Posts Tagged ‘truth flows from inner into outer’

6636We are constantly processing energy, from our thoughts, emotions, ideas, intentions, and any number of external factors we encounter. Part of what a development path allows is for a person to consistently connect to higher energies, energies that can only reach us when we make our lives a suitable ecology (higher energies require cleaner, less coarse ecologies). With such higher energies also comes different intelligences, because all energies have their own evolution and progress, just as we do. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: The dream I’m having the most trouble pulling out was a real early dream. What I remember in that dream is being at a group full of people, like an auditorium, except no chairs or anything, like everybody was doing something within the auditorium.

And it feels like at one point a woman is talking to me and I’m supposed to be looking in this bag that I have, and I think what I have in there are some Native American Indian chants, or something else, that I’m trying to locate, or maybe even a flute that you play. And I realize I don’t do it as well as people that have done it.

I’m a little reluctant because I feel like I don’t know as much about what I’m doing, or I’m rusty or something like that, but she’s telling me to do this anyway. That’s the dream that I just remember that little snatch of it. I don’t remember most of that dream.

John: So in this dream you have this bag, and in this bag are things that you do not really have a very good understanding about? So these items that are in there, you consider these items like Native American, and yet it’s deemed that you have some sort of knowledge about the workings of these items.

And if you do, to the degree to which you might even accept that you do, you don’t believe you are very good at it, which means that you don’t really consider those items as belonging to you. And yet you’re required to take and deal with something that is kind of hidden or, let’s say, removed from how it is that you see yourself to be.

But they’re Native American items. That’s kind of foreign, even though you have a vague familiarity of what they are, and now you’re told that you can use them. Isn’t there something strange about that?

Jeane: It didn’t seem strange to me. It just felt like I wished I were better at it.

John: So how is it that you are familiar with this stuff if it’s Native American? Well you had a memory of something back in time and you were familiar with this, that you can’t put your finger on, but you feel just in your bones. So this is really irrational, isn’t it?

It made perfect sense to you vibrationally, but mentally, rationally, in an outer world does not make any sense. So what you’re having is a dream in which, on an energetic level, it makes sense to you based upon a once upon a time part of yourself, whenever that was, however that was, because you have no memories of that, only vibrational features that seem to be bleeding through. No facts to back it up, however. And yet vibrationally you have a familiarity with them, and then you’re told that you are to play them, that you are to bring them out.

See the nature of what was going on last night is that there is meant to be a flushing through of energy, a coming through of a very powerful force energy from the inner into the outer, and that this is able to sweep into life.

Now, in order for this to happen, you have to have this vibrational realization awakened inside of you. And this vibrational realization can’t be awakened inside of a person if they are caught in the minutia of their mental goings on, in terms of how they see themselves.

So, in other words, if you just had a physical orientation, and that was the perspective you were coming from, you wouldn’t know what to make out of this bag or the objects that were in it. But because you have a connection to something that goes beyond the physical, you are finding yourself located somewhere that you don’t know, which means you only know it vibrationally.

And because this part of yourself, this domain or world of yourself, has been hidden and, technically speaking, is densed down or veiled in the physical world, but is still an aliveness that is connected and sweeps through everything that there is, and has a knowledge of everything that there is, based upon a vibrational level. That is what is coming through.

There are no secrets in that level, because on that level energy is just pure energy, and it sweeps through everything. And the thing that keeps you from knowing this is the fact that physical existence has dumbed it down. I mean it’s kind of a problem for the soul, which is infinite, that is omniscient and omnipotent, to have to be housed in something which is finite.

In fact, it doesn’t even make sense, and yet that is the peculiar circumstances. And in order for things to be dealt with in this loci, that which is omniscient has to get fully grounded into that which is finite, and it has to go into an unconsciousness and all of that. But the vibrational qualities can be caught up with.

