The Child

We know what happens when a man and a woman procreate, but that same process of masculine and feminine connection and exchange happens in the energetic realms – both within us and everywhere in the universe. And, like any newborn, it requires a certain safety and care and feeding before it is strong and healthy enough to fend for itself. And, just as in the outer, sometimes these unions are fraught with difficulties and indecision. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in this dream, it’s like I’ve seen a man – I’m like, young – I’ve seen a man and I have a baby with him, but the baby’s in his country; he’s from another country. So I’m going there to get the baby. 

And when I arrived there at first his family wants to keep us apart because they have a woman they want him to be with that’s from that country. And I’m wanting him to make up his mind who he wants to be with. And I seem to be talking to some man and his family about that, about that he and I want to be together. I think we do.

And then I go into the town and it’s like sometimes people almost have like boats that float down in the air, going around town, it’s kind of a strange town. And I realize that they’re kind of watching me because they see me as a stranger. And I just want to find out where the baby is, and go see the baby. And I realize that people in that town kind of want to keep him there. 

And then it shifts slightly because I have this feeling like he can’t seem to make up his mind. So I’ve gone into a room and the woman that he’s been engaged to is there, and she and I start talking because I want to set up how we’re going to care for the baby. And he comes in, and because he hasn’t been able to make up his mind we treat him almost like he’s irrelevant. It’s like she and I have to figure this out, like, where’s the baby going to go for Christmas? And how are we going to do all this? That was the dream.

John: So what you’re working with is an imbalance principle, and the imbalance principle is that of the masculine having to come down into matter, into the physical. And when it comes down into the physical, and is grounded in the physical, then change can occur. Then something can be properly birthed and cared for. Otherwise, it’s left to the devices of the physical, of matter. And it can’t work that way because it doesn’t have the intertwined alignment. 

The nature of the feminine, or the nature of manifestation, the nature of creation is created in God’s image is that it has an effect in that it knows the note inside of itself and it is trying to bring that into an aliveness, and a completeness. It’s trying to awaken this note that’s embedded in matter. And that note is awoken, that’s embedded a matter, by something that comes down and touches that, and then it sparkles, and then the dance can begin. 

And then out of that can be something more: the child. But to try to take care of the child without the inner guidance is like trying to move the deckchairs around on the Titanic in the outer. You’re following your best conceptions, but you don’t have the linkage of the inner coming into the outer. And so you’re trying to do it in an outer-motif way. And it doesn’t work that way, and it never can work that way. And to the degree that it appears to work that way, it’s like winning the jackpot, you just get further disoriented and weakened. 

So what you’re dreaming is you’re dreaming one half of a two-step process. The first step, of course, is the recognition of how something comes from inner into outer. How it comes in is not discussed. How it comes in is it comes in inflectively. And so if it’s not coming in inflectively, then you’re left to your own devices in terms of trying to figure it out on your own. And when you are trying to figure it out on your own, based upon your own devices, you are doing it in an outer way. You’re playing with the reflective; because the inflective changes the reflective. 

If you have a reflection that is based upon how something is that has an a-to-z quality to it, in terms of all of the component pieces, and if that is meant to change, to go and be affected by an inner transmission, you may have gone from a to l before you got the inflective, and when you get the inflective you let go, it’s done. You don’t have to go all the way to zee. The inner inflective comes in and causes it to be the way it needs to be. 

And if you continue to stay trying to go from l to z, then you are declaring war on God, or on this principle of the inflective of the inner coming into the outer. And when you do that, the result of what happens there is going to be disorienting. It’s going to be confusing, it’s going to be bewildering. It could be saddening, it could be heavy on the heart and all of that sort of stuff, there’s going to be a strain involved there. And the strain comes because you’re trying to take an illusion and make something out of it. 

But the outer, and the way things are shaped up around, is the below of something created. In other words, manifestation is created in God’s image. And that image of the inflective comes down, that inflective comes down and changes the story, it changes the reflection, it changes the image. 

If you’re not realizing that it works that way, then you’re going to be caught up in all the weather events as if that’s important. And you’re going to be dancing with that trying to shift this and shift that in terms of moving the illusion around this way and that way. And you’re going to be fighting all the collective forces that are similarly correlated, in a man-made way, instead of working in terms of inner coming into outer.

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Give It Time

We all process energy in different ways. For the masculine aspect, within either gender, the challenge is in not reacting too quickly. In other words, life happens in new ways, so we don’t always have the perfect tool in our tool box to “handle” what is unfolding. We may need input from different aspects within before we can make a determination of how to proceed. In this way, we allow a greater wisdom to have time to emerge. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: See, this is the opposite of what I was shown. What I was shown is the vibratory energy coming in brings in a particular kind of state, or quality, or input, or effect. 

And because of how one currently is in manifestation, not as grounded as one needs to be as a masculine, the tendency is to take what one can access and pull it down in an outbreath kind of fashion – as opposed to the rising up of the inbreath – to take that and let it integrate and intertwine with the whole.

To not react over this state that that can throw you in, because you have a propensity of nature that doesn’t have the grounding that comes all the way down, you have the propensity to be overly reactive, or to take it in a way that isn’t as complete and as whole as it needs to be. In other words, this is the opposite of what the feminine is doing in terms of the imbalance in the rising up. In this case, it’s the masculine, opposite theme, in terms of something that comes down. 

And so I was told that each time I’m hit with this, rather than think that I understand it based upon the propensity of something that I’m hit with, to wait to the next day. In other words, allow it to integrate; give it some time to become part of a greater overall intertwined consciousness. But to react to the state, at the time that that state hits, is to keep noodling in states, as opposed to it evolving, integrating, finding its own way as a station. 

