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sharpenWe are all the characters in our dreams and, as we saw yesterday (see Self-Correction), Jeane was given a remedy – in the form of pills – as a way to deal with an inner issue she is facing. Here, John sees a problem, yet from a masculine perspective thinks he can’t do anything about it. And that’s the right process for him – the timing isn’t quite there for the awakening energies to be balanced. There is more change that needs to occur first. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, now you want to know what the problem is? It’s only a problem from the masculine’s perspective. None of these problems are problems, really. It’s just kind of how things are in the subtle energetic of life. They’re there so that a conscious way to shift and shape things can happen.

So in this dream, I’m asleep in a vacation cabin that is a cabin that’s owned by this friend of mine, and he’s had to leave or go somewhere. So his wife is behind, I’m in a bed, and she’s in a bed, and there might be another person that’s passed out that’s in the cabin, too.

Outside of this place is a guy that’s supposed to take care of the outer and make sure everything is secure. Apparently there are wild animals, or dangerous animals, that prowl around, and him safeguarding from the outside kind of keeps this sort of stuff at bay. So he represents a raw energy of things.

Well, he comes into the house and obviously concludes that the other guy is passed out, and he assumes that I’m probably in the same condition, but I’m pretending to be more asleep than I am. And the woman is kind of awake, but she doesn’t seem to, because he’s under the employ of her husband, doesn’t see that there’s any problem, and so she even kind of talks to him a bit and what he does is completely inappropriate.

He starts going through the drawers and looking for this, that, and the other, and she doesn’t seem to be at all alarmed about it, but I could tell what he’s doing. He’s looking for something to steal. And he thinks that he has total control of the situation, that I’m checked out, and she’s naïve.

I kind of lay there just seeing how far this is going to go. Now, this part I don’t remember what happened that came up and arrested him, so to speak, in terms of jumping up and doing something. But what I do remember is the effect of whatever was done. And it’s now morning, that part is a skip in the dream.

And the woman thinks that I’ve gone too far, and I say to her, “If I hadn’t done what I did and stopped him, you wouldn’t be alive today.” She just doesn’t get it. What I know is that he would have either found something to steal, and then would have had to kill her so that there would be no one that could report on him, or if he didn’t find anything to steal there was nothing to keep him from taking advantage of her.

And so what I assume and see and believe would have happened is if he hadn’t stolen something he could have done whatever he wanted to do, thinking that I was passed out and no one was there to be attentive, and then kill them.

And so it seems that I’m the only one who realizes how treacherous and dangerous this guy is, in his intent when he came inside. When he was on the outside in the outer was one thing, but when he tried to come to the inside of the thing, to the subtler energies of things, it was too much for him.

And the dream ends where we have traveled, I mean he’s been a prisoner and we’ve traveled to another place, and I and another person are in the basement of this house, and we have this guy down there in the basement. And the time has come when he needs to be brought to the top, brought out, you know basically, I suspect, turned over to the authorities.

And so this other person says that, it’s okay, that I can go upstairs because he can handle this guy and he’ll bring him up in a minute. But I know better, and I say to him, “We need to both bring this guy up.”

See the thing is, again this is another scenario in which I can tell this thief is laying back down acting as if he’s been subdued, but if he rises up and attempts to escape he’ll overpower this guy. It’s going to take the both of us to bring him up.

So the simple meaning of the dream is the dream is saying that there is a raw energy that is not well understood by others – by other parts in myself, anyway, that are less aware and, as a consequence, because there’s a letting up or not being attentive in that regard, something is about to rise up and destroy what exists.

And this raw energy is supposed to be taking care of the external state of affairs, but has gotten out of control and has invaded a situation, or entered the house, and is seeking to take over. This raw energy is of the opinion that there is nothing that can be done to stop it from having its way.

In other words, from what it sees it thinks it has the situation scoped out and, if it acts out, or is allowed to fully act out, its mannerism is such as it will destroy the fabric of what exists, as it sees things.

So, in the dream, I am the only one who realizes how dicey this has gotten, in other words, that more conscious part of myself can sense this stuff going on. But then there’s the feminine part that’s naïve, and then there’s the other part that’s checked out, and then there’s also the part that’s kind of seeing how far it will go before it suddenly springs to life and acts.