And those vibrational qualities, vibration being an energy, is all that there really is in terms of what is omniscient and omnipotent. And you’re able to touch, and experience, and work with that and you can do it when you go on that level. It makes sense to you even. You’re told that you can do this, and you have a familiarity in terms of being able to work with this energetic, but if you were talking about it strictly in a physical sense, this would be goofy talk. But in your dream, this whole other area is completely totally alive. And so you have this really peculiar dichotomy, or so it would seem.

But the dichotomy is happening there for a reason. This is happening because the theme of the dreaming, the theme of what was to be observed and noted, had to do with something coming through in a kind of way that doesn’t ordinarily come through. A vibration came through in your dreamworld louder than before. You got a huge dose of the other side. That’s why it’s humorous to take and pretty much stack it up on one side against reality in the physical on the other, and notice the peculiarity of the whole thing. I mean it literally does not make sense: you should not know what’s inside of the bag that you’re carrying. You can’t provide any mental evidence of how it is that you have a familiarity with it. It’s Native American; you’re not Native American.

I mean like all the questions we asked, this whole thing is bizarre, and yet you have to pull the two of them together, the inner into the outer, and that’s what you seek to do. I mean that’s why you were willing to argue that this did make sense in your sleep, because it pulled the two together. But if you wake up and separate them, it doesn’t make any sense.

And yet if it does, then that means the access of what you have vibrationally has come right down into the physical, and can be used in some capacity now to effectuate something that is meant to happen at this particular state of time. Well, I believe that that has happened, whether that will be something that stays with us, or whether this is just a glimpse and we’re getting steadier and steadier glimpses.

This is almost a type of kundalini craziness that can drive you insane you know if you were to try to look at it and make sense out of it, but it is what is happening in terms of an innerness, that is alive, that we are having to contend with, which had been veiled, and is ordinarily veiled in terms of the outer – and that is not what you are reporting in your dream.

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i33geWe can think of sleep as a type of surrender because we basically hand ourselves over to a state of unconsciousness. And while we sleep our unconscious can speak to us in images that would be blocked while we’re awake. Surrendering to God or spirituality is similar: we must hand ourselves over to the care of what the universe (higher energies) wants for us – while we are awake – and listen for the guidance that can arrive in many forms. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: So my dream last night was classic in that it portrayed quite simply the vibratory effect that is associated with the inner flowing into the outer. Generally this understanding is rather esoteric and something a person might have a hard time grasping because they do not readily associate their attention in this way. When a person has their attention to the outer senses only, the discernment of inner into outer is a concept.

However, in the dream, I see myself proceeding in a crowd of people. When someone seeks to get past me, I am able to feel how their attention is able to inhibit my movement. It is as if they are able to touch and grab me energetically somehow. This is an outer sensation.

I also am able to experience this effect based upon my understanding of what colors mean. I mean it’s an outer sensation, but if you knew how to listen to the outer sensation correctly, you would realize that there’s an inner effect in that. And so in the way I am dreaming this here I actually see it as an inner sensation. It’s easy to say that it’s an outer sensation, looking at it in a lower way, but from the perspective that I am in, I see it as an inner sensation. In other words, when you’re traveling in God you see it as an inner sensation, and when you’re traveling towards God, or away from God, it’s all an outer sensation.

So here’s another one. I also am able to experience this effect based upon my understanding of what colors mean. For example, the higher-self colors such as green, blue, indigo, and violet are able to have their way with the more dense and earthly color, say, red. In other words, you can tell that there is a flow there even though it’s subtle, but there is a flow. In other words, it has its way, so to speak, in that you can discern the innerness of that, of the information that is housed in that connectivity of what is in that form of light.

Another way I am able to recognize this happening is when I struggle to move in a dream. If I stop and look at the images closely, I will notice that vibratorally I am focusing upon a denser vibration I’m trying to speed up, as my focus and attention is more keenly relating to a subtler energetic effect. In other words, I’m allowing this inner to touch me as I effectuate the outer to try to get it to speed up. The subtler the effect, the more inner it is.

