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ima09-gesIt would be quite natural to wake up from a dream where someone was murdered and feel disturbed and upset – particularly if the victim appeared in the form of a family member. But only in rare instances are dreams premonitions of future events. Plus, we know that we are all of the characters in our dreams, so who is really being murdered? In this image it’s a parent, which speaks of an older and wiser aspect, or perhaps even ancient aspect, of the dreamer, or even of the collective – because psychic capabilities are part of our human design, but they have been ridiculed and denied, suppressed, and in so doing, we are actually killing off a part of ourselves. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In the meditation dream I’m introduced to a program on TV. In other words, inside I’m seeing a new program. This program is intended to portray a form of conscious interaction that is in life. A sequel to the show will portray another viewpoint in terms of a different actor.

So the purpose of the first show is to portray that there is a way of carrying on in a matter-of-fact way which is able to demystify an energetic. The way I perceive what I see, is the actor in the show, and the sequel, aren’t conscious in some sort of breakthrough way. In other words, they each think they’re doing the right thing, however. In other words, they are each quite attentive to the way the energy is understood in terms of themselves.

In the first pretend show, because it doesn’t exist, it’s all inside myself, the actor has lost a parent when the parent was befriended, taken on an excursion by a killer, and killed. The father and the killer go away from any witnesses, or anyone who could have ID’ d the murderer, when he was killed.

So, in the dream, because I’m psychic, I am able to know that this person, based upon an inner connection that I have somehow to my father and a natural knowingness, I’m able to read energy, and so I proceed to make charges to the police – who tell me to knock it off because I do not have actual evidence to incriminate.

I act as if I do because to me my ability to just naturally know this stuff is loud and therefore profound for me, and so I attempt to invoke and infer this to the officers, as if that’s possible, the means by which one’s able to channel and therefore catch up with an energetic inflection from within which makes visible and is the connection and conduction to what is knowable.

In other words, there is nothing hidden, even though no one witnessed it or nothing present. To prove that I know what I know as being genuine, I use my connective inner psyche to take them to the body. The officers do not have this inner knowingness available to them, and so thus how can they understand what this means, or how it works? And therefore I’m not able to charge the murderer for killing my father.

So this is a whole program. This is a TV show that’s about this person and his psychic ability and this is like an introduction. This is like the premiere? Whatever they call it, the season premiere. And then because this show is successful, they make a sequel, a kind of sequel to the same TV program that continues in this genre but now from the perspective of the killer.

In other words, the program is portraying what it is like to energetically go through life hiding from something, repressing something, that hurts your flow, in other words, is a lie. The sequel to this new show is to be shown, like I mentioned, through the eyes of the killer who has been able to get away with the crime because there isn’t any direct physical evidence available. However, he knows what he did. The murderer’s guilt will have a long-lasting karmic effect upon his being.

Although there isn’t any direct information available for anyone to see and to denote, nevertheless, because he knows and must carry the price of this energetic karma, the result is a program which will portray what it is like to be a bit guilty and self-conscious when you’re not able to be out in the open in manifestation. And so you could say that even though the collective isn’t able to pick it up because they don’t have the conscious psychic ability, he knows and that knowingness is an issue on a karmic level for him. And the psychic projection in the outer that I’m doing, that is into the collective, that the collective can’t handle is the flip side of the coin for me.

So what is going on? The two shows are, in a matter-of-fact way, portraying what it will be like in the future for those who carry the inner awareness as portrayed in the two TV programs. The energetic in each sequel will be worn on the sleeve of each actor’s personality, and the moviegoer will be able to look at this in a matter-of-fact way as an insightful way to connect energetically in a fashion that puts you in the shoes of this way of being.

The awareness that will be portrayed in terms of what it is like to live with psychic knowingness as the initial dream is, on the flip side coin, offset by a sequel which will portray what it is like carrying a concealed condition. In other words, the psychic thing in the first dream is out in the open. The concealed condition of what could be seen if the whole world was psychic like that is hidden, and yet that which is hidden still subtly affects the demeanor of life and is not something being worked out in an overallness in manifestation.

So in the first TV show the psychic knowingness is obvious and apparent and vibrantly awakened in the main actor, but not in anyone else in the program. What this is going to be like for the psychic is he has to bear this awareness in a world in which no one else gets it, and so the show is what that’s going to be like. And it’s not going to be comfortable, of course, because he’s going to be like an oddball.