I guess you might say that fortunately there’s a more conscious side that understands this raw energy and what it is capable of doing, which knows how to handle it, and things have progressed to the point where it is now time to bring this raw energy into the light of day – because it’s being now brought up from down below.

And of course this energy is kundalini energy and you have to work with that. You don’t take and snuff it, or stamp it, or repress it – you have to work with it. With a teacher, for example, every time it sees a student act up, the teacher realizes that this is raw energy and that the teacher has to figure out how to play with that, how to work with that.

Maybe there’s a point where enough is enough, or in the case this guy was arrested by us, but at the same time you play with that raw energy. You don’t obliterate it.

So how does this apply? I can see how in present life, in existence now, that there’s an energetic quality jeopardizing the current scenario. I can feel it. I have yet to put my feelings directly upon it.

On the surface I am of the opinion that this is manageable because I am able to see it. What I’m talking about is an example of this blindside. A bigger macro example has to do with a tenuousness that is brought on in society by the economics of things, the politics of things, even the way sports energy flies around.

Those associations, and way of life images, have their way of anesthetizing and afflicting things in the fabric in life that keeps things kind of destabilized, keeps things kind of numb or dumb. Not seeing these forces for what they are tends to undermine existence, or the flow in the outer, of the status quo.

This in turn affects the way I relate, in that the tendency is to remain asleep because you’re hit with this and you kind of want it to go – you think that it all runs its course, given passage of time – and of course that is the course of least resistance.

This is also the course that, little by little, leads to a tearing down of a state of order and balance in the Whole. In other words, that’s going on, you’re seeing it. What I’m doing is reporting but I can’t do anything about it, but you’re reporting that you can. On some level you have the robes, the state, and you have the pills to do it.

And then I wrote: I am seeing this from a point within that is able to sense the way the energy is slowly unfolding, but that doesn’t mean that this is something that is able or going to change, nor am I going to change it.

Because anything I might do, or even talk about, or even anything, I live with it. It’s kind of like an awkwardness that just has to be. It actually has a useful purpose behind it, too. It’s part of the sharpening of a consciousness. It’s part of the awakening process to go through it.

For the masculine, it’s a type of longing, it’s a type of thing that on the flip side and the blindside is the hearkening to something that eventually is able to come through. So I don’t know what you call that, but it is part of the process nevertheless, and so you don’t take and slam it in any direct regard because then that hurts something.

There is a quality in there that’s wonderful as well, even though one can look at it as out of balance, or bizarre, or something. It’s there for a reason and it has its importance, and if you do something to change it you will affect the psyche of life. So I can’t do anything about it; I just know that that’s what would happen.

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Energy-Flow-Mark-HansenThe concept of “raw energy” in a dream points to something that has awakened, or been confronted, that hasn’t been fully handled yet. In this dream, Jeane confronts raw energy in the form of a werewolf outside the door, and the drunken delirium of a masculine energy, both of which she is trying to link together, within herself, in order to grow. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So the dream I had last night, the main dream, it feels like I’m living somewhere where my boyfriend has come back to visit around Christmastime. I think he comes in and even lies down on the floor.

My boyfriend looks like a combination of Johnny Cash and Waylon Jennings. He’s a country singer of some kind. And he’s been sober; I don’t know whether he stayed sober. But he seems sober, and I think he’s stayed sober, and I’m pleased with that.

He’s come in the wintertime, and the only problem with that is that somewhere out on the outdoors of the area where there’s lots of snow and stuff, because it seems like it’s a large cabin, I know there’s a werewolf, so you have to be careful when you go out at night right now, and you go out in the snow and you have to take a sled and travel to wherever you go.

He comes to visit, and there’s another woman and me, and then there’s another woman about my age who seems to be fawning around him. You can tell she’d kind of like him for a boyfriend and I’m kind of brushing her aside. I’m focused on the fact we’re going to have a party in another day or two and it’s Christmas, and I know one time I’m even climbing a ladder up to a little shelf, that’s almost like a little loft, to get my Christmas present for him.

