An Odd Sensation

The idea of bringing everything together, inside, faces the same problem as it might on the outside: what if it doesn’t fit, or if it doesn’t feel right? If we are a oneness, how could this be? Well, this is where the work of letting go of biases and defense mechanisms can be applied, because these additions cause friction to the process, and, to be in a flow requires that we be as frictionless as possible. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I did that thing again where I’m doing something that feels very spread spectrum. like it seems to be covering a lot of distance. And it’s some kind of work with energy. But I wake up and you’re not in the bed, and then I lose the dream. And then I have a later dream.

John: So, what that is it’s just denoting that you’re on the in-breath aspect of yourself, which is trying to come to grips with how to see yourself in a spaciousness. 

Usually, a person doesn’t use the in-breath, or note that the in-breath is like that, because it’s too expansive or something. And so, in order to make their world cope for them, they have to look at themselves, or see themselves, as something that comes down, that has an energetic, that compacts, has an orientation in other words, an unfoldment in the out-breath. 

But to be in the in-breath, when you don’t have things sorted out, and where you can’t quite pull a cognition together, that’s an unusual state. And it’s an unusual state that I’ve found leaves one sensationally; on a sensation function, kind of in a sensation delirium. It’s a sensation delirium because you can’t find your modality, or your place, or your scope, in terms of what it is that you’re meant to grasp, or own, in that spaciality. 

And so you’re constantly trying to, well, push to an extreme that causes some people to go a little insane. And it’s unpredictable. And it doesn’t accept; that aspect has a trait about it, where it just doesn’t accept hardly anything that is presented to it. 

Because in this spaciality, the positive side of it, is that it always has a sense that something isn’t quite right because where it deludes itself is when it gets into a compactness where it could take and think that it is accentuating something important. But when it’s trying to scope out a greater spaciality, it has a dilemma. And so that’s a very odd sensation to have to be in. But it’s part of the in-breath.

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The Cosmic Connection

ngt1In these dream images we see things being manifested because of a need. Now that may seem magical, but it is actually the way the universe works. But the key to it working is that the need is vibrationally in tune with the purposes of creation. It doesn’t work if it is about a personal need, or the law of attraction idea. It is a resonant quality that, like a tuning fork, brings in a universal response. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In this dream, the example I have is I am part of a very large family that is meant to be able to partake of fried chicken, because there’s a natural hidden connection that this family has that I can feel within.

However, the family doesn’t quite fully acknowledge this, although I know that they should be able to acknowledge it, and has the tendency to settle for something less. Something that is superficial, linear, and easy to explain. They have not observed an access I can feel, creatively. They haven’t caught up with that at a depth inside of themselves. They’re blocked by a natural veil. In other words, I know that they need to have fried chicken. I know that they have a recognition of the need of being on the fried chicken schematic of things. But their concepts keep them from knowing that because there is no fried chicken at hand.

So the challenge is, can I use my presence from within to shift them out of their demeanor?

The way the demeanor that they have is, that when I step into the area where they’re sitting around waiting for the food to be put on the table, nothing is there. But when I step into the arena, my hands are full of fried chicken. And I place it in a container in the center of the table. Then I use a certain key or focus so that they will just naturally accept it, because it certainly looks like it belongs there all along.

So, they were still waiting—there is this need—but they don’t know how it’s going to be met, and they just assume that the food will be provided in a linear way. But when I step forward with the fried chicken, it rings a bell somewhere deep inside of them, that fried chicken is meant to be. But where’s the chicken? Where’s this and where’s that? So, when I place this in a container, it suddenly is as if it is totally natural and is, like I say, already about the place, it just needed to be visualized. I’m the only one who has a slight trepidation because I know it isn’t as obvious as I am able, with a certain focus that I carry, to make it appear or be.

Because I was able to feel the need strongly through me, I was able to access the space where needs are met. The process started when I walked into a garage feeling that this needed to be there as a given for the family and suddenly there was fried chicken on the garage floor.

I initially felt that this was weird, dirty, or perhaps contaminated. But when I was able to drop the self-limiting conceptualization, I was able to find it abundantly there, able to be picked up with ease and looked fine as soon as I picked it up. I even found fried chicken to be in another inflective space within, that was, you know, having to be laying on the ground floor of the garage. And I added some of that to the chicken that I was carrying in my arms.

However, I did carry a little qualm because someone, who couldn’t quite make the leap of faith when I said that the chicken is just naturally there, had to ask me where I got this. And I had to reply and basically, I said I got it out of the garage. But I had to use a certain way of saying it so casually that it was kind of like an Obi-Wan Kenobi. They’d just naturally accept that, because they know that it needs to be there, because it echoes with the inner key that they have deep inside of themselves, instead of the mental, rational, logical, outer way that would say that that’s not possible, and therefore obliterate it from being real.