And in the second show this TV program is going to show what it is like to carry a guilt in terms of what has been done that is totally unacceptable to society but remains hidden from you. The karmic effect of this energetic will percolate under the surface of the collective. Therefore, when it’s under the surface of something then it is a defense mechanism, and it lowers the vibrational energy, and creates a denseness and makes the energetic of a person very reserved and incapable of free flowing.

And so all of that is going to be shown in terms of what it is like to have to live with this guilt and misuse of energy – not able to live itself out in manifestation and be open for resolution.

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engulfed0It’s much easier to talk about the idea of surrender on a spiritual path than to actually do it. These dream images show that, and the form it takes is the image of being stalked by a murderer, and then of being suspected of being a murderer. The seriousness of those ideas shows how serious the concept is to the dreamer, and yet we know that when we are being chased in a dream we need to stop running and allow ourselves to be caught – so a deeper inner connection can be made. If spirituality is to become part of something greater than ourselves, we’re going to have to find a way to let go to it.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well I felt like I had two dreams I pulled out, and I was having some problems with a little bit of cramping in my legs when I straightened them out, so it was like that would pull me out to the surface more than I liked to be.

But I’m not sure of the order of the dreams, but I think in the first dream there’s some guy that’s maybe killed a few women, who’s stalking me. And he tries to do things like come through a drainpipe into the house, or some kind of a pipe that goes into the house, or at the office or somewhere. But I kind of know that he’s stalking me, but I have to keep checking all the time when I go places to see if he’s showing up or not – so I can keep him away from me.

And it’s also like trying to sometimes convince other people that he is doing this, so they can get him. I do seem to be able to get away from him, or to expose him if he shows up. And that was that dream.

John: That dream causes me to remember another little dream that happened inside, in which people are taking on a particular demeanor inside – and they’re not allowed to take on that demeanor in terms of what’s coming.

And it comes right into the house and it completely disorients you, and it’s like this huge presence that can completely engulf you. I have to jump off to one side, you know, and I’m inside trying to, before it comes all the way in, I’m actually even trying to warn people that whatever’s going on inside there doesn’t need to happen, that something is impending. And it’s just like this energy and, for a split second, I even stepped into it and all frames of reference are gone, all frames of reference. It was an engulfing thing.

Then I stepped back away and woke up and realized that this is going to engulf every… This is here. It’s coming inside. It’s going to engulf everything. And so what is stalking you is similar to that vibration of something that swallows the density and the nuances of one’s makeup – once one drops those mannerisms, ways that they project themselves, and carry themselves. Then you can function, but until you do that sort of thing kind of plays upon you and drags at your attention all the time. And everyone has that dragging at their attention in some fashion or another, and that’s just how they are. And that is not what is supportable anymore, because when you support that that takes you away from yourself.

So what’s behind everything that is pushing people to do this, and to do that, is this deeper vibration that is trying to come through. And if they can screen out the outer conditions, and the outer mannerisms, of things, but they still carry in their being as a vibrationalism as if it’s important, if they can let go of that, then they can be engulfed.

It’s an engulfing energy and, instead of allowing that to happen, it’s easy to just settle for something that you can make a big deal about, as a dharma, or frame of reference, or the idea of being stalked. That’s all a doing, and that all has to do with pointing one’s attention towards something outwardly, because inwardly it would be all-engulfing. And who can allow the all-engulfing to happen? Because that will take away all frames of reference, frames of reference that people cling to for their own idea of getting by.

Jeane: In the other dream I have it’s almost like a flip of that one. Almost like a flip side of someone stalking me. In this dream, I’m more being spied on because they think that I’m the one that’s been going around killing people. They think I’ve been going around killing people, so they’re trying to catch me doing it.

And I have a boyfriend who’s a detective, and then there’s a girl that maybe I work with or something that I know, but they’re always popping up places trying to catch me killing someone. I just think this whole thing is so absurd, I just want my boyfriend to, like, get in the car and we’re going to go where we’re going to go.

And yet they keep popping up around the corner, or doing this or that, trying to spy on me to catch me doing what they think that I’m doing that I’m not doing. So my feeling in this dream is just one of kind of exasperation, like would he just get in the car so we can get on with it because what they’re looking for is not happening.