And then I realize I’m not sure how he does Christmas presents, but I have to go ahead and just do presents however I do regardless of how he does them. I’m thinking through that process. The girl that was kind of hovering around, who I knew was interested in him, seems to have left, and I’ve decided to just not deal with her in a way, but I am still concerned that if we have to go out to a party or something there’s still the werewolf out there.

Plus he’s left for awhile and he’s coming back, and I’m debating about… I’d like to know whether he stayed sober or not, because if he started drinking again that could be a problem. I haven’t really seen any evidence one way or the other, so I’m kind of giving him the benefit of the doubt.

I also know there’s a point where I go over and I have to let the dogs out, and I seem to have some Basenjis again, and it seems like when I let one dog out… no, it’s like I go to the door to let some people in, that was it, and the dogs get out. I’d maybe kept back one of the eldest dogs.

But when I go to get the other dog that one gets loose, and now they are all out, and then I have to call them to see if I can actually get them to come back in, and come to me, because dogs get a little willful when they get out the door. But they seem to come back in, and maybe I have to go out and get them.

Everything around the house seems okay, but my only trepidation is if I have to travel somewhere by sled, then I want a rifle because I’m not sure what’s going on with the werewolves still. That’s about all I remember of the dream.

John: This is a dream that is challenging your development in terms of a certain level of refinement. It’s amazing these dreams are actually linked, two days apart, because the dream before had to do with you going back and picking up a particular quality that you now had the ability to pick up (see Self-Storage).

And so then this dream is showing your propensity, upon which you have to work in the dense outer world, that you have developed a particular kind of refinement in yourself already, but in order for you to go forward you’re confronted with having, and are drawn into having, to take on something that’s like a raw energy, or a density, that you now have to bring that on in order to grow.

It reminds me, as a side diversion, of how things were in an ashram once where they developed a certain refinement to the point that they shut off their involvement in the outer world to such a degree that every little thing bugged them, and worried them, and caused them stress, so that they were like sickies because they were too refined, off to one side, and therefore too absolved, or had pushed too much of the functionality of the world away from them, as if they could go into more of a transcendent experience and less of an eminent experience.

Now, we’re talking about a certain kind of eminent experience here. We’re talking about an eminent experience that deals with traits and characteristics that are like raw energy.

In other words, you have this guy, and you are drawn to that for some reason in order to take a step. In other words, your refinement now is limited, in that you now need to be able to put it into an action that more or less takes it into a blackboard of something in life. So that blackboard is this raw energy quality.

And in your world out there that you have been able to absolve, or move yourself away from, you have this drunken trait, which is nothing more than to say that you’re dealing with the raw energy that has a certain kind of delirium about it that is stuck and constantly wayward.

Plus you’re dealing with another danger, and the idea that if you go out that there is the werewolf, and the linkage that you need to make this time is represented by the dogs that go outside of the house. When you open the door to greet something, or to try to deal with something in the outer, that the linkage point, the friends, the quality, is these dogs that go out.

In other words, the dogs represent something where you have… they’re inside of the house and they generally stay inside of the house, which is a little unnatural for them, and you pacify the situation with them inside of the house. But the dogs are more natural to be out in the yard, to be out, and when you open the door you have to contend with three things.

You have to let a part of yourself reach out, which is the quality of you that can still connect, and has an alignment, and has all of these traits which can take and touch dense energy in the outer. And in the outer, that dense energy is such that it’s going to be a bit in a delirium. It can mean well but can get all twisted and distraught – the drunken quality.

Plus it carries a certain ominousness, or there’s a certain reactionariness that is in the idea of a werewolf. And so you’re having to take all of that on. So one sits and ponders, okay, what’s the werewolf of the nature that you’re contending with now?

In other words, what is the thing that sits and echoes like a werewolf energy inside of you, as you approach or feel something in the outer world? That could be the idea that maybe my driving is too fast and you can get into an accident or something, is like a werewolf, oh, there’s a vibe in there that maybe is like the werewolf, and also the drunken condition where I could be forgetful and not know whether it’s this, that, or the other, and how do you handle that?

How do you absorb that? In other words, you have to be in creation, and you have to take your particular way of being, you have to link it, and you’re drawn to having to do that. You cannot not do that. The other dream depicted that you have an energetic, or magnetism, that is drawn in that capacity. You can’t purge that, because it’s not meant to be purged.

