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Aron Bourke

Where does the future come from? How does it get here? It is very simple to believe that time just unfolds and what we do in the meantime brings about the future. But if you believe that the universe has a purpose, then the future can only arrive in one way: it comes down to us from higher realms. It doesn’t come in the form of a modern design, but in the form of new energies that bring new possibilities. Those new possibilities are translated through life, from inner into outer, and the future appears before us in manifestation. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The thing last night is I didn’t pull out my dreams, but it felt like I dreamt all the time and the dreams seemed to have a theme of like almost like being in a race, you know, like a foot race. And going somewhere and feeling like I’m getting ahead of something, you know, and it felt like it had that theme a lot, but I don’t remember details.

John: One of the themes that existed, that reverbed a lot, was there’s a pace, for me it was like 15, and that pace would be what you might consider ordinarily, in kind of an outer motif way of looking at things, to get by just fine. But that motif can’t possibly hold its own with anything.

And then there’s a pace, it’s a speeded up pace that’s 25, and that’s a speeded up pace that you can’t sustain, something about your physical nature is going to have a hard time sustaining that pace. That’s where you tend to be too over the top or something. You don’t contain the energy right.

Well, that pace is just good enough to hold a status quo in the outer. In other words, be between on the inner, between the inner and the outer, in other words not necessarily thrown around, but able to catch up with things. You have to go faster than that, even 25, in order to be in a place in which you’re able to touch something before it was born, in other words, a quietness, or a stillness that is not yet in manifestation. So yes, that was part of the themeing was the speed

So, you know, there is a whole thing of a suspense that’s building and, therefore, you would have the reverb, kind of a pace, or a speed.

So in my meditation dream, I did something a little different because there is something about the way the energy is here. So the scenario and general dream observation is I kind of point out that I’m in upper India. The dreams that I have been having going into this adventure indicates that the outer is on a destructive course; it can’t shift, the most rationally, conscious actions have been steadily backfiring.

Yet still, in the dreaming, I see myself trying to persevere as if something is possible, but no evidence whatsoever, of course, of that, and that’s because again there’s that speeding up that’s necessary, that gets you outside of time. And over and over what I see as a result of inner awareness effects do not have a noticeably meaningful effect upon the whole. In other words, my experiences inside don’t quite do what is necessary to effect the whole in a consequential way.

In other words, why is that? I say this because the evidence is obvious. In the outer, everything keeps getting worse and worse. I’m trying the same old inner-into-outer approach again knowing that the overall effect, if the pattern holds true, will be that the direness of an unfolding situation will just keep getting worse and worse, and that I am only affecting infinitesimal aspects on the margin, but not having a prevailing effect that is significant or meaningful or even observable in relationship to the overall where the transformation intertwining is needed.

And then I go through what is called a section that I call “suddenly I get it.” What I see is an answer to everything I observe in the outer. In other words, the fact that every effect is insignificant, every effect in the outer is insignificant. From this way of looking at it it’s insignificant. It’s insignificant because it’s as if the flow is unable to make a dent or change anything.

This has to do with the way something is designed. It is known that this is a period in time when a new design is possible. This is a period in time when the old ways are dead, so the observation is this: everything is breaking down in the outer because that is how the future was shaped and visualized to be long, long, long ago. And so for a person to come now and have a sense of the future, and try to impose the sense of the future, when you’re living in a time when something has already been designed to be this way, is fighting something. In other words, that which we are living now, as the dreamed, it has a vibration about it. But the future does not have a vibration, and that’s to be written yet.

So in order to connect properly, a different relationship is needed. As the table continues to be set by a decision that is destined, in other words, everything in the manifestation is destined, what is needed now is for the future, from this point in time, to be imaged within. So what we’re talking about is an aspect of dealing with time. I’m still seeing it in a way that creates confusion because you’re still thinking of time as time.

To do this a human being has reached to a different relationship with time. The inner-into-outer pinging that goes up against a prophesied design is not the answer. I mean that’s still working with vibrations and these vibrations are, so to speak, in the same motif or mind that created all of this.

The answer is to dream the future dream with time being the future, not the present. In the present the vibrations of inner into outer that were dreamt long ago are playing out as scripted and we are all caught in the collective inner effect. What I keep trying to say is this: the effect of the vibration in life predominates as intended. The present is prophesied and designed and that is not where my attention is needed. My attention is needed in a stillness in which manifestation’s future design and prophecy is not a given. It is not a given because the potential rising from the ashes of what is meant to be now has yet to be designed.

In other words, this is an awkward way of trying to say that the future comes into the present, even though that’s not quite right either in terms of how the mind sees things. In other words, you work with a stillness and out of the stillness something rises to the surface, and then that becomes manifestation. Consciousness needs to be upon the stillness of what is to be designed for the future, experienced upon an unconstellated level. To fight the outer with the current inner unfolding vibrations is going up against destiny. I do not have that right.

This aspect of the way of God is ordained. The will of God, not yet formed, to be constellated out of the stillness of a nothingness is utilizing what you call a quality of time that we can’t put our finger upon now in which there’s a revealing therein, a kind of so-called unknown sign of spirit made flesh as the new dream. Upon this level of beingness there is only beginning/end essence that is one and the same with the nothing but nothingness.

