Posts Tagged ‘spiritual awakening’

eye-of-newt-3Every moment we are confronted by, and limited by, our level of understanding. We react and proceed forward based upon our best understanding at the moment. Yet there is always more to know and more to understand. In the realms of spiritual and energetic development, we can gain access to higher levels of insight and knowledge. Here we see witches in a dream, and that sort of energetic work is very crude – but it does represent a certain understanding of the way things work. It’s wise to remember that there is always more to discover, and that the refinement journey never really ends. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So, in my first dream, it feels like I’m in this ancient city that even has like a temple-type area. I know how to travel over to that area, and I can travel up and it’s almost like there’s hidden passageways, even on the outside, where you can go up and over.

I go into this area and it’s where the witches are, and I can see what they’re doing, and the ceremonies. I can go back and forth between there and where I live, but it feels like I bring some people with me, the man and some other people I’m with, and I take them there.

But then I have some reservations about that because then I notice that they start trying to go there on their own, or maybe their timing isn’t quite right, or they take some things out from there that maybe they shouldn’t and then that creates a conflict in me for having taken them there.

It feels like that was my first dream, and then…

John: So the theme of the dreaming is to take and to be able to look at different levels of subtle inner awareness. And, as a person becomes more aware, you have different reactions that you have to go through.

To begin with a person can be perfectly calm when things are completely haywire around them, if they don’t even notice, or aren’t paying any attention. It’s as if they’re absolved from that situation.

But then, as you become more aware, or access other levels inside yourself, you come to realize that what is unfolding bothers you, maybe agitates you, and it also is a level of awakening where you get gloom, dire, and obtuse about things.

The difference is that that’s a level of awareness in that, to begin with, you didn’t even give it attention or regard whatsoever, and so everything that was happening, when you weren’t giving it any attention or regard at all, whatever was happening would continue to keep happening. And if there is a breaking down caused by the way something is awry, reflectively, it will continue to break down.

So what you did is you’re looking at a kind of limitation in regards to a particular level within. The level that you went to within was kind of a inner plane level, in which the dynamic that’s able to play with the outer is quickened, which is a wizards kind of thing. And so you can have a misuse of energy there or, if you can handle the witches and wizards realm that can throw you askew because of the way it can be bewildering to you in terms of what you see, if you can take that at a level deeper behind the witches and wizards level, there’s a whole other quality in terms of the way something wakes up.

So what you did, initially, is you went back and you looked at the witches and wizards level. You didn’t take and activate this, so to speak, from the standpoint of boom, boom, boom subtler and subtler, and subtler and subtler, and subtler. Instead you did this kind of an orientation way, that the feminine tends to do, in that you took and you related from a particular state, and in that particular state you have an unfoldment storyline. Each particular state that we are able to go into has its own limitations in terms of its reflective storyline.

Initially the realm of witches and wizards and all of that stuff is kind of Voodoo-ish, if that’s all you’re able to experience. And if you’re manipulating or able to access that and don’t know that there’s more and more behind that that is subtler, and subtler, levels of evolvement to where there are greater and greater energetic states of freedom, if you don’t know that, if you don’t have that opened up, then you can have, just looking at that state alone, you can only have an awareness in relationship to the degree to which you’re able to pull out that state of sight only.

Why? Because you’re taking and going further and further and further back to the epicenter of how things are, in a non-reflective way. And that the breakdown of reflectiveness, yes, it does have a trickle effect, it does go into subtle levels of consciousness, but it’s meant to be that way. Everything is meant to open up.

So it kind of throws a whole different light when you see somebody that’s really, really reactive because being really, really reactive and hypertensive is a process in which you get yourself contaminated, subjected to spells, and traumas, and trances and everything else – but that is a level of awareness that’s better than being amnesic.

And the problem is the reactions aim to eventually go back to the amnesic, but instead you have to progress through that to something that’s able to let go to where you get to quieter states, to where you get to the point where everything that’s going on in the outer is taken into account in terms of an inner process of vibration.

And that the depths to the degree to which something is chaotic, and this is the reason now, this actually explains why the process is like it is, the Yin/Yang aspect of it, in that the greater the degree to which something is askew in terms of its orientation on an outer physical level, the more loud that that is able to be perceived, and taken in, and handled, and lived, the greater the degree one can offset that by going behind the reflective scene to the place in which the dynamic is being spun out – because it’s all a part of a process of awakening.

At first you might say you had kind of a big bang where everything was just left into an emptiness of an amnesia, and then from there it reawakens. But you didn’t dream that. What you dreamt was you looked at a particular state, and then you probably evolve and go to another one.

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16542How is it that we can suddenly know things that we’ve never known before? Where does the information come from? Well, it comes from our energetic connections. As we think about something, or research a subject, we begin to build energetic connections to that subject. The more consistent, or persistent, we are, the better the connection. After a while, we will begin to gain new insights through these connections. A musician can write a song, a painter gets inspired to draw, and an inventor finds a solution. Each of us does this every day in many subtle ways – but we can also do it much more consciously. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in my dream, I get together with a friend who actually was raised in the area where I was raised, but now lives in the south. And he’s come back to the area on a trip, even though all of his orientation is to the south.

And so he’s explaining to me, or discussing and showing me, and communicating back to his secretary in the south, so I’m getting a sense of his connection to the south. And what I’m paying attention to is the way he has expanded his presence. It is as if he has taken the roots he has in the area where he grew up, and extended them into this other place. For example, when on the phone with his secretary, I hear him mention a name that seems familiar to me. And he does this twice, two different names, and each time I have a sense that I know the person. I’m gleaning the impression through him, apparently, because there is no way I can know these two people were down in the south. I’ve never been there.

