Posts Tagged ‘letting go in dreams’

It is both a grace and an delusion that our systems will incorporate anything that has long term effects upon us. If it is a pain or a burden, we are able to continue on, without the constant awareness and struggle that might be caused. It’s a form of management and it is constantly at work to help us. Sometimes, however, we let go of, or drop, the weight of our burden and we suddenly can feel such a difference that we find it hard to believe we had carried it for so long. Many things weigh us down on our journey, and we seek to become as light as possible. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And so, in the meditation dream, to compensate from an emptiness coming into the heart, in other words it’s like you can have this quality of the hovering beingness or something, that can cause an emptiness where you’re haunted in some fashion, because we’re all haunted by some mannerism of ourselves. This emptiness changed, this emptiness is there based upon a lack of value, in other words, where something is affecting you instead, so that you can’t catch up with who you are. 

And I changed the energetic by, so to speak, Photoshopping images into the scene that had been missing vibrationally. In other words, bringing something back, something had gotten taken away, or taken out. That’s when something is haunting energetically upon you that isn’t right, and it actually takes something away. Or, to say this another way, I recognized that personal afflictions and sadness drain because a value gets lost. 

So what I did was to seek to bring back what was missing. Now, that’s what I would be trying to do, but instead I’m finding this as if something got lifted. In other words, the sensation is different – I’m still lost in the way I’m used to doing it. 

So last night I sat in the weightiness that closed off a natural flow until I was able to discover redemption from this barrier. In other words, it’s just being exorcised or lifted. So, in the dream, there was a vibration hitting the heart that needed to be taken out. This vibration was caused by something that’s not fulfilling itself as it’s meant to be; you could call it an unfulfilled need. 

So in touching the hungry-ghost quality that keeps that need from being reached, so it could go, I brought a waywardness to a completion. In other words, a part of myself that is whole, but there was something askew. Just like you get sick in different ways, and so you can get energetically sick, I guess, based upon something haywire environmentally – spirit-wise, or something. So, in the sleep dream, I’m feeling free of a weightiness. It is as if an excess force that had been possessing my nature is dispossessed. What my dreams will be like without this will be interesting.

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2014+12eyeWe have come to understand that we are not one, singular being, and that there isn’t a specific person in charge of this life. If there were, decisions would be made once and that would be the end of it. But we vary, we lose our passion, we get talked out of things by the different lives in us that have their own agendas. On our journey we are trying to bring all those lives into a higher agreement, an agreement that we are, first and foremost, here for a purpose. Sometimes these agreements take compromise, as seen in this dream, where a process of back and forth implies that an issue is being evaluated by the many inner lives. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So I don’t remember enough of the details of my dream, except that it was another dream where I was going back and forth, and back and forth, and somebody else wanting to do what I did. But I remember that sometimes, in going back and forth, people were people and sometimes they were penguins, you know. So I remember that part, because I like how penguins look.

But I just don’t remember the details of what I was going back and forth, and back and forth, doing.

John: Well, the theme of the dreaming had to do… See, I don’t know if this is what this means, but I know what the theme of the dreaming was last night, and it had to do with having to confront, or contend, with a mannerism in one’s nature that one leans on – even though maybe one doesn’t show it, or hides it, or knows better, but still leans on it in some capacity.

So it’s possible you were going back and forth and back and forth, in relationship to some quality of your nature that is… well, it’s just something that doesn’t need to be there. I mean it prevents you from going to a deeper depth inside of yourself.

So you’re going back and forth and back and forth as if this points out to yourself, by seeing this, that you carry a particular trait, that you’re leaning on, that veils you from a greater letting go. I mean the deeper underlying theme is to get to kind of an emptiness, or a stillness, and so if there’s something that one is still having to contend with in some fashion, even if it’s something that you know about but still is there, thus going back and forth, and back and forth, as if that is going to help matters.

And so the imagery of what a penguin can mean in relationship to this is, if one knew what the issue was, or could get a sense of something more, then one would get a sense of what the symbolism of a penguin is in relationship to this quality of having to contend with the noticeability of some aspect.

