Posts Tagged ‘masculine and feminine in dreams’

OumDo we realize that we are energy processing beings? If we feel restless it is because we have energy that needs to be expended. If we have anger or other emotions, those are energies that are in a state of being processed. And when we have a hard time of it, it’s because we are unable to process the energy quickly enough to prevent it from becoming toxic to our system. It’s not a mystery, it’s the way it works. When we are healthy and rested, we process energy better. And, best of all, when we are conscious of this process in us, our systems can work even more efficiently on our behalf. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I’m looking at what is a kind of evolvement in which there are aspects of kundalini. And I started off exclusively looking at it from the masculine standpoint, and then it flips to the octave of the feminine. But the subject is perceived from the standpoint of the other side. Kundalini energy perceived from the perspective of the other side.

And so my meditation dream involved the schematic as being impressed upon a sense of tangible experienciality, that was before me, as a condition, but not quite reachable; in other words, it’s off the ground. Or, in another way of saying it, it’s like an image that I’m seeing myself that is inside a container, and I am outside, or not able to touch this state. 

I’m trying to contend with everything therein that is going around and around, and I am unable to touch this to cause it to be still. Consequently, because I am unable to quite reach and touch the projected outerness, that would be still if it was pulled together, by being in-between like that, my kundalini energy is racing, and I am unable to shut off this synaptic-ness.

The way you could recreate this, in this kind of effect in a physical way, is if you take magnets that oppose each other, like a type of opposing of each other, they really attract, but that requires another flip at something. If you take two magnets that have a like kind of vibration, they tend to push each other apart, and that is a reactive zone that’s pushing like that. They really attract.

And so there’s always the apprehension of something more. And then there’s that repeller, and then you end up with going through, when you’re experiencing it in an outer way, you’re going through repeats and repeats and repeats of patterns, as you’re continually trying to break this trance – because there is a wholeness; we are all same same. There is just a One Being, and you pull the likenesses together; the magnets are pushing, trying to keep it separate. You gotta break that, and that’s breaking the kundalini entrapment.

So because I am unable to quite reach and touch an outerness to be still, my kundalini energy races and I’m unable to shut off this synaptic-ness, because you’re striving to have the likenesses. It’s an awkward way because it’s the condition of manifestation to have something set up that way. To not be able to stop, and be still, is to be restless.

This is more or less a description of how the masculine struggles to bring things all the way through. They run into that. And the feminine pulls something. So the masculine energy is like an “I need” energy, and the feminine energy is like an “I want” where it pulls something. Again, as if there is an opposite between masculine and feminine, and thus a magnetism. So when something is seeking to absorb, it’s an “I need.”

So, because I am unable to ground what lies as an image before me, my efforts to touch the reflectiveness so it will go – poof! – into a letting-go stillness, is a bewildering state. You’re ever so close, yet just out of reach sensation is the effect of kundalini racing.

The stillness is to stop, or go through, to let go to hit the stillness of this outer condition, that’s reflective, where there is that zone in-between. And that, to do so, is a letting go that is naturally quiet and still. For me to meditate is to be able to come to an inner stillness. That’s transcendent energy.

So, as a raciness inside that is just there, which was the scenario when I sat down to meditate, is to be caught up by an energetic, and from the perspective of focus, thus, unable to be quiet, unable to be still, unable to dream.

So it’s interesting, the idea of letting go leads to the quietness and the stillness because you you take in, or you absorb, something comes together there instead of repelling and creating this peculiar thing –  and that condition is kundalini, it’s a power there and you pull it together. It’s pulled together as the masculine is trying to come down, and it’s pulling together as the feminine pulls something in.

To be swept up energetically, yet unable to bring the energy into a reflective dream, is a condition the masculine complains about it when it knows it dreamt but isn’t able to pull out the dream when it opens its eyes. This is the want, and the need therein is to be grounded. And the feminine is to pull it to a closeness, i.e., to bring the transcendent vibration into an immanence.

So you have the subjective, embedded knowingness that isn’t quite accessible, because getting it to come out requires almost like an objective something occurring. And the objective something has to occur in order in order to see the subjective embedded knowingness.

