Posts Tagged ‘spying in a dream’

U77To unearth something from the depths of our unconscious is to learn of hidden secrets and unknown territories. And it also can make us feel vulnerable. When things are newly exposed to light, or to the light of the attention we put on them, they don’t yet have a layer to protect them. Still, this is a process that helps us grow, and helps us come to know more intimately the inner aspects that may, at first, seem foreign to us, but really are just newly discovered facets awaiting our attention. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In my first dream I seem to be on a submarine, although it’s maybe on top the water right now, because sometimes we’re above decks, and sometimes we go below decks. And it’s a Soviet submarine.

There’s a man and a woman, and I seem to be trying to get them to give me the secrets of how the submarine runs. So sometimes I’m going below deck to get that, and sometimes I’m going above deck. And sometimes it feels like they’ll cooperate, and sometimes I feel like they won’t do it.

And so I’m trying to figure out how it is I can get it unlocked, so they’ll give me the secrets, and what works, and what won’t work. And I’m going back and forth with that, between down below in the submarine, and up above. And then the dream shifts.

John: It’s a great image to portray this is as a kind of submarine. See, the theme of the dreaming and the looking at things still involves trying to figure out how to close the gap, or bring into an intertwining, the inner and the outer.

And so you take something that has a distinctness, in terms of its separation, with almost a kind of hidden innerness, like the submarine, and then you put it on the surface in which it’s vulnerable because it functions better at a depth. You know, it’s more secure, more protected, at a depth, but the workings of this thing is still the mystery.

In other words, the understanding that you seek is how it is that this works, how it is that this comes together. Actually, you don’t seek it. That’s like a more masculine way of looking at it, but that’s what it’s like, in terms of trying to be in sync, or in an intertwined flow with it.

Well, actually you are kind of searching it. That’s the masculine quality of trying to figure out what it is that enables it to function in the way that it functions. In other words, you’re not just seeing the image, you’re trying to probe out the understanding of it – and therein might lie the problem of trying to probe out the understanding of it, because maybe it’s possible to just be it and do it, and conduct one’s self in a naturalness with it.

But the conditions of things, in terms of where society is at and everything, is still of a nature of not understanding how that sort of thing is in life, and how it works, and where one is at in relationship to it.

Most people, they don’t seek to know, but you’re recognizing that the path you’re on requires you to close this gap, to grasp all of this, to make this sort of transition. The underlying schematic of something like this is that there are setnesses, that are black-and-white, and to grasp the understanding of how something that is supposedly foreign to you, but not really because you know nothing is meant to be foreign to you, to understand how all of that works in an above and below capacity, in an inner and an outer, is what life is all about.

And that the setness of things in this image, the tendency is for there to be a secrecy and a setness of things, that pretty much has to fall away. An outer scenario of things that is like this is, there’s a protocol. And that’s what your dream is like. In other words, breaking the standard protocol of something so that there’s a certain stiffness that doesn’t predominate, and that something can just naturally intertwine. And you don’t have this whole foreignness that is distinct and separate. Your dream is along that motif.

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dream-3-184x184The beauty of working with our dreams to gain greater clarity on our spiritual journey is that they will give us the most honest snapshot of where we are at any given time. In this series of dreams, John is shown exactly that: he can see that he is willing to do what it takes to keep progressing, but that doesn’t mean that another part of him won’t resist or get in his way. Why would that be the case? Because different parts of us have different jobs. The aspects in us that resist change are merely staying in support of something else we have taught them at an earlier point. That’s why we need to be consistent in our desire to change. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: My dream starts right off with the image, and then I have to understand the image. It’s a cute little story.

I am part of a raid that sneaks onto the property of a person with political values and beliefs that I oppose. I am trying to remain undetected as I go about my reconnaissance. I suddenly realize that I’m about to be exposed, so I slip off to try to hide in a chicken coop.

And then I realize that this person is apt to come walking in here – not purposely looking for me, just going about his rounds – so I have to disguise myself, or hide. So I attempt to try to make myself unnoticeable by throwing straw in the chicken coop over the top of me as I sit in a corner. And the hope is that this first step will hide me from detection.

The person I am spying upon, sure enough, comes into the chicken coop to gather up eggs and, of course, spots something awkward or off in the corner, which is me sitting there in this woeful condition trying to hide by having this straw piled up and around and about me.

Of course this straw has got chicken poop on it and everything else, so it makes me a horrendous sight. And so because this horrendous condition tends to disguise who I am, this person sees me to be some sort of street person who is coming to his place. So he comes over and tells me about the relief program he is going to implement if he is elected president.

