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Z1FNgzBIf you wanted to change the course of a river, you would dig a new channel, a new outlet, for it to flow down. The same is true for making change within us. In our life we have established energetic pathways that we follow, as if on automatic pilot, and we always get the same result. To make change we must make a new energetic pathway and a new print – and the best way to do this is with a higher potency energy, which is gained from why we are trying to do what we are trying to do. It is our higher intentions which attract the higher energies, which can create the new pathways and allow for new directions. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Let’s see if I can do the meditation dream, which is even deeper. The meaning that I wrote of this, in spite of the obviousness of what I know, I have no permission to affect general appearances. In other words, that was my dream where I had to go around and had to find the boss; I can’t just act on my own. I have no permission.

The reason why I don’t have any permission is I’m off in the way that I’m feeling myself, or hearing something. I would have permission if I could feel it succinctly, and freely, and clearly, but when you don’t, even though you think you’re clear, you’re not clear. It all has to do with the vibration.

So permission comes from a depth within, in which the molecular tissue vibration, which can function in a limitational way, in terms of the dense plane of manifestation, because all thoughts-upon-thoughts make all of this, is keeping me in the clutches of this modality, a collective modality. And when you’re like that, you’re not able to let go. You just spiral and spin, trying to figure things out.

So, consequently, the time for change is not yet at hand when you’re like that because you have to have the joy, the heartfulness, something that just breaks right through, that shifts. So I’ve looked and cannot clear this. I am being told, so to speak, to let things be until further notice. So I wait for a shift in the overall outer beingness. Until that occurs, meaning until there’s a freedom, I will not know how to get beyond the thought-upon-thought references. In other words, that will keep me in its trance.

So the meditation dream kicks all of this off. I mean it sets the pace for it. It takes your dream and my dream and puts it into kind of a different energetic zone, in that, in this dream, there is a condition in life that repudiates change, doesn’t like change, repudiates it.

This is a way of being that is imposed upon the environment in an illusionary way. In other words, it’s like you don’t know why you’re like this. You’re just suddenly like this, like in your dream you just suddenly didn’t want to be seen by the three women. You don’t have a good reason why you didn’t want to be seen by the three women, it just didn’t feel right.

This mannerism comes about as kind of a false authority, in that there is a sense that you’re out of touch with what is real. The authority of this reflectiveness defies common sense. What’s being depicted here is the inability to hear something, in terms of your molecular makeup, which is a revelational language all the time.

So I am told this by everyone who looks to me for relief from such relentlessness, it is time for the false authority to be smashed; in other words, to quit going through and being affected by this modality that comes up, that aren’t even your own thoughts. When I realize what is occurring in vain, when you see this about yourself, then and only then can you intercede. That’s when you can maybe, possibly, hear something that isn’t collective thoughts.

So I grant unto life a means, through a greater overallness, the power to reach beyond appearances. Now these are appearances that are, again, not visible, like a language in terms of the modality that one’s in. I send a message directly from the inner of self, I invoke an all-pervasiveness, a beingness that is unrefutable as an overall magnetism, a presence, and force. The purpose and force is a natural part of inner and outer life.

So to do this I need to pull more energy, I need to pull a power that isn’t just something that wafts about in kind of a molecular way, exclusively. In other words, that’s a dumbing-down. So in the dream, to note that there is something more, that’s noted to me symbolically, is I see a gray-tipped Grizzly present in the atmosphere outside of this house.

And so immediately I get the understanding, and I invoke the power; I bring this power through into the atmosphere. The effect transmits undeniably. The result is irrefutable.

So this is like the whole kind of thing that I went through, which means that I am able to access an underlying predominant presence of beingness that is able to invoke change; in other words, to go through, to break through, to let go of, to have a presence that lets go of the thought-upon-thought modality. It’s kind of hard. That was very trance-like, wasn’t it?

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Michaelangelo

Almost everyone who has embarked, seriously, on a spiritual path has felt the energetic uplift of that decision. Why would that be? Because the universe supports, energetically, everything that is trying to contribute to the overall purpose. To have such energetic support doesn’t mean the work is done, yet if we continue to try in that same direction, the support can grow and build. By the same token, if we abandon our spiritual pursuit, after some time, we may experience the grief of losing that energetic support; we’ll feel more alone, and empty. Which is, actually, further proof that the universe will be there for us, if we are here for It. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I just remember part of one dream, and, in this dream, I know at some point I was feeling chased when I was outside, like there was a river, and I was trying to stay ahead of somebody.