You’re meant to take all of that into a greater alignment of yourself, because you have, as indicated in the first dream, you have refined something inside of you to the point where now you have to bring in more of the other to show that you have the capacity, and the growth, and the understanding to be able to carry that, and handle that, and be with that in a greater Wholeness of yourself.

Maybe at some particular point in time that you fractured, or cracked, or it was too much, or shattered in some capacity, or got neurotic in some mannerism, and so one sits and wonders okay, what’s bringing on dreams like this?

Well, one of the things that could be bringing on a dream like this is one is sitting and looking at their blood pressure, and their heartbeat, and all of that sort of stuff, and you don’t maintain a state of health in terms of even the vibrancy of the density of the body, if you don’t maintain a certain engagement in things, and you become weakened by the idea that you’re protecting yourself in some way.

Perhaps that, in a subtle way, helped to bring a dream like this on, because now you’re finding yourself having to recognize that, by choice, and by purpose, and as part of inner and outer, because this trait comes from the outer – this quality of this guy comes from the outer, and the werewolf is in the outer – and from inner you’re the dogs that you have over-pacified, can go out.

From inner into outer, you’re having to make this greater connection, and then putting it together with the other dream, because this is the only way you’re going to be able to grow now, is that you have to do this. You then find that which you set aside, or absolved, or annihilated, or chose to purge out of your life, for the time being, because it drew too much of your attention away from a groundedness of yourself.

It caused you to lose the important thing of yourself, and now you’re at a point where you could take it back on, and you should be able to carry that.

 
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In these dreams, Jeane and John gain similar insights, but their approaches and conclusions differ, affected by the perspectives of the feminine and masculine viewpoints. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In my first dream it feels like I’m at the back of a large audience, seated in some kind of a theater, and they want to demonstrate what they do when someone has an emergency.

So they use me for that, and it feels like they take me to the very back and put this long green robe around me. It’s like a dark green, velvet robe that goes all the way to the floor and then they give me a little vial of pills, and so that’s what they have when someone has an emergency what they are going to do.

And so the robe is a lot prettier than I thought. I’m kind of surprised that’s what they have just for something they’ve thrown together.

Then it feels like I’m no longer wearing the dark green robe, but I’m going down a street in my hometown carrying the pills. The pills that are supposed to be for an emergency. And there’s a woman who’s having an emergency, and this time I’m taking the pills to her.

I have to stop for a minute, maybe I’d spilled some and I’m gathering them up, and so what I notice is that even though they’re all supposed to be the same medicine, they’re different sizes and shapes, but I realize that’s because this is what they’ve thrown together as an emergency contingent, so I guess even though it’s the same medicine it doesn’t all look the same.

And I’m taking it to that person, and I’ll only be able to give them a few because it’s just for emergency. It’s for that day or the next day until they get back to their regular routine.

John: This dream portrays the answer to the problem that I describe in my dream. In other words, the masculine is able to bring a clarity down to see things, but that doesn’t mean that the masculine, just because it sees it, is the best one for fixing it.

And of course as I’m seeing this, the conclusion I’m drawing is that, it is what it is, that I can’t necessarily change it, I can look at it, I can perceive it to be what it is, and it’s at a depth and at a level that to try to change it or to try to alter it or whatever would probably create more problems than anything else and it’s better to just leave it alone, kind of make a mental note of it or something like that, realizing that everything has its conditions and its situations and circumstances and mannerisms and these things change very, very slowly and so that’s just how it is.

And in your dream, what you’re dreaming is that… and of course I’m able to look at the problem on very subtle levels plus also on big levels that affect in the outer and everything too as well as things that just affect the microcosm, and in every instance it’s like the force of what’s going on is not really even on the microcosmic level we are subtle, and on the macrocosmic level where it seems overt and all of it can be felt in the bones.

It’s not something that you can readily do anything about because it’s not like it’s readily recognized even by those involved, for it to be what it is, and so all I can do is report it. I can make a report on it.

But in your particular case, your dream is all about fixing it. Your dream is all about where you take and you get the impression of something that needs to be dealt with, and you know how to fix it.

