The Union

sexual_energy1Masculine and feminine aren’t just sexual orientations, they are fundamental energies in the universe. And they both exist in each one of us. And, of course, like everything else in creation, they have specific roles to play in the way things unfold. Neither one can be suppressed or ignored; both are needed because they are designed to work in balance and harmony. This fact alone can tell us a lot about what is awry in this world. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In my main dream I feel like I’m a man and I’ve been traveling up the river, and the river has branches that go off it, and I kind of see that more drawn as lines although I also see the river and the river bank. It’s like in the south.

And I’m looking for someone and I don’t know if they’ve been lost, or drowned, or just went down another tributary or what they did, and so I’m backtracking. And then it feels like I ask the name, and when I find out the name of a particular branch on that river, then that tells me where everybody is and how they are. And I’m even explaining this to somebody else. I didn’t realize it was quite that simple: that once you knew the name you kind of had all of the information.

John: The thing that you’re doing is you’re closing in on this idea of a type of completion, and the fact that you are becoming a man and all of that stuff and looking at the energy of the masculine invokes something, because it’s the energy that awakens something in the feminine. It’s the thing that names something.

What you’re doing will pull something together as if the soul has been split because what you are actually seeking is… well, for lack of a better way of describing it, the kundalini energy is the energy that makes the magnetism between the two halves, the two polarities, the above and the below. And when you pull the two together, then you have a spatiality that exists naturally; but until you do that there’s always this groping, or this seeking, or this searching, or this reaching, or this looking. I mean this goes on and on and on and on.

And a person who sees themselves as either masculine or as feminine is going to be afflicted and carry this propensity in their nature, in some regard or another, continuously in terms of the difference between the two places, or the two ways, of being in terms of the above and the below, and that they seem separate from each other. But the soul, per se, somewhere in its completion is not masculine and is not feminine, and comes together as a wholeness.

And when something like that is reached you have this whole sensation of spaciousness from which nothing then touches you, and things are possible that aren’t ordinarily possible – and you have named it. The finding of that, or the reaching of that, so that something like that touches you, has a name. And when you bring yourself into union with it, that union that you bring yourself into leads to that feeling of completion and wholeness, and actually puts you in a place where you’re not therefore bound by the limitations and the issues, that you see around you, that exist in the outer.

There is a way of looking at everything that exists in the outer as having some sort of imbalance in terms of this principle of things coming together. It’s almost as if you could take the big joke of life and you could say that there was a splinter away where something got put into manifestation, you could call that the feminine. And then the masculine was left as an energy that was disassociated from that which was matter, and yet it had to go and had to follow and had to figure out how to make a home out of itself in manifestation – even though it carried the energetic vibration of the will, of the crown. It still had to go and live in manifestation.

It came into manifestation from somewhere else. The other part of itself that is the matter, or the feminine side, is at home in manifestation, recognizing that it needs to be touched by something on high. And thus you have the break where something has been shattered. It’s almost no different than man trying to climb to reach God through the town of Babel, and then getting broken away from that potentiality and possibility, and having to speak all these different languages and such so that some crazy event like that could never happen again because there is this need to have to contend with the condition in manifestation.

So, when you contend with this condition in manifestation you’re contending with the two polarities of gravity. You have something as an expansive polarity that needs to become grounded, and it gets grounded in something that is earthy, or as under the domain of the feminine that’s at home here – but it’s at home here in an amnesia. So, you have these two things going back and forth. And the degree to which they struggle to come back together creates everything, creates all of the illusion, creates all of the karma.

And so, as part of dreaming, you have to take and bring back that reunion. And when you do, and are still in manifestation, you’re free of manifestation and things then work. Or are, so to speak, named so that they work. They are something that you can bring about because you no longer have the disorientation that presides over you.

That’s what you’re dreaming. You’re taking and you’re going outside of the limitations of how your feminine nature is, seeing the qualities from the standpoint of the masculine, a masculine that knows how to name things but still doesn’t mean that it can come into a wholeness and completion and pull the soul together. And when it does, when it completely comes together, what comes together is actually the kundalini energy.

Now, when that kundalini energy is whole and is complete, you’re not then bound by things that throw you around. You exist in a spaciousness that is completely comfortable and whatever is going on around you is what it is, and you kind of understand it as having its process problem, varying from degree to degree, and mannerism and mannerism, and it all has to do with this lack of a proper marriage union of the qualities of the soul that have been splintered and broken off to one side. Isn’t that interesting? It’s funny how we can dream that.

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The Language of the Whole

Light-Language-Sacred-GeometryEverything around us is in constant communication. When a single tree is being attacked by a certain beetle, it will warn all the other trees. And things work this way not only on this planet but throughout the universe. And humans are capable of connecting in to this vibrational language; then it’s a matter of translating the information into a form that we can use. We make this connection through our alignment to the whole (letting go of the personal) until it is felt through the heart – instead of just understood in the brain. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I think what we’re talking about will be seen better by my meditation dream, which animated me to such a degree that I wasn’t sure I was going to get anymore sleep in the night – it seemed so profound.

I know right now I’ve tripped it so much away from it that hopefully I can pull it out with that energetic upon which it unfolded, or awakened, and do it justice. But in the sleep that followed afterwards I fell quite a ways away from it and found myself struggling to try to get back to that, and not able to do it had to go through a diversionary approach to get back to this greater depth unfoldment.

In the meditation dream it starts off where I’m looking at what it will take for a dynamic to go into life and be effective in the face of overwhelming forces that are against it. The example portrayed in the dream is that a particular seed that is from and comes out of a particular or certain defined space of life or, in other words, aspect in creation, must have as a thought seed, or as a force of energy, must have the will built up inside within to a degree to cause the conditions it needs to come alive.