And, to repeat, the energetic out-of-reachness is the condition more prominently experienced by a masculine trying to come down in an attempt to be complete. And the mood and subjective rootedness is the condition more prominently aspected by the feminine unable to break free – so she longs to be free.

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imaxxgesWe have noted that intelligence comes from our higher connections, and, when we feel we have an insight, it is quite easy for us to take that insight and run with it – all the way to being disconnected again. So it is important, in our processes, to continually check-in with the higher reasoning of what we are trying to do, the intentions behind our efforts. That is how we can stay in the connections while we are actively doing in the outer. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Similarly, in my dreaming, something was stifling. In other words, in the dream it starts off in which I’m in an atmosphere, a workplace kind of atmosphere, in which there is something obvious that I know that should be done, but even though it’s obvious there are constraints, or protocol, in terms of how something is able to come out, and, no matter how obvious it looks, I need to go through the protocol or it won’t come out properly.

So this is a place with a lot of different departments in it, like a manufacturing place, and I’m kind of a person that free flows, you know maybe not just complete manual-labor type, but a type that has another kind of freedom to do things. But I do have my parameters, in that I just can’t willy-nilly do whatever I darn well please. I have to get permission.

So to get permission I go looking for the boss, the big boss. And normally if I feel something properly and passionately, and I can feel it in a free flow way with inside of myself, I’ll find the boss. In other words, I will find what I need to hear in order to be able to do what needs to be done.

But, in this particular instance, I cannot find the boss no matter where I look, and I look and I look, and then I conclude he must be in another division of this company, in another area, because he’s not where I would’ve expected to find him.

Now I know that if I find him I will get the permission I need, but it’s inappropriate for me to act out on my own. No matter how good of an idea it is, and no matter how much it makes sense in terms of helping the situation, it’s not something I am allowed to do.

Now what this is talking about is a type of seeing from a listening center way. One of the main reasons why we can’t catch up with the hearing that is a seeing is, we really don’t want to know. And it is often said that this is a bigger feminine problem than it is a masculine problem.

The masculine will go along and will really stab its heart trying to solve something, because it’s just got that kind of nature where it’s always trying to bring down an energy – as if it has the solution at hand to solve something. And so in doing that when it’s out of balance, because it doesn’t have the connective flow, it is stabbing itself.

But the feminine energy can feel the same stifling, but rather than necessarily reaching for all kinds of solution ideas, will try to put herself into a trance where everything is deemed to somehow be okay.

Well it’s not okay. It’s a mood then or it’s an emotional mannerism, and when it’s like that you can even say, for example, that the person would even prefer to be lied to, even them knowing that they’re lied to, because it’s a sense of relief that they’re looking for. And so when it’s like that they’re not ready to bring together components. They choose to maintain some sort of trance.

This is molecular again. It’s a thought-upon-thought, a dilemma, and then you don’t get outside of that. You’re still caught in the mood of some aspected vibrational thought-upon-thought. And that’s monotonous, that’s stifling, and then you can actually adopt the idea of kind of a controlled waiting, that there is something that’s going to break the spell someday, somehow, as if there’s some latent promise that things are in the works that are changing, that are becoming more conscious. And you could sit in that modality, and maybe if you face it directly you realize that you’re carrying an imagination, a boil, which you’re not popping – and how long does one keep that up?

Well the masculine, by comparison, goes around and acts as if it can try to find its relief, instead of trying to sit and make the atmosphere sensate better, the masculine will go along and try to get the permission, or find a means by which it can act, but it will never find the means, or the permission, by which it can act and effectuate a change for as long as its feeling the heaviness about something, or is stressed out in some strange fashion, manneristically.

And so when it’s like that it can’t open itself up, and so the atmosphere aspect of the dream shifts, in which I am there, and I have this whole place.

This is my place, and even though it’s my place, I still have to function like everybody else, or so it seems. But everyone else is functioning in a way that is silly, you know, that doesn’t really flow. Because I carry a tone or a mood that feels reactive about the fact that something isn’t properly flowing, I’m not effective, so I kind of sit off to one side. I slink away.

I look at this and look at that, and finally someone who is kind of in charge kind of complains and says, “The problem is that someone won’t check in.”

