It is a universal fact of energy that it is neither created nor destroyed – it merely changes appearances. So, that points us to the reason and purpose of spirituality and religion: to get us connected into the energetic aspects of the universe. Because it really doesn’t make much sense to put all our efforts into something that can’t possibly last – the physical world around us, and our bodies – when we can connect to and become a part of the things that will last forever. And that, of course, is the only true safety that exists. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)
John: So that’s how you dreamt the thing, and I dreamt it in an opposite way. So, in other words, where your dream is similar to my dream is you were dreaming it as if you’re starting in manifestation and bringing something back to the top, more of an in-breath. I’m starting at the crown, and then figuring out how one has to go through all of the levels, awaken all of the levels, by coming down into the lowest level, or what is prescribed, or said, to be the lowest, or slowest, or most dense level, which is manifestation, and bring all of that right straight through – so you have the seeing and the hearing in manifestation – just like you can have a perception of an awareness, so to speak outside, of time and space.
So, in the meditation dream, I’m shown that in my nature, on a deep level of the self where there’s kind of like defense mechanisms that are apt yet to remain, I notice that in a dire outer situation I will blink to what is unfolding around me – and act like that is real.
In other words, what has happened is the experience in the meditation is an experience that gets really speeded up to the point where, if I was to be able to describe the image, it’s like I’m untouchable in a sense, but I can’t really be untouchable because things that happen to me, as an aspect of a density that is reflective in the outer, can become so dramatized, can seem so real that I’ll buy into them. That’s what I’m saying. So I don’t actually hold that place. I will at some point in time act like whatever it is that’s unfolding around me is actually real. I will buy into it.
In other words, in the dream I see in a scenario where the outer seems so overwhelming that if I do not do something in kind of a self protect, or defining, way that something dire is apt to happen to me in an outer capacity way. The dream is significant for me because it points out that when the situation is overwhelming I will, like everyone else, backed in a corner by outer appearances, I will respond in self defense. In other words because what I was experiencing there was no reason to do that, yet all of a sudden something’s so loud that how do you not pay attention to it?
So to see this about myself is to notice that I still do not really know that all that is really going on in the outer is that the outer is just a self reflection, and that on a level within, where my true beingness resides, it is not possible to be put in harm’s way. In other words, the outer is a reflection; on an inner everything is okay, always okay. Coming into life it’s always okay.
It doesn’t come into inner with any meanness or whatever, with any intent to be counterproductive. It always comes in in kind of a connective, intertwined, real way. And it’s how it is taken in, in terms of the reflective sense, that causes the harm’s way mentality of reacting to the images and reflections, and reacting to what goes on in manifestation. In other words, on an innerness level I am an immortal vibration that can never die. Only in the illusion is there such an outerness.
So if I’m truly connected to the inner flow, which is penetrating all there is, I am always on a level that is in accordance with an inner design and flow – so I’m never put in harm’s way. Harm’s way is when things break down in the outer. On an inner level they never break down. They are immortal. Only on an outer way is it impermanent. Only on an outer level is there a danger and appearance of death. On the inner level I’m always protected. On an inner level energy is neither created nor destroyed.
That’s why nothing can possibly happen. It is just transmuted into some other level of beingness from the perspective of the inner, as the inner. In other words, it’s from the perspective of the outer that you can have something breaking down. The only time when fear is real, and death and destruction predominate, is when there is an outer identification that one takes on as if it’s real.
If I have the faith, and an inner connection, that is unflappable and focus upon the only thing going on – which is an inner flow of oneness – then and only then can I be free, then and only then am I able to transcend the outer appearances.
So that’s still a statement that acts like, okay, now we’ve got the inner coming in and the outer is some sort of delusion, which I cover that in the next dream. The importance of this dream is to point out that outer appearances, in terms of the fact that they are impermanent, they can break down, you can fall for what is happening in the outer, and believe the outer is real, and this is when a person acts against the inner will. This is when a person acts as if there is an exception of the rule, in terms of a divine inner beingness, when there’s something separate from them, and therefore you will act against that.
And, when that happens, I am buying into the illusion as if it’s real, which makes you a hypocrite. And if I’m truly in a oneness in which the only thing going on upon the soul level is the inner flowing into the outer, the scenario played out in something that’s dense, or impermanent, does not affect me. And when such outer appearance appears to be real, that’s when I shift away from the deeper revelation of who I really am.
What I will find on an inner level is that there is only the aliveness of a oneness which is an inner energetic flow permeating all there is. On this level of realness there is no such thing as death. On this level of beingness there is the predominant heartbeat of the universe of everything, this being a stillness, and emptiness, residing as the plane of nothingness.
The song and dance of the outer manifestation is based upon a perceived separation from the oneness. The outer is created where there is a separate identification that is seeking to live itself out reflectively within the predominate inner flow. Such a reflection is of an outer context only. If the inner oneness were to have a perspective, the perspective would be that there is nothing going on in a oneness. If there is a motion that rises up from the oneness, it would be the only flow. A reflective outer is there whenever there is a separate illusory deviation from the oneness, and from the one mind, and one flow, of the absolute.
So you see how that got kind of esoteric?
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