The closest the mind can come to portraying the principle is in making a rather abstract and confusing statement that the future needs to be brought into the present, so 1,000 years from now those living then will be experiencing the dream through them. As for our consciousness now, we are the notions of an inner omniscience in manifestation. The inner omniscience has been carefully designed into flesh as a creative essence, and when we don’t like it what we’re trying to do here is affect the outer with the same inner mind that created it – instead of taking the next step upon a deeper inner stillness level requiring formulation.

As I am writing this up, the dogs outside are barking even though it is nearly 2 a.m. in the morning, the fleas in my bed are biting, this is a scenario that is befitting. If you get angry or upset then you’ll miss something because behind all of that there’s a game going on. You have to dance outside of your set modality, which raises the question: for the caravan to move, for the future to evolve, where is the dream?

In the present, the dogs are barking and the fleas are biting. To say the same thing all over using other words, what is needed is a stillness outside of a predesigned manifestation. At this time, we are the dreamed. The dreamed and the dreamer must find each other again. The dreamed is a vibration made flesh. The dreamer’s home is in the emptiness stillness before time began, or begins.

So then that raises the sequence of questions: who is the dreamer? And what is a dream? Is the dreamer conscious in a physical here and now? Is the dream in the here and now? What would happen if the dreamer woke up the dream? For this to be so, can there be a dreamer and a dreamed within time as we know it? If so, would that be a phase before we were vibrationally born as manifestation?

In other words, we’re talking about a different aspect of time. The old dream has its moments but is unable to shift collective vibrating conditions. Those constructs are preordained and designed to die now – so why mess and try to futter with it? And, of course, you could take this to questions about all ideas about trying to establish peace or to try to do anything. Instead we’re here to dream the dream, so to speak, as a stillness, because if you catch up with something on a vibratory level it’s always going to have its hiccup, it’s always going to break down in some capacity. And you can get clearer and clearer with it maybe, to a certain level of refinement, but it is always going to break down because it’s designed to break down now – so why do we beat ourself up then?

We’re here for the next step, and that’s kind of outside of time. It’s hard to describe because how do you describe something in which you’re so used to having to look at everything as time? How do you describe a nothingness, or a stillness, in which there is no vibration? How do you get beyond the principle of dharma that the Buddhists have? You know, where each person takes and is what they are based upon something that has come alive or awakened in terms of their soul expression? We have to go beyond that because then that still is caught in the design of things. We have to go beyond that in order to create the new dream.

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343Today’s dream follows on the story from yesterday and adds further clarification to what is going on (see Two Places at Once). What is interesting to note is that the dreamer finds herself in a position that she is unprepared for – to give a talk on a subject she doesn’t know. This could be a recipe for disaster, both in the dream world and in real life. Yet here, everything seems to work out because the dreamer can connect to the essence of something and then just go with the flow of it. When we do that, things naturally seem to fall into place. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The thing about the second dream, I would say, is it felt like the care of the two boys that is done kind of almost in secret seems to be in the background of the second dream somewhere, too. I just don’t pull out very well what all of that was about because they seem to be taken care of almost apart from the community.

And in the second dream, I’ve been called in to give a talk to a classroom. It’s a class that’s being taken for credit probably, more like on a university level, and the people come together. Now the problem that I have is I’m being called to talk about a woman author who wrote in the 1800s, who was kind of adventuresome for that time, but she wrote very mannered books kind of like Jane Eyre or that type of book you saw come out of that time.

And the problem is that I haven’t read the book the class is maybe doing the report on, which is not a biography of the woman. I haven’t read it, but I’m being asked to talk about it. The only thing I catch a glimpse of is I see a brief scene from a film that’s about her life, so I kind of catch her vibe by seeing her in that film.

And when I go into the classroom, the way it’s structured is that everybody sits around with their backs to the walls, all around the room so the center of the room is empty. In fact, it’s almost partly outdoors and indoors as well. And I may just give a brief talk because I realize the main thing is to get them talking somewhat about it because they should have read the autobiography, as well as maybe some of the books that she’s read, and I know a little bit about them.

And then I seem to be asked to do the same thing a second time. The second time some of the people show up for the class and, once they’ve reported in, they disappear. And so the people in the class that I have to talk to is much smaller now, but I notice one man who carries a lot of energy, that’s quiet, and I know that he knows the subject thoroughly, and that the only way I can really present on this with my not having read the autobiography, and only have gotten a glimpse of the author’s energy, is to get those people in the room that really know about it to dialogue.

John: So you just now made that dream that was a bewilderment make sense, because basically what you said is, okay, if you just look at it like that, in kind of a black-and-white, in which there is either the railroad line, or there’s not, and if there’s not there is an awareness, and if there is the railroad line the density of that is such that it’s kind of like one or the other. It’s like how do you cross between the two worlds?