But then it feels like I’m observing this couple, it’s a married couple, that have gone to… it’s kind of like a… it’s not a brothel, but it’s a house that people can visit and have sex anonymously with other people, some kind of a sex club or something. And I’ve kind of observed that they’ve gone there.

And then when I observe this couple, I don’t really see them hook up with other partners there, but I do see that they’re there and they’re wandering around this club. And then it feels like they’ve left, and I’m outside, but then I go to the club, but I go there to see this woman that’s actually like a physician that runs a club.

And I wander through, and then I go outside the club. I notice there’s a river nearby and there seems to be snow on the ground. Again, I have this feeling that there’s people I’m trying to stay ahead of, or not get caught.

And then I’m next to the physician and she’s carrying me, because she’s told me that I have this cancer, and I have to have a hysterectomy, but she feels like it’s good, in a sense, that I seem to be living in a town where they have a really good doctor that does some kind of special procedure. But I’m still upset by that, and she’s carrying me back in the direction of the club. And I’ve gotten up, and I’m walking by some people on the steps to go inside, because I guess that’s where she has her office. And that’s when I wake up.

John: What happened, in terms of the energetic, is that a kind of inner bootstrap grace, or a connection to a greater magnetized quality from within, slowly ebbed out and lost a lot of its effect – whereby one holds onto the recognition of a quality of their beingness on the inner, like the inner breath that is magnetized, and that quality touches the heart.

And when one loses that, the result is trying to make due, or to figure things out, in relationship to where one is at. And, when you’re like that, you do that with thought-upon-thought ideas. And the dilemma that you’re having, in the dream, is that this isn’t working out for you.

And that when you have caught up with a certain kind of inner sense of how things should be, in terms of connecting to a quality of a higher-self beingness that takes you outside of the thought-upon-thought plane of manifestation, whereby you can be in manifestation but you’re not caught in the thought-upon-thought of it that keeps the collective of that going, and going, and going.

What is revealing is that this is not able to work out for you, is the fact that you are having to be carried back somewhere, as if you haven’t quite done this, yet, but you’re in this state of distress. And to be able to be allowed to be carried back, to let go, to have the idea of a hysterectomy and have to be carried back, and to have an image of letting go of having to accept the consequences – because you can’t really identify like you used to be able to, to the thoughts-upon-thoughts of a manifestation, is a hint to yourself that you still have a recognition of something more, at some deep inner level, but you aren’t able to access it as you would like.

Maybe another way of saying it is that, it is said that when a person has a certain level of realization inside, and then they take and they go back to the thought-upon-thought aspects of the outer world, it just doesn’t work out for them. And some part of you knows better, and so you created an image in which you proceed into life, and things are topsy-turvy, and the best you can do to let go is to be carried back – as if you have a hysterectomy, or some other disastrous aspect there – and yet you don’t really have the letting go. You don’t really have any relief. You’re kind of caught in-between.

It is often said that a person shouldn’t begin on a spiritual path if they’re going to, at some point, wander off of it. And, of course, you’re always wandering off of it. And, as you do, you get hit with these images; you get hit with an energetic kind of amnesia, which is not a complete amnesia, but enough of an amnesia to realize that everything is askew.

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Black_hole

EHT Collaboration

Do we compartmentalize our spirituality? Do we read something meaningful that inspires us, and then forget all about it an hour later? Or do we meditate and then get worked up into a frenzy during our daily commute, or in dealing with others? For us to make real progress in our journey, we need to apply our spirituality into the every-day interactions we find ourselves in, holding the bigger view of what we are trying to do. In this process, we let go of a life that is always about us, and embrace a way of being that is about something more.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So now, in the sleep dream, I am an employee that has worked in an office area of a large, technically-oriented, awakening center in life. Now, there are certain things in life that are a bit like an awakening center, like Apple Computer, for example, is bringing in new technology, in other words, it’s unfolding new things in life. And so I am working in a place that is maybe not as big as Apple, but has this kind of quality in terms of how it works in life.

So, in this office area, there is a vault room where the main operational state-of-the-art heart of it all is kept, and it’s kind of like a center area and people don’t go in there very often. I don’t know what all is kept in this vault room. There are a few old cloaks that are kept there, but, basically, they’ve got a safe and everything else that’s in there. In other words, the vault area is like the safe itself, but it has a light and everything in there, too.

So I could just leave, and it’s the end of the day. It’s kind of like I have essentially kind of finished with this place. The others still come and go. I’ve kind of finished with this place, but I still have my attention there, somehow, which means I could just leave like everyone else – and this would be a type of leaving where I could go out the door with a smart TV that has a digital sensor memory, and is also analog.