In other words, he’s a political person. The person leaves to go to get others who can help the situation in a more general overall way. In other words, to give me a helping hand in some capacity. But I don’t dare let that happen. If I get cleaned up, or something, I’m apt to be recognized. So to escape detection, I crawl out the runway hole for the chickens.

Well, I crawl out that. I don’t go out the door because that’s where others could see me, so I crawl out the runway hole and, when I am outside, I scurry real quickly to get out of the area. I go through a fence and I’m now back on the property that I own.

I have pulled this off without being detected. If I am seen making inroads and trails upon my own property, that will not matter, that doesn’t affect anything. In other words, I haven’t intruded where I don’t belong, that’s okay. We each are entitled to our own perspective.

The point is, is I was not detected like I was a spy. The result of doing something like this is that upon getting up close and personal, the methodologies that obstruct my growth, up close and personal so I can see the methodologies, the mannerisms, the attitudes, the perspectives, the conduct that obstruct my growth, I’m able to counteract these actions with a more reasonable plan.

In other words, that part that is running counter and creating friction has no idea that I have come to know the playbook, and that I am able to adjust as needed to make a difference.

The meaning is, is I am a person willing to do what it takes to overcome barriers I have that get in the way of my inner development. The problem that exists with my approach is that I’m playing amnesic games with myself and my life.

This too is a veil that keeps me from letting go of all nuances. As long as I think I’m getting away with these antics, I keep this self-deception alive. What I learn from carrying on like this doesn’t really change anything. I am simply reorienting my conduct to do a better job of deceiving myself. As a result this doesn’t go anywhere and, even worse, I remain separate from realizing my true self and a reality that doesn’t have to be anything at all to be accepted by life.

If I am able to accept that I am okay as I am, then I can let go of a lot of poise and nuances that keep me from waking up to what is really going on. Such antics make a fool out of me because I believe that I am getting away with this conduct.

And so the deeper meaning is I am shown an energetic mannerism, reflectively, in order to reconcile what I am inadvertently doing to alienate myself from myself – just like dreams are messages from self to self.

When I came to bed I had this really short image that turns out to be kind of deep, and it’s an image of a person sitting in front of me, and a little to the right, and they’re facing forward as if they’re watching TV or doing something. And I’m behind there and there is a bureau of drawers on the side of the couch even, as they’re sitting on the couch even, or something like that.

So as I am talking I have opened a lower drawer – and I have done this unbeknownst to the other person to see what I might secretively find there. Whatever I find my intention is to keep this to myself in a constructive way. In other words, I’m not doing something malicious. I’m not really doing something behind the person’s back to do them any harm.

In other words, the meaning is this is another example of utilizing a consciousness that in its discreetness is playing games with itself, in other words, that’s the first gut view that you can take of this. But because the intention is constructive, which means that it is also meaningful, good intent, what I need to see therefore then will have the opportunity to make itself known non-reactively. In other words if I did this and disrupted the person who was watching the TV or whatever and broke the lilt and the tone and the flow, then things could get all skewered.

So in this way I am not having to justify my lower self because, to do so, would get in the way of the well meaning, secretive unfoldment. Isn’t that a cute little dream?

And then this one was kind of hard to write up because it’s like a dictation now. I am dictated protocol to follow in regard to how I conduct myself in the outer. The protocol, often called adab, using a Sufi term, is set forth by way of the following dream.

I’m about to go out into the world and go through county records in search of property. This is the dream. I am being loaned the resources, which means the inner energetic, for this to occur. To keep from hurting life, and thus myself, in the process, before I am allowed to establish any kind of position in the outer I must do more than just take my best guess, or follow one’s concepts. I must adhere to a higher standard than is ordinarily dictated.

In the dream I must back up each purchase with an agreement that everyone understands. I must have a deed that confirms the protocol, and I must acquire a title to every transaction so there is no question as to the authenticity and everyone is on the same page.

The purpose for such a dream: what is important in life is that the energetic flow conducts itself with a heartfelt protocol so the results that take place do not veil any part of the overall by stepping upon some part of myself. If it’s done this way, everything is taken into account right from the beginning.

So when you put it together now in relationship to the earlier dreams, the dreams last night pointed out that there are veils that exist both above and below, both as light and darkness. In other words, how can it be light? Well, it can be light because it can burn you, it can be too much and then you don’t know how to integrate it into the outer.

And of course the darkness is the dense and the slowness that keeps you going only at a particular rate or pace that you have to break through in order to catch up with the light. And, of course, the light will burn you if you’re too dark. It’s a strange conundrum.

So what I’ve done is I’ve conducted my past seeking the energetic that transcends the barriers between where I’m at and where I’m going. In other words, I’ve been looking to the light, but there is a problem with just this approach. I must also place my attention upon the protocol, mannerisms, and design that are revealed through inner reflections to the below.