And in this dream you pointed out how it’s possible. In other words, it’s possible to know something from the past on the basis of how the vibration of that is. And in that vibration, as you hold that vibration, you’re able to communicate that vibration across. And as you communicate that vibration across, even though you don’t have the physical tangibility of something there in front of you, you make it almost as real as if it is right there in front of you. And thus you are carrying an essence from an innerness into an outerness without having to get lost in the form and the substance of how things are.

Well, this is the meaning of music that can catch the lilt and the vibe of the soul in its own kind of way because it has more of a proximity to something etheric, as opposed to something that is set and died and true and dense. It’s also true of one’s ability to take and, say, look at a picture and suddenly find themselves transported to something that isn’t even on the screen, in terms of a value and an essence that is in the picture.

And, in that regard, you have gone beyond the density of the physicality of something in front of you, and you’ve gone to some quality of an innerness that bleeds through, that resonates, that is part of that. So, in a way, you could say that a type of merging has come about between the inner and the outer to where there is the aliveness that has quickened, that is there as well as the two have come together as one.

So your second dream indicates how it is done, even though your first dream told it in a very black-and-white way. It’s not quite black-and-white, and your second dream corrected it and pointed out that this is actually something that manifests energetically. Did you have more? You didn’t need anymore. That cleared it all up. That made it all smooth and okay, right?

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hqdefaultJust as we know that the most brilliant idea doesn’t mean a thing if we don’t do anything with it, so it is in our spiritual journey. Knowing and understanding spiritual ideas does not a spiritual person make. True spirituality is to process those beliefs into the very fabric of our lives, in the way we make choices, in the way we act, and in where we focus our energies. Said another way, it has to be lived. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: What I’m doing in my meditation dream is I’m describing something that you just take for granted, that is so simple, and I’m breaking it down into all of its little nuances. And in the dream, approaching it as if it is so complicated that I can’t possible figure out all of these little nuances. I can’t quite remember and wake up to the importance of all of these little nuances.

And it’s almost like I’m seeing all of this for the very, very first time. When this is in a natural flow, it just flows. I mean, you don’t think of it one way or another. It’s just like the way the heart beats, you know, it just happens. You don’t have to dwell upon how that is, but in this meditation dream I’m acting as if everything has gotten lost in terms of all of the natural component parts and that they all have to be appreciated and rediscovered all over again.

So in the dream what I’m seeking to do is connect with what is happening around me, and I’m seeking to do this in a way that isn’t just limited to the way I think about things, or my sense perceptions. The reason is because there is more going on than this simple ordinariness.

I am unable to shift to a world of inner perception when I am holding on to, or adhering strictly to, a world of sense perception and mental gymnastics. The shift that takes me out of the mundane, which is the way I sort out the unfoldment of life in a mind-sense frame of reflective reference. I am asleep with my soul nature unless I bring it into a heightened awareness to take into account everything going on around me – because my soul awareness is not strictly limited by the mind-senses.

In making a shift to what is unfolding around me in the outer world, to begin with I just don’t take things so literally. Instead I am seen as being like in a waking dream in which the outer appearances that I play with routinely are part of what needs to be intertwined to a big picture, the big picture being the wholeness of life. By having this intertwined recognition and awareness, looking towards that, that is, I find myself shifted to a more meaningful speeded up perceptivity. The outer scenario before me is no longer all there is, once I make the shift to recognize this other as going on. The scenario instead is just a setup to something more meaningful that I am to be attentively noticing waking up from within.

The focus and attention that I can utilize, or connect with, has me adhering to an inner unfoldment that takes in the big picture, it sees the big picture. The big picture is that which is real, not the setup that was simply a test to see if I could access, through a setup, an inner awareness by letting go of the dense identifications which skirt to one side and veil then the perceptivity, shield from the perceptivity.

What it is going to take for the inner aliveness moving through me to be able to affect the outer scenario? In other words, what that’s going to take is the challenge I face. This means that the inner unfoldment that I am able to access is meant to be brought into manifestation through my outer presence upon the physical plane. The vibration is able to effectuate change as if it’s an intelligence being made tangible as it comes through into manifestation.

This process is designed to be effortless. The unfoldment is meant to occur superfluously, in other words just naturally, as the aliveness is consciously in a state which transforms as an inner flow the outer manifestation automatically. We do this naturally and effortlessly, and so what I am doing is dreaming this process because we seem to have lost the naturalness and that is why I’m finding myself in a dream describing the veil, or the manneristic nuances, as if I am having to pick up the pieces to start the whole process all over again.

One of the things that exists here is an image of me going into an amazing marble floored, top floor condo that was very palatial. This condo had been empty, had been left empty by me for a long time, and because of the lack of attention there seemed to be even water gathering in the floor area in the kitchen. And to begin with I was wondering if it had been leaking from the ceiling, from the roof or something, and this kitchen is just off what is on the other side of a counter, the library.

And on the counter is a device that someone had inadvertently left a lever turned that affected the way a flow needed to be and, as a consequence, water leaked. So initially I look at this and assume that it must be a leak from the ceiling but, no, it’s just a matter of adjusting this lever so that everything is okay again.

So what I was basically doing was looking for what was necessary – as part of supporting what is naturally there for purposes of evolvement. In other words, maybe it needed a little TLC or something. That’s what I was doing initially in this image.

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