Context of Fluidity

Mark Rothko

If we look at a work of art, we may be able to see the skill that was required to bring all the different aspects together, and we might get a sense of how so many aspects just fell into perfect harmony. But such an appreciation may not tell us anything about what is at the essence of the work itself. What makes great art is when an essence is captured by the artist. Well, we can say the same about the universe we find ourselves in: we can see it, and look at the different parts, but are we connecting to the essence that it holds for us to discover? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So now I go to my sleep dream, or meditation dream I should say. This is a loudness that is a dumbness yet; it’s a dumbness because I already understand it, but I have to set the tone in this way, again, in order to have had the sleep dream that shows the way one is expanding one’s aura, taking into account through a going into things way. Going into the heart of others, so to speak, or into the heart of the essence of the atmosphere.

So, in the meditation dream, I’m having to locate myself energetically. Where are we? We’re actually in all things. For example, there is an image where I am across from a German, but the vibration is that of having to conduct the Japanese. In other words, discombobulated.

The question is then asked: Who am I? I’m required to denote the origin of the energetic vibration that is pulsing through me. In other words, go into the subtleness, the depth. I go through image after image in which the appearance and context are veiled. Meaning they are inclined to be seen one way, but they’re not that way.

The test is to see, at some point, if I can realize that deep within the vibration that exists, can I transmute, from the reflective sense, to the inner source? What is going on? In each instance what appears to be happening is not what is really going on. And the test was to go beyond the appearance where the issue of flow, into the outer, is being construed magnetically, or densely. Can I denote, behind the outer scenes, can I denote really what is going on in life, not to just take it literally, but to see how the innerness of things touches that?

Even though the images that reflect in the outerness of manifestation are being construed as a recreated reflection in the outer, the key to understanding this dream is to reach the point in which the inner coming into the outer association is revelationally apparent.

Now, I’m talking about a higher octave of the word revelational. If it’s revelational where you have a lightbulb moment – as if you’re in one place and something is in another place – and you suddenly get the memo. That is a type of revelation. That’s where things kind of start.

But the kind of revelation that I’m talking about now is a revelation in which some part of yourself is permeated across and is taken into the atmosphere. And that is what is working, that is what is causing the reflections of things to be however they are. And it is, as an atmosphere, as a wholeness, it is doing its thing, and no one can say that is coming from this, that, or the other. It is just the atmosphere, it’s just the overallness. In other words, the reflection in manifestation of an inner vibration of consciousness within, the sorting out, as an awakening, is the whence from which this came. Wherever that is, however that is.

So the meaning is, nothing is as it appears in the outer reflections. And the challenge of awakening to the oneness of all there is is to inflect – and again, I’m using a higher octave of the word revelation – is to cause that inner depth to be absorbed by the outer appearances. And, when it is, it has to be true to itself; it can’t go around in its separateness.

If I can do that, instead of buying into the outer appearances, as if the outer appearances are what is truly going on, as a separateness from my beingness, that’s when I’m no longer veiled from this inner vibrational beingness. That’s when it’s a oneness that is in everything.

The significance is, to come to know the unseen planes within the intertwined oneness, everything I see and do, and what happens around me in the outer, which is a bifurcated revelational reflection, it must inflect to the unseen inner depth of the greater overall inner beingness. We’re talking about an effusiveness. We’re not talking about something that goes about vaulting its opinion this way, or that way, and that all you have is stacked up positions. I’m talking about something in which all that is meant to be is in a context of fluidness. It’s also a kind of momentum. Only it’s an inner momentum, rather than an outer momentum.

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In the Molecular

5e6s8If we imagine ourselves standing in a pool of water, motionless, with the water absolutely still, we know that any motion whatsoever will create dramatic effects in every direction and on every level of the water. And these effects would take quite a while to settle back to a stillness. So it is with our journey through the energetics of everything around us. Now add the ripple effect of everything else moving nearby, and we can see all the interactions we are dealing with. In this way, we can get a sense of the importance of what we set in motion – and the responsibility of that. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In my meditation dream, what I saw over and over again were these really bizarre, four or five extremely dense things that were noodling me as issues in the outer. And when I looked at them, I knew straight away that they had absolutely nothing to do with me. They were so stupid, so benign, and whatever conclusions that they reached were not of any interest whatsoever – is how I was telling myself – and yet I couldn’t shake these.

It’s like being worried, or carrying some sort of anxiety or quality, which one tends to do when you’re overwhelmed by the outer. In this particular case, it was like being able to sit in an inner space of myself, look at the outer, and say, oh, those four or five things are just ludicrous. imbecilic, and whatever result they get, I could care less.

And so what I’m discovering is that, in the meditation dream, I am influenced by what occurs in the outer. And, as a result, I am actually really placing my attention to that, even though I pretend like I’m not. Or I’m holding myself in some sort of removed capacity, as if I have this inner sense of things. But what’s really going on is this inner sense of things, the holding on to that, is putting me out of touch with the timing. A timing that has to do with innerness that has a greater speed, and the density is slower, so I’m out of touch with touching things on the molecular back in the physical – and thus I’m compromised, in terms of the effect of the knowingness I have in terms of it being able to come through.

And so, as I settle back, as I lay back, kind of confounded as to what to make out of this, just these four or five dense things that have nothing to do with me, and they all come up to a kind of epiphany with an equal sign, and I could care less.

