Masculine and feminine aren’t just sexual orientations, they are fundamental energies in the universe. And they both exist in each one of us. And, of course, like everything else in creation, they have specific roles to play in the way things unfold. Neither one can be suppressed or ignored; both are needed because they are designed to work in balance and harmony. This fact alone can tell us a lot about what is awry in this world. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
Jeane: In my main dream I feel like I’m a man and I’ve been traveling up the river, and the river has branches that go off it, and I kind of see that more drawn as lines although I also see the river and the river bank. It’s like in the south.
And I’m looking for someone and I don’t know if they’ve been lost, or drowned, or just went down another tributary or what they did, and so I’m backtracking. And then it feels like I ask the name, and when I find out the name of a particular branch on that river, then that tells me where everybody is and how they are. And I’m even explaining this to somebody else. I didn’t realize it was quite that simple: that once you knew the name you kind of had all of the information.
John: The thing that you’re doing is you’re closing in on this idea of a type of completion, and the fact that you are becoming a man and all of that stuff and looking at the energy of the masculine invokes something, because it’s the energy that awakens something in the feminine. It’s the thing that names something.
What you’re doing will pull something together as if the soul has been split because what you are actually seeking is… well, for lack of a better way of describing it, the kundalini energy is the energy that makes the magnetism between the two halves, the two polarities, the above and the below. And when you pull the two together, then you have a spatiality that exists naturally; but until you do that there’s always this groping, or this seeking, or this searching, or this reaching, or this looking. I mean this goes on and on and on and on.
And a person who sees themselves as either masculine or as feminine is going to be afflicted and carry this propensity in their nature, in some regard or another, continuously in terms of the difference between the two places, or the two ways, of being in terms of the above and the below, and that they seem separate from each other. But the soul, per se, somewhere in its completion is not masculine and is not feminine, and comes together as a wholeness.
And when something like that is reached you have this whole sensation of spaciousness from which nothing then touches you, and things are possible that aren’t ordinarily possible – and you have named it. The finding of that, or the reaching of that, so that something like that touches you, has a name. And when you bring yourself into union with it, that union that you bring yourself into leads to that feeling of completion and wholeness, and actually puts you in a place where you’re not therefore bound by the limitations and the issues, that you see around you, that exist in the outer.
There is a way of looking at everything that exists in the outer as having some sort of imbalance in terms of this principle of things coming together. It’s almost as if you could take the big joke of life and you could say that there was a splinter away where something got put into manifestation, you could call that the feminine. And then the masculine was left as an energy that was disassociated from that which was matter, and yet it had to go and had to follow and had to figure out how to make a home out of itself in manifestation – even though it carried the energetic vibration of the will, of the crown. It still had to go and live in manifestation.
It came into manifestation from somewhere else. The other part of itself that is the matter, or the feminine side, is at home in manifestation, recognizing that it needs to be touched by something on high. And thus you have the break where something has been shattered. It’s almost no different than man trying to climb to reach God through the town of Babel, and then getting broken away from that potentiality and possibility, and having to speak all these different languages and such so that some crazy event like that could never happen again because there is this need to have to contend with the condition in manifestation.
So, when you contend with this condition in manifestation you’re contending with the two polarities of gravity. You have something as an expansive polarity that needs to become grounded, and it gets grounded in something that is earthy, or as under the domain of the feminine that’s at home here – but it’s at home here in an amnesia. So, you have these two things going back and forth. And the degree to which they struggle to come back together creates everything, creates all of the illusion, creates all of the karma.
And so, as part of dreaming, you have to take and bring back that reunion. And when you do, and are still in manifestation, you’re free of manifestation and things then work. Or are, so to speak, named so that they work. They are something that you can bring about because you no longer have the disorientation that presides over you.
That’s what you’re dreaming. You’re taking and you’re going outside of the limitations of how your feminine nature is, seeing the qualities from the standpoint of the masculine, a masculine that knows how to name things but still doesn’t mean that it can come into a wholeness and completion and pull the soul together. And when it does, when it completely comes together, what comes together is actually the kundalini energy.
Now, when that kundalini energy is whole and is complete, you’re not then bound by things that throw you around. You exist in a spaciousness that is completely comfortable and whatever is going on around you is what it is, and you kind of understand it as having its process problem, varying from degree to degree, and mannerism and mannerism, and it all has to do with this lack of a proper marriage union of the qualities of the soul that have been splintered and broken off to one side. Isn’t that interesting? It’s funny how we can dream that.
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