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Nicholas Rougeux

The field is affected by the stream, the stream is affected by the hill, the hill is affected by the wind and rain. No one aspect is free from its interactions with everything else in its environment. Often, though, we humans look only at a singular aspect or item, and try to solve or resolve something from just that viewpoint. It’s a process that rarely gives us sustainable solutions. The more we can embrace, from within, the more we will be in sync with what is around us. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: And then, in my sleep dream, I can feel a greater capacity is existing and I am making the choice to hearken to that. What I am harkening to is outside the scope of the familiar parameters that I’m used to relying upon. 

The familiar patterns that I’m used to relying upon and sorting out and whatnot, and contending with, have a certain choked effect upon the heart, but that’s just the way it is when one is dealing with things in an outer context way. 

Which is the same thing as saying that what I know, externally speaking, is that those parameters where I approach the outer reflective world are such that anything that I pull off is riddled with various kinds of pills for every given equation. Others tend to think that this is important – in all of the ways that you sort things out in the outer – and that I am crazy when I seek from an intangible depth within a greater capacity than a dependency of the pill. 

I have come to know that the dependency upon pills is a panacea that leads to more pills until there are pills upon pills and the result veils off a sensitivity to a naturalness whereby I feel the greater capacity from within. 

The reason for the dream is to point out that I need to trust in, and let go to, what I feel and know as real from within. And, by within, I mean this is kind of something that is inside one’s nature, that you can’t put your finger on, that feels the capacity, and therefore can sort something a little bit with this sense of capacity. And so it can’t buy into the projections that are thrown at one’s self, or, saying it like I wrote here, even though this isn’t a black-and-white, nailed down, outer external knowingness. 

So, by being able to access a feeling within as a quality of a greater spaciousness and heartfulness, I’m able to go beyond the outer appearance and reflections that shrink a person and take them out of a greater capacity. And when one is able to do this, with a rhythm of their nature, they are capable of touching all of manifestation.

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There are situations in certain games that require you to hand something off before you can receive the next object you need to receive. Life is like that, too. Nature abhors a vacuum, so when we let go of one thing, there is a space that wants to be filled, and will be filled, very quickly. And because we don’t always know what that “something” is, we are resistant to letting go. But the flow of life tells us that it will always provide the next thing we need. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: I had one dream in which I seem to be going to this house in the country; it’s almost like a house maybe that I’m taking over, but there were some people, like a young girl and maybe her even younger sister, or even a baby, that even though they were supposed to move out they still seem to come back sometimes and be staying in one of the rooms, or two of the rooms. 

And so when I go, I have a younger person with me, and then sometimes we might go to a certain room, it might even be a room that’s hard to find. But then there’s somebody there that I feel like should have moved on. Maybe they just come back at certain hours, or at night. I know they should move on, and, at the same time you feel like maybe they’re homeless and how do you accommodate that? Because I have the new people moving in, that are with me, and the former people actually need to go, but do they actually have anywhere to go to? So that’s one dream.

John: It’s a precursor to something that’s shifting, in which you don’t have any information or knowledge about it. And that you just have maybe some sense of something that’s equivocated or jarred inside of yourself. 

It’s kind of an unusual situation to be in because it speaks of an awareness that isn’t there yet, going to someplace you don’t know. The way I saw it was that, if I get up, I don’t know how far it is that I have to go. And that what seems should be close is actually maybe further than what it would take to get there. 

I’m also realizing that what was suggested to me is like we go into a place, and, all of a sudden, you ask for something and they dispense a couple pills. And you say,”What are these?” Well, I’m aware that what they are is something that people in a certain way frame of reference are inclined to take. So it’s not a bad idea to take them, it’s just that we don’t take them. And that they leave you and put you in a particular way that is actually a good way to be. 

And those who take those pills have a perception and a way of being that is different than others who do not take them. And this dream fits into the scenario because I’m finding that somehow or another I’m going on and on and on and not getting there, when getting there should not be that difficult because it just has to do with a particular kind of clarity of awareness that comes through.

And that I take those pills because, you know, why not? I’m not getting there. And these pills lead to, and cause, a different sense of something to be recognized inside of myself. And that if I am having trouble going from A to B, meaning that it’s not taking me more -when something that should be done automatically, it’s now taking me all day to do that. Then I need to take these pills in order to break through whatever it is that’s in the way because this needs to occur. 

So that dream is similar to your dream, and that was something that I had that I didn’t write up, in that they point to something on the verge, but not yet in the modality of the process of being quickened and leading to an awakening.

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