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Union-4The masculine and feminine genders are different, and play different roles in human life, as well as different roles in spiritual life. Unfortunately those roles have been lost in this male-dominated world we find ourselves in – and that is a loss for everyone because it has caused an adjacent and equal energetic principle to be stifled into a position of being lesser throughout much of the world. For true balance within ourselves and in the world, the feminine principle needs to regain its rightful position next to the masculine principle. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in my main dream, I’m in a house that belongs to a woman. And in one room of the house is a very kind of charismatic man that I’ve known from my past, that I seem to want to get closer to, but there’s a woman that he’s somewhat pursuing. But I also seem to be responsible for fixing up his room so he’s gone out with the other woman, but he’s actually come back.

The woman who runs the house just seems to be in another room, and I’m in his room and I’m kind of straightening things up. And whereas before I seem to be kind of really interested in pursuing him on one level, now it’s like, as he approaches, I’m kind of moving around the room doing things.

The thing that I seem to be focused on as I’m straightening up his room, I have two focuses, one is it feels like I can tell that there’s a golf game or something that he wants to watch so I go into the other room and try to tune in the old TV set for him, but it won’t quite tune in.

But my real focus seems to be on, there was a piece of paper and it was cut into four equal parts and each part seemed to have a grey and white pattern on it that was like the tile designs in Uzbekistan. But one piece of the paper is not there anymore – and that feels like that’s my focus, I mean the ones that makes the fourth corner of it like if you were looking at a square the upper right hand corner of the paper, that quadrant is missing.

And so it’s almost like my attention has shifted some because it’s almost like I feel some connection with him that I wanted I can back off of a little because there’s something there, but my real focus now is on that paper on the design, and the missing piece of the design. Even though the designs are kind of identical I need the fourth quadrant.

And so on an outer level I may be going over to tune things in for him, and I’m straightening up his room. I’m even actually kind of moving around the room in a certain way, but my real focus is on that pattern on the paper.

John: You’re describing a process of awakening, or coming into a wholeness, that has both a microcosmic and macrocosmic quality to it.

On the microcosmic level you’re affected by forces in a patriarchal outer world. In other words because things are manipulated and shifted about by the seed energy thought patterns that come through what is considered a masculine energy. And so you’re required, in a limiting, self limiting microcosmic way, you’re required to take that in, contend with that in some sort of way that is conducive to the schematic of an overall well being.

That’s the nature of the feminine, to have to be a receptacle and container for this sort of thing that flows, like a will of God, into manifestation. And because of the magnetism of the outer that is the nature of this loci, your attention is inclined to be confined to the seed thoughts and the mannerisms that lie before you, immediately before you, in this seed thought, i.e. patriarchal way of being.

This is where everything has to start. It has to start in this way in terms of the feminine forgiving, and letting go, and learning how to embrace, and take in, and provide something to the wholeness of it all and, in doing so, catches up then with the other levels that exist in an expansiveness in that what is done in a microcosmic way also is impacting the macrocosm.

And that eventually you go beyond the general overall malaise, or amnesia, in which what you’re doing appears to be identified and associated with the environmental microcosm that you find yourself in. Eventually you go beyond that and start to realize that it all intertwines, and it intertwines and is interconnected in a greater matrix and wholeness that is all of life, and that you put all of that together, and are putting all of that together, simultaneously. And that you may not be aware of this when working strictly in the microcosm, but ultimately become aware of this as you get more appropriately aligned.

And when you do get to this particular point where you effectuate this as a natural overall design in manifestation, you are, instead of catching up with disconsonant energetics, you are actually gaining more and more access to the principle of taking the seed thought that is in its higher essence, actually the divine thought of God, the will of God might be another way of saying it, and funneling that into the wholeness of everything in the universe.

This is kind of your calling. This is how you are meant to evolve in taking back, or catching up, with a destiny in which you reassess the crown of your own beingness. That’s a big dream.

Now, what this dream doesn’t have is certain details about the divine imprint, like for example we live in such a collective that that sort of thing gets smothered out and we tend to adopt principles and mannerisms that are associated with the gravity of the situation that we find ourselves mired in that is all around us.

