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ima09-gesIt would be quite natural to wake up from a dream where someone was murdered and feel disturbed and upset – particularly if the victim appeared in the form of a family member. But only in rare instances are dreams premonitions of future events. Plus, we know that we are all of the characters in our dreams, so who is really being murdered? In this image it’s a parent, which speaks of an older and wiser aspect, or perhaps even ancient aspect, of the dreamer, or even of the collective – because psychic capabilities are part of our human design, but they have been ridiculed and denied, suppressed, and in so doing, we are actually killing off a part of ourselves. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

John: In the meditation dream I’m introduced to a program on TV. In other words, inside I’m seeing a new program. This program is intended to portray a form of conscious interaction that is in life. A sequel to the show will portray another viewpoint in terms of a different actor.

So the purpose of the first show is to portray that there is a way of carrying on in a matter-of-fact way which is able to demystify an energetic. The way I perceive what I see, is the actor in the show, and the sequel, aren’t conscious in some sort of breakthrough way. In other words, they each think they’re doing the right thing, however. In other words, they are each quite attentive to the way the energy is understood in terms of themselves.

In the first pretend show, because it doesn’t exist, it’s all inside myself, the actor has lost a parent when the parent was befriended, taken on an excursion by a killer, and killed. The father and the killer go away from any witnesses, or anyone who could have ID’ d the murderer, when he was killed.

So, in the dream, because I’m psychic, I am able to know that this person, based upon an inner connection that I have somehow to my father and a natural knowingness, I’m able to read energy, and so I proceed to make charges to the police – who tell me to knock it off because I do not have actual evidence to incriminate.

I act as if I do because to me my ability to just naturally know this stuff is loud and therefore profound for me, and so I attempt to invoke and infer this to the officers, as if that’s possible, the means by which one’s able to channel and therefore catch up with an energetic inflection from within which makes visible and is the connection and conduction to what is knowable.

In other words, there is nothing hidden, even though no one witnessed it or nothing present. To prove that I know what I know as being genuine, I use my connective inner psyche to take them to the body. The officers do not have this inner knowingness available to them, and so thus how can they understand what this means, or how it works? And therefore I’m not able to charge the murderer for killing my father.

So this is a whole program. This is a TV show that’s about this person and his psychic ability and this is like an introduction. This is like the premiere? Whatever they call it, the season premiere. And then because this show is successful, they make a sequel, a kind of sequel to the same TV program that continues in this genre but now from the perspective of the killer.

In other words, the program is portraying what it is like to energetically go through life hiding from something, repressing something, that hurts your flow, in other words, is a lie. The sequel to this new show is to be shown, like I mentioned, through the eyes of the killer who has been able to get away with the crime because there isn’t any direct physical evidence available. However, he knows what he did. The murderer’s guilt will have a long-lasting karmic effect upon his being.

Although there isn’t any direct information available for anyone to see and to denote, nevertheless, because he knows and must carry the price of this energetic karma, the result is a program which will portray what it is like to be a bit guilty and self-conscious when you’re not able to be out in the open in manifestation. And so you could say that even though the collective isn’t able to pick it up because they don’t have the conscious psychic ability, he knows and that knowingness is an issue on a karmic level for him. And the psychic projection in the outer that I’m doing, that is into the collective, that the collective can’t handle is the flip side of the coin for me.

So what is going on? The two shows are, in a matter-of-fact way, portraying what it will be like in the future for those who carry the inner awareness as portrayed in the two TV programs. The energetic in each sequel will be worn on the sleeve of each actor’s personality, and the moviegoer will be able to look at this in a matter-of-fact way as an insightful way to connect energetically in a fashion that puts you in the shoes of this way of being.

The awareness that will be portrayed in terms of what it is like to live with psychic knowingness as the initial dream is, on the flip side coin, offset by a sequel which will portray what it is like carrying a concealed condition. In other words, the psychic thing in the first dream is out in the open. The concealed condition of what could be seen if the whole world was psychic like that is hidden, and yet that which is hidden still subtly affects the demeanor of life and is not something being worked out in an overallness in manifestation.