In the second dream, this is seen as the pulling open of a drawer just off the ground. For most people who have not developed an association that seeks to be as whole as possible in the outer, a correspondence that reaches the lower drawers of outer life must also be attentive, or must also follow the unfoldment of the upper drawers of the inner – from which permission is given – and then the protocols, mannerisms, and designs intertwine.

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mountain-village-149This dream has something of the feel of a swashbuckling tale, sent amongst ancient stones, with a chase scene along a stone cliff, and a rescuer who appears from nowhere to avert a painful fate. What could it mean? First look at the relationships: she begins spying on a man who is a criminal, so there’s an estrangement of the masculine and feminine. This leads to a chase that could end badly, yet instead ends with the help of two different masculine figures – so something has been rejoined. And what began in difficulty ends with ease, so there’s a form of letting go that makes the inner connection possible. When that happens, healing can occur at a deep level.  (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So this is a dream that I had yesterday when I fell back asleep later in the morning, and probably when I fell asleep either during or after getting a remote healing.

So in this dream, I’m in an area with large, old stone structures, and there’s a man and his family in charge there. He seems to be a criminal of some kind and I’m spying on him. And I see him and his men go to a larger, it’s kind of like a round area with little pillars around it that’s looking outside, and on this kind of porch area there’s a large cart there.

All of these things are stone, the stone cart and the stone structure, large old stone, and the cart is covered with counterfeit bills. But he’s saying that the money is from Panama and so he thinks they should move it out that day to Panama because wherever they are you can’t cash money from Panama.

And then I think that they notice that one of them sees me and they start chasing me. So, originally, it’s like I try to get away around the area, but now that they’ve seen me it’s even like I run up a stone structure that is kind of fallen and is lying down. But one of them gets at each end of that structure and it has a chain kind of woven in there somewhere, too, and I grab the chain and it’s broken loose in a way where I start holding onto the chain and it’s flying out over the area.

Well down below is water, and where the chain is carrying me with some momentum it looks like I’m going to fly right into a stone structure. I’m actually trying to just gear it maybe so that I can hit a place where there’s some land, but it looks like I’m going to go right into this big marble medallion on a wall.

And then the chain seems to flip me up of its own accord more towards a cliff area, which has a stone fence with some gaps in it, that’s on a hillside. Well it lands me such that I’m able to just barely grasp like one of the little windows in the marble of that stone fence, and I’m kind of hanging there like I could fall off the cliff any moment.

I can’t quite see whether I can pull myself up through that hole, and then I look through the little hole there in the fence. It’s more like a part of a wall that has cut outs. I see this man sitting there. He’s just kind of sitting there casually with a little cap on his head.

He has a car in the background and there’s this lamb, this really sweet little lamb that’s just grazing on the lawn right there where the opening is. And he just turns casually and looks at his chauffeur and tells him to come over and pull me through – and he does. He comes over and grabs me and is able to pull me through. I didn’t think the opening was large enough. That was how the dream ended.

John: Very neat dream. What your dream was, was as a result of your treatment and whatnot the effect that that was having upon you threw you into a primordial part of your past. This was signified by the rocks. It was something of an ancient quality nature.

And in this older part of yourself, or this part of yourself that lies deeper inside of you that you aren’t properly reconciling so it’s creating problems for you, in this part you’re not intertwining. You have an attitude or you have a mannerism that is not fitting with the masculine side of yourself and, as a consequence, this throws you into a disarray.

Now, the treatment exposed all of that energetically and vibrationally but, at the same time, it provided a healing. And the healing that it provided was somehow you recognized that there was a certain grace, a certain kindness like the lamb, a certain letting go like the nature of this guy that’s just casually there, that leads to a way of alleviating that whole anxiety of being disjointed, or not naturally connected.

And so that was your healing, that was the dream about your healing. You might say that in one sense the whole process right there facilitated this whole sort of transition inside of yourself. And so as the scenario for the dreaming, you might say that you went into the session with kind of a latent sadness, or some heaviness, that existed that you couldn’t shake, you haven’t been able to shake, that you associate with, well, maybe it’s because you’re still recovering from your surgery, or however you want to associate that.

That’s kind of an alibi way of saying it. I sit and look at that and I wonder if it has to do with the fact that your dad was here, too, and you were overwhelmed by energetics that made it harder for you to intertwine, and relate to, naturally and, as a consequence, it caused you to speed up and become a little disjointed and that that contributed to the sadness.

But your dream is basically saying that this has a history for you, and that it was all laid out, it was all portrayed out, and you saw yourself go beyond it – a nice healing.

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