The Exception

1-01The universe has been set up to proceed according to the unfolding of fundamental laws. Yet, sometimes, things get so bad that there needs to be an intervention, and that’s when we are sent a savior to put us back on track. There have been many sent here in the thousands of years, yet we still don’t really get the message or stay on point. It shows us how important we really are to Creation that it keeps trying, and it shows us how wayward we are that we still don’t get it. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)


John: In the meditation dream, I’m looking at a condition in the world that is, energetically, in a state that cannot be corrected. This is the understanding, based upon what I know at this time, from an access that I have in terms of being able to look at things, go in to things, take everything into myself. I can access a stillness and, in doing so, confirm that there is nothing that can be done.

In other words, it’s in a stillness that you can tell whether it is a stillness in the environment around you that can be reached. And I confirm this by going over the process, as I’ve come to understand the awakening process, and, in doing so, confirm the truth.

Now, by going over it it means that I look at this, and I look at that, and I look at this. I even isolate it down to the combinations that are potentialities. When you isolate something down to stuff like that, you got to be very careful because that can easily be a conceptualization towards the truth. In spite of the criteria before me, I know that this isn’t hopeless. What is required is an access to a type of pleading within that is accepted by the will of God.

Now, in order to plead to something more, in order to denote that there has to be something more, you have to have exhausted all of the possibilities, in terms of your nature; if you haven’t done that then you’re still going to trying to effectuate some sort of change. And that, then, is going to continue to perpetuate the problem. It’s going to continue to maintain the manifestation.

When you have exhausted all of that, then, and only then, can you get rid of the waywardness of kind of your co-creator quality that is wayward, that is done just with the breath, and can access something that arises and is in the stillness – which is the will of God.

Now, ordinarily, this realization would be a cause of concern. This is when I see that an exception can be made. It’s a little bit like a one-time occurrence because if the exception is made in a complete enough way, it never has to be made again. And so there are degrees in which the exception can be done. The exception could be done to where something is shifted a little bit, and then it goes on and continues as a quality of manifestation. Or the exception can be a complete obliteration of things – if that’s what it takes.

Now the reason why this whole issue is dealt with, generally things are dealt with in terms of just being towards the stillness, instead of in it. There is kind of like a design, in terms of manifestation, in preserving the manifestation, and too great of an exception could obliterate manifestation. And so generally what’s happening, as a human being accesses the stillness, they can come to a point where within that they can have a greater consequential understanding of what is unfolding in life, and can see how it is that life has gone astray.

And if it reaches a point where it can’t be fixed, then the exception can be made. And what that will be is hard to know. Because it’s a type of determination that comes from the greater will of God, who doesn’t ordinarily interfere in manifestation, and it works with the human being to impart what is needed to touch anew, which is usually with the stillness. However, where we are at today, I am able to isolate the possibilities that exist, given what is at hand, and in rendering up this as an insight that reaches to the deeper need invoke a sort of pleading for a one-time energetic to shift, or impact, the unfoldment process.

In other words, everything can be that broken, but in order to determine if it’s that broken, in order to determine if there’s any way of fixing it, you have to go deep inside to the stillness, and it’s as if there’s a different level of stillness that can work with the ushering forth of something that brings in a will. But, in going into the levels, or qualities, of a traveling in God stillness, you come up with the possibilities. And if the possibilities can be sold as not something that can work, then this something more can be done, but not until then.

So what I find to be interesting is that when the exception is made, along with it is the understanding that I’m not to expect this sort of thing as an aspect of the journey. Because when you’re journeying, you’re journeying on the breath. And, as an aspect of journeying, there is going to be something that has a built-in this, and a built-in that. But what’s interesting is when you incorporate the concept of everything that’s on the breath, it all is subject to a type of decay. So you have to get to a certain depth before something like this can shift; you have to get right into the decay. It’s not like it only goes so far, and then it’s left with a decay.

And, when it gets to that point, that’s when something is thrown out. That’s when, like, a teacher throws the student out, is the example there. But in terms of what affects the overall, that’s when something is thrown out, or affected by a connection that can take and deal with the degree to which the decay, that can’t be removed, that is always there as part of manifestation, so it can deal with that by shifting it. Every decay point has a deeper and deeper depth about it, and so it gets shifted. It can be obliterated, too, but if it is, then when you form manifestation again, you still haven’t dealt with that aspect of decay. So it’s better to just shift it.

And therefore you still have a quality of a journey, and you still have a quality of a manifestation. But the understanding of the true axis is found in terms of what this is going on in the breath, yet, of the stillness – not in the breath, per se. So it is, in a very deep down way, from the stillness that is only invoke-able when man has probed within the stillness to the point where it’s able to touch everything. And, in doing so, can portray all of the options that exist.