In this way a person is able to tell within themselves using a basic understanding and perception of the inner into outer. Of course maybe I have dreamt enough that it has become second nature to recognize the pattern with respect to how things repeat and repeat, such that when I have a dream that has a natural progressive effect to it, that I am able to recognize the effect of an inner into outer by understanding the chakras and that the denser energy is slower, and that the higher-self colors are a faster flow.

The harder part to this process to own and acknowledge from the understanding of the principle of flow, is how this relates to karma. Those who do understand this know that they enhance a consciousness. In other words, these principles of light are the colors of things and enhance a consciousness and groundedness in manifestation, if you surrender, if you can surrender then to the denser energy. See, this is inner coming into outer. You have got to surrender it to the dense energy. You can’t just stay in a transcendent and aloof state.

And therefore you force yourself to hear and see in this way, rather than project and use the effect of the inner flow from subtler energies and higher color light, to impose a personal will. Or in other words to try to manipulate or take that and use that in a way that has its personal prerogative in the lower-self, or the denser nature. To be a servant of the servants you have to have a surrendered consciousness and emptiness such that you never take advantage of a situation. So whenever you feel compelled to push the bubble, you catch yourself and hold the inner flow energetic in check.

In other words, you don’t use it to your advantage, and let the outer appear to have its way. In this way a person is keeping their feet on the ground. However, even the principles of thought and such that the person is inclined to adhere to comes across more as a gracious and humble mannerism, because deep within it is said although in the outer this is subtle and generally goes unnoticed, that this is a consciousness, i.e., head, that is in the clouds and in the heavens. In other words, there’s a part that’s feet on the ground, and then there’s this part that is circulating and percolating inside, that is there that you recognize and acknowledge, but you can’t use as an exclusiveness. You have to adhere to the outer, because you’re in the outer. So your head’s in the clouds or in the heaven, or however you would say that, even though your feet are on the ground and you’re allowing yourself to be effected by the outer conditions – even though you know that that’s illusory.

And this keeps progressing to steps of traveling in a type of God, so to speak. So when you truly grasp the inner into outer concept, and honor the will of God as being something subtler than our lower-self nature, a human being gets out of the way by making one’s self as small as possible, in other words, not as loud like everybody else out there.

By being really small such that everything outwardly can have its way with you, or us, or however you want to say it, and of course this is a type of so to speak way of saying it, from an outer sensation we are trusting in the inner to be that which is real by letting it flow through us -without trying to manipulate it for personal edification.

Such emptiness is practicing the art of being totally vulnerable and completely subjective so that, from the perspective of the outer, the inner inflections are suddenly visible and the veils we project fall away. That is impossible, of course, as long as you have some reaction or mannerism in the way.

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Ladder02In this last dream (see The Standard of Living), John finds himself unable to relate to a superficially beautiful building environment. And that’s a deeper question, isn’t it? Why have we, as a species, fallen so desperately in love with things of our own making? Because our obsession with the material world cuts us off from the promise of our pedigree, which was created by a much greater power. We’ve made a bad deal: we’re settling for shiny trinkets and turning our backs on the true treasure. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In the third dream, and this is like the third shift now, I find myself in a very modern office building that is more high tech than what I am used to seeing. In other words, I’ve come from the back and to the front area, and there’s kind of a huge, nice, wonderful reception desk and the front of this building I know is gorgeous.

It’s landscaped wonderfully outside. It’s very inviting. It has a conference room to the left of the door, if you were walking in, and you immediately hit this wonderful reception. The brick and everything about this is all nicely rounded. It’s kind of inviting in its own way, but there’s still something wrong about this. It doesn’t quite grab me.

In other words, I’m here trying to find a place because I need something that I need to rent or something and there’s no one else around. I can tell it’s modern. It has everything a person could conceptually want, but it just doesn’t touch me for some reason.

And suddenly, out of the back area where the more basic offices are, suddenly a person in charge of the place walks by me on his way out of the building. He is the person who is… well, he’s kind of in charge of all of this. It’s almost as if he oversees the building, or owns the building or whatever, probably oversees everything about the building.