And what this aspect will be doing is it’ll be affecting the way you are feeling yourself. So when you’re truly still it doesn’t mean you’re ignorant, or stupid, or amnesic even. You can be totally still, and yet in complete awareness. You just don’t have this something else that’s standing in the way at the same time, as well, that you have screened out as an aspect. You can have that set aside, too. You don’t need any piecemeal component.

You can be in a stillness that is able to take in everything, and have a connectivity and intertwining with everything, because you’ve been able to disappear yourself. So you’re going back and forth, back and forth. You must be still fumbling with something that you can’t quite let go of, in the way that you would like to let go of it, and so you’re looking and looking and back and forth and back and forth.

And then the penguin would be some sort of symbolic hint about a trait, or quality, that you associate, your psyche associates symbolically, to help you tune into this kind of inner memo.

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887012It can feel very disappointing to not be able to control everything that happens; something in us wants to write the end of the story. But that’s not the way of universal things: we want to learn how to be a part of Its story, not make the universe part of our story. Ultimately, a human life is all about the unfolding process, and much less about the end result. If we are able to be in The process, the results will turn out just fine. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in this first meditation part of the dream, in spite of how much I would like something to be, in terms of looking at it in the inner and then somehow or another being able to volley a little bit into how can that come through into the outer, looking at this in a meditation dream I had to admit to myself that hope was being dashed, no matter how I might want something to be, it wasn’t happening. In other words, I know how the vibration of the outer needs to be, that corresponds with the inner, and wasn’t getting there.

So then when I go to sleep I go back into the dream, and that’s when I learn that there is a vibration that determines the situation. If the vibration is there, in a conducive way, I am able to embrace the process and I find inside myself that there’s all kinds of workers, and everything else, that are all aligned; which is another way of saying that all my vibrational nature is at the disposal of what is to be an intended way.

If I see a particular outcome, but there isn’t the appropriate vibrational alignment, and I’m seeing how it should be, for example, but it isn’t meant to be, and yet I refuse to accept the memo, so to speak, that we are in kind of a bifurcation that has yet to run its course, and I refuse to abide by that, as if my righteousness is everything or something, then I’m going to really suffer. And I could suffer in a lot of ways: physically, emotionally; a lot of ways.

So the reason for this dream is for me to know I can reach a particular knowingness state within that aligns into what is meant to be, and then there is a natural flow that is possible. What is interesting is how a charisma of pragmatic energy is naturally able to discern an outcome, and can do so by being able to step aside from value orientation.

If the value orientation of the heart were there, that then would be an even more interesting unfoldment. The reason I say this is, pragmatism, per se, is a wonderful understanding. By understanding, I mean it knows how things seem to be ebbing and flowing in an outer consequence way, in spite of the value orientation that knows how to set it aside and can see how the ebb and flow of something in the outer is, and it can set it aside because it doesn’t get caught in the value orientation.

But what would it be like if wisdom of the heart were introduced to the pragmatist? Well, for one thing, this would really enhance the breath. Instead of it just being one half, the pragmatist half, and then the angelic half on the other side, you could be pulling both sides of the equation out. You’d be making an inner into outer image, as the flip side of the coin, so to speak, the inner and the outer, flip sides of each other, is revealed; becomes the effused unfoldment.

See what’s interesting is to see how your dream worked with all of that. I mean you were sitting there trying to determine how to go this way and that way, and your idea of how you appreciate a ballgame is somehow or another always affected by an opinion, or a mannerism, you have, in terms of what you’re looking at, and what you would like to look at, versus how it actually is. That was the football game.

And then when you took it into life, in your second dream, you came to realize that now you’re applying your mannerism that you had in the first towards the football game, you’re applying that to the action of what it is that you want, and how you’re going about it initially ignores the two kids, ignores the mother, realizes that you’re using a veil to climb under in order to impose something that you think is wonderful. But then when all of that gets factored in, and you find the freedom of the kids, and the freedom of the guy and whatnot, it’s all been a projection.

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