I’m always nervous about you having to try to fix things because when you do try to fix things, or go about dealing with something, it’s like whenever something is identified as an issue for you, or whenever you come around to realizing it’s an issue, you kind of zoom in on it and plod away at doing that.
You do that in everything that you do, in the way that you feel that you have to cook or make cookies, everything you do. Once you zoom in on something that has to be done, you go ahead and you proceed to do that, and hopefully not too obsessively.

I guess that’s how I always kind of wonder whether you might be getting a little over the top at times in terms of whatever you think your responsibility or your duty is, but you seem to have a good self-corrective mechanism too, so it’s just me and my having to evaluate everything in detail kind of motif of the masculine because it all seems to be just fine.

Well, I’m saying that in advance in relationship to as you put this together in terms of how my dream comes across because your dream basically indicates that you’re stationed, that you’re more or less sitting in a station, or a spot, which is like a station, in which things are happening and you’re positioned in a way so that you can deal with those things, you know how to deal with those things, you have the pills or the tool chest.

You have the robe on, meaning that you’re holding a station and you have at your disposal the ability to do something from that station, which is the pills. And you wouldn’t be doing that, sitting in that station, you wouldn’t be sitting with those pills, if you didn’t know kind of how to conduct yourself in this sort of way.

So, now you want to know what the problem is? And it’s only a problem from the masculine’s perspective. None of these problems are problems really. It’s just kind of how things are in the subtle energetic of life. And they’re there so that a conscious way to shift and shape things can happen.

In this dream I’m asleep in a vacation cabin that is a cabin that’s owned by this friend of mine, and he’s had to leave or go somewhere. So his wife is behind, and I’m in a bed, and she’s in a bed, and there might be another person that’s passed out that’s in the cabin too.

And outside of this place is a guy that’s supposed to take care of the outer and make sure everything is secure. Apparently there are wild animals or dangerous animals crawling around and him safeguarding from the outside kind of keeps this sort of stuff at bay, so he represents a raw energy of things.

Well, he comes into the house and obviously concludes that the other guy is passed out and he assumes that I’m probably in the same condition, but I’m pretending to be more asleep than I am. And the woman is kind of awake but she doesn’t seem to, because he’s under the employ of her husband, doesn’t see that there’s any problem, and so she even kind of talks to him a bit and what he does is completely inappropriate.

He starts going through the drawers and looking for this, that, and the other and she doesn’t seem to be at all alarmed about it, but I could tell what he’s doing. He’s looking for something to steal, and he thinks that he has total control of the situation, that I’m checked out, and she’s naïve.

And so I kind of lay there just seeing how far this is going to go. Now, this part I don’t remember what happened that came up and took him under, arrested him so to speak, in terms of jumping up and doing something, but what I do remember is the effect of whatever was done. And it’s now morning, that part is a skip in the dream.

The woman thinks that I’ve gone too far, and I say to her, “If I hadn’t done what I did and stopped him, you wouldn’t be alive today.” She just doesn’t get it. What I know is that he would have either found something to steal, and then would have had to kill her so that there would be no one that could report on him, or if he didn’t find anything to steal there was nothing to keep him from taking advantage of her.

And so what I assume and see and believe what happened is if he hadn’t stolen something he could have done whatever he wanted to do thinking that I was passed out and no one was there to be attentive, and then kill them.

So it seems that I’m the only one who realizes how treacherous and dangerous this guy is, in his intent when he came inside. When he was on the outside in the outer was one thing, but when he tried to come to the inside of the thing to the subtler energies of things, it was too much for him.

The dream ends where we have traveled, I mean he’s been a prisoner and we’ve traveled to another place and I am probably the guy that had been drunk before or who knows. Anyway, another person are in the basement of this house and we have this guy down there in the basement, and the time has come when he needs to be brought to the top, brought out, you know basically, I suspect, turned over to the authorities or you know.

This other person says that it’s okay that I can go upstairs because he can handle this guy and he’ll bring him up in a minute, but I know better, and I say to him, “We need to both bring this guy up.”

The thing is again this is another scenario in which I can tell this thief is laying back down acting as if he’s been subdued, but if he rises up and attempts to escape he’ll overpower this guy. It’s going to take the both of us to bring him up.