John: That’s an interesting way... The first dream is projection, too. In other words, something is coming, but it doesn’t come all the way through, and it hits some little thing where there is something that you still feel or contend with, and when you contend with anything you have to contend with it in relationship to how it is that you’re designed, in terms of your challenges, your veils.

You have to contend with what that is like for you yet, and when you are caught in an energetic vortex like that, and then have a sense of something so much more, it’s a sensation of being stalked. In this case, you had the good sense to just stop and observe. When you stop and observed, you realized you were creating all of this. That’s what your second dream was doing.

Dreams that I’m classifying dreams in terms of the way they’re coming from and such, as energetics in manifestation, this should be a little like a Vishnu dream. And your dreams are more of a Vishnu nature and, oddly enough, mine are too only slightly differently. They’re Vishnu acknowledging the Brahma energy that is imminent and is rapidly approaching, and soon to be all-engulfing. And in order to hold that stillness I can’t be caught up in anything in particular – or I will be in a trance over having done that.

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BridgeIn the universe there is energy and there is matter, which is a condensed form of energy. And human beings are the only form of life that can bridge these two states, and that means they can take an energy, say, for example, a feeling, or emotion, or a color, and make something else from it: a poem, a song, or a dance. But higher energies also have intelligence in them, and we are also meant to connect and gather intelligence energetically and then bring it into life. People who do this are called geniuses, like an Einstein, but it is something we all do and that we can train ourselves to do much more effectively.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So I only had one little fragment of a dream that I remembered, and in this dream it’s like I’m trying to investigate what had happened, like I think somebody’s been murdered. But the only way I can track down what had actually happened was to use like rhyme and poetry, and I would start rhyming something just as nonsense words, and then that would give me an answer. Because at first I thought maybe even the policeman involved had committed the crime, but using that I think I found him in a locker. He might have even been murdered himself, but he was in a locker.

And then I would use this other rhyme, and it was almost like nonsense rhyme sometime, but I would just link one word to another and then that would lead me to another solution. And I realized I don’t know someone was actually murdered other than the policeman, but I think his daughter’s missing.

And I figure out that she’s missing. And then I do it again, and I kind of start getting a clue as to who’s at the bottom of all of this and, you know, it was just that kind of thing. It was almost like I didn’t even know how to relate to it because it would be like I would just link one word to another that might sound similar to another; then something would pop in that had occurred.

John: Yeah, that’s how it works. It’s correct. When it’s not readily apparent, in an outer way, all you have is actions and mannerisms that are wayward or, as you depict it, in a crime-like condition.

And you’re not going to take a crime-like condition and manipulate it around to an answer, because the reason why it’s a crime-like condition is because something is missing. And the reason why you’re having to resort to rhyming, or trying to create a symbolism or something, to inflect something from what is latent into an aliveness, is because the crime scene itself is missing what it needs to sort itself out.

All of life, as it currently exists, is like a crime scene. You know, you have imbalances that have to do with looking at things with the same mind that created it, in terms of the economic turmoil or the Middle East crisis, or whatever it is that you want to look at, and yet there is an answer to it, but it’s as if it’s extinct in terms of the outer.

And so when a human being, that has a nature that includes all that ever was, can take and try to find that latency, hit the ring, or the ping, or the rhyme, the note of it, and in doing so bring this back to the fore. That’s a feminine principle.

The masculine principle would be to act like they can do something about something, but the feminine principle knows that until there is a means upon which a reflection can occur, in other words, if it’s a matter of extinction, and if something has gone awry because there isn’t the bridge, you can beat your head on the wall as much as you want and you won’t get anywhere.

And so you’re actually going inside and trying to find the answer. You’re not trying to find the solution in the crime outer, you’re trying to bring it to the forefront inside of yourself to hit the note, the rhyme, the inflection that is missing as a reflection in the outer.

And that’s a trait that we still have as a quality of beingness, and as a responsibility that is befitting of a Crown of Creation, created out of everything that ever was, and can find all of that, as a tool chest within, to mirror.

That’s an interesting dream right? I liked it. It was a great dream.

Jeane: To me it was just frustrating because it was so nonsensical.

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