So in the first TV show the psychic knowingness is obvious and apparent and vibrantly awakened in the main actor, but not in anyone else in the program. What this is going to be like for the psychic is he has to bear this awareness in a world in which no one else gets it, and so the show is what that’s going to be like. And it’s not going to be comfortable, of course, because he’s going to be like an oddball.

And in the second show this TV program is going to show what it is like to carry a guilt in terms of what has been done that is totally unacceptable to society but remains hidden from you. The karmic effect of this energetic will percolate under the surface of the collective. Therefore, when it’s under the surface of something then it is a defense mechanism, and it lowers the vibrational energy, and creates a denseness and makes the energetic of a person very reserved and incapable of free flowing.

And so all of that is going to be shown in terms of what it is like to have to live with this guilt and misuse of energy – not able to live itself out in manifestation and be open for resolution.

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url-22We are all the characters in our dreams, so when we find ourselves traveling with others, or getting separated from others, or even getting lost, it is symbolic of a disconnection within us. In this dream example, the dreamer gets a dramatic wake-up call in the form of an avalanche after becoming separated from an aunt and uncle. And, suddenly, she arrives at her destination. But is she ready for that? (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, in my main dream, I’m traveling with an aunt and uncle, and sometimes you’re there and sometimes you’re not, but we’re driving and we’re taking like a three-day drive to get to my hometown to see my dad.

And the second day of the drive we stop at a hotel and, while we’re stopped at the hotel, I don’t know what delays us, like you’re with me all of a sudden, but my aunt and uncle leave early so you and I are going to either wait for them to come back, or drive to find my hometown on our own, because we’ve just kind of gotten delayed picking up things there. I don’t know what delayed us exactly.

So you and I decide we’re going to catch up with them, or we’re going to get in the car and we’re going to go. Well, we get in the car, and I don’t know which way to go. So I realize that I see some road signs way down at the bottom of a hill, so I drive us down there. When I get down to the bottom of the hill there’s a little bit of snow on the ground. I just park the car so I can get out and look at the road signs and know which way to go.

And I suddenly look up – because I hear this huge crack – and way up on the top of the mountain a big avalanche has broken off. So you and I run into the woods, and we’re a little bit separate, but you hide behind one bank of snow and trees, and I’m hiding behind another. And so when this avalanche and maybe even a second avalanche comes it kind of goes by us, but doesn’t sweep us up.

Well, suddenly I seem to be transported to my hometown. And I look around. I don’t see my dad, but I see the store. I see someone there, but she’s so surprised to see me she steps to the side and falls in an open manhole cover. She’s not really hurt because I see the man… there’s a man down in the manhole cover that looks after her.

And I realize that I need to get back to where we were so I can drive to where I am – and get there the right way – but I’m not sure quite how to do that. I just know this is out of sync. So now I’m trying to get back to where you were, and where we were, so I can drive to where I want to be.

And I see suddenly in a flash another point where I’m at my folk’s home, and my mother even shows up, but my focus is still in getting back and getting there the right way and I don’t know quite how to do that. I find myself in a casino with someone that wants to go into a room and listen to Dolly Parton, or something, and he’s watching a TV screen. I have my back to him. I’m still trying to figure out how to get back so I can get to where I need to be the right way, but I don’t know that I ever do.

John: So the flow of the dream is that you lose a connection to an inner vibratory essence inside yourself, that being your aunt and uncle, and in losing that connection, which was important in terms of a greater dynamic of yourself, you no longer have your bearings, you no longer have kind of an inner connective bearing.

You did have it, though, when you were with your aunt and uncle because when it was like that things were able to just naturally unfold. But, with them gone, you can’t find that level of acuity. And, as a consequence, this leaves you in a transient state. And in a transient state, when you don’t have a connection, shit happens.