So as I fall back into a trance, in relationship to that being the dynamic thing, not the clarity of what I wrote, while in the stupor, so to speak, I am told that the biggest problem is that I am dawdling. Just like you have your prep school, I have my dawdlings. Prep school means you’re in life, that’s the feminine, and so it’s preparatory to something, that’s why the feminine takes over the responsibility of matter.

While the masculine has the ideation of things and has to bring that into, can’t be sitting with that, it will not find itself in the yonder and hilt. And, if it sits there, you know, dismissive of this, that, or the other that it can see and rationalize – it’s dawdling. What that means is I am not putting the inner into the outer.

So, in the meditation dream, I have a sense of what is to happen, based upon how I perceived the inner unfoldment process to be. In the outer I am told that the unfoldment timetable is off. So, I’ve got this wibble wobble, I’m at a wrong warpage. Yes, you have to maybe get out of the density of things where you’re noodling around and speed up, but, as you speed up, you then lose a sequential orientation to things in the outer that noodle and bother you because they are in an awkward state. And yet that awkward state is important, you to have to bring this back down into the molecular, and touch the molecular of things, that’s dense.

Because you’re in this loci for a reason. It’s the prep school. And also the significance is: as an inner into outer scenario, this dream is highlighting the problem in which I am not able to bring an inner awareness directly into the outer. So, as a result, from an outer way of being, I am out of touch, I am dawdling, meaning I’m not able to reconcile what I perceive in the outer with an inner. As a result, the outer is on a tangent from a clarity; a tangent is the flip side of the inner clarity, which means it’s like the shadow from it.

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Energetic Maze

maze33We all have experienced the feeling of running out of energy in a process we are in. That could be a project, or a job, or even a hobby. We can only get as far as our passion and energetic drive will take us. But, in life, there is one urge that is never-ending, and that is the urge to connect to our true purpose; it will be with us all the days of our lives. That doesn’t mean we won’t feel tired or overwhelmed sometimes, it just means that we are designed to overcome anything that deters us – it is in our design, and the intelligence to prevail comes from our higher connections. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: I woke up, it’s kind of the vibrations of being in the midst of everything within, an atmosphere. I woke up within the maze; it’s like a maze, energetic maze, of being in the midst of everything within an atmosphere of vibrations. That’s the best I could do to describe the general overall sensation.

So, at first glance, my reaction was this is too much for me. I am overwhelmed. I somehow hold it together as I know that what I am doing is creating from within this overall maze. It is as if I am creating a house to live in, and that this is what happens when I hold my focus and attention and don’t crack up straightaway; in other words, by the fact that things are overwhelming.

What I am formulating is a base that I utilize for delving even deeper. That’s like an energy. That’s like a presence. The base is not something I have found for myself, it is just a presence that has somehow come together, a tiny bit, in the maze for clarity and flow purposes.

This is, as the expression goes, a presence that is with soft hands because if I am leaning on this for indulgence purposes that would be an identification problem. In other words, sometimes you just accept things as useful, but you’re not dependent upon it. So, instead, this is simply a lightbody form of inner beingness I need to function with, in terms of the maze of endless subtler and subtler vibrations. That is how the sensation is experienced upon a heart that is immersed in manifestation.

In other words, this is how you experience everything, really, you know taking it all in. I’ve broken it up a little bit in realizing how you, somehow or another, come out of that, or try to come out of it. But you do come out of it, and what you have to come out of is revealed, in that, at a depth deeper than the sensation upon the heart, is a still longing that if I am able to abide in breaks all of the vibrational spells.

And so the coming out of this is portrayed as something that actually works within manifestation because longing is where the out-breath turns to the in-breath. And the expression about that is that you can follow this longing as far as it can carry you, so the question is, how far is that? And the answer is, using the breath to paint the picture is to my true home of stillness upon stillness, which is at the interval where the in-breath turns to the out-breath.

Or, in other words, what happens is when you catch up with the longing, and you’re able to hold the longing and not go deviating off into the energy, and continue to maintain a certain presence vibration that is able to build – and not get attached to what builds, not get attached to your aura or anything like that that’s building – you’re able to take that, and hold to that, and go from that as it is recognized at being able to be like that in manifestation, and it’s at the point where the out-breath turns to the in-breath. And, if you hold that, everything else is set aside, and set aside, and set aside, you go all the way to the stillness where the interval where the in-breath turns to the out-breath.

So you could say it’s a beingness, a stillness, in which the interval of out-breath turning to in-breath, stillness there, is simultaneous to the stillness of where the in-breath turns to the out-breath.

So now we’re talking about how the end and the beginning are one and the same, or beginning and end one and the same, however you want to phrase that. Above and below is one. Microcosm and macrocosm are one. So the journey of an in-breath and out-breath is a journey in which you have reflections that adhere to, and contend with, indulgences. That in-breath to out-breath, when you hit the true stillness where the beginning and the end are one, it isn’t anymore. In other words, there isn’t some degree of it.

But here we are in a human body, and we breathe in, and breathe out, so that is our plight. Yet we have that, so we have to let go of that to have that stillness. And the in-breath and the out-breath, everything resonates there, and it is part of the illusion. It’s the plight we need to surrender.

You could say this is an interesting dilemma. There is nothing but nothingness that’s being the all-pervasive stillness, yet we are in-breath and out-breath in order to experience the sight and sounds of a thought-upon-thought manifestation, this being a dance that, when the reflective falls away, there’s just stillness.

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