He is his own force of nature in that I do not even know how to relate to him. You like him, you could see his flow and his casualness, but I don’t really quite know how to connect. As he leaves the building, and I’m the only one that’s behind, he has to do something different to rearm the high tech lock.

It’s a type of lock I’ve never seen before. At one part of it he sticks a round object into it and he turns this around and around as if he’s reorienting the tumblers in some fashion, and so this is odd to me.

In other words, he doesn’t just close the door and lock it or something, he goes through this whole little process that arms it, or reorients it, in some fashion that I make an off-the-wall comment in regards to this unusual activity.

And he replies with a quip of his own. In other words, normally we don’t talk. He says it has to do with the way the heart is constructed for those who enter this place. He then laughs and I laugh with him.

I would have never guessed that he would laugh – as if he revealed something that’s almost a half a joke. I’m not sure, but his laugh is infectious. And not only that, who am I to, you know, I’d never seen this side of him before so I need to go along with it. And what is interesting is, as he is leaving I am still being left behind, by myself, in this beautiful place that I cannot quite figure out how to properly appreciate. I am still looking, in other words, for something.

The meaning is everything in life embodies a man-made quality of the heart. Awakening or connecting to this heart is the challenge. In trying to figure out what will awaken that which lies within, I am finding myself in a high-tech and sophisticated environment with that as my challenge.

Until I reconcile this uneasiness I go around kind of stifled and distant. An important clue is provided when the proprietor of this rentable area passes by me to leave. As he proceeds to lock up I try to make contact. He’s a very nice guy I would love to talk to but don’t know how. And he would like to reveal to me a heart side of himself that I am missing – but don’t know how to connect given the condition that I am in.

As I comment about my locked-up condition, because that’s what I’m really commenting about, and we’re all doing this in relationship to a process from which he is working with the lock, he says the lock is like this because this is fashioned for a specific type of person. That thought hadn’t ever crossed my mind before. As I find myself awkwardly laughing with him at myself, not really knowing what this is about, I am sensing the hint.

So the deeper meaning is the first dream during meditation had me wrestling with projected reflections in the outer that keep me on a tangent. The second dream dealt with using a shock effect to try and bring me out of the trance.

The third dream portrayed the problem as having to do with aligning the heart so there is an interconnected correspondence. So one could leave it at that; however, this dream is a repeat to another pattern of a dream, that I had before, in which I was able to see in this other dream that you’re never going to figure things out in the outer – the human condition of the senses and mind.

You’re never going to ever know what’s going on, and you’re never going to catch up with the whole, overall divine everything because you don’t have the senses to catch up with it. So how is this going to work?

So this third dream reminds me of something that is a parallel. Yes, the aliveness that is deep inside of me is something that comes from internal into outer, but I can’t go directly into the internal, and I can’t necessarily see it in the outer. Somehow the combination of the two is how I get it.

And so the thing that this has in common is it’s portraying the point where the inner and the outer seem to come together; can’t find it in the outer, can’t find it in the vastness of the inner. However, in the interval, or in the doorway, and in fact that’s how this was portrayed before was in the door, it was a reaction of going through the door.

Or it’s the aspect of spirit energy hitting creation and that sets off a spark and that’s where, somehow or another, there is the catching up – for a split-second, anyway. In that interval, in the doorway, is the interlocking lock combination that can be appreciated, that’s specially designed.

This is my bridge between the two worlds. A heart is designed to reveal what is from what was – at this in-between the two world’s point of reference. Isn’t that interesting?

That’s the part that you don’t ever quite touch or talk about because that’s kind of a masculine way of trying to sort it out, or be able to say it, and that is because the masculine is always trying to jerk down a spirit energy so it kind of tunes itself in as a consequence with this kind of mannerism. When the feminine is just experiencing it as it is, in terms of how it awakens in the overall – or what you have to catch up with, so to speak, which in your case is that light energy of yourself.

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