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leileWe can see in the world that things that have been suppressed are rising to the surface – and when they do, they must be dealt with in some way. So it is in our dreams, where the suppression of something can arise as the image of a war zone, or of being hunted. And yet there is a way out of the war zone, and that is seen as the image of taking responsibility for two young women. And the hunters and the hunted, and the person taking responsibility and the young women, are all inners lives of one person, trying to make themselves whole. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: Well, in my main dream I’m with at least one or two young women, and we seem to be in a country where a war has broken out. If it’s not a war, what it is is that there’s militia or soldiers that have guns that are around trying to hunt people, or scare them out, and I know that they would also hunt us.

And so I’m trying to get to the airport with my couple charges there, the young ladies I’m with. At one point I even go down into almost like what’s a bunker. It’s like a concrete “V” in the ground, and you go down and then you come up, and you’re under a little shelter, and we’re lying against the sides of the concrete.

And then I realize that there’s all these soldiers laying to my left and right, and they’re actually the opposition soldiers, or the people that would tend see us as the people they’re hunting, except because we’re all kind of lying on this concrete, and our back, and not facing towards each other, you know, they just don’t realize that I’m not one of them.

So I’m able to kind of crawl up over the lip of that and get away to the airport. And it feels like my charges get there with me, too, the young women that are with me.

When we get to the airport initially we’re in a separate room before you go out into the main area of the airport, and there’s a man that comes in, that also has some women that are with him, and he’s a famous author I know that lives in New York.

And he had come to the airport early, from what his ticket says, so I realize that when he tries to leave he’s probably going to be hassled by them because he just thinks this is like normal life going on, normal circumstances, it’s no problem, you just get your ticket changed. But I realize that there’s actually kind of a semi-war, or battle, going on out there, and it’s probably not going to be that simple; that he or whoever he’s with will be a little more vulnerable. But my main concern is that I just get my charges and myself into the airport and we get on our flight.

John: So what this dream is working with, and dealing with, is that it’s kind of like something that has a need of opening up, or coming into recognition, and it has to do with energetics that are repressed in some fashion.

And, initially, one takes in the limited, dense way that they live. One takes and establishes conditions, or a way of life, that pushes away the environmental conditions that you don’t design, or personally put your attention to. So that’s why there’s this pressure of something trying to come in, because you’re pushing it aside, meaning that you’re holding onto kind of a personal motif to the estrangement of that.

And then that evolves to where there are certain responsibilities and obligations that you’re required to put your attention upon, and when you put your attention upon that it’s as if that lightens up, or causes this other that had been more of a problem, that took up more of your attention, causes that to be repressed, or to dissipate a little, because your attention is upon something more, or of a greater overallness.

But just because it’s repressed doesn’t mean that it goes away. It just means that your indulgence changes, in which you’re not dealing with that in such a limited way because your scope of awareness is extended out to a greater responsibility and wholeness. But there still is that, and that then shows up as an imbalance that you see when you’re at the airport.

And to be at the airport means to be in a position to take off, to go somewhere, to take a major step. And at that airport, then, you see this person that’s in a state of disarray. This being a component, or part, of yourself, it had been a condition at the beginning that was trying to get your attention that was chasing after you or something that you repressed. You were able to take a step beyond that kind of repression by catching up with the responsibility that you had over an overall scenario but, as you did that, it was almost as if you set aside what had been the direct needling and condition of something terrorizing or, kind of in your psyche, creating a need to feel like you’re under assault.

That aspect goes away in that regard, but comes back in the image of something that isn’t quite known, or made right. And you have your charges, as you say, that you’re taking responsibility over, and can take and go ahead and deal with that, and can see this other part just as an estrangement condition that you could easily conclude is not associated with you, it’s just part of the environment. However, it is associated with you, and you have to take that in, as well.

So the dream has like a one, two, and three step process. It points out how, in the beginning of one’s unfoldment or process, you have to contend with conditions. And you’re contending with those conditions as you’re exercising your freedom of choice – in terms of what it is that you’re designing, or want to see happen.

And you’re generally doing this in relationship to a perspective that involves your personal self, and then you find relief from that when you realize that you have a bigger picture to contend with or, in other words, responsibilities that take in the greater wholeness.

But as you’re taking in this greater wholeness, it doesn’t mean that you are taking in this other that had been hounding you. I mean you’ve taken the pressure off, but you haven’t necessarily totally resolved it, which means you’ve subrogated that aspect, or repressed it, in some small way or fashion, as an aspect of opening up to your greater responsibility and wholeness.

And then, before you can really take off and be dynamic, you have to see this yet again. It all has to come back out. It’s in a different, shifted energetic state that is still part of you, and it needs to be taken into account in order for there to be a full picture.

It’s kind of a simple dream, wasn’t it? When you break it down.

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treesIn this imagery, Jeane is chaperoning some young girls, and trying to keep them all together. Yet when a rift arises between the girls, it sends Jeane off on a tangent of missed connections. Like in her prior dream (see Ready to Merge), everything is trying to move forward together, yet that progress is delayed by some aspects of her that still cling to the old ways. (At the end of this post there are instructions and a link to download this recording to your computer.)