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1500There is a lot of discussion of things “awakening,” but what awakens? Well, firstly it is new energy that had been dormant or inaccessible. That new energy then activates parts of our system that, perhaps, weren’t fully functioning before. That can be a big shift internally, and we might experience it as a state of imbalance until our systems find a new equilibrium. But it is a necessary part of the process. This dream shows how that process happens through an image that moves back and forth and up and down. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well the problem I’m having with my dreams from last night is that it was about an energy that was going back and forth, and it was almost like going back and forth in not just two but maybe four dimensions.

The initial dream it seems to be going back and forth out on a prairie-type area, where I go back and forth to a ranch where people are doing something cooperatively. And, in that sense, there are animals that come back and forth between one group and another and how that’s managed. And then there’s also me going back and forth between both groups and where I am.

And when I go back once, what’s changed is they’ve brought in these, they’re like bulls or they’re even cows that have horns, too, and they can be rather ferocious. I forget what they’re using them for, but they needed them for something. And the first time I went there when they had these animals now, because they’re rather ferocious and you can’t get too close to them, I had climbed up on this huge rock and then I could look down in the pasture where the cows and the bulls were.

But then the animals actually climbed up on the rock, too. It was a huge rock, so they could get up there and someone else was giving me instructions because you couldn’t get too close to them, so they were telling me like where I could be on the rock that was maybe safe. And then I get down from the rock, and leave the animals there, and come back down across the fence.

I also know there was something going back and forth in the exchange that was going on out in the prairie with people that shared things that involved the colors red and blue.

And then it seemed to shift more into the city, which was kind of a horizontal shift, and in the city it was like I was in an auditorium and some of the people were facing forward and listening to some jazz or complicated music that was being performed on a stage, and some of us were behind them facing another direction and listening to another music – but you would still be aware of what the others were doing.

And so a lot of the dream was hard to pull out because it was all this kind of shifting back and forth in these wispy ways like that, and trying to keep track of it.

John: The theme of the dreaming is to take as a baseline the inner energetic that’s coming through, and holding onto that, having a relationship that is attuned to that so that it effectuates what one goes through in their day-to-day and in their outer.

So the way you had that in your dream is you saw it as the raw energy of the masculine, that’s the bulls and such that are in the field, and you were able to like be on a rock and look down at all of that. But that is put into motion in that all of the animals can come up on the rock, too, and thus you have a different, you have a change, you have a shift in terms of that raw energy now has to be not just as a raw energy, but has to be something that is then part of an overall cadence and flow in life.

Now, in the dream, what makes it difficult is these energies seem to have two different dynamics to them. One seems to pull in one way and, as it pulls in one way, it tends to veil the other in terms of the rawness that you see that’s a deeper inner depth. It’s a type of inner depth for you because it is something that comes down and through as a raw energy loudness.

Or you could view it in the opposite if you want, and that it is just something raw in life that is core and basic, that you need to take in and accept and have that around you. Whichever way you view it is okay, as is shown in the second dream, in which you have these two different dynamic energies that each stand on their own – but do come together and connect.

You’re actually dreaming the incorporation, the three phases of kind of this old energy that’s coming in anew. The first phase has to do with being able to grasp the recognition of value from the inner where something more, even though you live in an 80% outward world, to be able to discern the difference so that you recognize that it’s an inner into outer flow or, in your case, being able to put the animals that come to the rock along with the bulls and such that stay down below and be okay with that.

In the second part of the dream, you pull the two, as if they’re in two different zones, together. That is the quality of the Buddhist equanimity of the new energy in which the two forces work hand in hand.

So you had the first part of the new energy, and then you had the second part. The third part that you didn’t have is the part where the identification of something that’s anew is so loud that, instead of it being like an echo of inner coming into outer and you’re mired by the outer condition of things and hard to hold onto things, and in the dream struggle to be able to visualize and hold onto it because of the influence of something in the outer that is always changing, in terms of your perspective of your senses and your mind coming to fore, in the end it gets so that the inner is so loud that the outer is like a black dot.

In other words, it’s like black bull, young man, old man, white bull but with a black tip at the end of its tail. That’s an Oxnard picture. The significance is that the lightness is like 80-90%, all of the inner coming across, and the catalyst is this little black fleck that still remains – and that creates the motion. If it wasn’t for that black fleck, and us being in this loci, you wouldn’t have the eyes and the ears of something. You wouldn’t have the motion. This sets in place the motion. This is the new energy in the third phase. You were dreaming it in the first and second phase.