In this stillness, I accept this as being as good as it gets. In other words, so does everything, at this point, so does the seeing and the hearing that we access accept that, too.  And we have basically an access to the will of God, and then when it reaches us, the will of God what it sees that, again, some aspect of a quality of decay has finally gotten to the point, because there’s always that in the world in order to maintain manifestation, it’s gotten to the point that grasping the entire picture, and its essence, will require an exception, where something has to now be affected by the Divine Will. What I’m talking about is a rare occurrence. Usually, through man, there is just the stillness, that’s a mirroring process, that tweaks what needs to be done by the mirroring, without having to contend with the parameters of manifestation, per se, or creation, per se.

I guess you could say that this is what, when you take and you actually get to a point where you have caught up with everything except for that darkness, or that little step. That little step, to take that last little step requires something like a miracle, because otherwise manifestation has to remain as manifestation. This is done in terms of the deeper need that accesses a grace that occurs, that is part of the letting go to a stillness of stillness.

A stillness of stillness is when all is known, and nothingness is a certainty. Yet manifestation is an aspect that is meant to be perpetual.

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Living the Essence

An-Rep4To have a spiritual awakening is to open oneself to the greater possibility of life, the possibility of life aligned to the purposes of the whole, and in service to the whole. Yet such an awakening is only the transition point from “lost” to “found.” Then the work begins, where we let go of our personal viewpoints and align ourselves to the ways of the universe. In this process, over time, we begin to actually live the essence of this understanding, and instead of feeling separate from It, we become connected and intertwined with It. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: The way I did it seems very, very rebellious.

So, in the meditation dream, I am shown that for a long time only a certain result is possible. In other words, this is the precursor of talking about how the result that I saw as possible was how you saw the divine through outer reflections, or, as I try to say it, what I mean by that was my belief that the outer is limited in some capacity.

In other words, the outer is a reflection, and that the inner revelation is behind it. And this has been my belief based upon the way my breath has been able to correlate the reflections. I have held onto this belief until I had a dream last night in which I came to see, maybe it’s more of an experience than a dream, where I came to see that the consciousness of a human being exceeds all limitations. That’s like something beyond.

When you take and you note things like that reflectively it’s very easy to think, okay, now there are spiritual elders and there’s all kinds of other things, holy names, there’s all of this other kind of stuff that’s like outside of yourself. So when I have this experience, that actual essence of consciousness exceeds all limitations, meaning that there is nothing that you can see in a kind of distinguishable way. That’s when I realize that any limitations, that I perceive to be imposed, are conditions that still hold out to a mindfulness that is embracing the human being as a kind of reality in an outer illusion.

In other words, you have the reflective, and then, what is that when you have the divine essence revelationally behind it? And now, of course, I’m having to contend with that, you know all of the little nuances and ways of trying to say things to make a point, to try to point even more so to the inner revelation through other reflection. And so, if everything is a oneness, such outer illusions, you know when treated as outer illusions, are actually a limiting distinction.

You kind of have a bit of a duality there, even though you’re trying to pretend you don’t. I had an inner experience in which I went beyond all states of human limitation and was made aware that there isn’t anything that isn’t part of the overallness, and the human being, in the outer, is the platform for the inner oneness.

Now it’s interesting: human being’s a platform for the inner oneness. The reason this is so is because a human being accesses the Will of God. Understand now, I am speaking of this in the reflective, not yet in the living. When the platform and access become one, the inner access and the outer reflective platform come together as living essence. That is when I am able to perceive, in my dreams, that there is nothing going on but me. I am the inner vibration that is essenced. The idea that there is still something more than me was the old dream paradigm.

By old dream meaning a dream more associated with the out-breath. And an out-breath is something that comes down seeking to awaken, results in an awakening as it touches and penetrates the reflective. And so in that state you have a platform, then you have a soul coming in, you have the awakening and recognition through the reflective of the divine within the reflective. And so that’s the old paradigm for dreaming, and in that paradigm you actually then have the sense that there are two things, kind of like two things. There’s the platform and then there’s the Will of God. The idea that there is still something more than me, that’s the old paradigm.

This platform serves mankind while mankind remains asleep; in other words, asleep in the dreams of the outer. In this paradigm, the human being perceives that he has access to the inner Will of God, but isn’t the Will of God. And, in this dynamic, sees himself as waking up, or becoming conscious. That being the process of waking up. This paradigm is true while a human being is spellbound by the outer reflections.

A human being is spellbound and subject to the thralls of outer sorcery for as long as the human being remains in the realms of waking up. That’s why you’re always confused, and bewildered, and never really quite know what’s going on. You’re subject to all kinds of sorceries, inflections, reflections. This realm is most accentuated in the out-breath, and is noticed at the interval where the out-breath turns into the in-breath, the state called longing which corresponds to the outer and the hypnagogic state; the outer and the hypnagogic state.

Now there are two hypnagogic states. There’s the hypnagogic state that’s founded in the outer, where you’re asleep and you’re waking up, and you’re having the senses come in as the soul that is the expanse of the essence of it all seems to be replaced by the magnetism of the outer. Or, in other words, it’s the condition which is immediately prior to the return of the senses when the eyes open from a deep sleep dream state.