And I’m able to get them to accept that as this leap of inner faith and imagination for them was touched, so that it could be so. Because they carried that as a depth or a pull from within, that can set this off in life. So, it worked. They just somehow or sincerely needed to reach within themselves and notice, as if this is like a yogic sight or something, that it is there.

But it took a lot of energy out of me to hold the space for that, so that they got it. And so, as a result, I’m the only one at the table who is a little bit remiss in having pulled it off. In other words, I got it so that they ate the chicken freely, but I ate the chicken still somewhat stigmatized by the unusualness of how this came about in manifestation and I carry that in myself as if there’s still a falling back to the state of things that are out of the ordinary.

But I have broken free of that for them, but it took a lot out of me to do that. It weakened me. And so that left me a little bit not able to quite eat the chicken as freely as they are able to eat it. I still have my equivocation about it, right? So the dream has to repeat in another way.

And so, in this dream image, there’s an inner energetic magnetism that needs to penetrate a barrier by my focus and attention being strong enough to hold the space for that to happen. In this image, there is a woman who is sitting on a bench, holding an empty container, as if this container has hope that isn’t there to happen, because the container is just empty.

So, I am able to somehow or another, without being noticed, through a certain quality while she is in a trance, place two rubber bands into her bowl. These are rubber bands that are still being in the process of being properly formed. They haven’t quite set up yet. I then kind of stroll into the area—make it appear as if I’ve just arrived—and suddenly look and see the rubber bands in her bowl. Of course, she didn’t know that they were there, but they’re there because I see them there and she looks and they are there, too.

And so what we’re talking about is that this is a precursor vibration to things, in which she is waiting patiently as if her belief, trust, and faith in a kind of inner prayerfulness, will manifest something in terms of the need. Well, we’re talking about a need being able to happen that makes no sense as a type of healing, or quality, or change that would be like a magic in the world.

Well, you know, the first step is to get her to fully identify that something is working towards her need. So the rubber bands are there. And so I reach into her container, pick up one of the rubber bands that seems to be there out of the blue, shake it out to break the trance of the rubber band, and voilà, right in front of our eyes, it resizes itself to a size needed to wrap around a need. In other words, before it wasn’t quite right, and now all of a sudden, it has a much larger object that was like a little bit rubberish and round and irregularly designed, is suddenly a small, properly elastic rubber band, designed to hold together objects heretofore not yet visible.

And so, she sees that and seems to accept that and doesn’t seem to be that shocked by that. But these two objects looked the same size when they were just in the bowl. Now I take my hand and I reach in, and I grab the other rubber band that’s also a little bit discombobulated, give it a shake, and voilà, it is anew. And this time, this is a larger rubber band, with the full elasticity of such, capable of wrapping around a larger package of things.

Yet initially, when one just glanced in there and noticed the stuff in there, the first step that had to be made was her catching up with the fact that there was something in there that didn’t make sense. How did that get there? But because we both saw it, it was there, you know, and then when one reached and pulled it out, that it actually, then, took on a certain energetic quality that could do something, that could be something, that could hold something.

And so the secret is, it started with me getting the person to accept that the means was there all along. Had they noticed, for example, or been able to explain or rationalize it away, in terms of a conceptualization, their mind would not have allowed the recognition. It would have blocked this process of intertwined connectivity and they’d have continued to see things separately.

Well, the meaning of this is because we are composed of all there is, that deep-down, we are able to touch everything and, in doing so, meet a heartfelt need. This is how the inner gift of healing works. It’s actually also how real magic is done. You have almost to wonder if there isn’t some real magic.

To explain this rationally, it is as if the focus can be there in such a way that we have the magical ability to move atoms and molecules about. If a mental explanation is required, such linearity will veil the natural unfoldment knowingness. In other words, you can’t actually try to catch up with it that way because then you’re disturbing the order of things. However, the ability for a human being to touch the cosmic connection to all there is, as an inner into outer meaningfulness, simply is.

Explanations according to parameters of mental expectation have to be let go of and the individual has to be in an empty space to be in touch with all there is. When the inner power is at the natural-intended acuity, what is needed is not impossible to manifest.

This rises up from the heart of the situation. Maybe it’s not the heart of the situation, but it rises up from the embodiment of the situation. It will not work if the need isn’t commonly shared in some preexisting deep, inner spaciousness of a human consciousness of a human being.

And one more thing. I can’t yet explain this, but I am running a kundalini energy I carry pent-up somewhere through me. And there is a letting go and emptiness that comes with this, that changes the self-limiting energetic of the outer.

