Losing Yourself

2d2895cA man being seduced by a woman in a dream may seem to be based on a movie plot or a fantasy, but that’s not the importance of what the images are expressing. It’s another example of how our two natures, masculine and feminine, communicate on a deep inner level. To become whole, we need these aspects to work together inside us because each has a role to play in the unfoldment of our life. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: So in the dream I’m probably in my 20s or 30s and I look like Cameron Diaz, except I’m darker-skinned than she is. And the organization or people I’m affiliated with, there’s a gangster or someone they think is a gangster they want to get close to. He looks a little like a young Clark Gable, but he’s rough. He’s a little dangerous to get close to.

So without really running it by all of them or anything, I decide that I’m going to get close to him by singing at a nightclub. So I go to the nightclub; I know he’s going to come there. I go over and I start to even play the piano a little, and then I notice this black musician kind of like the old Fats Waller or Fats Domino or something, somebody who has kind of a bit of presence and I know he can really play the piano. So when he plays the piano, then I can sing.

And sure enough I attract the attention of the guy we want to get close to, even though I know that there would be like my boyfriend or other people I know would disapprove of this. Well then the dream kind of fast forwards and it feels like I’ve been kind of stringing him along. I haven’t slept with him, but we hang out.

And in this part of the dream I seem to know he’s coming shortly and I’ve gone into my house and this woman, who’s my mother, she’s downstairs. And I see a room that I assume is like the bedroom with a lot of light coming out of it, and I feel like he’s coming over to the house.

Then the next thing I know I seem to wake up next to him. I don’t even know if we’ve made love. It’s like I almost don’t know if somebody drugged me and I just woke up next to him. I don’t know if he just got frustrated with the relationship not being consummated and drugged me. I just really don’t know because it was like there was this blackout period, and then I sense that I’d woken up with him – and that’s actually when I wake up in reality.

John: Well what you’re doing is you’re taking and you’re looking at a higher aspect of feminine energy. And in order to describe it to yourself, you’re portraying a situation in which there’s the usual mannerism in which the feminine pulls to herself that which she wants. And to do that she actually has to, in some fashion, intertwine with that which she is attempting to bring closer to her. In other words, she has to get the attention of the guy.

It is said that the feminine trait creates its connection to the masculine or, in other words, to bringing and connecting up with something coming into life, or acting in life, by helping it feel itself. In other words, it is said that if you really were to look at a relationship between a man and a woman, the woman’s connectivity in relationship for an idea of her security, in other words looking at it in that sense, is how it is that she makes the guy feel about himself – because left to his own devices he is all over the place with his aloneness, and his various ideas, and patterns, and mechanisms, and it just needs to have a more wholesome dynamic.

When you do that you can actually do this to a point to where you lose yourself, because you can be in creation to such a degree that you can’t see the forest for the trees, but then when you’re able to connect and pull with masculine energy, the other half, you can get to a point where you have the blackouts, the blank outs. In other words where the other half comes together and it’s in an invisibility. In the breath it’s kind of like the breath is going home, it’s going back.

There is the breath, the feminine breath, that is going back, then there’s the masculine breath that’s coming down, and you have to connect the two to create a cycle of creation, or to create something that is an emptiness, or a nothingness, or otherwise you are always trying to experience or pull to yourself something.

But the dream isn’t there to give you that kind of information. The dream is there to show you how it is that you are able to effectuate or influence the awakening of something, in terms of masculine energy, able to recognize and see something about itself that it doesn’t ordinarily see. And you’re able to do this by taking and helping it feel itself, and you utilize what is normally considered shallow principles but you use the kundalini higher aspect of those shallow principles in order to draw that out so that it has to come to grips and see what it needs to see.

It’s as if your dreams are themeing and since introducing the idea of how there is a way that the feminine works that’s a little different and opposite the perspective of how the masculine works, that setting that in motion has gotten you curious, and you’re having dreams that are taking and enabling yourself to see this trait and this quality as an octave upon which to play with life.

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