The state where a human being goes from being a platform for the Will of God, to being the Will of God able to live the inner stillness is accentuated in the breath at the interval where the in-breath turns into the out-breath – and this corresponds, in terms of the hypnagogic state, to what you are able to experience immediately prior to falling asleep. That’s where you’re able to take something that can rise up and be within, and change images, change the reflections in the world. This is the point where the Will and stillness are one. It’s where the platform, so to speak, and the Will, the platform in which something is hidden as an essence in that, and that being the corresponding Will, are one and the same.

Oneness is living the essence, and when the essence is lived reflections generate from a human being, as the so-called Will of God, that had seemed separate, in terms of human body platform, no longer is separate. There’s a merging.

What I am describing is the difference between being in a process of waking up, where in the reflections the inner divine is revealed, and the process in which living the Will of God through the physical platform, which is the point where the reflections stream from the divine essence. Isn’t that interesting? When you dream something like that you can only imagine you’re going to have a very bizarre dream.

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The Platform and the Will

DoorIt’s lucky for us that the workings of the universe are unfathomable. We’d be insufferable if we knew it all. So how do we understand our sense of separation as an individual life, against the idea that the universe is a single entity, where everything within it is part of a Oneness? Think of it this way: we are born on a distant planet as separate entities, yet it is through our spiritual journey that we learn to reconnect to the wholeness of everything. That is what we are designed to do: reconnect to the energetic realms while we are in a physical form. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: Here’s where it gets interesting. If you were looking at it from the standpoint of the divine hidden within the reflective which is the waking up state, and that area that most people have some degree of orientation to, you know, thinking that there’s a heaven and a hell. They have some degree of orientation in this area. They then will believe that there is something like a god that’s separate from them.

And when I was looking at just that area, the way I would characterize it is that a human being has the platform, has access to the will of God, but he’s not the will of God.

Gosh, if I really ponder what I just said I’m talking about kind of two different things unless I guess I’m willing to just say that the illusion is the illusion, and it doesn’t exist, and it’s just a motion picture fabrication type thing – and what exists is just this will of God.

Well, if just the will of God exists, then what am I? Well, you kind of have a sense that there’s this entity quality to you that fights for survival, that reacts to things, and yet then it goes bye-bye when there’s just the soul and the body is dropped.

It does seem like we’re still playing with a duality, but when you flip it around now to where you have advanced the waking up to the point where you have to now live what you’ve woken up, and to where what you think you have to be careful of because it can manifest, and that hypnagogic area that you can have as you are falling asleep, you can have it with your eyes open too, you can just daydream.

You can develop an affinity there that can create. And when you develop an affinity that creates, the highest level of creating is to bring something through from an aspect in a vibration that’s rising up out of a stillness. And that vibration that rises up out of a stillness is what? That’s God, right, coming in motion?

And so for a long period of time you see yourself capable and able of effectuating things in this regard, and so now your objective instead of subjective. Now you are more extroverted as opposed to introverted. Now you’re living something as opposed to being more responsive and seeing it from within.

But taking the density out of those words extroverted and introverted and going to more of the essence, you’re closer to the essence when you recognize it as something that rises up out of a stillness. You’re living it, but you’re still living it in the multiplicity of things, changing things, shaping things, reordering life.

And so you’re still going to have a certain degree of conflict in terms of whether or not your idea of reordering things, to the degree to which you are able to backdoor the essence coming through you, and reshaping the images of things, you’re still going to have issues in terms of how pure you are – in terms of what you’re doing.

Now what does purity mean? I saw last night that that means the difference between total quietness and stillness, or not. The highest state of shaping things is a total stillness. In other words, to begin with you realize that you can have an effect upon things.

Let’s just take for example the Chistis. So the Chistis have all of these various techniques that they go through and all of these techniques are designed to cause you to be able to access a recognition of something more divine in your nature, a higher self-quality in your nature – amidst your outer orientation.

And so the sort of stuff that you’re doing can actually kind of like get a hold of you. If you work at this well enough, you develop a certain kind of chi or charisma, energetic presence, and it can seem interesting, but it’s a magnetism still that is oriented in an outer way. It’s not a true letting go quality of pure essence only.

In other words, this aspect of it that has a kind of being quality to it, entity quality to it, goes away when you don’t have the dynamics between the platform and the will of God. The idea of a platform and a will of God is a way of perceiving that exists, with the will of God being separate and a human being being like the platform or that quality in which, through the magnetism and a gravity of things able to hold the infiniteness of the soul. And thus you have the outer reflections.

Looking at the ability to live something, looking at how you get to a point where your thoughts create and shape, looking at that takes you to a point that can get dangerously close to seeing that you now are the will of God. Well now you’re finally starting to talk more and more a oneness. The other is still kind of a bifurcated head game kind of duality pretend oneness.

And it’s still a duality if you’re just kind of dealing with the vibrations that are rising up, and then you’re taking those and you’re processing that through, pushing that through, that vibration through to create the reflections or the images. That still is kind of a messing around, but all of it goes poof, all of it disappears if you take and you find the emptiness, the stillness.

Now, this emptiness and the stillness and the ability to live this is an ongoing thing that you have to be able to do in the day-to-day.

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