Now I know what it means when it is said that true power is inner, not outer. Everything comes from the inner into the outer. And this is showing how you actually do it.

Now, you know, if I didn’t understand that, the images and what I had, would be very, very strange. And what you did would be very, very, very strange, too. But it makes sense. And what you have to also notice is how could you dream what you dreamt and I dreamt what I dreamt, and not recognize that they’re both bizarre, and yet what other explanation, is there? This is what is unfolding.

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Who Are You?

Following on the conversation between John and Ann, here we see how the theme of understanding human beings – us – as energetic beings, rather than just physical beings, has continued in the dream world.

(For the prior entries associated with this, see Tearing the Threads, Coming From Within, and What’s Going On. At the end of this post there are instructions and a link, should you wish to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So my first dream it seems like it’s around election time in this dream. I’m fairly young in the dream but, elections are going to be held shortly and people are betting a lot on them and they seem to be betting heavily in favor of the Republicans.

Well, I want to sneak in some bets and I want to make sure I bet for all of the Democrats running before I bet for the Republicans, but it feels like I’m going to put some coins in these slots for all of the candidates at some point.

I don’t even want anyone around me to necessarily know that I’m doing that and these little betting machines where you put the coins in happen to be in a toilet stall, or the different toilet stalls, so I’ve gone into a toilet stall and I put my coins in and whichever candidate I vote for first they must not be doing that well because I don’t get a lot of coins out of the machine I bet on.

And then the next one I bet on, it feels like a bunch of coins fall out onto the floor and a couple of them are even like an Eisenhower silver dollar and it might be even an Eisenhower commemorative gold coin as well as some other little coins.

And I’m trying to all do this quietly but some of the coins fell kind of on the floor next to the other stall so I’m kind of reaching under there to pick them up. Then in the process of trying to hold all the different coins in my hands and gather them up and make sure that I bet on everybody and kind of hiding out and not wanting other people to know I’m betting on everybody.

I find a purse that someone’s lost and I open it up and it feels like I start collecting a few of the coins or quarters or that in that purse but then I also start looking through that purse to see if I can find if I can identify the owner and maybe what the owner wants known about her and what she doesn’t want known about her.

That’s about all I remember from that first dream.

John: The thing that’s changed in the dreaming last night, is that there’s this idea that what is it that we’re not, as if we’re all things, but the dilemma that exists is that we’re also all energetic, all vibrational things.

I haven’t thought of that before, that we’re all energetic, all vibrational things. Even though we see our self going around in a physical context, there are all of these vibrations out there that also capture our attention.

In other words, it’s not just the physical stuff that you see. I mean we’re inclined to think that we’re just affected by the fact that we live in a dense outer world, and our perceptions are affected by that which we see around us – images of the things that we see around us – and then how we take that back to our senses and how all of those images change is where our attention is drawn.

And that the world is a world based upon something that has to do with perhaps getting out of, or realizing something more than just the images. But there is a vibration behind all of it, and I suppose I guess it’s this vibration that’s the precursor to the images themselves.

And it’s this vibration that we are intertwined with, more so than we realize. In your dream it’s like you’re spreading the energy around to make sure you cover everything that’s perceptible, and then having done that you then see where it is that you are meant to place your attention based upon what comes back. In other words, what is ready to be awakened or to be dealt with, based upon how the feedback is from that kind of focus.

Which means that you’re describing a way in which you’re intended or meant to be playing with the energy, and of course you’re describing a process. Ordinarily one’s idea of a process has to do with how the outer physical world is rearranged. That’s how one had been inclined to look at things.

But in this dream you’re being shown now, that your world is being defined in terms of how you conduct yourself in an outer context way, by the energetics that are stimulated or impacted or affected. The way that that rises up, or comes back in response to your attention, in terms of having spread your interlink connectivity all around, what awakens, what arises, what is quickened from that is where you’re meant to pay more attention.

So this process is actually throwing a new attempt upon you to see who it is that you really are. In other words, the purse represents energy and money. Money is power and energy again. How all of that is you haven’t been paying attention to or haven’t been recognizing or quite properly acknowledging, so there’s a confusion that exists in terms of what belongs to what, or who belongs to this, or that, or the other.

What the dream is trying to do is to try to get you to realize and recognize that you’re not this physical structure or image that you see yourself to be, that you’re actually intertwined with the energetics of everything that exists in the environment and that’s where your linkage is at.

When one is inclined to see themselves as intertwined, they tend to think of the physical objects, but the dreams last night are indicating that one is intertwined with the vibrations, in which you are all things. You’re all of the vibrations. Which means that if you were to take all of the vibrations and pull it together then you would have nothing but light.

So, this dream is almost like trying to tell you who you are instead of looking at your self in some very limited, specific way.

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