It’s the inner and the outer, and the red and blue, red is your dense raw energy color, and blue is a cohesion of a higher light, of a perspective kind of light. In other words, it’s the higher octave of a mental light. In other words, it’s a spiritual light, but it is still limited. It still has to go to the third use, the third octave. It’s interesting how you dreamt that.

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maefaultA spiritual awakening is not a genie that can be put back in the bottle, or ignored. Just as any responsibility that we procrastinate doing will eat away at us until it is resolved, so it is with an awakening. The new possibility will have its own energetic insistence in our life, and pretending it didn’t happen can make for a bumpy ride. In fact, as John notes here, acting in defiance of it can be worse energetically for us than the original state of ignorance. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: It’s like the scenario is trying to figure out how to handle, or stand, or be in-between a situation. In other words, how to take and conduct one’s self when the senses inside that there is something that is falling apart, or is not able to come together as one’s imagination might want to see it happen.

And so I keep sitting there thinking that it’s got to come together. In some sense I’m saying this, and yet at the same time it seems to have its obstacles or barriers that just don’t quite feel right to me in some deep part of myself. So, as a consequence, it’s like trying to take and respond in a way that takes into account this slight peculiarity that I notice, and the idea is to try to respond in a way that what I’m really trying to do is find a way of doing this such that I still get my way as opposed to hearing what that is really all about.

And so the image that’s created is, as I’m walking along carrying like this kind of garden hose that has got this attachment on the end that’s kind of swinging free, while I’ve got the main bulk of the hose, and I walk through an area in which there are people sitting, you know just kind of recreating, hanging out, as I’m about to try to do something.

Well, as I walk by this garden hose like swings around and goes around somebody’s throat – and I’m shocked. I stop and it gets somehow discontangled, and I say to the person, “So how do you suppose that happened?” And the person just kind of glanced or doesn’t say anything because I guess they didn’t approve of that sense of humor that still was not really sincere in terms of recognizing, acknowledging, and taking into account what it needed to be adhering to.

And what it needed to be adhering to is the recognition that deep down one can sense and can feel something that isn’t right, that’s kind of like in the nature, or in the bones, of something imminent, and to try and toy around when there is something like that sitting there, that could happen at any moment. This is just not good common sense. You need to take into account that vibratory nature that you can sense, and feel, and work with that in terms of the principle, a principle that takes and permeates into everything.

And that’s why you have this sense of what is going on, but when you attempt to try to thread the needle or do something and aren’t accommodating the sense of knowingness that you have inside, you’re inviting trouble because you’re not being true to what you know and can see in terms of your higher self.

And this is thus what suffers, and it’s one of the reasons why a person suffers is because there comes a time when this quality of their inner power and inner spatiality needs to come out, and so everything that one does that doesn’t take this into account, is turned against them – because some part of yourself is recognizing, is acknowledging, and is upholding this quality or note. And yet, if in the outer, you’re still carrying on as if that’s okay, you’re just asking for trouble.

So, this is also a dream that explains one of the reasons why people suffer is because they can come to a point where inside of them something has awoken, which needs to come out. Everything that one does in the outer that acts in defiance, as if it is still in the limited dimensionality of things, is something that is going to backfire in some fashion, some way, no matter how it may currently look – because you know better.

You now sense something more, and different, from within, and that’s where your attention needs to be, and that’s what you need to be upholding, and that’s what you need to be watching out for and safeguarding.

And so this is kind of a dream that fits with the seed thought that when something like this wakes up, and starts to come out of your nature, it comes with a price. Or, as the teacher said, true power doesn’t come cheap.

And if you’re running into that it’s going to tear at you, maybe more so than what life would be like if you didn’t have that, because you’re being commanded and demanded to have to adhere and to recognize that. And what it is that you’re trying to adhere and recognize is kind of like an inner voice, or an inner thought, of your beingness in terms of how it is meant to be in relationship to that which is impending. And you’re required to note that.

I sense the contrast of this, meaning what it’s like to be able to hear that note in the overallness and to factor that and yourself into that as a reference point, versus having a quality that comes up to a point, but then loses the heartfulness because you’re not honoring this wholeness.

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