Another way to have looked at it is to just notice that I am naturally inclined, being ungrounded and unbalanced, the masculine is naturally inclined to take things in an overly reactive way initially. And that, because it’s like that, a means has been devised to work with that, or to work around that, because it isn’t as grounded as it needs to be. 

And the means that has been devised – and I was told over and over and over again, with every little dream, including the meditation that I had – was to reconcile the two sides, in my particular case in the dream world, was to wait to the next day, which meant let it integrate and intertwine because it’s all part of a fluid flow. Or, otherwise, you’re going to have your tangentiality that is quite common to the masculine. 

And the quality and the trait of the feminine is always noticing this. The masculine has this, and it has this, and has this,and it has that. And that it’s the feminine’s role to pull it through and pull it down. And, in doing so, that causes something to be fed in terms of how the feminine is as a container. And then what rises up in her is something that she then comes to know as her pent-up consciousness awakening, the soul awakening, more from how it is in a manifested wholeness way. 

But in order to catch up with the manifested wholeness way, when she is affected by the energy of the masculine that comes down and touches her in a particular way, she too has to be careful in terms of looking at how that magnetism works because she is held in place by a type of magnetism of how manifestation is. She has to be careful to notice that what rises up also needs to have to be integrated and intertwined with the whole. 

So you have two different ways of working with energy involved. You have it from the standpoint of something that’s created in God’s image, which is manifestation. And what rises up there has to awaken in a certain aligned way, an intertwined way, with the overallness of an aliveness that is, and can’t get thrown this way or that way into an imbalanced state that comes before the feminine, in this regard, that that also intertwines into a greater consciousness. 

Or, in other words, those states become stations, but they do it in a different directive mode than the masculine who has the fire and brimstone seed thought of something that comes down and through that can set off a reaction that, at first glance, is too much and is taken in a bookish way and isn’t yet integrated, isn’t grounded, isn’t intertwined, and, as consequence, isn’t something that you’re able to know as much as you need to be able to know in terms of what is consciously perceivable. 

And so, if you think about it, this predicament is quite a conundrum for the soul to awaken through because it has this huge problem. Like, for example, was I was seeing inside myself it’s got this huge problem of how, when it comes across in a particular way, it is taken in an erroneous way.

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A Fracturing

What doesn’t break us, makes us stronger. You might also say, what doesn’t make us stronger, breaks us. The idea here is that anything and everything we think of, or do, or come in contact with on the inner or in the outer is an energetic that needs to be incorporated into the “new” us that is being formed every moment. If we are not a oneness with ourselves, we will appear as fragmented to the world. And if we are not a oneness in ourselves we cannot merge with the oneness of the rest. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, in this dream, I seem to have my apartment, but I do have a boyfriend. And I’ve left where he is and I’ve gone to, it’s almost like a gathering of people that I’ve known from years ago. 

And they’re questioning me because I had gone back and spent some time with one of the seminar leaders that nobody else trusts anymore. And they wanted to know how I’d done that, and I said that I didn’t trust him, either, but I just knew it was important to go back and spend some time there. It’s almost like it healed something in me, or it did something for me. It wasn’t that I trusted them anymore than they did, but I just needed to go back and do that. 

And then another person from that time comes into the room. And there’s always been a little bit of an attraction there, but then he starts to come over to me and somebody is even teasing me about it. Then he gets a phone call, and I think he has a daughter and the two grandchildren are in town, he hasn’t seen them for a long time. So he starts to rush out the door to go see them. 

Then he comes back in, He goes into another room and he gets two kittens; he thinks that if he takes the two kittens with him when he goes to see the grandchildren that’ll help kind of break the ice because he hasn’t seen them for a long time. And I tell him, no, that two kittens is kind of overkill and he should just take one kitten. 

He leaves and somebody else there is teasing me, they think that his girlfriend is breaking up with him and that I’ll probably see him. I don’t know what I’m thinking about that. I go home, and for some reason I think my boyfriend’s kind of left the scene, but I go into the bathroom. And we have this actually beautiful toilet. It seems like that’s all that’s in the bathrooms is this beautiful toilet that’s made out of wood. 

But I see it’s in a couple of pieces. So I’m looking at this and wondering why? Part of it’s in one part of the room, and then another in another part of the room. And then my boyfriend, who I thought had left, comes rushing in, he says, I just want you to know it’ll still work. And then he runs back out because he’s watching some kind of soccer game, or something. And I’m standing there looking at this toilet. But I’m still not sure it’s going to work when it’s not all in one piece. And I think that was when I woke up. 

John: So you did this the opposite way which now gives me information in terms of how energy flows. I’m used to looking at energy from the masculine standpoint: that it comes from inner into outer. 

But it also goes from outer to inner, and that’s a feminine trait. Because the feminine has its access in the physical, it has its awareness there, as well, in terms of how it draws its understanding; naturally draws its understanding. It is closer to this kind of an affinity. 

And so what rises up from the outer has tendencies, and you have to look at how it rises up, and in its rising up it can have a kind of discombobulation to it. And yet within that is a focus that can pull to a oneness there, as well. The outer is a trait that has a natural sort of magnetism in terms of how it sorts things out. And so you have to use that magnetism, the rising up of a magnetism, even when there is the step back, where one takes and appears to go backwards in terms of picking up an experience of a vibration that is hitting them, that is a rising-up energy or a magnetism energy. 

They have to take and they have to look at that and put that into an orientation of a oneness, or otherwise they will continually keep getting fractured. And there will constantly be a fracturing where the rising up of the vibratory magnetism energy will cause things to be this way, and this way, and this way and that way. So one has to notice how that is an aspect that teaches and shows and guides. See, this is the opposite of what I was shown.

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