to sort them out a little bit more from colored clothes or other clothes that are with them, and get them in a washing machine that’s outside with everything else. I think that’s when the dream ended.

John: So when you put all of that that goes on in the inner in which you can have a certain knowingness, when you put this into the outer, you repeat over and over and over and over and over again all of the various variances.

And, to begin with, things just keep becoming more abstract, meaning separating from this overallness and this wholeness in which there is a sense, an acuity to every little nuance that is able to take place in terms of the effect as something changes in an inner way of something coming through.

But in the outer, you start off in which, fresh off of the inner, you have the sense of the various relationships, or parts. In other words, you have a sense of the effect of the mother, you have the sense of the effect of this, and the sense of the effect of that, and it’s still kind of within the metrics of an overallness, but with separate distinctions.

And then as the dream progresses, the vagaries get more and more askew. You know, you get the white clothes, and the colored clothes, and you’ve got the this and you’ve got the that, and you’ve got to handle this a little differently than you handle that. And it becomes more and more askew, meaning more and more like in a separateness.

And the more and more it goes like that in the outer, the further and further and further away you get from a higher-self acuity that you had on the inner. And yet that is how it is played in the outer, because in the outer you have your senses, and your senses are only able to pick up what is in your immediate environment around you.

And so you have to conduct and act off of that. And as you conduct and act off of that, can you hold onto, can you be in this innerness, at the same time you’re in the multiplicity? Because the multiplicity isn’t really a multiplicity. To begin with, you know that it’s kind of a part of you this way, and a part of your environment in this way, and a part of your environment in that way.

But in the end the images and the variances and all of the stuff that you’re going through sound estranged, sound like you know just things that you have to contend with, and you tend to lose more and more and more in the separation. You lose more and more and more of the union, or the oneness of things.

So when you dream on the inner, you pull more and more into a huge oneness, and world soul of yourself, in which that which goes on you can be in rhythm with. And when you go outward, there is an amnesia that sets in, in which the parts all to begin with have a relationship, but in the end that relationship can break down and you can become completely bewildered by the duality of things – as if they are things that you have to contend with, as if they really are separate.

And, as your dream progressed, these things kept having a semblance of greater and greater separation in terms of the imagery.

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