Jeane: In this next dream I seem to be kind of like a chaperone who takes or drives around some adolescent girls who are still in high school, kind of close to graduation. And at one point, when I take them over to the house with some friends where everybody else is hanging out, those friends have suddenly kind of turned on them and won’t let them come to the party, or be with them anymore. 

I don’t know why, just some kind of probably petty fight. I’m kind of shocked because even the mothers support this, like if their daughters aren’t speaking to those friends anymore, then these friends can’t come over, and I find that kind of shocking.

But several of them seem to be in this position, and they’re the ones that I’m looking after so that’s where I put my attention. But there are like some events coming up which all the kids from the school are involved in, the boys and the girls, so they’ll be there even if there’s some tension with the other girls because it’s just something everybody goes to. It’s a small town.

And I’ve taken them to one of those events, and they’re sitting up in some bleachers, and the boys are there too. And so, when we’re up in the bleachers at first it’s kind of like we’re chatting with some of the boys, and one of the boys starts teasing me because I didn’t know that there was a mine in town, and that that was actually where they all get summer jobs. 

And it’s the best paying job around, and I realize I am kind of new in town. I know a little bit about mines because my grandfather worked in one, but he’s kind of right. I didn’t know that that was, you know, because I kind of say, “Well that must be where you guys all work during the summer.” And they say, “Yeah, because that’s the best paying job.” 

It’s even where a lot of them work when they graduate. It’s a small town. Then all the kids go down to some event, but I realize I have to go back to the bleachers because the girls had left some of their stuff behind.

But when I go back and I climb up to where the girls were, I see there are some things that they have left with notes that must be things that belong to the girls that aren’t speaking to them anymore, so I realize that I’m probably not supposed to take those things with me, but then, of the rest of the things that are left there, which are theirs? And I’m trying to sort that out when I wake up.

John: Very complicated dream. When you’re in the bleachers with the girls, your presence is there to such a degree, and your focus and your attention is there to such a degree, that some part of you knows that the girls are connected – meaning all parts of yourself in this particular state are connected to the place where you need to be.

You somehow kind of know that, but it’s as if there’s a type of amnesia that’s set in, or some sort of peculiar gap that almost, in one regard, doesn’t make any sense at all because you know that everyone, and every part of yourself, is intended to be in this space. But some little tangent seems to exist that runs through and through the nature of things. 

It hasn’t been dealt with, or resolved, because even though you’re convinced that everything is included, in terms of the connection, you’re surprised to note that there is this one tangential thing – that is even supported by the mothers, and the mothers means that this runs through and through. It hasn’t yet been addressed or resolved.

It connects from the subtle, all the way to the inner essence and sophistication. For some reason this hasn’t been looked at, hasn’t been dealt with. It runs through and through, which means that some part of yourself is still holding to something that you consider yours. And everyone, everything, all parts of yourself, that you feel are something that you need to embrace or have a connection that extends out in terms of your overallness, over all of that, in this particular town or space that you’re in, all has the same quality of what they consider is theirs in terms of their job, that is a deviation.

Some part of you recognizes that this is caused by something, something that got missed, or didn’t get properly taken into account, and thus you race back to the auditorium, or this space inside, where all of this is naturally intertwined and connected. 

And it just doesn’t quite work that way, because the part of yourself that is tied into looking at what is theirs, which is still holding out in some capacity, not only can you not find that there to redeem that into the presence of your being, your overall being, but that has set in motion something else that also needs to be sorted out and addressed.

And so where you think that, OK, it’s pretty easy, it’s just a matter of going back and taking the Wholeness, and establishing that Wholeness, when you go back you find out that even though at some point in time it seemed like it was all intertwined and connected, now that has drifted a bit. You can’t find it there. And there is something else, that also is just like another kind of duality.

In other words, you were relating strictly to yourself in terms of honing and polishing a particular quality to be, but then when you go back and act as if, okay, I have been doing this it’s just a matter now of taking some haze off of it, or something, to have everything on track. And that’s when you go back and you realize that there still exists some other reflection, which is like a type of separateness, which even has the sense that it doesn’t belong in the equation of things – and it hasn’t been resolved.

Isn’t that interesting? What a dream. It’s kind of a strange dream isn’t it?

It means that you’re doing something, that you have some sort of pattern about that you should know better, and that you think is insignificant, and that you can easily go back and address, but it has put you into a position of having to account for, to take a responsibility, and the reflection that this creates that is in the way from you being properly intertwined and connected as you’re meant to be.

And you’re meant to be intertwined and connected so that you can go somewhere with all of this. And you had thought that you had gotten this up to a point where everything was incidental, only to find out that you’re still carrying this blindsided-quality. It’s some sort of little holdout, which you still consider yours, that hasn’t been fully taken into account and absolved into the Wholeness.

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