The seed I’m looking at within has against itself a terrain that is not readily suited for its existence. Well, it’s not readily suited because everything in the outer is dense, it involves the senses, and the visual, and this is trying to get beyond that.

So the seed seeks a habitat that has a soil with a richness only found in a very specific setting. The setting has the importance to effectuate, or to enhance, an importance that is necessary to affect to the need. The seed falls naturally upon the right spot, right place, and is a force of nature that can’t be not heard when it somehow naturally intertwines or comes to know its space or its place.

So the meaning of this is to somehow manifest a beingness when there is all around practically every reason to not be know,n is what I’m talking about. In other words, I’m trying to see what is seeable. What is needed is a catching up with a language that is at the essence of everything there is in creation.

This language is done within the veils of manifestation. In other words, you penetrate those veils. In other words, it’s recognized not in so many words. It’s a subtle vibration that penetrates, being like an inner language, goes into life in a way in which everything in life, I should say, it goes into this life in a way so that everything in life is able to readily relate to it. In other words, this language penetrates the dense barrier and is nonverbal, it does this in a nonverbal way. In other words, you carry this inside yourself.

In other words, it’s kind of like saying that in the outer world the way we live everything is verbal and through the senses, but then on a soul level we experience everything that exists in all of creation because we’re intertwined with that, and we can do that in a vibrational way. And yet that vibration is a language. It is the language of the whole.

Everything experiences and responds automatically to this intertwined way of being. In other words, when you hit it, you touch everything. This connection is what causes what others call meaningful coincidences to happen – because there’s no distortion in this. You naturally fit, you hear it all, you know it all – vibrationally, that is, in a language way that is in correspondence with everything else – even though on an outer level that everything else can look pretty dense and you don’t have that insight.

To state this in other words, a human being is said to connect with manifestation and be heard through the third eye. The kundalini energy is said to rise from within. This kundalini energy is aligned with life from the heart center, which is alive in all things. The vibration has access to all that there is via this intertwined vibration.

Now this must seem really profound. I mean, it just seems more esoteric and like words as I go through this, but when I was in this it was a knowing and an aliveness that was really profound.

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One Organism

art-0We can speak of wholeness and oneness, but perhaps seeing ourselves as part of a single organism can help us understand that we have a role to play in the greater unfolding of life, just as every cell in our body contributes to what we call “us”. No cell in our body is unimportant, just as no aspect of creation is unimportant. Then consider that the human is the most important manifestation in creation. How can we then think we are a random development with no purpose? What a terrible insult to everything else that goes on around us so beautifully. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: As I continued the dreams, as if I was now doing something I had never done before, I was taking the meaning of the dream and putting it together in an overall way inside of myself, in terms of how to live accordingly.

The dream about being able to connect to an instantaneous note means that we are at the epicenter of everything that is going on. That’s the way it always is around us, we just don’t notice that. And we are able to see an aliveness that is flowing through life at all times, if we hold to that recognition.

Because we are actually merged with that. We’re not a separate organism within all of these organisms. It’s just one organism. And the result is that instead of reacting, or being bewildered by what happens around us, we are touched by the way everything has an overall meaningfulness. The meaningfulness is an aliveness, in which everything that is going on in our life makes sense from what is happening to us.

So, then I set up an example that might better portray it. Like when I tried to do a wire transfer that is actually something instantaneous. Just like when you send an e-mail, it’s instantaneous. It comes there in one or two minutes, and when it’s there, it’s there. It’s not pending or something.

But now we’re playing with the veil of pretension; that we’ve got to act like, you know, got to slow something down, and dull it out, and twist it and contort it and manipulate it, and say that it’s pending, and drag it out. Because as soon as I was told the monies were gone from the account, I checked, and it showed up instantaneous into my account, this means it’s done.

But now a world in which there’s outrageous veils and manipulation, that impose pretentious things, saying that it isn’t true yet until they want it to be true, which is a 24-hour rule now on something that is instantaneously done.

And so as I put all of this together with that being kind of like a scenario, I would have to say that when I went into my meditation dream and was able to see that when I get passionate about something, such as the obviousness even of appearances, behind that is a recognition that I’m having that is trying to jar itself through and become more conscious and obvious.

I just tend to believe that everyone should be able to get it. They can’t keep lying to themselves, or pretending, or being amnesic. I just find that hard to accept that people keep trying to do that, which is twisting things. When it’s obvious, it’s obvious. You don’t twist it, just for the sake of having to twist it.

At the Board of Equalization, the picture I had spoke a thousand words. It was actually something very strange to have to go into describing what was apparent and obvious, but that seems to be the way things are. They like to put everything into a whole other manipulative context and that then keeps an awakening from occurring. And when it’s done like that, it’s tearing down the fabric of life.

And so when I get reactive about that, I’m actually reactive about something as an awareness, as a consciousness, that’s trying to wake up inside of me, but I have not yet figured out how to do this in a way that doesn’t get all contorted.

And to get contorted and reactive about something is to spin out in kind of a kundalini imbalance. And the key is to be able to hold that, so that it can go into life, because it can’t really go into life when it goes into the reaction, instead. It just doesn’t work that way.

And I’m seeing this in terms of even explaining something to someone. If I have to twist or orient myself in order to kind of drag them closer, as if they’re hearing it, that may kind of hold their attention when I go through those antics, but that doesn’t mean that they understand it. They have to understand it in a kind of quality lilt that brings in more inclusiveness.

And if they have to try to listen to it in an exclusive sense, then they’re not going to understand it, because you have to understand the inclusive and the exclusive simultaneously. And if you can only do it one way, then you can’t understand what is going on, no matter how obvious it is in front of you.

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