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77ddeegIt is a measure of how lost we have been to realize that there is nothing in the universe that operates without the mutual, but different, roles of the masculine and feminine energies. Both are needed for a triggering, and both are needed for a completion. To see the world today is to realize that we don’t understand, or live, with this fundamental truth. We will never reach the future without a realignment of these two universal principles. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I should probably present the very last dream, which corresponds to what you were doing. In the very last dream, first I dreamt the masculine part, and then I dreamt the feminine part. So, in dreaming the masculine part, the vibrational magnetic energetic, when it’s able to come into manifestation, comes into outer life and it systematically affects the unfoldment.

By systematically, meaning, as things are touched and corresponded, and touched and corresponded, and touched and corresponded, it’s all playing within a oneness. But, initially, you kind of see it as having to find its succinctness, in its presence, or place, specifically as an aspect of beingness in the outer, which is another way of saying of touching something in manifestation in a particular point.

If it’s touching something in manifestation, and it’s touching it only in a specific spot – we aren’t yet talking about the correspondence of the feminine that still veils – and so you have the touching. And what I saw in the energetic could come out and touch again. In other words, still the masculine, first it had to touch, and then it could touch again in another spot, again with a certain kind of succinct effort under defined parameters.

We don’t discuss the defined parameters, yet, because that’s the feminine again. Thus it can go to another area, and another area. And when it’s just a seeing thing, without the feminine thing, it seems innocuous, with ease, as a kind of natural inner vibrational flow. We haven’t talked about the feminine, yet. See, this is just seeing just the masculine.

In other words, what I was seeing was the masculine energy coming down into life in a way that has transcended the limitations – and we don’t know what the limitations are. Again, that’s the feminine. In other words, it is taking itself into account, in an unfoldment, one step at a time. To do so, the energetic would need to be grounded wherever it touches.

Okay, so then you go to the feminine principle, and it is in life affected by the masculine magnetic energetic touching manifestation. So, if you were to raise the question: which came first the chicken or the egg, or the seed or the egg, what comes first is the inner coming into the outer.

First has to be the looking down, and then something is awakened. That’s what this is pointing out, as well. So then the feminine component is affected by the masculine magnetized energetic touching it, and this vibration rises up – as a result of being receptive to the masculine presence – or something that looks down into it, inner into outer.

So, in the dream, the feminine energy you could say kind of gives itself up, much like a maiden vibration. I mean that’s almost a benign masculine way of saying it, because the feminine energy all I’m really trying to say is it has various looks to it that correspond to where something is at in terms of the place that is being touched.

To begin with, it might be kind of meek, and passive, and so not much can happen because it is beaten down or something. And then it can be over the top, in which the image can be such that it comes out with so much flair, and opens up so widely to begin with, that that’s not quite right either. That is something that is preening too much, or something, or just is too innocent, or something, and this is going on each time the masculine touches in a particular way to create a cycle of time in the universe.

You need to have the correspondence, and it’s a cycle of time as a completeness. And you can have various ages that are formed by that, where you could have one age in which something is this way in terms of the way the rapport of the masculine and feminine is. In order to truly go home, you have to be able to take into account it all. Initially it’s just like you have the one-to-one correspondence, so to speak, as if you’re touching the time clock of the universe. And, eventually, because there is no time and space, you eventually touch through it all – and then there’s just the nothingness.

So what is going on in terms of just describing the other is, I am dreaming how the magnetized vibration behind the breath, which is the heart breath, touches manifestation, that is, so to speak, a masculine image now, and the result causes a shift in consciousness and this affects the unfoldment of the time and space of manifestation – which is the feminine.

The theme of the dreaming has, as its underlined core, it has to do with what happens when there’s the original breath. So, when there’s the original breath, you can do it in kind of an A and B and A and B way of saying it. A, inner comes into outer. B, the seed into the eggs. One and the same. A, the above into the below. B, light comes down to touch manifestation. Same/same again.

Or, saying it another way, masculine comes down into the completeness of manifestation, and the result is that the feminine principle of a light imbedded in matter rises up to touch light. Or another way of pulling it together, and saying it in a more complete way, or a more full statement is, you have a result or cycle in creation, or a cycle in creation could be ages, depending on how you want to look at each aspected spot. And, in those ages, you move through them, and you move through them in a way that is said to be light coming down to touch light, as effectuated, and light rising up to touch light – thus light upon light.

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