Posts Tagged ‘the in-breath and the out-breath in dreaming’

90JJJOften, we reel drunkenly from a positive outlook to a gloomy outlook. Usually we will find a point between the two and settle there, knowing that any extreme view may not be the full picture. In our dream life, we can see this play out between the different characters in the dream, each taking different sides as they try to bring us to a resolution and deeper understanding. And it’s like the breath, we need the full cycle of in-breath and out-breath, the full process of putting into life, and drawing back into ourselves. It’s a natural process that can be our guide when we find ourselves in any extreme position. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Now listen very closely to mine because it’s the exact same thing, what lacks is my ability to describe the dream, but it reaches the same conclusion and understanding by being able to read the energetic.

In the meditation dream, I am confronted with having to cope with what appears to be two different energetics within my being. In other words, that’s how you feel it, that’s how you felt it, it’s like two different qualities, and it was like two different energetics.

So the first energetic, which is the in-breath energetic, has me all revved up. And when I am revved up, what is going to happen to me is going to be a calamity – in some sort of outer way. It seems I can’t do anything about this part of myself. But note, there is no resolution, just a disarray. The way I put it is: there is a sense of what is possible and meant to be within a greater unfoldment.

But if you were to say it from the standpoint of kundalini energy, from the stillness is what you mirror, but in the mirroring can be both outer and it can be inner. You can mirror it into the outer, or you can mirror it back into another zone inside of yourself, which is the zone of the spaciousness and what more is in there.

And that aspect is generally described as a type of magnetism, in terms of how it’s described in the outer, or in the dense way. In the subtler way, it is a bringing of what is needed, in terms of the time, because you have to put the time and space together in order to break the chains of manifestation. In other words, you have to go beyond both of those modalities.

So, there is another part, now this is describing the out-breath, that seems separate, that knows, in the future, everything is going to be okay.

So the dream image is as follows: a part of me knows not what I am doing in an outer way, and I have a sense of catastrophe – in terms of this being a discombobulated quality. I know that this aspect of my beingness is in trouble. Yet, even so, there is a future sense, and this future sense is like a part of myself that I know “gets it,” and knows that things will work out somehow, and be okay.

So what is going on is the first part is in the in-breath. It is an in-breath that is overly expansive in the spaciousness, and is going to suffer a crack up if this spiraling continues unabated. And the second part is the out-breath. This is where there is a timing seeking its whereabouts. The timing and the spaciousness need to find each other for there to be an orientation to the essence of an all-pervasive wholeness.

Why did I dream this? I dreamed this vibratory orientation in order to note that the expansiveness of the in-breath is unstable, in and of itself, and needs, first of all, a stillness, so that the timing, from the out-breath can catch up, or reach it, for a completeness to occur. Until the two come together in an orientation there is a waywardness that is spiraling out of control.

When I’m spiraling in the expansiveness of in-breath, deep down I know that won’t end well. This is offset by a future sense of things in which I know that there is a wonderful resolution in an undefined future. That future sensation is a timing that needs to be brought into the spiraling spaciousness. I am meant to catch up with the spaciousness of the in-breath, and the timing of the out-breath, to break through the veil of having to be about something in the physical sense dense way.

The net effect of going beyond time and space is to reach other levels of a greater inner world beingness, and bring this as a consciousness into a knowingness. What I’m talking about is an access that is in touch with such other levels of my beingness, which reside in a non-entity stillness outside of the physical orientation of time and space. In other words, I’m talking about time and space outside of the physical orientation. I’m talking about a time and space beyond the planes of manifestation.

This is more than spirit energy, although that is a level of beingness outside of time and space, or is it? It’s kind of in time and space because pure energy is still a type of substance defined, or viewed, as kind of an etheric way; in other words, very, very subtle. And there is much more because, in an all-pervasive stillness, nothing exists but the essence of it all.

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85b28eIt’s an interesting conundrum: we often like the aliveness feeling we get when we are in an extreme state – fear, passion, thrills – but the extreme state is not something that anything else in the universe seeks. Everything seeks equilibrium in their environment, and a state of balance. And, also interesting, is that if we were to truly find a state of balance within us, what that would allow us to connect to, energetically, universally, would be the most thrilling thing imaginable – but without the imbalance. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So, to start off with, it’s like I couldn’t go very deep in my dreaming, because it was as if I had something dragging at my attention. Something that was bothering me, like yesterday was an awkward day, so it was easy to pick up rubbish that could have and hold an effect upon you.

So, to start off with, I notice that that which draws my attention as being significant, in other words, by buying into it, which leads then to a veil. This is just how one takes and stigmatizes themselves. Or, as a way of putting it is, I’m talking about a connection that I have in my nature that has, you might say, formulated, or found, itself on my breath.

I’m looking at this and noticing that this is limiting my ability to let go, and be more open and still. I have to get beyond such an identification, because the identification, this quality compromises the heart. And everyone, from time to time, has something in their pent-up nature that comes out in an outer way that causes them to get cluttered, or wayward, or identifying with some part of the breath.

When the heart is discombobulated, that’s the key to being able to denote that you’re lost in some aspect of the breath, because generally when you’re lost in the aspect of the breath, the mirroring process, by which something is right or not right, is what the heart does. The heart reveals, or portrays, the veils – if it is feeling heavy, or something.

So, last night, I wasn’t able to travel within like I usually do because I was overwhelmed and my heart was caught up, veiled, in a habituation. So the significance is, whenever something like this happens it is because I am affected by the sensitive, and reactive, side of the breath that is irrationally oriented when the spaciality isn’t in a stillness.

