Posts Tagged ‘letting creation come through us’

Jeane: I just have fragments of dreams from last night because I was coughing and not feeling very well and that actually integrated into the dreams.

In the earliest image, I’m living in a building with a large circular parking structure and for some reason (maybe because space was limited?), there’s a butler who stays in the parking structure and he sometimes serves drinks.  

I’m really curious about this arrangement, trying to figure out if it actually works. There’s a teenage boy in the building and I wonder if the butler is giving him drinks that are too strong, or are inappropriate for him, at his young age.  

I can go to the parking structure and get drinks from the butler, too, but I have a cough and a headache. I think I figure out that maybe it does work, but I just need to keep checking out this whole arrangement.

John: So, the parking structure represents the world. You’re in the parking structure and the butler represents something that brings things back and forth.

It’s like the Sufi mystic Ibn Arabi’s description of something that goes back and forth between the higher self and the lower self within the kingdom of man. The butler is like that.

You find yourself in Creation and it’s like a great big parking structure. You’re hanging out and there’s something going back and forth that you can denote in the outer – which is the greater teacher. You’re realizing that things are taking place that cause change, or that have an effect, and you can note this in the parking garage, i.e., the outer Creation structure. You can note that and, in noting that, you can see and come to know.

In order to denote that, to be able to see that, you have to acknowledge that it works that way. If, on the other hand, you identify with things around you as if you’re just in a transitory parking garage, i.e., it’s all random and life is an ego-based experience, then this image would make no sense to you. Then you would be relating only to the physical concrete structure. But, instead, you recognize that everything you see is reflective of something deeper, coming through the Creation, and in some way it comes through and serves things up (the butler), which creates change.

A part of you is caught up in the concrete reality, and that’s shown as the potential for a young boy (another aspect of you in the dream) to drink something inappropriate.

In other words, we can come to know what’s going on, and what it is that’s coming from somewhere else, i.e., coming from the inner into the outer energetically or vibrationally. But we’re not going to notice that it works that way if we’re holding onto our personal, ego-based identification in Creation. When we do that, we’re only able to perceive what’s right in front of us, and we’re veiled from the knowledge or understanding of what’s causing it.

So the theme of the dreams last night has to do with recognizing that a particular vibration comes down and into life, through us. And each of us carries a unique way of doing that. It’s like we are a thought of God, so to speak, and the impulses that come from that are treated as a type of dharma (natural law). We then proceed to go and live in the outer in some way that serves our understanding, in terms of catching up with this inner quality.

But most humans see their unique expression as something that belongs to them (not God), and that they feel they have a right to pursue – as an indulgence. If we partake of that, we find ourselves in a different world – one that’s separated from our natural link with the Creation.

What this dream is trying to tell you is that this world is more than just a parking garage. There’s something that goes back and forth between the seen and the unseen (the butler), that connects between the higher and the lower self –  that’s also a part of you.

And it serves up things, it serves up drinks, through a masculine side of you, which is the change agent side of you. At first it shocks you to find out that it works that way, but this is what evokes change – whether you like it or not.

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volcano2 In my next dream I see that I’m purchasing something from a friend, an artist, who’s rather down and out. I buy some candy from him and it seems like I pay more than it’s worth. That way I put some extra money in his pocket.

Then I see that my friend has stepped away, and I’m being told what bad shape he’s in financially. My friend has gone off to one side where a homeless person is asking him for money. When he comes back he says, “What can you do, this guy is always hitting me up for money?”

My friend had given him $2.40, which is a good portion of what I had given him when I bought the candy.

Strange, right? Again, it’s showing levels, but now it’s showing how to recognize the nuances and the humor of life as this is going on in the outer and being brought all the way through. These dreams have explored levels of consciousness, and how we identify with the outer perception only. To do that causes us to see life with varying degrees of limited perception, where we only see certain things and completely ignore others. (For the previous dreams in this sequence, see A Perception of Depth and The Connected State.)

The key is to be able to relate energetically from top to bottom. To only bring things through to a particular point is to deny life that which it needs. I feel that in Vegas I’m trying to note a side of life that has been ignored or even abandoned – it’s the opposite of the outer life here that has an over-the-top expression of opulence. The external expression of Vegas is an example of only bringing energy through to a limited point.

So in the dream I’m shown that it’s important to bring whatever that energetic is right down into the plane of existence. What I see – because all of the people in the dream are aspects of me – is that I’m bringing the energetic right down to the lowest common denominator, represented by the needy people I’m helping.

In Vegas, the underlying energy can really be considered looking at the lowest common denominator because it affects everything. Yet nobody pays any attention to it. If something is trying to awaken, or to touch things in life, the tendency is to try to see it from the lowest common denominator, not the highest.

There’s a question in spirituality: What’s worse off, the lowest common denominator or the highest common denominator? It’s generally said, as perceived spiritually, that it’s the lowest common denominator that’s worse off, but actually it’s the highest.

I guess the only thing I could add to that is that the perception in life, when looking at the spiritual path, is that one assumes they are relating to that which is half empty – meaning a person who empties their cup is more receptive. The person who’s “half full” sees themselves as fully engaged with the material life of the outer and, therefore, is less likely to be open to receiving what’s new, in terms of energy.

I guess I have a tendency to believe that it’s important to recognize and hold the “other half.” Does everything in the outer have to be crushed and destroyed in order to allow other levels to reveal themselves? Or, does every indulgence have to be stripped out to make room for something else? If so, that means we’re not capable of having the attitude of the creator (top to bottom), only the pain-of-love aspect of how a consciousness awakens.

If it’s only going to go in one direction, then the result for this world looks pretty bleak. We can see that things are breaking down and dynasties are falling apart; what needs to fall apart is going to fall apart. But, on the other hand, there’s nothing holding an order to things together, in terms of scientific breakthroughs and marvels that exist that benefit mankind, at least in a way of living in the outer.

So what’s useful can be torn to pieces as well, and in the instances where things are breaking down in the outer – Egypt, Libya, etc. – that’s what’s happening. Infrastructures are being destroyed; treasures are being lost.

What I’m pointing to is the importance that the other half sit there too, in terms of being able to maintain some semblance of Creation when it gets rocked and rolled. You can’t just have it go “poof” and start all over again, in another Sodom and Gomorrah scenario.

I think what I’m recognizing and acknowledging is that in life you’ve got to be able to touch the light in the top of things, the opulence expression, and not only the lower expression where there’s longing and desperation.

Both states need to be held together or else everything is going to self-destruct or burn itself out. It’s probably because people are used to seeing that life ultimately ends in some sort of fiery inferno. But it’s not good to have to go all the way back and start from scratch.

That’s what happened when Atlantis was lost to humanity. It would be nice if humanity could get through these times, to make the next step, without having to be completely crushed and going back to square one again.

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