The thing is this avalanche and such that happens creates some sort of shock. It’s almost as if the shock works to temporarily dislodge your frame of reference to the outer, because the next thing you know you’re able to let go in such a way that you transcend the time/space continuum and are able to suddenly be at your home where you need to be.

Well, you’re still caught in the outer nuances of things because this is what your senses and your mind tell you is how it works, so you attempt to go back. In other words, you attempt to try to follow the process in a dense way – and you’re having trouble figuring out how to do that.

Now, this dream could be triggered by what we looked at yesterday, in which it was recognized and realized that the quality of a stillness is important to being able to access a kind of letting go of the outer nuances of things, the density of how things are in the outer that we relate to and react to all the time. The quietness is able to give us a peace that lets go of such dramatization and dynamic that keeps us yo-yoing as if the outer is real – and we’re responding just to the outer.

When we can find the stillness, when all else and everything around us is going insane, then opens up a possibility, kind of a translucent potentiality, in that we’re no longer bound by the time and space continuum. Where that is significant is in the instance of being able to relate to the universe, because, as Rumi says, the body is a shadow of a shadow in which the entire universe exists. For the entire universe to exist, we have to get into that aspect or essence that is in all things, so that we are able to free flow in anything and everything all the time.

When you’re able to do that, you go beyond the time/space continuum. It is said that the Khatoob holds court outside of time and space with those in the world that have reached a particular point of responsibility yet also able to hold the emptiness, that they can communicate and relate to him, and connect, and merge, without the outer barriers.

So basically your dream, you had the bodaciousness, the courageousness, whatever it would take, to be able to make the transition across smoothly. Your sense of bearings got stripped away from you. It’s almost like you took a step back from something that had been in motion and awakened inside of you and, as a result of having taken a step back, you got hit with a catastrophe in the environment around you.

Such a shock caused you to fall in a peculiar way to an aspect of what had been glimpsed when you had all of your aspects, you know, your aunt and uncle qualities, the naturalness there, caused you to fall back into it – but in a shock-effect way, so that you are able to take and transmute or transport yourself to where you intended to go. However, you’re not ready to do that, and so you were trying to figure out how to come back and therefore you’re shorting out.

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3111_r copyWe’ve spoken before about how dream images can show us where we are in a learning process, as our journey awakens new aspects and possibilities within. In these dreams it shows this exactly because the dreamer is all of the characters in the dream, so to see oneself as both the teacher and the student is an accurate portrayal of inner process. Certain aspects of us get the message of different things more quickly that others. For us to succeed, all of our parts need to “get” it. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, I had kind of a miserable night of it when it came to dreaming. My main dream is I seem to be ordered to go to remedial school. You know, like how people have to go to drug and alcohol class?

You have to go like for an hour once a week, it’s embarrassing, it’s held at the drug and alcohol center. It’s a remedial class, but I’m not clear what it’s on. Not only that, I’m given a script and told I have to teach the first session. I don’t know whether I have to teach more sessions or not.

So I go, but half the people that show up are guys that are wearing headsets and plugged in either to a television, or music, or something else, and the first thing I have to do is try to get them to unplug from the other things and actually be at the class.

And then I have a script I’m supposed to teach from, but I have to get, you know, people unplugged from their headsets first. Meanwhile, it’s just embarrassing to be in the class. I was ordered to go to it. I have to go to ten sessions of it.

John: The key is to look at the theme of the dreaming, and the theme of the dreaming is that we’ve been altered and changed in some capacity – and it may not necessarily be in the way that we think.

You’re finding yourself in an altered state and, therefore, the impressions and images you see for yourself, in terms of yourself, are different because your vibrational level is different. And so the dream is kind of introducing you to what it is about you that has changed, in other words, in terms of approach, or mannerism, in which you’re finding yourself conducting yourself. And it’s pointing out that you’re noticing and coming across with something that you hadn’t noticed before.