This analog is me as a human. The digital sensor is my greater overall beingness. The question I have is: am I able to bridge together both technologies, the analog and the digital of myself? The inner and the outer, in other words. So, somehow or another, I’m taking and pondering this as the challenge. To sort this out I am seeing what is and what isn’t.

For example, I’m an employee who, at the end of the day, never says goodbye. Everyone’s noticed this about me. Everyone else says goodbye to each other as they go out into their day-to-day, but I never say goodbye. It bothers them a little bit. I I look at this as they’re just chummy, and they see themselves coming and going through life in a back and forth way, but I’m changing from that, and am evaluating how that feels, and have reached a decision to shift this mannerism.

In other words, there’s no such thing as a goodbye or whatever. I know that everyone else is okay with the collective condition because it is such an easygoing way to be, but I am thinking I need to access the heart of it all – instead of something like this that just closes things off. And that heart of it all is represented as a vault room that is there, but not fully appreciated.


So I am thinking, at the end of a day, I can slip into the vault room, because no one’s really realizing I’m around, and get behind some extra cloaks that are there. And just in case someone happens to peek in, as an afterthought, as they’re turning off the lights or something, the goodbye lights, I’m noticing how easy it is that I can hold onto an electrical circuitry – that’s in the corner along the back wall – and pull my feet up so there’s nothing visible about my beingness there anymore. I don’t think I would be visible.

So now I have to evaluate, am I ready for this? So I don’t think I would be visible, and am pondering if such an approach is possible. In other words, you can actually tell ahead of time by the way you feel the vibrational airways. And so, in pondering this, I notice that the worst thing that could happen is someone might sense my presence somehow. I don’t know that they’re that perceptive, but that’s a possibility, so I have to take that into account. Someone might, by just an off chance, do it for some peculiar reason, and so I’m pondering what all that could be about.

So what I reach inside of myself is, were that to happen, and I’m going over the consequences if that were to happen in the worst case conditions, to see if I am there or not, in other words, if this can be, or not. So, you could say, I’m running scenario after scenario of what is needed yet to do this, or could go wrong, to feel if my psyche is ready for the shift.

If I can do this, this would be an inside job of inside jobs that no one would ever get in the way of anymore in the future. I know this because I know that no one, in this easygoing place, is imagining yet that this is even possible. What I am doing, as I go through the variables of what might happen to keep me from this hidden connection with the inner workings of this place, is the last vestiges of a paranoia that I might still yet carry, to some degree, that needs yet to be flushed from my system. And feeling the subtle vibrations I am able to tell if I am ready for this, and if it is meant to be at this time.

I am looking at my heart and how it is able to feel the space. If I am able to see my heart embracing it all, then no vibrational nuances will get in the way. Why am I doing this? Deep down I have reached the point where the coming and going back and forth needs to be at a deeper depth. I am at a point where I need to be one with the overallness that everyone treats casually, as if there are separate aspects to their beingness. I don’t experience it like that. A part of me is already not experiencing it like that, and that is why I seek a state where the word goodbye does not exist anymore.

So another meaning of it is: I am talking about taking a vibrational note, from a casual day-to-day state, to an inner depth that merges with all there is. This is something others, in their current waywardness, do not see yet as possible. If I am able to shift, without being detected in some self-conscious way, I will be free to merge the inner and the outer environment into my beingness, and as my beingness. I would come and go, freely, with an embodied consciousness, and be vibrationally steeped, in an intertwined way, with the source of it all.

And, you could say, a reason for the dreaming is I’m realizing that I dream various states within as a healing process as I am still awakening to who I am. I have reached a way of letting go that enables me to note an inner depth, but, deep down, I know this note requires me to embody it in its entirety.

I wouldn’t be feeling this potentiality if I hadn’t reached the point where I can access a note that enables me to function in a more free-flow way than everyone else I see, in an outward sense, that comes and goes ambivalently. This note brings me into the inner overallness straightaway.

The environment I am talking about is a pent-up within and without, embraced in an entirety. Such a big step will take me out of the day-to-day bifurcations, and enable me to be a beingness at the essence of this place, in a way that, from here on out, I can be an actual never-ending presence, instead of the pseudo-state where coming and going is accentuated by separation called hellos and goodbyes. Such an absentmindedness lies in the way of a greater invisible intertwinement, to all there is, in an inner and outer overallness.

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