The comfortability that I have with this old friend from the past, as we relate, seems to connect to more in that something opens up on a level of awareness for me that has been dormant in my being. And this is like an awareness that’s expansive. You feel it in the chest area. You know, in other words there’s something exciting about the new vista of something somehow or another where just because of his presence. It’s like an awareness of somewhere else, or something else, that one hadn’t noticed.

And this kind of awakening, or quickening even, touches something beneath the surface. It is as if there is an inner expansion of myself waking up by his presence. And as I wonder about the sense I have, and how that is, I notice that there seems to be associated with the sense what’s a percolation of something of a deeper overallness, and thus a deeper awareness. In trying to make some sense and order out of it, I ponder if this exists because there is an intertwining that I have which can explain why there seems to be a familiarity. In other words, how can it be that as I talk to this friend, who has traveled back to the area from the south, that I am able to relate to what he is doing and who he knows there and, seemingly, touch a familiar inner recognition?

So what is going on? Well, this dream causes my heart to open up to new vistas in my consciousness. In so doing, I’m coming out of a contraction that has kept me dormant and repressed. An excitement I feel within draws me more and more into this expanded dimensionality of my beingness.

So the significance and meaning is that as I dream, free from the general limitations and nuances that had been weighing me down, and holding me back, I come to know things about sides of myself that need to be reawakened. I am meant to reawaken such vibrations, and their newfound exciting meaningfulness, because they are important to who and how I am in terms of a greater overall intertwined beingness that, I guess you might say, I vicariously encompass -even though I might not realize that that is just how it is, that that sort of thing is so.

The sensation is my heart is breaking free of a kind of weighty veil that has just been like a stigma upon my freedom. I’m amazed to denote how what is going on opens the heart, and there is this kind of newfound zeal or zest. The excitement is quickening a dimensional breakthrough to what had been an unconscious repression, or from an unconscious state of being repressed.

The result is I am experiencing more and more of my inner expansiveness, which is exciting, and grounding this quickening to a physical beingness that is becoming more all-inclusive. So that’s the meditation dream.

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l-AwakeningLiving in the moment or going with the flow are popular ideas, but why are they important? Well, when we personalize life to be about us and our small world of friends, family, and career, we leave no room in ourselves for the unfolding of universal things. When we react to timings that don’t suit our world view, we are rejecting the greater processes at play. And we will never be able to control the world around us (the personal), but we can align ourselves to what the universe is doing energetically – and there is freedom in that, as well as the safety of things unfolding as they should. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, in the next dream, instead of having to sort this out as a kind of masculine bondage, I had to sort it out as a feminine bondage. So in this dream I’m a woman, and so I am used to feeling myself in a particular way, in other words, in how I relate to my overall environment.

And another woman takes advantage of that and bumps me inappropriately. My sensitivities react, and this keeps me from responding indifferently. In other words, the feminine always feels the aches and pains of things, the moods, and everything. I cannot respond indifferently because I am indulgent in experiencing myself and life around me in a predictable way.

Well, the significance of this dream is that this is another aspect of an indulgence, but in an opposite way instead of with particularities. In other words, it’s a misholding of the overallness in the outer that keeps you from letting go. And the way I’m holding the overallness, which I think is okay, I come to know as not okay if I’m violated in that way, in terms of how I’m holding it, which means that the overallness is bigger than that if I’m subject to being able to be affected or reactive.

So my way of feeling myself and the world around me gets compromised when I am off to some degree and, consequently, then I’m not able to hear and see life from within. The reason being a reactive indulgence is in the way.

And this time it’s in the way because of the way one feels one’s self. In other words, you can be off in terms of how you see yourself in manifestation, just like you can be off by the way that you’re unable to sort through what is in front of you to know that that’s limited and more. In other words, you’re letting certain things vie for the heart, and then you get to the point where you can’t let that vie for the heart anymore, and then you break free and there’s a certain danger then.

That’s the masculine sense of danger, and in that there’s a battle, and in the feminine sense there’s the degree to which she’s always trying to hold onto things being such and so. That’s the limitation of the feminine, always trying to hold onto wanting something to be familiarly oriented.

And so in terms of kind of going back and forth and back and forth, and then also pulling things together, with each dream, with each aspect taking a step, in this dream I am now the patriarch of an extended family.

In order for my grown-up sons and daughters to comfortably visit, I must accommodate them in terms of who and how they are, not who and how I am, but who and how they are. If I don’t, damage is done to the overall, and then a natural intertwining suffers.

If there is an imbalance with my brothers and sisters, and sons and daughters, there will be a problem in the future with intertwining, that being as aspects of myself, to the grandkids. In other words, it keeps going. It’s meant to keep expanding.

So, the reason for the dream is, after seeing the polarities, which interfere with the acceptance needed for life to unfold, I am then shown where this is meant to go in the above dream. See how that expanded, added more?

And in the final dream, I am shown the importance of being able to accept everything that occurs in the environment I live in. When I am unable to do this, there is no inner into outer unfoldment. Well, none that I’m aware of, and participating in that is, and consciously.

So my wholeness in life is repressed when I am unable to accommodate and intertwine. Until I learn the importance of naturally bonding all aspects of myself, I will suffer and be postponing my awakening.

See, what this dream is doing is it is showing why and how it is that you stay in an amnesia for what could be long, long, long periods of time, maybe even lifetimes, because something doesn’t open up. And it doesn’t open up because you hold onto a conditionality of how you perceive or see yourself.

It takes a long, long time for certain things to shift, and change, or to emerge. Such a postponing affects the generations of myself on a subtle inner unfoldment level, which is the flip back of the sons and daughters and grandkids and all of that, brothers and sisters. And it’s like it says, you know, there’s the saying that as you become more conscious you affect generations going backwards and generations going forward.

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