The simple meaning of the dream is the dream is saying that there is a raw energy that is not well understood, by other parts in myself anyway, that’s less aware, and as a consequence, because there’s a letting off or not being attentive in that regard, something is about to rise up and destroy what exists.

And this raw energy is supposed to be taking care of the external state of affairs, but has gotten out of control and has invaded a situation, or entered the house, and is seeking to take over. This raw energy is of the opinion that there is nothing that can be done to stop it from having its way.

In other words, from what it sees it thinks it has the situation scoped out and if it acts out or is allowed to fully act out, its mannerism is such as it will destroy the fabric of what exists, as it sees things.

In the dream I am the only one who realizes how dicey this has gotten, in other words, that more conscious part of myself can sense this stuff going on. But then there’s the feminine part that’s naïve, and then there’s the other part that’s checked out, and then there’s also the part that’s kind of seeing how far it will go before it suddenly springs to life and acts.

I guess you might say that fortunately there’s a more conscious side that understands this raw energy and what it is capable of doing, which knows how to handle it, and things have progressed to the point where it is now time to bring this raw energy into the light of day because it’s being now brought up from down below.

Of course this is kundalini energy and you have to work with that. You don’t take and snuff it or stamp it or repress it or, you have to work with it. With a teacher for example every time it sees a student act up, the teacher realizes that this is raw energy and that the teacher has to figure out how to play with that, how to work with that. Maybe there’s a point where enough is enough, or in the case this guy was arrested by us, but at the same time you play with that raw energy. You don’t obliterate it.

How does this apply? I can see how in present life, in existence now, that there’s an energetic quality jeopardizing the current scenario. I can feel it. I have yet to put my feelings directly upon it.

But you’re naïve in terms of it and you’re being blindsided, not necessarily are you naïve. You know how to fix it, see that’s my summation as I would see it looking at it strictly from the masculine, but you have the sense. I mean, it’s not like you’re totally naïve, right, but it’s just how the masculine sees it.

I believe it has to do with her dad in a subtle way and I also believe that this is a hidden energetic he harbors. I believe that it has something to do with the past, how he sees her in relationship to his ex-wife, your mother.

I also believe you unconsciously feed into it by not seeing it and is therefore allowing it to become a greater uneasiness. That part I don’t think is true after your dream.

On the surface I am of the opinion that this is manageable because I am able to see it. What I’m talking about is an example of this blindside. A bigger micro example has to do with a tenuousness that is brought on in society by the economics of things, the politics of things, even the way the sports energy flies around.

Those associations, and way of life images, have their way of anesthetizing and afflicting things in the fabric in life that keeps things kind of destabilized, keeps things kind of numb or dull. Not seeing these forces for what they are tends to undermine existence, or the flow in the outer, of the status quo.

This in turn affects the way I relate, in that the tendency is to remain asleep. In other words because you’re hit with this and you kind of want it to go – you think that it all runs its course, given passage of time – and of course that is the course of least resistance.

This is also the course that little by little leads to a tearing down of a state of order and balance in the Whole. In other words, that’s going on, you’re seeing it. What I’m doing is reporting that I can’t do anything about it, but you’re reporting that you can. On some level you have the robes, the state, and you have the pills to do it.

And then I wrote a part that is this dilemma. I am seeing this from a point within that is able to sense the way the energy is slowly unfolding, but that doesn’t mean that this is something that is able to or going to change, nor am I going to change it.

Anything I might do or even talk about or even anything, I live with it. It’s kind of like an awkwardness that just has to be. It actually has a useful purpose behind it, too. It’s part of the sharpening of a consciousness. It’s part of the awakening process to go through it.

For the masculine it’s a type of longing, it’s a type of thing that on the flip side and the blindside is the hearkening to something that eventually is able to come through. I don’t know what you call that. You wouldn’t call that longing, but it is part of the process nevertheless, and so you don’t take and slam it in any direct regard because then that hurts something.

There’s a quality in there that’s wonderful as well, even though one can look at it as out of balance or bizarre or something. It’s there for a reason and it has its importance, and if you do something to change it you will affect the psyche of life, or your dad, or whatever. So I can’t do anything about it; I just know that that’s what would happen.

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