The part of the breath I am talking about, that readily goes off into a tangent, is the in-breath. Of course, you can have it start with the deviation in terms of the timing, which is the out-breath thought, which isn’t embraced because it isn’t still and it has a momentum, and then you get the reaction on the in-breath. But technically, that is if you’re in touch with the in-breath that way, otherwise you just beat yourself around with the out-breath.

So, when like this, it means I haven’t intertwined the spatial in-breath with the time-oriented out-breath, and have lost touch with the emptiness and stillness deeper within. I’m shown this because time and space are an area of consciousness that has to be taken into account in my overall beingness – if I am to be in sync with the stillness.

To access the inner levels of my beingness, this being an aspect of the in-breath spaciousness, is what I’m looking at, along with the out-breath timing, as the dilemma I didn’t resolve, or haven’t resolved, as needed.

And then there’s the awkwardness that I am denoting in the environment, that is implying a breakdown between the inner and outer, as expressed by the principles of time and space upon the breath being out of sync. Likewise you could say that this is also the state of a being out of balance, in terms of timing, with the spaciousness.

When I am out of balance with the timing and spaciousness, the alignment needed for a pristine focus and attention is lacking. And then you got to be careful with this idea of pristine focus and attention because that generally leads you again into reflections because that becomes like a tool – and you don’t have any tools but the emptiness.

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futuris9Is it not true that, when we pursue a subject, more and more becomes known to us? And if we were to spend our entire lives on a single subject, isn’t it likely that we would have breakthroughs and insights never known before? So, it is clear that the intelligence of anything and everything is available to us – if we know how to gain access to it. And it’s an energetic thing: our research and pursuit puts us on the frequency of the energies we seek, and, in turn, the energy carries the intelligence that we “suddenly” know. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In a prior dream, many nights ago, I was given a test to see what I could see, or know. I was told that if I don’t know, I can ask. In this dream, I go back into the questions and images that I do not understand – and am taken into this to see and understand. And it’s like an experience of being taken down into something, going down into something, and there’s a whole world that opens up.

So, first of all, I go to a bazaar. When I come to this bazaar, where I faintly remember if I don’t know the answer to something, first of all, I’m on top of the bazaar, I haven’t gone down into it; I’m at the gatekeeper. And I was told that if I don’t know the answer to something, I can ask.

So I’m communicating my concern. And so I’m telling the host, that’s above, that hasn’t yet taken me down into the bazaar, that I’ve been told that if I don’t know I can ask. And so the host attempts to explain, but realizes I have not accessed this part, experientially, inside. I venture some answers on some things, and can catch some of the hints that she gives, but she realizes that I really, really don’t know that I’m a little flip-flop.

So she takes me down into the place where this exists, and where what I need to learn is pointed out. I mention to her that I have never been here before, and didn’t know that this existed. I’m told that the legacy is passed on here, and I just need to take it in. The legacy is ancient, and the science is forgotten.

What I see is like a skit, like from another country, or world, or something. It’s my best explanation of why I’ve never had any idea that something like this exists, and it’s designed to prepare me at various intervals, even. In other words, it’s not like I just look and get it, I have to go through steps there, various intervals, to see if I can figure anything out.

And, as I struggle, the skit continues until I get it. From this bazaar, I realize that all the questions I have, on the test that I took in a prior dream, are revealed here at this place that I have never been to before, including the answers to questions that I intuited as a good guess, but didn’t really know the half of.

Now, the thing that happened was, this was a test that I took inside myself in a previous dream. I never remember taking this test – until I went back into it like this. But I had taken this test and I remembered how bewildered I was at one question, in particular, where I hadn’t the foggiest idea what anything meant, not the foggiest idea. On the others, I sat with them and maybe, in a type of stillness, got a little bit of an answer, but that was about it; but didn’t really know the half of it.

So, the meaning of this dream is, from the stillness – and not the indulgence – that which needs to be made known occurs. So what are we talking about? Indulgence is sticking, is stopping, on some part of the breath, either out-breath or in-breath, that’s the indulgence. You have to let it go, from the stillness, that it all reveals, it’s all embedded.

I simply need to settle back. If I indulge, not knowing the half of what lies within, I get bewildered, lost, and caught up in nuances. From the bazaar experience, taken in silently, comes a revealing of that which is repressed and hidden. My problem is that I am embarrassed by what I don’t know, and this leads to a furthering of the delusionality when I journey with the breath, on my own, with no idea where I’m at. Few can sit in stillness and let every level of our beingness, on all planes of existence in manifestation, to be revealed.

Instead, when this was presented before to me, in a dream, I took wild guesses and couldn’t have been further from the truth that required an inner stillness to reach. I didn’t remember the dream because I was lost.

When I get what I am shown in an inner stillness, I am able to go back and forth with this, in the breath, and, in this way, this ancient hiddenness from the stillness comes into consciousness. This is the reason for the breath: to bring the wonders of the universe into consciousness.

When we get stuck on an aspect of the breath, we fail the Prime Directive test. We don’t even begin to understand what the breath is like. When we are so bewildered we are unable to sort anything out, that is when stillness is required to provide a space to step aside from our indulgences. Slowly we learn to go beyond the reflections of our nuances, and, instead of traveling on a journey, we travel within something – which is the stillness, that we call traveling in God, I guess.

So that is when the real purpose of the breath is revealed. The breath is there so man can live as the Crown of Creation; as the crown every mystery of beingness, from all levels, is revealed. The feminine wonder of the in-breath is like experiencing wonders deep within that we had no idea existed. And the masculine breath is meant to bring such wonders into life.

Hardly anyone, these days, understands this importance, and spends their day journeying back and forth with the breath, in a state of unconscious bewilderment. Only a few discover that the breath is the portal to everything that exists, or has ever existed.

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