Number one, you’re both the teacher and the student in the class that you have now found that you have to go to. The student in the class means that you’re having to catch up with some part of yourself that is there that, in the future, means that you’re able to relate or talk and communicate in terms of.

Now what triggered a dream like this? The thing that’s behind this dream, that triggers this dream, is that I was trying to find this word last night and I’d have to look it up to see if this is the right word to use. I think it’s called the magus trait. Now what a magus is, is it’s a forbearer of things to come, and it’s like being a type of seer. It’s somewhat similar to the shepherds who were there for baby Jesus when he was first born, that came, and traveled.

They were like the magus, they were aware of something and recognizing it as it’s unfolding. And, of course, for you to catch up with that you need to go to more schooling. A certain kind of schooling needs to evolve, needs to occur, in which then you become the understanding of that, or the teacher of that. And it’s an energetic shift in relationship to how you had been seeing yourself. Not that you’re seeing yourself in this way yet, it’s just that you’re being tweaked. Your energy has been a recognition in terms of something that has come across for you is there, but not yet fully tuned in.

And things tend to happen always at a speed that’s a little faster than what you’re doing. But to fully appreciate what that is all about you have some catching up to do. And, of course, some part of you has caught this, understands this, is shifting into this now.

Jeane: So I woke up at 3 a.m. and after a long time was able to go back to sleep hoping for another dream – and there I am in remedial class again, and this time I’m going to my second class.

Before class I seem to run into people I know and be finding out about things that they’re doing. I don’t seem to have to be teaching remedial class the second time, but I have to even figure out how to sit there and not feel embarrassed when people see that I’m there. And have to go figure out even how to… you stick a pencil in this hole. You have to find one that’s the right size, one that’s small enough, and that registers that you’ve come. Someone even has to tell me how to do that.

At one point I go to one hairdresser and get my haircut, but I have to go to someplace else to have them do a second process on it before I go back to the first person to have her complete her work – and that’s a little confusing to all of us. And I run into people and they tell me where they’re traveling, and I’m aware that we’re going to be traveling, too, and when I finally get to class it feels like I’m still embarrassed about being there, and I’m more embarrassed because people that know me seem to come by and look in the class, and wonder what I’m doing there.

The nice thing that happens is some lady does sit next to me at one point and tells me how much I had helped… I guess she has a daughter who’s in high school, and how much I had helped them with the counseling I did.

At the same time she’s looking at me like, what am I doing in the remedial class? And I don’t know what I’m doing in the remedial class, you know. I’m still as out to lunch about it as everybody, and embarrassed still to be there. And the person who’s teaching it has me come and sit next to them for a few minutes, and reminds me I haven’t checked in, and shows me how you do that.

You have to go find the right size pencil, one that’s thin enough and you stick it in the little sharpener, but it actually triggers something that registers that you’ve come there so you get credit for the class. So it’s like for me it was still fairly confusing.

John: What this dream is also doing, in terms of adding to the prior dream, or going back to the prior dream, is it’s causing me to not look at things quite so linearly. In other words, it’s like when you see yourself functioning in a particular way you’re inclined to think, okay, this is how I’m functioning.

But you’re not functioning in that way, you’re functioning in a whole bunch of ways. In other words, there’s a part of yourself that has a sight and a wisdom that comes from somewhere that can advice to people. Another way of looking at yourself is you have no right to give advice to anybody. You’re still trying to learn.

A third aspect is that in doing so you’re shaking something out, and of course this has to do with holding a space in your way of approaching life. You’re shaking something loose in terms of your sense of awareness and, as a result, you’re pulled to sit next to the teacher.

But, you know, there’s still a lot of amnesia in terms of all of this because, on one hand, you can be questioned as to why you’re this way or that way, because at the same time you’ve revealed some aspects that have been important, but you don’t have it nailed down yet. You’re still sharpening the pencil, still closing in on things.

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